OK now I'm in a really bad mood because Jonathan just told me that he can't go to San Diego with me this weekend anymore... his reason is understandable but he was being the biggest bitch in the world. I want to hit him. I want to kick him. I want to slap him upside the head!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! WHY DO BOYS HAVE TO BE SO FUCKIN DUMB AND INCONSIDERATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you're reading this, I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!!!!! GO DOWNLOAD "She Fuckin Hates Me" by Puddle of Mudd. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Here's my weekend update!
SATURDAY
I woke up, went online for a while, got ready, and left to pick up Goodrich, John, and Michael. It felt weird driving them around.. I felt a little nostalgic. Anyway, we went to Jenna's grad party. At the party, I ate a lot, saw a lot of people I haven't seen in a while (1-2 weeks), and went swimming. It was kinda gross though because the water looked REALLLY dirty, but I swam anyway. I took a shower with Diana and Hene in the open shower near the pool.. haha.. when Hene left, Villiard joined in.. oooh.. then I left to leave the two lovebirds alone and changed into my regular clothes. Then we sat/stood around just talking and stuff. When the party was over, we stood outside AGAIN and finally they found a place for all of us to go. So John drove with me in the front and Goodrich, Angela, and Mike in the back. He was a princess for the night (you'd understand this if you've ever been inside my car). Our first stop was Jack in the Box to meet up with other people. As I was putting something in my trunk, I wasn't paying attention when I was closing it, so I closed it on Orlando's arm!! Ahh.. I felt so bad that I wanted to go home and cry! But I didn't want to spoil everyone's fun, so I just let it be. John followed people to this party in Fremont, but I guess it sucked so we left. It's pretty difficult trying to keep track of 11 cars.. but I guess it's possible because there were 11 cars following each other (I counted because I was bored). We went to this party back in Milpitas.. lots of smoke.. I was tired.. and we left at 130. Angie and Goodrich were still sleeping in my car and the windows were really foggy.. haha. Angie needed to be home, and I was supposed to be home 1.5 hours before that, so after we got gas, John dropped himself off at this Billiards place. Goodrich woke up, and he was now princess and drove himself home. Finally, I was princess again, and I dropped Angie off at home. I thought that I wasn't going to see my dorky boyfriend at all, but he came by on his way home from Newark from his grandma's big bday party. We just drove around and hung out and then he dropped me back off at home before he went to work at 4am! He's crazy.. he works crazy ass hours! I surely thought that my ass was going to get beat, but my mom wasn't home.. score!
SUNDAY (yesterday)
Right when I woke up, I showered and got ready for Mariel's cotillion practice. It didn't start right away, so I ate and watched a Buffy DVD with her cousin. We chacha-ed and for some reason I was struggling! haha.. I couldn't get the dance steps! I called Jonathan when I left practice and he stressed me out so much that he made me cry! You know when you ask a person 20958390532 questions and they don't answer you because they just woke up or whatever? and you get SOOOO frustrated that you want to hit everything around you, but you can't hit everything around you so you cry? Well yeah, that's how I felt. I told him that I was picking him up in 10 minutes, and he said no because he was still in bed. It was too bad for him though because I told him what time I was going to pick him up before that, so I went to pick him up. He answered the door in his towel, and so it took him another 10 minutes to get ready. I think that was the fastest he's ever gotten ready though. I cleaned his room while he was changing and stuff. Finally, we got back to my house and my mom, grandma, and sister were waiting for us. All 5 of us headed to my aunt's house in Union City again. My aunt was bugging me to swim and she threatened to pull me in, so I said that I would swim only if Jonathan swam. So we swam, ate some hot dogs on sticks, played with the "Sonic Boom" game thing, took a break to eat Chinese food, swam some more, then took another break to eat pizza for dinner. I was tired of swimming, so I went inside to shower. After Jonathan was done showering, we played on my cousin's computer for a while. He was waiting patiently for us to be finished so he could play CS, so Jonathan and I went in the living room and watched "Ocean's 11". I was extremely sleepy on the way home, but I was also paranoid that Jonathan and my sis were going to put one of the hermit crabs on me again, so it was very light sleeping. Michael Tangga and Michael Ilumin dropped by surprisingly to pick up Mike Tangga's N64 that he left in my car. So for the rest of the night I watched TV, talked on the phone, and then fell asleep.
TODAY
Since I fell asleep on the couch, my back hurt a bit. I gave Jonathan a wake up call.. actually like 20 wake up calls and he finally woke up. I went to his house around 230ish and he was STILL in bed. He answered the door in his boxers and wife beater and his hair was still poofy. I knew he never left his bed and he didn't shower or anything yet. I kept bugging him to wake up and shower, and he said okay at 2:54.. well it was 2:52 when he said that so I agreed and laid down next to him... well this loser pressed the buttons on his clock and changed it to 2:46 so I just yelled at him and pushed him out of bed and he said OK OK OK. BUT THEN he went into the other room and slept on the bed there.. I again dragged him out and I pushed him into the bathroom myself. I heard him turn on the water so I went back into his room and took a short nap. He woke me up and then he finally finished getting ready. We went to eat sushi.. lots of sushi.. and our stomachs were full. But not too full cus then we went to the Fantasia there in Cupertino and got some thai tea pearl drinks. We went back to my house and I tried to sleep on the couch. I was waiting for my mom to get home so in the meantime, Jonathan played chess with my sister. When my mom came home, I used her car and the three of us (Jon, Leanna, me) went to pick up Leanna's two friends Chanelle and Fatima. We went to Great Mall and watched "Charlie's Angels 2". I enjoyed the movie. I just dropped them all of afterwards... and now I am here sitting in front of the computer.

