Today was a very "err" filled day..I dunno, I was just soooooo irritated and annoyed.. First of all, the whole male species are a bunch of poopoo heads that need to get shot..well maybe not all, but most of them..even the ones that you think are your friends. I probably have about 5 good guy friends that are worth fighting over, and this one sure isnt anymore..what a dickhead..I was even being nice and crap..so anyways........Second of all, my DDR is broken..or the pad is..like I was gonna play to relieve some stress..but the freakin back portion of the pad wasnt working and you had to hit the upper right portion for it..pretty ghetto..and third of all, it was freakin hot. I hate hot weather. Like I was cold all morning, and when I woke up from my nap, it was all hot..so of course I woke up in a bad ass mood..so I just took a cold shower..that helped a little.. I spent the rest of the day just relaxing..online phone and here I am back online..not as irritatated anymore, but just a little somewhat

I am so tired..but for some reason I just cannot get to sleep. I just came home from my aunties house, my mother would not let me drive..hmm..it is technically sunday morning than saturday night, but I didnt sleep yet so it is still saturday night in my mind.

Friday night, after I was driving home from my sister's volleyball game, I got the urge to drive somewhere else...so instead of going home, we went to the great mall..and at the great mall we watched a movie.."Don't Say A Word" is a really good movie, I suggest that you go watch it if you havent already..anyways, after that, I wanted to drive somewhere else..so I went through the McDonalds drive thru just because I wanted to drive somewhere else..I even had to buy food for my sis and I so I wouldnt look dumb..haha..oh well, the fries were nice and warm and stuff..when I got home, I went online, I called Miss Lisa then after I called Mister Chris....thennnnnnnn I went to beddy byeee

Today, I woke up to the sound of my sister on the phone..goshh so annoying..I called Jenn and talked to her for a bit..then I talked to Diana for a bit after that..then I took a nap and fell asleep with my hair all wet and crap..so when I woke up it was all shitty..I hate it when I fall asleep with my hair all wet..anywayss..after that I went with my mother to m aunts house. Jenna came and picked me up and we went to Moniques house for her bday party. We left early around 10 I think and instead of going home, we went to Jeremys house..he was like whoa why are you hear? I havent seen him since like July or something..after that we went to this "hardcore" party for like 5 minutes..dang..so many cops in Milpitas..then we stayed at a house for a while..then to St John the Baptist..I got dropped off at my aunts house around 1 or so..and while I was there, I was karaoking...We left around 2 30ish and now I am here chitchattin with Miss Jenna and Mister Daryl....

hmm..I have not blogged for a while..I feel so relieved! My teachers left me with little homework to do this weekend..whoo ha! anyways, after school today, I had to crush cans and whatnot for recycling..Dude..I was scared out of my mind because of stupid ass BEES! I stomped on like two, so I have like bee guts at the bottom of my shoe..maybe that's why the bees kept attacking me?

anyways...I shaved my legs this morning because Sheri has been buggine me this whole week. I wore a skirt to school on Wednesday or something (without my legs being shaved--haha yuck!). Well I didn't shave that weekend because I didn't go out..theres really no point in shaving your legs though foreals..only if its like to the point where your legs look like a monkeys..now that is gross.. But now that my legs are all nice and smooth and shaved, I am not going anywhere! Well at least I don't think so..I am going to watch my sister's first volleyball game today (aww!) and hopefully someone will call me later on tonight and perhaps take me out? ehh well..I'll probably go to bed early tonight and get an early start on my homework..yuck I feel like a nerd! but I am so that doesn't matter..that just means that if I do everything tonight, I won't stress the whole weekend, and I can go out and have fun fun! oh yes! sounds like a good plan Jule! so maybe tonight my goal will be to find something to do all day Saturday! yesss!!

I really want to watch Zoolander..I just want to hear him say blah blah blah and D "you have to be really really incredibly good looking" hmm..k Jule is going to depart now...and maybe drive!!! yay!

dee zirablewun (11:39:34 i love u): can you peel a banana with your toes
juleenette77 (11:39:39 i love u): what the fuck

dude..what is with with everyone and these random questions..random questions about BANANAS?? haha..well I think its cus Diana and Jeremy come from the same planet..ehh well..last night she asked me if I ever milked a cow..sheesh

