JuLeEnEtTe77 [3:13 im coool]: my new years resolution
S on ic6 58 5 [3:14 im coool]: yea
S on ic6 58 5 [3:17 im coool]: do you have any
JuLeEnEtTe77 [3:19 im coool]: hmm
JuLeEnEtTe77 [3:19 im coool]: be nice to people
S on ic6 58 5 [3:19 im coool]: thats sooooooo hard when so many people are mean to you

JuLeEnEtTe77 [2:20 im coool]: i just dont want to see his face
JohNnaY74 [2:24 im coool]: why
JohNnaY74 [2:24 im coool]: hes a pretty good looking boy..
JohNnaY74 [2:24 im coool]: haha
JuLeEnEtTe77 [2:25 im coool]: HAHA

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CESAR! HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JONATHAN! HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE

Cesar's bday technically isn't today anymore.. but the shindig tonight was pretty fun.. I never went laser tagging before, and it was fun. On the way home, Rich was being a brat because Daryl didn't want to bring him home.. we were also racing Ben.. Dom kept making fun of Mich who was in the car with us, so Rich mooned them.. haha.. it was funny. Some of my wonderful friends came over and we watched GOLDMEMBER! I can't get enough of that movie. Anyway.. I'm so confused right now. I don't know what to do.. a part of me wants this.. and another part of me wants that.... a part of me wants to kick someone in the nuts.. blah blah blah.. it's okay.. it is almost a NEW YEAR!

yeah it's 2pm and I woke up like an hour ago.. but anyway, my dream last night was trippy. I guess I'll try doing what I did in my dream in order to find what I want to find out.

okay and yeah.. some people have big ass mouths.. like seriously. HEARSAY is not legit! that's how rumors start.

Today I went to church with my mommy and my sister.. saw the cutie patootie.. man he smells good.. thennn I picked up Jenna and went to Linn's house.. we did a whole lot of nothing. Later that night, Chris Lic, Linn, and I drove around in Daryl's car to Weinerschnitzel. We used Daryl's coins to pay for a portion of our food. Then we picked up Jenna and Daryl back at Linn's and we all went to Marsh Rd. Daryl and Lic wrote their names on something.. and then we left. I got so carsick on the way back.. there was this hella nice view though... ummm.. then I fell asleep because I was majorly dizzy and I woke up and it was 12! went home.. cleaned my keyboard.. blah blah

I will be able to see HIM one week from now!!!!!!!!!!! wahoooo!!! awww... he's so cuuuuuuute

ooh man.. I feel like a traitor because I am wearing Chris' ST VICTOR'S sweatshirt! booooo... go MHT!

oh my gosh... I just had the most fun playing Mario Kart at Chris' house with Mich, Dom, Josh, and Chris.. we took turns! But today, I just did a whole lot of R and R (rest and relaxation). Daryl later picked me up along with Jenna and Angie and we went to Maria's cotillion.. that was cool.. I hella thought I was gonna see Neneng because she said that she was going to a cotillion, but it was a different person. Turns out, I saw PJ instead! I was like WTF you stalker! It's okay, I love my cousins... haha but shooot, that was hella funny. After, we all went to Chris' and chilled.

aww.. I just watched that episode of Even Stevens where Tawny and Louis get together.. arghhh. Is it me or is everyone falling in love left and right? Anyway... today I am going to rest because tonight is Maria's cotillion. wahoo.

Dang, I just woke up from a nap...so this is how my day went.
-woke up and got ready
-woke Jenna up and picked her up
-dropped by Flickinger to get money from Daryl where they were playing football. I saw Villiard along with Goodie, James, JR, and I forgot who else
-went to the bank to get more money
-went to Stoneridge to return/exchange some clothes we bought from yesterday.. Jenna and I were there for about 3 hours.. ohh yeahh.. I saw Neng, PJ, and Michelle AGAIN! Two days in a row at two different malls
-Daryl's house and sat around for a while
-Wendy's to eat.. those jerks.. said they couldn't find us
-watched Sister, Sister at Ben's house while Rich, Daryl, and Josh were stealing his stuff
-headed to Newpark Mall.. I saw Villiard there again! with John, Good, JR, James.. etc...
-Jenna and I went into AE.. and they had the pink cords in my size!!!! 2 of the 3 AE's I went to did not have my size. One problem, I had $6. Dominick, being the most wonderful person in the world, lent me $20 while Rich gave me an AE gift card with $5 left... so I finally got those pink cords I've been wanting..
-Josh drove around Daryl's neighborhood for a while because Daryl wouldn't let Rich borrow his PS2
-Jenna and I finally go home after another long day of shopping
-I try on clothes.. then fall asleep
-watched Goldmember with my mom and sis
-now I am here.

some late night thinking.. I started reading my old blogs again and don't you hate it when you realize that you are no longer close to people you were the CLOSEST to before? How do you rekindle that relationship again? and I'm not talking about one of those bf/gf types of relationships. Like, you think about how you were able to call your friend up anytime for no reason.. but now you can't and you don't know how or why things are the way they are now. You want to pick up the phone and say what's up, but you tell yourself that you don't have any reason to, and you don't want to be "random". and you don't know why or how that friendship faded. But in friendships, there doesn't have to be any reasons for anything you do.. even if you haven't talked in a milliion years.