It's 4am and I haven't been online this late in quite a while. So I spent today with Jonathan (like all of my other days) and we went to In N Out before he had to work a shift he was not supposed to work. I felt really bad for him because he just keeps working nonstop and then having other things to do in between so he gets no sleep. For example, we went to my aunt's house in Union City when his shift was over, but he had to go back to work like 4 hours later, but he stuck by me anyway! I have some advice for you dear: SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK! I remember we would use that phrase late at night when we'd be writing research papers last minute. But anyway, at my aunt's house, we ate Chinese food, watched "Just Married", played with the massaging chairs, and Jonathan played with my sister's hermit crabs while I watched. Right when I got home, Mariel was already in front of my house and we met up with Vivian, David, Ryan, and his two other friends Tina and Quinn, and we watched "28 Days Later". We got the 1220 show, and the goddam movie wasn't over until 230. I wanted to shoot myself because the movie was just.. DUMB! Although I screamed a lot, I still think it was a dumb movie. I really want to go to sleep, but Jonathan wants me to stay awake with him while he works audit. Too bad all of my phones are cordless and they're all uncharged at the moment. So I am trying to kill time before I call him. Good night readers.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR MISTER GAIL GOODRICH DIZON DELOSSANTOS!!!! JULE LOVES YOU! Remember what me and Diana gave you last year?? yepppp.. BEST FRIEND! haha

So lately I've been having these late night talks about things that have been bothering me for quite some time. Knowing that you aren't the "one & only" to your "one & only" hurts.. a lot. If I was on a pedestal, I'd be sharing that pedestal with someone else. He beat the videogame, and I still didn't finish level one because I'm too scared of reaching the final level again, but with someone new. I probably make no sense at all, but it doesn't matter because it makes sense to me. No, I didn't get cheated on or anything, I just feel cheated.. betrayed.. stabbed in the back.. etc. And I know I don't even have the right to feel the way I do. This feeling needs to go away, and I mean fast because it's affecting the most important relationship in my life. But I made a realization that no matter whatever we both did in the past is the past and I should just forget because I know that nothing in this world can compare to what we've been through. No one will ever have our history, and no one will have our feelings. But I know that he will never have me the way I have him.

Well I gave Jonathan a guilt trip and he rushed over here and picked me up. Little did he know that when we were on the phone and when he said "ok fine I'll pick you up. Are you ready" I didn't even shower yet! haha.. so I rushed into the shower, picked out some random clothes, and I even had time to sit around for a while before he arrived. I knew that he didn't leave when he said he did because he ALWAYS lags like hell. So we went to Blockbuster, Albertson's, Starbuck's, and back to his house. While he was in the shower, I was on his computer trying to figure out his password for his AIM because he changed it on me. I took his towel away from him, so he had no choice BUT to give in! haha. Since Jonathan was at work, I went out with Sheila. We went to Players Ink so I could get my nose repierced. It's interesting how my second time getting the same thing pierced hurt a WHOLE LOT more! When I got home, I ate some Taco Bell with my sis and then went to Great Mall with my mom, grandma, and sister. My mom and grandma bought a whole lot of household items. When I got home, I played with my new goodies. Unfortunately, I just found out that a shirt I bought from Charlotte Russe still had the security tag on it.. it's kinda fishy because it didn't alarm at all when we walked out of the store and then in and out of other stores. I remember someone telling me that the security system there was fake to just scare customers. Anyway, it's freakin hot!