Dang, today was a very disturbing day...here's what happened

I was sitting in my 2nd period class..which is french, when all of a sudden theres like a noise coming from somewhere. My teacher thought that it was from the PA system and the whole class just ignored it. I on the other hand thought it sounded like a shower..but I knew that no one would be showering, and even if they were, we wouldn't be able to hear it..but then even if it someone were showering, it wouldn't be anyone at school cus we don't have showers..anyways..I was just telling DeVonne and Nicole that it sounded like a shower..after like 10 minutes of them teasing me, I say, "why are those people running down the hall?" my french teacher goes, "go go go!" and then I was thinking, isn't the right word for "to go", aller? but then yah..she really meant run..so we all ran out of the classroom..I went out to the smell of gas and propane..the whole school evacuated and after like 5 minutes the fire dept came..I was like finally some action..! anywho, they did not want us waiting in the mortuary parking lot, so the whole school just chilled under the 280 bridge for like 70 minutes..it was rather boring and I was mad because I failed to grab my packpack with all my precious stuff in it before we ran out of the classroom! I then asked my teacher what happened, and she said that a construction worker drilled into the main gas line and blah blah blah..too bad we just went on with the day right after like nothing happened..I wanted to go home! pretty ghetto
..
anyways, I just heard thunder right now..thats some scary shit..sounds like Usama Bin Laden is trying to bomb our asses..haha just kidding! ooooooooh but ND is once again in FIRST PLACE!!! whoooooooo!!! okay..time to study or something..peas out

DUDE..HOW RANDOM CAN A PERSON GET? LOOK WHAT JEREMY HAD TO SAY

JeRjEr408 (11:13:25PM): would you eat a bruisded banana for 10 bucks?
juleenette77 (11:13:35PM): no
JeRjEr408 (11:13:46PM): why?
juleenette77 (11:13:57PM): I dunno
juleenette77 (11:13:59PM): thats gross
JeRjEr408 (11:14:20PM): would you eat a bruised banana for a 100 bucks?
juleenette77 (11:14:26PM): umm maybe yeah
JeRjEr408 (11:14:44PM): but all of it was bruised
JeRjEr408 (11:14:51PM): like from top to bottom and the insides
juleenette77 (11:15:15PM): gross
juleenette77 (11:15:20PM): maybe id take a bite
JeRjEr408 (11:16:51PM): haha noo the whole banan!
JeRjEr408 (11:16:59PM): ok would you eat that banan for a million bucks?
JeRjEr408 (11:17:03PM): all totally bruised
juleenette77 (11:17:56PM): um yeah
juleenette77 (11:17:58PM): for a million yes
JeRjEr408 (11:18:25PM): the WHOLE banana?
JeRjEr408 (11:19:20PM): wut if someone injected the ebola virus in it?
juleenette77 (11:19:24PM): YEAH FOR A MILLION DUH
juleenette77 (11:19:25PM): OKAY NO
juleenette77 (11:19:26PM): STUPID
JeRjEr408 (11:19:26PM): then owuld you
juleenette77 (11:19:31PM): OKAY SHUTTUP
JeRjEr408 (11:19:38PM): but you chould buy yhte cure
JeRjEr408 (11:19:47PM): with the million bucks
juleenette77 (11:20:47PM): NO MORE TALK ABOUT BRUISED BANANAS

wow..I feel so relieved right now..I finished all my hw! Well just the hw that is due tomorrow..so now I am stuck with nothing to do..hmmm..and I already voted for my school! in the words of Miss Mariel Clemente NOTRE DAME PRIDE WOOP WOOP haha..okay..dude. I just want to win first place, I don't really care about the concert. They have sorry people performing so far...hopefully it will get better? anywhooo...I feel like giving a summary of my day

--woke up at 10 to the sound of my pager..freakin Jennifer paging at 9!
--took a shower
--called people
--put my uniform on
--umm..told my mother about my plans for the day
--went to Hollywood video to rent that stupid movie for history
--picked up my sister
--went to Jenn's house around 11 30
--did my hw..
--watched the movie with Diana Anne and Jenn around 12 30
--ate lots of food
--went to the Cathedral..we were FASHIONABLY late around 2 45 or so
--saw the love of my life
--sang..but not too good..we sounded horrible..I think its cus I know we could do better
--saw Jeremy..hes a stupid head..and saw some Bell guys...since it was the 150th Notre Dame and BELLarmine Liturgy thing
--said hi to someone
--umm...ate MORE at the reception at Fairmont at 5ish I think
--got in line for MORE food with Jenn..oooh the tortelini alfredo was hella good!
--waited outside with Jenn
--went home around 6 30ish
--finished my History paper
--called Jenna and she came by and picked up the video
--went online and voted..we WILL win by the way
--and am now doing this blogger blogger...while chitchattin with Mister Michael Tang and Mister Chris Lic and Mister Jaysen and Mister Dominick

for some reason I am in the bestest mood ever! last night I was not..but I guess right now is making up for it? So WHO DO YOU TELL WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE? wow that song is stuck in my head..but that is now the question of the day, who do you tell when you love someone? and how do you know? like how do you know when you like someone? hmm..time to ponder about that now..today would have been a very special day..the number three is very significant..GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT

I AM SOOOOOO BOOOOOOOOOORED..SOMEONE CALL ME PLEEEEASE! I am actually doing my homework..save me!!!

what a beautiful saturday morning! today I woke up pretty early because I went to bed early last night..Yesterday was an okay day..not boring but not really really fun. I had Gospel Choir practice yesterday, but left early at 3 because I had to go to Bellarmine for the VSA/Asian Sociey picnic..It was alright..too bad they had no food when I arrived. hmmm..what did we do there..well we tried to play icebreakers, then finally started playing one..it was okay, but SOMEONE who is going to remain nameless *ahemceasarahem* said something bad about my dear *NSYNC. Dude, I hate it when people do that! Anyways, I spent the rest of the time just sitting there watching them play basketball. I played calculator games, looked at pictures, skateboarded back and forth, and whatnot. On the way home, I asked Jeremy to buy me McDonalds, and he did! What a nice buddy! even though he is really gay at times..haha! oooh! but before that..I drove Jeff's car..haha..that was fun..so when I got home around 7, I went online to vote then got off at 8..I listened to 94.9 to see what place my school is in...which is still FIRST!! and then I attempted to do my hw..at 9, I said fuck it and went to bed..haha..but then I woke up around 11:45 and went online to check my mail..I called Mister Christopher then went to sleep at 2..I woke up at 9 to the sound of the phone ringing.

My sister called because she needed to go to Volleyball practice..I told her that I was going to pick her up then take her to practice, but she said HELL NO! How mean is that? So my mother just drove my sis to practice. I drove home though! My mom gets so paranoid! sheesh..she kept saying "don't drive so close to the curb" "use your break when you turn" "ahhhhh..Antonette!" ehh well..I am going to pick my sister now..toodles

dude..Micaela's cousin Joyce picks us up from school..and like today..we went to this skater shop near our school. It was a weird store, it was like a house kinda..and there were like more stuff down the hall and stuff..but yeah..we left the store and I was like in a skaterish mood.. and right next door was Elements..and then all of a sudden I was in a hip hop mood..it was a weird feeling, I cant really explain it.. but it was weird. Samantha and Micaela just looked at me like I was weird..but I always get that so yeah..no biggie! But it really was weird! it's like one minute you're a banana and the next you're an apple or something..haha I dunno..nevermind..

wow..I just ate some spaghetti..my mother actually cooked dinner! it was rather yummy, she is a good cook after all, she just doesn't do it often. well dang, I had my french oral today! I sucked so much..I was so nervous and I felt rushed because I had to leave early to go help with the liturgy (which was great because I helped plan it!). ahh but I did horrible..hopefully my test scores will make up for it.. I was even trying to work on it yesterday with non french speaking people..it was rather weird.. ehh well I have a chapter test tomorrow..so yeah.

anyways, Jenna text messaged me yesterday saying that our school was in first place for survivor and that we were ahead by 100 votes..unfortunately, since you can vote whenever..that changes. it's okay, I know that we're not going to be eliminated anytime soon, so when competition does get hard, then we gotta vote our asses off!! speaking of asses..MEHGAN! gosh she's a bitch! hahaha (but I still love you)...today at lunch, we were looking at dance pictures and stuff..and freakin Mehgan had my planner..Felicity pointed out the baby picture I had of Mehgan and Mehgan went crazy..like literally..goddam! it's not even a baby picture really, it was of her in like 4th grade or something. But shit, shes like AHHHHHH!! and like I tried to hard getting my planner back with the picture of her in it, but I did not succeed. I succeeded at first with much pulling and grabbing my planner back and forth..people were just staring like we were retarded..but oh welll! haha..so her stupid ass got up and was about to run outside, but I got her..but she mananged to get her picture out and stick it up her ass! haha..well not really.. but she put it somewhere..

yesterday's lunch was much more fun though, we were laughing laughing laughing..I was laughing really hard because Mehgan was laughing hard..dam..always Mehgan Mehgan Mehgan..haha..but yeah..she was laughing like the fuckin retard she is..haha! we were talking about stuff we used to wear when we were little..like them dresses with the lace lace and the frilly frilly..and our ponytails on the sides of our heads..and yada yada yada..

ahhhhhh..my school has to win SURVIVORR!!!!!!!!!! okay I am gonna go back to voting..I dont have much hw tonight

awwwwww..I like this song......