Yes another fun day! This vacation is going pretty good so far! So I woke up this morning.. went online.. got ready to leave.. then picked up Angie and Jenna to go to Valley Fair. Keep in mind that it is around 2pm-ish. We got HARSH good parking too! We meet up with Hene, Blanco, Lic, Rich, Daryl, Josh, Linn, Ben, Katherine.. blah blah blah. We see Diana, Eileen, Villiard, and James. I also see my cousins!! We all went on a shopping spree because by the time we left, everyone was carrying like 234234980 bags of clothes, shoes, and whatnots. I spent all my Christmas money and like 10 bucks of my sisters! So I am broke. I'm worse than broke, I'm like -$0.92 because after we left the mall at 7ish (5 hours of shopping!), Angie, Hene and I head to Jack in the Box.. then to this store. Hene and I were short two bucks so our WICKED cool buddy Angie paid for it. But since I paid for her tax from Jack in the box, I owe her $0.92 instead of $1. haha.. Dang, Hene was right, I think I have spent every single day of vacation with her and Angie.. except yesterday. Anyway, we go to Lic's house.. eat.. watched Friends.. and ended the night with Goldmember. I love that movie so much! It's sooooooooooo funnnnnnnny. I think I'm gonna watch it again later with my sister. When I got home, I decided to clean my room.. put away all my clothes and fix my closet. Dang, I have a lot of clothes that I haven't worn yet. Some clothes I got last Christmas and the tags are still on. Eh well.. I'm tired.

aww.. it's no longer Christmas! Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that at my family party, one of my relative's had a FRENCH bf! So I talked to him "un peu en francais!" (a little in french). It was pretty dam cool because I never speak french unless I'm in french class because everyone and their moms speak spanish. Anyways.. I guess this year's Christmas was pretty good. At my cousin Jeremy's house, we DLed "The Ring" and then watched it and it wasn't as scary as what people made it seem to be. We also did a whole lot of nothing, but I had fun times. Fun family times. Then I got realllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy boredd.. like sooooooo unbelievably bored! Like dude.. good thing John asked me to go to the movies with him, Good, and their other friend. "Two Weeks Notice" was a pretty good movie. I wanted to cry because I could KINDA relate to it in a way.. but then again, I got my rag today, so I'm pretty dam emotional. Well.. tomorrow's gonna be a long day.. time to return/exchange some presents (maybe)!

ohhh yeah and Villiard gave me some boxing gloves for christmas! hahhah! Now I can really KNOCK people out eh?

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Well I am still here at my cousins house and the family party is still going on. I wanna go home already, but my sister and i got mad at our mom for leaving us here last night because she didn't want to wake us up! Anyway, a recap of my Christmas Eve and Christmas. My mom sister and I went to my cousins house for our annual family party. I stayed in the living room with my girl cousins and watched some DVDs. We watched Scooby Doo, Miss Congeniality, The Wedding Planner, and Heartbreakers. I was too lazy to go to Midnight Mass with the rest of my cousins, so I stayed behind and ate LOTS of good food with my other cousins. Yum. When everyone got back from Midnight Mass, we played White Elephant. It was hella funny because my little cousin started acting up when my aunt "stole" the present he opened. I also traded numbers with my sister. She thought that having a high number was bad.. hhaha. My grandma got up and started lecturing everyone on how it was unfair of us to "steal" each other's gifts. We all tried to explain to her that it was part of the game, but she just did not want to listen. Anyway, I fell asleep around 5am or so watching some other DVD. My uncles were already drunk by this time. I woke up and my mother was no where to be found! She said that she would be right back to pick us up.. whatta liar. She came by here around 2 and said okay let's go home, but like I said, my sister and I were mad at her, so she left AGAIN. So now I am just sitting here watching my cousins and sister play video games while the adults are watching Filipino movies. Hopefully I get more presents or even money! Oh well. I don't really want anything big for Christmas.. except...

So I was doing some thinking as I was chatting with a buddy of mine...

So let's say whenever you like someone, you always tell this other certain someone, and then that other certain someone always talks to you about it and always helps you out. But this time, you like that other certain someone. Who do you talk to now, and who helps you out?