..and my bf is just weird.. I told him that I bought a cardigan:
me (10:13:14 pee em): and 1 cardigan
j tiklz (10:13:58 pee em): whats a cardigan
j tiklz (10:14:00 pee em): a bird?

muhaha. i dig chocolate skirts.

I had cotillion practice at 12 today, but there was a problem, I woke up at 12! Well actually, I woke up at 10, then fell asleep again. I was sooooo exhausted.. maybe because I went to sleep around 6am the "night" before. I felt really weird when I was in the shower this morning.. I was trembling like how I was trembling last night and I wanted to faint, but I couldn't.. I dunno it was weird. So anyway, I headed over to cotillion practice and learned the second half of the routine for cha cha. I went back home for a while, and then my weird bf picked me up and we watched TV at his house as we waited for his dad to come home with his car. We went to streetlight records, and AGAIN, Jonathan didn't hold the door all the way when we were walking out, so I almost got hit by the door. I guess it's good that I didn't get hit by the door.. unlike the last time we were there. Our stomachs were growling so we headed to Taco Bell before watching "The Hulk". That movie was weird... maybe because I didn't really pay attention. I was preoccupied with all of the distractions that come hand in hand with a drive-in theater. It was my first time watching a movie at the drive-in.. well actually my parents would take me when I was little, but I don't really remember. Now I am home and it's so hottttttttttttttt! I want to take my contacts out but I can't find my glasses!

So today wasn't really out of the ordinary.. I went online and did the weekly routine of going to Cinema Savers with Jonathan. We watched "Daddy Daycare" and Diana and Villiard was there again. This time though, there were HELLA people in the theater, and hella little kids just running around and crap. We got some Starbuck's on the way to Lisa's cotillion practice. We hung around for a bit and then I went home. the end.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISTER DOMINICK ECHIVERRI (TOMORROW)!

oh yeahh.. when I came home, my sister showed me her newest pets: Hermit crabs! Dam I swear she is a Jonathan #2. He always plays with those suckers every time we go to the mall. Ok the end.

CARMEL, CA
So another year went by, and I finally got to spend it with nosepicker! He lagged like hell (as always) but we finally made it to Carmel. First of all, it was pretty dam cold, but right when we got to the beach and put our things down, it began to warm up. When I laid down on our new Old Navy beach mat thing, I started to feel the sun even more and more. I had a blanket to cover me, but it absorbed all the heat from the sun, so I began to perspire. Jonathan and I discovered that the sand we were walking on made this weird ass noise when you walk on it on a certain way. We also dug a moat and Jonathan had many failed attempts at trying to build a sand castle (we bought new beach toys last night at Albertson's). Anyway, during our playtime in the sand, our stomachs started to growl, so we ate at this seafood place. When we got our food, there was one problem, we didn't have any forks. I tried to figure out how to eat my food without using a fork because I thought that it was some crazy Monterey tradition, but the waitor came with some forks after we requested them. When we were done, Jonathan forced me into an art gallery. He said that we might as well go into one since there were like 40 different ones. Oh yeah! Before we ate and stuff, we drove on Scenic Drive and looked at the scenery.. I don't know if this is when the "drama" happened, but I'll explain anyway. Well, as we were driving, I hear this "arrf arrrrrf arooohh" sound, I thought it was a sea lion or something, but it was in fact a poor doggy. This elderly woman who was in her late 70s accidentally hit this dude's dog with her car! She had the courtesy to stop her car and get out to see what happened, and this dude just runs picks up his dog, has this realllly dramatic look on his face and puts his doggy in the car. (The only reason why we're still there watching is because the elderly woman stopped her car in the middle of a 2 lane road.) The old white lady turns to the other white people behind her, and as they were all about to approach the man with the injured doggy, he drove away with the quickness! It was kind of funny watching.. the guy was so dam dramatic! it's like I'm sorry you let your dumb dog run around in the street just WAITING for it to get hit with a car. Anyway, the elderly woman gets back into her white benz and drives away crying! I felt so bad for her!