Remember the first day when I saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

i'm so happy so happy that you're in my life
and baby now that you're a part of me
you showed me
showed me the meaning of true love
and i know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you know that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul

I wish I had someone to think about with this song! awwwwwwwwwwwww..sooooooo cuuuuuuuute..BROWN EYES..okay this time I am really going to do my french project

my mother wouldn't let me drive today because she said that she didn't want to get a heart attack..haha..I am sooooooooooooooo bored..I should continue doing my french now.......gooooooooooddddd niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight

my eyes hurt..but I must finish this french project. I am not sure if my french teacher is going to be at school on monday, but I am doing it just in case..ohh look what mister Christopher said....

juleenette77 (2:55:06 am): you know its just my face
Sonic6585 (2:55:09 am): oh my gosh!!!!!!!
Sonic6585 (2:55:26 am): do i haave to say that your pretty again?!
Sonic6585 (2:55:31 am): yes julee you are pretty
Sonic6585 (2:55:34 am): very pretty
Sonic6585 (2:55:36 am): gosh

haha..what a funny guy..it is flattering even though I know he's lying..MUST FINISH FRENCH MUST FINISH FRENCH!! Sheilas party was fun..I did a lot of laughing..like always. man the spaghetti was really really good..haha..its funny when people call it pasghetti..

Guess what world!?!?!!!!!! I drove today...like from my house to the Bank near Eastridge..I was so scared though, I had to go over the island thingy when I was going out of my house.. I have always hated that thing! My mom was very scared too, her palms were sweating. and my little sister does not trust me driving anywhere, she was pretty scared too! haha.. I learned how to signal and stuff too! I just don't know how to look, I just change lanes, which is not a good thing because I actually interacted with cars today, and I almost hit one 3495834985435 times. My mom would not let me drive to the restaurant, she did not wanna lose her appetite. Sheesh, it's not like I went over any curbs.. oh well

Our school survied SURVIVOR today! whooooooahhhhh! haha SHEILA!! wwhhhhhoooooooooah! keep voting girls!!

I am really excited about Sheilas party tomorrow...HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY SHEILA!! I LOVE YOU!

crap.. i spilled water on my keyboard..and now my shift key isnt working..anyways..i have been so overwhelmed with so much this whole week..im just glad that i get a 3day weekend..no school tomorrow..sheilas party on saturday..then sunday.. so anyways..i drove today..look what daryl had to say about my driving

MANOKUNGOY (11:39:05 pm): i think you should leave the driving up to someone else for now
juleenette77 (11:39:11 pm): hahahah
juleenette77 (11:39:20 pm): why do u say that?
MANOKUNGOY (11:39:56 pm): i dont know im sorry im a mean person
juleenette77 (11:40:05 pm): hahaha
juleenette77 (11:40:13 pm): i get so scared
MANOKUNGOY (11:40:32 pm): so do i
juleenette77 (11:42:46 pm): esp when i was making that right turn
MANOKUNGOY (11:44:14 pm): oh my god
MANOKUNGOY (11:44:14 pm): i thought you were gonna jump out of the car
juleenette77 (11:44:23 pm): hahhaha
juleenette77 (11:44:25 pm): nooo
MANOKUNGOY (11:45:17 pm): well i wanted to
MANOKUNGOY (11:45:33 pm): everyone was looking waiting for you to go
juleenette77 (11:45:59 pm): i was so scared

but yeah..anyways..im not all that bad, i was just nervous. whoooooo..i cant wait til i get my license..everyone better clear the roads

dang..what a crazy day..I feel like crying..look at all the crazy stuff I have been getting

ALexx4o88 (9:52:53 PM): "In the City of God there will be a great thunder, two brothers torn apart by chaos, while the fortress endures, the great leader will succumb.", "The third big war will begin when the big city is burning." "on the 11th day of the 9 month that...two metal birds would crash into two tall statues...in the new city... and the world will end soon after" - Nostradamus 1654'

BuM DiGgA DEE (9:29:54 PM): the flights that were Highjacked were from United and AA, they were numbered as follows:
11, 93, 175, and 77
11 = Today's Date
9+3 = 12 = Tomorrow
1+7+5 = 13 = Thursday
7+7 = 14 = Friday
Hopefully this is a coincidence and the terrorists can't add. but if this is correct there will either be acts of terrorism every day for the next few days or a grand event the last day.

ahh..I cant think..

oh yeah

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MISS DEBIE NICOLE ROSAL

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MISTER DAVID MAI..

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN MEEEEEEEEEEEEESHEEEET! haha

love you guys.

Although I had a test or quiz in all my classes today, it was not all that bad. Some of them were really easy, maybe because I did not stress that much..anyways..94 9 was at my school today for our annual Magazine Drive kick-off (if you want to buy magazines..buy them from me!)..but good lord..so many people running on the freakin stage for a free Aaliyah poster. I saw that Jenn had one, and I thought to myself that I wanted one too! So as I was slowly walking towards where the DJs were about to get a poster, a whole hurd of Freshmen and Sophomores came running..it was like oh man!! I got a poster, but I had the hardest time walking to where I was eating lunch which was like 5 feet away. I opened up the poster, and I got the sucky one! So I just gave it to Jenn because she had the cool one..what I really wanted was the Aaliyah single..oh well..so I spent the rest of the time trying to cram for the upcoming History quiz with Jenna..

I have a horrible headache right now..time to make use of my time

*sigh* Another Sunday night dedicated to homework. I am so tired right now, I just played DDR and I burned 153 calories..I like putting it on workout mode.. I decided that I wanted to play it because I ate a bowl of Mac and Cheese, and I wanted to get rid of all the fat I gobbled up. I still have 10 lbs to lose..oh Lordy, I am watching "Bug Juice" right now on the Disney Channel (my favoritest channel in the world) and like they are having their girly girl drama for their mommas..gosh stupid Allie, always causing drama..haha okay..I am getting a little in to it..

So I went to church again today, and for some reason I was really tired. The whole day I spent doing some homework, eat, walk around the house, go online, and yadda yadda yadda. I took a nap and it was very nice. My mother woke me up because it was time for church.. Well while I was talking to Mister Hansen Clark on the telephone, we discussed friendships and what being friends really meant. Him and Mister Jeremy Edgar are best friends, we all go way back..So anyways, he was saying how him and Jeremy are best friends, but they don't annouce it or anything..they don't classify themselves for the whole world to know, you know? I thought that was a very good point..friends are there for each other and are willing to go out of their way to make one another happy..they tell each other stuff straight up and you are not supposed to get butthurt because "true friends stab you in the front" yeah the truth hurts, but if your true friends don't tell you, then who will besides your mom? okay moving on to a new subject

I am so annoyed by people saying how my parents waste their money sending me to a private school..they say..oh private and public schools are all the same. I mean, yeah school is school, but my parents aren't psycho to be paying about 7 g's a year..it is not the same! I am not saying that it is better, but I am just sick of people pestering me!! And I know that my school looks pretty ghetto right now, but sheesh, don't gotta keep rubbin it in my face..like they say, where does all the money go that your parents pay for? Dude, I hate ignorant people..it's like public schools are funded by the governemt so they get all the money they want..private schools are not funded by the governemt..whatever our parents pay for is all they have..it pays for like school stuff..the stuff the governemt would pay for if we were a public school..and dude..the reason why our school looks so old and ghetto is because it is fuckin 150 years old..it's like duhh, you want it to look all shiney and new? okay anyways..I don't wanna get too pumped, but I do have pride in my school even though it is all ghetto and in ghetto downtown.

anyways, the Indy dance is this Saturday and the Bell dance is on Friday..and I have no school on Friday! and Sheila's bday party is on Saturday because it is also her birthday..! wowee..I think I shall just go to Sheila's and the Indy dance..I wanna go to the Bell dance but then I don't know that many Bell people and it's probably gonna be full of girls..I haven't been to a Bell dance though and I want to go to at least one this year..hopefully I can go to Block B or Winter Ball or something..haha..only if I get asked..but Jenn and I are waiting!! haha..just kidding! so yeah, we have also been planning to go to the first Indy dance since like mid-July..yeah..we're losers but who cares! hmmmm..I heard the outside ones are pretty wack though..I do not like outside dances much..the first Creek dance is on the 21st which I will not go to because Diana and I established that their dances are just blahhhhhh..dude..we went to the one in February or something..omg..that was like the worst dance I have ever been to..I would have rather sat in a chair for 5 hours straight watching re-runs of Cheers or something..man o man..so no Creek dances this year..well maybe just the date dances because date dances are always fun..

whoa..I have been blabbing for a long time now, time to get started on my homework

dang..sometimes I just wanna sleep and not wake up..I am sooooooo sick of getting blamed for shit I didn't do. My mom just bitched at me for the longest time because I told her how the AOL account got reseted and stuff..I got some stupid porn email..which I didnt know was a porn email..so I opened it and then deleted it right after.. How the hell was I supposed to know it was a fuckin trojan virus? So anyway, the TOS people from AOL reseted the account and my mom called Member Services..They said that some stupid shit sent a porn email from my screen name..and someone reported it..err.. I am so BM about that because my mom thought I sent out the porn..I was like grosssssss..I'm not fuckin like that..shit..I'm so irritated right now..then she said, "Okay, I give you the benefit of the doubt" which means in her language, "Okay, I don't believe you
but I'll say something to make you think I do."