Okay so anyway... Jonathan and I go to a different beach because the water was bluer.. he called it "hawaii water" even though he hasn't seen hawaii water before. We ended up taking a nap.... but right before we fell asleep a seagull bit his toe! hahaha.. he got so scared! It was like wtf! kinda random becaue who would have thought that a seagull would bite his foot? I sure didn't. Anyway, we contined with our nap. I woke up to a cool breeze.. before I knew it, the breeze was no longer cool, it was nice and COLD! So we decided to end our day at the beach. When we were driving up Ocean Avenue, Jonathan sees a sign that says "Thai Cafe". He was craving some thai tea, so we go down and park. We were expecting one of those qcup or coffee lover places, but it was a sit down restaurant. We weren't even THINKING about food until we stepped foot into there. So we said what the heck and ate some more. So we were finally on our way home.. we listened to slow jams and NSYNC! It was a fun ride home, I always enjoy singing in the car with that weirdo.

Oh yeah.. until next year.. happy anniversary... in a way!

abcdefghijklisam: wow so long
me: i dont know if i should even count it
me: but then again, i dont know how to count our relationship
abcdefghijklisam: yeah count it that way
abcdefghijklisam: or you can subtract 2 years
abcdefghijklisam: cus werent you NOT together for 2 years
me: haha.. it doesnt sound as wow as 5 years though
me: but i can say 5 years off and on
me: cus in a way it is, we just had that biiiiiiig gap
abcdefghijklisam: yeahh
abcdefghijklisam: haha and you know you both still had feeligns
abcdefghijklisam: so who cares
abcdefghijklisam: count it

12:20am!

well I dont know if this really counts, but what the heck! Thank you for making my life wonderful! I really really really realllllllllly love you! and to everyone else out there, I don't care if that was mushy =P

So technically it is June 23, but I will be blogging about my day today (june 22). So I woke up and woke Jonathan up too since it's my job. He came to pick me up but we were already late for Diana's piano recital so we just went to Kinko's to pick up the picture enlargements. I was pretty dizzy from his driving, so there was only one thing that could fix that: FOOD! We went to McDonald's and he just watched me eat.. I bought him an apple pie though. We went back to my house and I let him nap on my couch while I happily watched the Disney Channel. We headed for church.. I felt like a whole entire lifetime past by because I haven't been to church in a while. Anyway, we went to Albertson's to buy beach toys and candy for our fun day tomorrow (it's our 5 year anniversary.. in a way). My mom called and asked us to pick up pizza for her and my sis.. We went back home.. devoured the pizza.. watched movies for the rest of the night.. and finally Jonathan went home. Today wasn't so bad.. even though it was kinda earlier in the day.

it's so weird how it's only been exactly ONE week since I graduated from good ol' Notre Dame.. it seems like I graduated a million years ago!

I was in one of those moods when I woke up because it was 12pm, it was hot, and I had a headache. Jonathan came and picked me up after 234902348203 hours and we went to eat sushi. When I was halfway done with my food, I already wanted to throw up. Then we went to mercado and we watched "Alex & Emma".. I didn't really care because I was not in a happy mood. Jonathan did something that made me cry in a way. So we watched the movie, and it still made me tear up. So we went to Kinkos after to get some pictures blown up.. I wanted a poster size but it was $75. So I settled for an 11x17. I was craving any chocolate dessert, so we went to Chili's. We ended up eating an appetizer and then the volcano chocolate dessert thing! It was greeeeeeeat. The plan was to just nap until he had to go to work, but we ended up cleaing his entire room. We throw away lots of boxes and did a lot of organizing. I was sneezing like crazy due to the dust that collected over the years. The night didn't end so well.. I'll just leave it at that.

Well last night after I picked Jonathan up from work, we went cruisin with my mom and sister in the back of the Jeep. Did I mention that it was about 12 at night, and the top was taken off of the Jeep.. so Jonathan and I were freeezing because we had no idea that my mother was going to switch cars.