And you know when you do ONE thing wrong, and your parents bring up EVERYTHING you've done wrong in your whole 16 and a half years of existence? Well maybe not, but that happens to me ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL the time. Ever since school started for my sister, she's been bugging me EVERY fuckin night about her homework..it's like dam, don't your teachers teach you anything? it's like EVERY fuckin night in EVERY fuckin subject..it's so dam irritating..so anyways, my mom bitched about that like my sister was a poor helpless little thing that can't do jack shit for herself..which she is, but it's because she is so dam lazy..I ALWAYS get in trouble because of her, I hate to blame her, but it's true. I get soooo stressed out about school now because of all the hw the teachers give me..plus colleges..and on top of all that SATs and essays and all that crap.. oh, and all the extra-curricular stuff..

The thing that got me soooooo mad was when my mom said that I DON'T do anything but school and homework, so that's why she expects a lot from me..it's true though, all I do is school..I have school plus all those clubs I'm in..I have Prom Committee, Gospel Choir, FSA, Ambassadors, and I want to join other clubs..I know it's a lot, but I need more than my grades to get me into college..She bitched about how I don't clean my room and whatnot..but I do!! You know how hard it is to keep a fuckin room clean when you're sharing it with your 10-year-old sister that has no common sense? It gets me BM allllll the time..Like I know my grades aren't all that great and I can do better, but I work my ass off! The lowest GPA I ever got was 1st semester freshmen year, but the second semester, I raised it to a 3.67 which is pretty dam good..shit..and it hasn't gotten any lower..

err anyways..I am going to do some hw because I have a lot..I don't want my mother coming in here being a gay ass again

Wow..that danced sucked. Well it wasn't all that bad but it could have been better. I wish I saw that someone who Jenn told me that was going because someone bought a ticket for that someone..there were lots of people..that sucked how some people couldn't get in anymore because we were at capacity..that happened last year again, but Jenn and I worked our magic and some people got in..anyways..I am tired of walking..we walked to the St Joseph Cathedral today for our junior ring ceremony..boy that was soooooooooooooooooooooooo boring..and someone fainted..it was like..oh my gosh. anyways.. DIANA ANNE and ANDREA think that otown is betterr.. but HELL NAH!! its all about *NSYNC! I heard NO otown shmotown playing at the dance..they played *NSYNC songs..well two of them.. but still! I heard no otown! and what about at the MTV awards..did anyone see otown? NOOO..but I saw NSYNC..cus you know why? cus they are BETTER BETTER BETTER.. but I don't want to stoop down to their level..it's just that when people hear *NSYNC..they're like.oh yeah! but when they hear otown..they're like otownawho? haha..it's okay..you can't blame those people if they are in denial =)

so anyways, on the way home, I did not encounter any crickets. Maybe it is because I was taken home first and not John.. hahaha..and Goodrich sat in the trunk..hahahahahhaha..well not sat..he was like laying? I don't know.. oh yeah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY!!!

yeah I am not getting you anything this year because you did not take care of what I got you last year..hell no I am not getting you PS2 or shoes..okay.. Happy Sweet 16..ehh I have no more to say.. hey that "Clint Eastwood" song is on..on MTV..that song is coool by Gorillaz.. I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad..I got sunshine in a bag..I'm useless but not for long..the future is coming on

Only the second week of school, and I am already procrastinating..that is like the worst habit ever..dear oh dear.. I have this french project due next week..thats an ORAL too..and I did not start..oh well I have until thursday (see! I always do that!)..I have this religion written thingy..but I have until monday..hmm I think I just have to work on history and my religion journal tomorrow..

anyways..my mother yelled at me today..shes been really really really really really bitchy lately..and its not even the end of the month anymore..its the beginning..I think its almost ragtime..she got mad because I wasnt outside when she came and picked me up at 4 30..we had Gospel Choir tryouts today (which was fun! and I made my little sister join=) haha.. I couldnt make any others join though..oh well) and I told my mom to pick me up at 4 30..so I went out in the front at like 4 20..and I was inside the lil area thingy..too bad I was calling her the whole day and she wasnt answering her phone at work..so anyway, she was there at exactly 4 30..and she paged me like at 4 40..and said "where are you?" blah blah blah "dont u know how to wait" blah blah blah.. I was just thinking..goddam..whats up her ass..so then I said "I'm here!" too bad my mom thinks 10 minutes=10 hours or something.. I just let it go because I didnt want to argue with her..

so now I am here NOT doing my hw..that I SHOULD be doing..instead..I am planning my outfits out for Friday with Miss Diana..We have two events that day..I have picked a color though..which is black..so I am most likely gonna wear black.. okay bye

School was not too bad today, although I was extremely tired because I find it difficult to sleep at night. I went to bed at 11 30 last night, but I did not sleep until 1ish because...I dont know..I'm just weird. I dont have much homework tonight either, just History..I got a lot of quizzes back today, and I am proud to say that my highest quiz score was in History!! I got a perfect 10/10!! That is like a first, I NEVER get 10/10s on history stuff..it's always like 9.5/10 or lower, but this time it was 10/10!! Anywhooos..