So anyway, today I finally picked up my car! It drives so smoothly now but only I can tell the difference since I am the primary driver. While Jonathan was in SF with his family, Sher, Sheila, and I went to Great Mall to watch "Alex and Emma". Before we watched, we ate McDonald's and I saw Joel there. He bought me cookies. Later, Diana, Ellison, and Villiard come to watch the movie. It was pretty good, it made me tear up. We went back to Sher's after the mall, and the first thing I see when I go outside is naked Richard tanning himself while Joshie, Chris Nug, Romel, and Chris' lil brother swimming. We watch a few DVDs: "Just Married", "Deliver Us From Eva" (again). When Jonathan gets back from SF I pick him up and bring him back to Sher's. After the movie was finished, we dropped Sheila off at home and then drove around. We went to that view thingy and we finally called it a night.... ahh my vision is getting blurry.. time to sleep.

My car is still at the dealership because they're waiting on a part.... so I won't have a car until tomorrow! Well good thing Jonathan let me borrow his baby for a while. I was kinda hot headed when Jonathan came to get me before he went to work, so we went to Starbuck's. I was hella embarassed though because he was wearing his Hampton Inn uniform, only with his shirt untucked, his tie loose, and SLIPPERS! He looked like a fob... so I kept my distance.. haha. Then I picked up Sheila and we went to Sherilyn's. Sher's computer in her room is soooo freakin slow! So while it was loading, the three of us went to Blockbuster and rented "Deliver Us From Eva". It was kinda stupid.. but oh well. We also bought pizza from Albertson's. I finished up what I was working on and I went downstairs to watch.. Ellison was there too. After the movie, I took Sheshe home and continued to work on my little project. I gotta kill time before I pick up Jonathan at work with his car.

So I was able to sleep in this morning because I figured that the day at the beach was off. I got ready to go to cotillion practice at Mariel's and Villiard and Diana came to pick me up. We learned half of the cha cha today and it's pretty fun! Afterwards, Mister Jonathan picked me up, still in his Hampton Inn uniform. He looked so adorable! I guess I couldn't stop pinching his cheeks because I haven't seen him in his uniform in such a long time. So we went to eat at this mexican restaurant.. Los Violines or something. He changed into normal clothes in the car and we headed to the bank. I'm glad that the BofA I went today had technical problems, so I wasn't able to cash ALL my checks.. I was forced to deposit some. We headed to the mall AGAIN! This time we went to Great Mall though because I wanted flip flops at Old Navy.. 2 for $5! Too bad they had sucky sizes left, so I was only able to get 2.. I was planning to get more. Oh well. haha.. oh yeah. On our way to the mall, I fell asleep in the car, and before I know it, we were parked in the parking lot. Jonathan said "let's sleep" so since I was still fresh from my slumber, it was easy for me to sleep again. I woke up and I had drool on my lip and on my cheek.. haha.. yeah I guess I had a good sleep. I woke him up and we finally went into the mall. After the mall he took me straight home because I was mad at him because I ran out of cash and I really wanted to get something at Gap, but he wouldn't let me because he thinks that I waste my money. Welllll.. I'm not the one who bought a $300 or $400 Ionic Breeze thing on TV.. humph! Stupid boys. Oh and I would like to add that I think I am addicted to Friendster

Well yesterday I went shopping like crazy! First I picked up Jonathan because his dad had his car. Our first stop was Eastridge to return this hair crimper/waver/straightener thingy at Claire's. But then we had to go back to Jonathan's house because he had to assemble this workbench. We actually assembled it together. It was pretty fun. It was also pretty hot, so we got some Jamba Juice on the way to Valley Fair.. and that's when the craziness began. I bought so much crap.. AGAIN.. oh well! After a few hours.. I had Jonathan drop me off at Sher's where Jaysen picked us up to go to his dinner. But it was still early, so we went to Valley Fair to kill time.. and that's where the craziness happened AGAIN. I bought more crap. We finally had dinner at Chevy's and I was stuffed. Jonathan came to pick me up with my car all safe and sound! Went home.. and fell asleep.