I took a nap today, and I had the weirdest dream that I thought was soooooo real..I dreamt that my mom bought a really CUTE house! haha..I don't know why I liked it, I think it was because the carpet was orange and everything was colorful and stuff..okay but at school today, in Leadership class, we went over these personality tests we took. I am an ESFJ..I am an Extroverted person who uses my Senses and Feelings in Judgement in my life. That means that I get my energy from the outside world, I take considerations for other peoples feelings, I use my 5 senses and experiences to make decisions, and I am a meticulous person who has a schedule for everything..I like it, it tells me a lot about myself. Hmm what else..oh yeah..Gospel Choir signups are tomorrow, I hope a lot of new people join because it is way fun..

Ooooh!! I can't wait until this friday because it is my junior ring ceremony and then after is our first dance. I get to get my class ring finally! Hopefully I'll remember to bring my check and stuff..ooh and the dance..I know our dances are pretty wack because of the no "freaking" "breaking" and "raving" policy, but hey, I still go because I enjoy them for some strange reason. I remember at our first dance last year, Jenn and I worked the door and..oh nm I would rather not say. It was fun though and we met a lot of people while working the door..man o man..2 events in one day and only tonight, tomorrow, and thursday to plan outfits! oh dear..I should get a head start..Good thing Mehgan and Diana brought back my closet today..haha..just kidding..just some skirts and my purple Pumas..wait that is my whole closet!! I need to go shopping..hmm but I do not think I am going to wear any of that stuff anyways since Mehgan is going to wear the Pumas..err..okay since I am not doing hw, I am going to get a head start on my outfits

ahhh..all this homework seems to keep piling up and piling up..I still have my History hw to do..I finished about half of it, but I stopped because I'm lazy to find dates and stuff...err..what else do I have to do.hmm..I have this religion project, but it seems easy..I just have to ask mommy dearest to tell me a story and then I have to write about it..and I need to study for french..oh dear..that is my most challenging class thie year..I already established that.

so anyways, Hansen called me and asked me if I wanted to go with him and Abby to buy shoes..I said YESSS!! because its SHOES! come on now, shoes are like...umm.. I dunno..I realized that I dont buy shoes over $40.. like sneakers and what not..I remember when I used to buy those Nike Uptempos for like $120..what was I thinking? okay but yeah..I quickly got ready and knocked on my moms door and said I was going out..She right away said, "You're not going anywhere, you have to clean your room" and blah blah blah..too bad I spent the day cleaning my room and my closet..I did not feel like arguing so I just said okay..Hansen and Abby came by anyway. Hansen tried to persuade my mother, but she wouldnt budge and Hansen said that I would never become a successful lawyer. He said that I was just going to be a junior partner..Oh well...thats only once out of 834759834758934.

okay..so I am back to homework that I HAVE to finish because of....dun dun dun...school tomorrow! grr

dagnammt..I cannot sleep and I want to..and I have homework to finish that I want to finish by tonight so I can go out tomorrow..ahhh!!!

Today was a pretty typical day..well sorta..I woke up to the sound of Mariel and Sheila chitchattin about who knows what..well actually they were just laughing..laughing laughing always laughing... and I soooooooo wanted to go back to sleep..but I just could not..the bbq was pretty fun though..I played DDR most of the time..then took breaks cus I was tired..then played again..Sherilyn is pretty good..she was in double mode with both the mats...and when we both were playing..she wanted to perfect Paranoia..I like that one..its pretty fun but a bit fast..shes pretty hardcore.haha..so anyways..we did some girl girl talk most of the night after people started leaving..and Sheila's weird friends were...weird..haha.but after they left..some more girl talk..Sheila and I went outside to encounter the rude visitors outside..boy they were rude..one of them said, "who the hell are you!?" I was like sheeeshh..we left them be and went back in the house. I played DDR again..then I stopped because I do not want it to turn into an addiction or anything...speaking of DDR, my sister is currently playing it at the moment..but back to Sheilas house..umm..thats it..we just laughed most of the time..Sheila braided my hair..well just half..then she got lazy and put the other half in just one big braid..when I woke up..I undid the braids and I had a "bruhah" (I dont know how to spell it) thing going on..when I got home (still in my pajamas) I just plopped myself on my bed and slept. My mother woke me up and said, "Antonette..wake up! We're going to church." So I woke up..showered..got ready..then went to church..boy it was hot