Today I dropped my car off at the dealership to get serviced, then Jonathan and me went to his ortho appointment, but he was too late so he had to reschedule. We had breakfast at Denny's since it was close by. He had to switch cars, so he dropped me off at home and picked me up again. We went to Cinema Savers to watch "Better Luck Tomorrow". That movie was weird. I don't know why some people said it was hella good. Diana and Villiard were there too, and they were confused as well. OH YEAH! Jonathan also got a stuffed animal from the Claw game thingy. He named the orange bear, Grrorange... for "grizzly" "grr" & "orange". We will now add Grrorange to our lovely collection: Buster & Capper (2 Gap Bears), Yippo the Yellow Hippo, and Booger & Nosepicker the Monkeys. He names them all, not me. Ok, so then we went to Valley Fair. Some craziness happened AGAIN. I bought more and more crap, and so did Jonathan.. haha I think I got him addicted too. Then we went to Santana Row to get Pearl Drinks at Fantasia. It was still a little early to go to Lisa's for cotillion practice, so I went home real quick to change into pants because my skirt was acting up on me. Cotillion practice was fun. We finished learning the waltz today, which is only the SECOND practice and ate spaghetti. Jonathan kept bugging Lisa's mom for hotdogs. What a fob! We watched "Wheel of Fortune" then called it a night. Tomorrow is his first day back at work after his 2-week "break".. yay!

Ok.. I don't want to blog about Graduation because it will take a long time.. ok well maybe I'll blog a little bit. I stayed up until 3am the previous night making leis for everyone.. I didn't even get to make as many as I wanted. I woke up bright and early.. got ready.. GRADUATED.. took LOTS of pictures.. went back home.. had a party.. people came.. people left.. Jonathan finally arrived.. that stupid head.. and went to bed.

Yesterday, my dad called in the morning and said "Happy Father's Day", and I was dumbfounded. What was I supposed to say? haha.. so I said "okay?". Jaysen picked up Sher and I and headed to Michelle's.. Sher and I ate LOTS. It was getting hot, so me, Sher, Hene, Chris, and Cesar went to Eastridge.. bought stuff.. then went back to Mich's. Sher made new friends, and I met them too. There was Kenneth, Vincent, JC, EJ, and Jonathan (3-5 year old range.. haha). Jonathan picked up Sher and I, got Ellison, and went on a mini double date to watch "Dumb and Dumberer". It was a dumb movie, but there were some parts that HELLA made me laugh.

I GRADUATED!!!!

Di & I before we got leid



Di & I after we got leid.. well we got leid mroe after this



Angie, Mar, Me, & Sher



John, Sher, & I



Me. Mich, Di, & Andrea



My Mommy & Me



Ma Famille et moi!

THE END

(for now)

Wow. I haven't blogged in a while.. well it's been a while for me. Well I'm finally DONE with school! Yep, I took my last Final of highschool on wednesday.. it was blehh but all I needed to ge was a 52%. I also finished up my LAST french grammar test yesterday, so yes, I am OFFICIALLY done.. all I need is that diploma at Graduation. Yesterday was our Baccalaureate mass and I was nervous right before I read the First Reading because everyone was looking at me and I thought that I was doing something wrong. But I realized that it is normal for people to stare at you, especially when you're on a podium thingy. It was also my cousin Amber's graduation yesterday.. which was longgg for a Middle School Graduation. OH yeah! And I went to Indy's grad on Wednesday... dam.. they had like 800 something graduates so it took foreverrrrrr! I cried a lot during their graduation because it finally hit me that I was graduating soon and I'll probably never see some of those other girls again. We even cried when we were in the car. Anyway, today I'm gonna run some errands so I can be prepared for tomorrow..... GRADUATION!!!!!!!

Well I went to MHS' graduation and it was freeeezing cold.... This was a crappy Friday the 13th.. I cried 243953 times because of A LOT of things, but not about jonathan.. he's wonderful.. but bleh.. oh well whatever.

The Govt final was easy smeasy! The entire class finished probably finished 1 hr early.. so we sat around and girl talked, that was fun and I found out that Miss Eileen has a bf now! awwww. I'm so happy for her. Oh, and Ms DeSilva gave me, Eileen, Diana, Genevieve, and Andrea the govt "Bill" pins that she promised us for being the TRUE WINNERS. My physics final was alright, I knew most of the stuff, so I hope I did ok. I spent the rest of the day with Mr Jonathan. We went to watch "Bulletproof Monk", ate McDonald's in the car while we were in line to pick up my sister, and watch TV at my house. I fell asleep on the couch.. and he woke me up by throwing pillows at me. HOW RUDE! We headed to Lisa's first cotillion practice.. ate pizza.. waltzed.. and went home. I fell asleep, laid around, and I am currently studying for my Precalc final tomorrow.