Church was just church..saw people, smiled..saw some more people, smiled some more..you know the regular..After church I went to go and watch a movie. Ever since the summer ended, I have been a little behind on movies. Every week during the summer, I went to the movies at least once..I think the last movie I saw before the one I watched today, "Summer Catch" was "The Others". Boy that movie was trippy..cant forget about BERTHA..haha okay.. but anyways..Summer Catch was such a cute movie.. my boyfriend, Freddie Prinze Jr starred in it..man he is so cute..but too bad I discovered that he had a lisp going on..for example..I would say, "Sally sold sea shells by the sea shore..." he would say, "Shally shold shea shells by the shea shore.." Oh well, they cant all be perfect..none of them are anyways. It had a good moral..everyone believed in him but himself..and so he did not succeed..but when he did start believing in himself, he succeeded..I think the cutest part was when he told the girl "I love her" and shes like "what?" and he says "haha..I mean you..I love you" *sigh* makes me ponder about my love life..actually no..I do not have a love life..it makes me ponder about the love life I once had..it was sweet..okay anyways..cute movie..

While I was in the car, the song "You are so Beautiful" started to play. I listened to the words..and they were so beautiful.. There arent very many lyrics but it is a really pretty song..all it says is "You are so beautiful..to me..you are so beautiful to me can't you see? You're everything I hope for..You're everything I need..You are so beautiful..to me" Dude..if a guy ever said that to me (and meant it of course), I would melt right then and there..my knees would break in and I would just collapse..anyways.. I'm blabbing about nonsense now, so when I think of reasonable nonsense to blab on a about..I will..um.. blab more..

good morning world..i am here at miss sheila maries house..and miss jenna kristina is sleeping stilll..i can smell corn beef cooking or something..i have a new mission now..to find a ride home..dun dun dun.. i told my sister to tell my mom when shes wake up..so lets just see how that goes..hmm. im hungry..im gonna go eat now bye

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I wish I had my car and my license already..I hate asking people for rides, especially my mom!! She left me home again on a saturday..I asked her when I woke up if she could drop me off somewhere..and she said, "where?!" and so I said ok nevermind.. it's like..what does she expect me to do? Does she want me to freakin fly? gosh gosh gosh..So my mission for the rest of the day is to try and find myself a ride to Sheila's house..maybe my mom will take me.. but who knows..it's the end of the month..and Lisa and I already established that the end of the month is "that time of the month" for both our moms.. They're not on their rags or anything, it's just that they are really bitchy around this time..okay..I'm gonna start my mission

okay so yeah.. it is a friday night and i am bored out of my mind.. im listening to music right now and chitchattin with monsieur chris lic.. school hella sucks!! goshh.. the teachers swear im wonder woman or something.. sheesh.. but junior year is the hardest and colleges look at it the most..school today was pretty boring.. it didnt even feel like a friday. i was thinking, "whoa.. i can go out today!" and we met our little sisters today.. it was tres fantastique! gosh. je detest ma classe de francais parce que je ne comprends pas ma prof..(i hate my french class cus i cant understand my teacher)..its like french french french...not even one word of english.. maybe the occasional "okay" but nothing more..but as i was saying.. i could go out today! after school, miss sheila got me all excited cus she was telling me about her potluck tomorrow.. but its like yeah right, i cant cook for shizzz..ill just bring myself =) and then im gonna sleep over!! whooo.. happy times! haha.. were probably gonna laugh the whole night..thats all sheila and i do.. laugh laugh laugh. even when there is nothing to laugh about..i laugh cus she laughs and she laughs cus i laugh..anywayss.. i miss the summer already..although it was kinda boring. it got better.. so anyways. when i got home from school, i took my daily nap. it was so wonderful.. this whole week i didnt even have time for my naps! when i woke up.. mister hansen clark called me and asked me if i wanted to go with him and jeremy to the SLA dance and then bowling. then i enthusiastically replied, "okay!"..although, whenever i go bowling with them. i never do. i just watch them..i just like observing.. and maybe ill bowl once.. but anyways.. i said "OKAY" then i told him i would call him back so i could ask my mommy.. she right away said no even though she wasnt home to stop me.. so i felt very sad and called hansen and said i couldnt go.. so after feeling sorry for myself for 5 minutes, i was happy again because at last..some time to play some DANCING DANCING REVOLUTION! haha.. so i played for an hour or so.. i put it on workout mode so i can burn calories..hopefully ill be un-fat again someday.. i got tired. went online.. walked around the house.. looked for food.. got bored again. called some people.. and went online again.. very boring but at least i got a break from stupid school.. oh yeah 3 day weekend coming up! okay.. im not thinking about anything else now.. maybe later again