So I had my Econ final at 9:45 this morning. I was able to complete my study guide, however, I was unable to study due to the fact that I decided to sleep over, and then Jonathan dropped by. The final was pretty easy though.... but I should have reviewed my study guide. Eh well, all I needed was a 46%. I just finished studying for Physics.. I'm debating whether or not I should study for Govt. BUT I'M PARANOID RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I CAN'T FIND MY PRECALC FOLDER AND I NEED IT TO STUDY FOR MY FINAL ON WEDNESDAY! AHH.. I think I let someone borrow it, but I'm not sure.
Oh yeah.. Cesar sent me a Friendster invitation last week. I actually finished signing up last night, and boy that shit is addicting. I was on it earlier this afternoon, but too bad it's slow as hell.. maybe because of all the people who have it.

I FINISHED MY FRENCH JOURNALS AND I FINISHED THAT STUPID ECON STUDY GUIDE! I'm pretty proud of myself. But yeah, so I ended up going to Mariel's house for cotilion practice, but I left early because I had to go with Jonathan to a picnic at Cunningham. Afterwards, we bought tickets to watch "Bruce Almighty" because this crazy boy wanted to watch it again, but I wasn't feeling it, so we went to the food court and ate Cinnabon. We were racing, but I gave up because he was eating that shit like.. a chicken leg. He got a tummy ache though so haha!

So I woke up early yesterday morning to do my french journals. I got 3 out of 4 done! I ran out of time though because Jonathan came to pick me up. We went to buy flowers for Joanne and then headed to EVC for the confirmation ceremony. We got there late, so we ended up standing the ENTIRE time... about 2.5 hours and then ate at Pasta Pomodoro. Jonathan and I had time to kill before we headed to Joel's house for a party, so we went to Mercado and watched "2 Fast 2 Furious". The movie was alright, but the cars were REALLLLLY pretty! We went to Joel's and one of Joel's uncles was drunk, and he kept bugging Jonathan to play the piano. He kept telling me how much he likes it when boys play the piano.. I just smiled and nodded. So after sitting outside for a while, and Joel and Mike trying to give Jonathan MAN lessons, me and Jonathan went inside because it was cold. Lionel and Jonathan were dancing to NSYNC songs while I was plopped on the couch. I was tired, so we went home. When I walked into my room, my mom was sitting in the middle and the furniture was rearranged. I was too tired to clean, so I fell asleep on the couch.

Today, I plan to finish up my french journal (one more), study for econ, and maybe study for my last french grammar test.

Yesterday was my last day of classes and that was a big snorefest.. I don't feel relieved though because I still have to get caught up with my FRENCH CRAP.. bleh. I took my grandma to the salon as a favor, and I left with curly hair.. haha. it's pretty cool. ROMEL and Sher picked me up at home and he DROVE US to Lic's for his bday dinner.. yummy food.

Today I woke up early because I was excited. Micaela and I met up with our homeroom and homeroom teachers at this place on The Alameda called "Cozy Hut" or something. Mrs Riley ordered pancakes, waffles, french toast, and bacon for all 15 (or so) of us there. Back at school, we continued our baby shower for our other homeroom teacher Ms Garcia and watched a video tape we made for her. Finally, it was time for everyone to put on their caps and gowns (for the 2nd time...... 2 more times to go!). It was "Senior Class Day" meaning that it was the graduation at school and the moving up ceremony for the rest of the classes. I went home right after, packed for the beach and got picked up by Jonathan. We were waiting at Sher's house for a longgggg time so we went to buy food at In N Out.. when we were done, we headed to the beach. I HAD LOTS OF FUN! I'm kinda lazy to go into detail though.. so in a nut shell, we played in the water for about 30 minutes, ran around, lit a "bonfire", and sat arou in the cold. Jon and I got starbuck's after and called it a night.. we're pooped. Ok time to go because my bed is calling my name.

It's past 11pm and I'm doing homework. WHAT THE HELL? It's okay, it's my last project ever! I also have my hour and a half long 7th period free block to finish it if I don't tonight. I was gonna work on my french journals, but I'll just do it during the weekend. Fuck me, I hate school!

However, school was good today.. maybe it's just the fact that I had my LAST PRECALC CLASS, FRENCH CLASS, ECON CLASS, and GOVT CLASS EVERRRRR!!!!!! I'm more excited for math and french because 4 freakin years of that crap! I am finally done. Ask me why I'm not gonna study that crap in college.. go on. Ask me. I have one more grammar test in french left since I took #11 today.. Econ we had an hour of CHILL time. During lunch, my dearest brought me lunch from Quiznos. I had my LAST CLASS COUNCIL MEETING EVER!!!! I'm gonna miss those. But I had the most fun during govt when Diana, Eileen, Andrea, Genevieve, and I WON the reviewing game.. we weren't crowned the winners due to some rules that were not explained clearly by our teacher. Basically, we had 7 points, the last question, everyone wagered something, and we did not turn in our answer fast enough. We got the 4 points we wagered taken away even though we did not submit an answer, and a group that had 2 points and wagered 2 points won. How crappy is that! It's ok, Gen and I argued and whined our ways into getting the winning prizes too!

School was boring; I ate a chocolate muffin during Physics. So I found out that I can get a 52% on my Precalc final to maintain my grade since it is mathematically impossible to get an A. Oh yeah! I got a 93% on the last test that we took! French, I am still behind, but good thing that I don't have a final. In Econ, I got a 100% on a quiz that we took last week and a 90% on the smaller quiz. Hopefully those brought my percentage up. I need my grade though so I can calculate what I need to get on the final. Bleh, government sucks. I think that I still have a A, but if I don't, and if it is mathematically impossible to get an A, then fuck that shit. I can just NOT do the final project, and still have a B.. so I might just settle for that. In Physics, I have to get a 77% on the final to keep my A. And English, I am over and done with. I just need to participate more so I can hopefully bump up my grade if it's borderline.. I really hope it helps! ahh.. but forget this school business, this is my last week of hell.. THANK GOD! Tonight, I really WILL do my french journals!

Jonathan and I picked up our siblings after school. We dropped em off at home and took a trip to Jamba Juice. Dam the line was long! I was in need of planner refills, but I had no luck. We went to Target, Eastridge, Office Depot, bleh. When I got home I took a nap. So after my mom is finished with the computer, I WILL get crackin on my french journals. SOMEONE BRIBE ME SO I GET IT DONE DAMMIT!

Another boring and HOT day at school today. DeVonne told me that if I did all my french journals tonight, she would give me 5 bucks.. sounds like an okay deal, but dam those journals take a lot of time. Maybe I'll do 2 out of the 4 I have to do. I have to pay her 5 bucks if she does her journals tonight too, so we don't really lose anything, only if we don't do it.

I watched MTV all afternoon; surf girls, TRL (fell asleep during this but woke up), and sex2k that talked about dating. I didn't even know that there was such a job as a professional dating coach.. kinda weird.

So Jonathan picked me up when he was done with his work business and we headed to Valley Fair... ate.. and had fun with some monkeys (Booger & Nosepicker). Oh yeah, we also had fun with Nemo and Squirt from the Disney store. I just had to take em all home, and take them home is what I did. Squirt from "Finding Nemo" is soooo cuuuute! "noggin'.. duuuuuuude!"

I was realllllly bored in Precalc this morning and I did a few calculations. The first time Jonathan and I were together, it was for 2 years 4 months and 9 days (June 23, 1998 - November 1, 2000). We then were broken up for 2 years and 4 months and 1 day (November 1, 2000 - March 2, 2003). And we have currently been together this second time around for 3 months today...yay (March 2, 2003). So I am very grateful that our "broken up" time did not surpass our "together" time. Unfortunately, I was unable to calculate hours and minutes (not seconds though because that's CRAZY) even though I remember that it was 12:20am the first time he asked me. I was not able to look at my watch during those other dates.

I'm kinda tired now, maybe I'll just do my french journals this weekend, yeah?

So I was pretty irritated most of the day because of someone oversleeping.. bleh. I was mad for no reason though. So I sit around and watch the Real World and nerd finally picks me up. We go to San Francisco because he was showing his cousin around. I slept most of the time because I felt dizzy and stuff. We drop his cousin off at the airport then eat at tung kee. We pick up my sis, get starbucks, drop off my sis, then go to taco bell to buy tacos for my sis. I do nothinggggg while at home and I get reallllly annoyed because my mom said she was going to check her email for 5 minutes.. yeah right, it was a freakin hour. AHHHHH! I'm still irritated.. not by her, but by some other things.