It's CHRISTMAS EVE! Only a few more hours until I get to open all my gifts! whoohoo! Well I had another fun day last night. She² Angie and I were bored, so the PLAN was to go to the mall so Angie could buy a present for someone. Instead, Angie cancelled on us because her bro wanted her to go to the hospital to get checked... haha it was kinda funny. She was there for FOUR hours! So She² and I went to do a present delivery. We went to Bryan's to drop off some hats and then went to Hene's. She showed us her new car! It's so cool looking! So the 3 of us headed to Valley Fair and it was HARSH packed! Oh mann. SO our PLAN for the night was to go ice skating right? Did we? NOOOOOO!!!! Dom called Hene and told us to just go to his house to watch some DVDs. I mean watching DVDs is fun, but I wanted to ice skate soooooo badly! So I bring my sis with me and Hene and we pick up Linn. On our way to Fremont, Dom calls and says to go to Daryl's instead. We get Taco Bell there and then Dom calls again and says that we couldn't go to Daryl's anymore. SO we just go to Hene's house. Even though our PLAN changed, I had fun playing hide and seek in the dark. I was "it" like 3 times in a row because they were hiding in cars, and when I found them, they locked the doors.. and when they got out, they ran HARSH fast to base! haha, but when Dom was it, we all ran to the backyard and came in through the front door, which was base. Hm.. when we went to Dixon Landing to play hide and seek, Angie and I were "it" for a long time, and it was getting pretty cold. That was the end to our hide and seek bonanza. Back at Hene's house, the guys tried telling scary stories, but I heard ALL of them.. haha.. okay well TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS!

Wow I loved today! I seriously shopped til I dropped! The day started bright and early 9am this morning when my mother woke up my sister and I, we headed to church and then began our shopping spree! Our first stop was Stoneridge mall in Pleasanton.. it wasn't as busy there as our other stop, Valley Fair. We even went to Eastridge! haha. At about 8pm we decided to end our Christmas shopping spree. We got some Jamba and Togo's and then watched some DVDs with my cousins at home. As I was about to pop in the Lilo and Stitch DVD, Hene calls me to come over. I picked up Dom first and that was scary because I had to take 880 to his friend's house. FYI, I NEVER take 880 because I hate that freeway with a passion. I get so scared that I'm gonna scrape the side of my car on the wall thingy. So Hene Angie Blanco Dom and I scrunch on the couch because we had to watch Unfaithful on a laptop. We all left in the middle of the movie because we didn't want to get in trouble. Luckily Chris took Dom home.. and I took Angie. OOOH the best part was when me and Angie were racing Chris and Dom on Scotts Creek to get onto the freeway. I won! yeah man! Right when I opened the front door, my mother opens her door! Thank goodness she didn't get mad.. just one of those mad looks.. no biggie

Yesterday was the LAST day of school!!!! It felt so great! The Liturgy was cool.. especially with Meg and Di dancing in their CUTE dancing costumes.. haha. Later that night I watched "Drumline," which was pretty good, and I was home around 10! I went to bed early and everything! So my day today started when I woke up from that very wonderful 10 hour slumber!! That was so great, I had no freakin alarm clock waking me up. After tidying up my room, I picked up Miss Jenna and Miss Sheila. We went to pick up Mister Linn at work in CUPERTINO then Miss Eileen in her Milpitas home. We finally arrived at Mister Daryl's house in Fremont for the FSA party. It was fun! We karaoked, watched people play the donut game (go Kristian our champ!), played in Daryl's HARSH messy room, played the symbol game, pissed Mister Dominick off, some little of that "Ow-wah ow-wah" haha, and our ERR FORCE ONES! Fun times, That was my LAST FSA party =(. Tomorrow is my SHOPPING day with my mommy!!! wahoo!

me (10:11:34 juleeeee): im so cold right now!
its BLANCO foo (10:11:46 juleeeee): me too
its BLANCO foo (10:11:52 juleeeee): that means the nips are hard
me (10:11:58 juleeeee): hahahahahahaha

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY AND THEN I HAVE TWO WONDERFUL WEEKS OFF FROM SCHOOL!!!!!!!! YEAHHHHHH!!!!!! but I have a big project the day I get back =( School was so fun today! I got gifts from my wonderful friends and my little sisters and their gifts were really GOOD! Ei gave us all thongs and shit... and I think that the one she gave me is hella cute! It's pink argyle print and it can snap off from the sides!!! hahha.. talk about easy access.. just kidding. Anyway.. when I was driving home today, I guess I drove over this realllly big and deep puddle that water surrounded my car.. I felt like I just got hit by a tidal wave!

I AM DONE WITH HOMEWORK!!! and it's only 10:38! It feels greeeeeeeeeeeeat. I bought my christmas presents today with Sheila and Michelle.. fun times. yeah! I had fun wrapping them too, even though I can't wrap for shiiiiiiit.. my mom usually does that for me. hmm.. what to do what to do.. I am BOREDDDD!!! and I have NO HOMEWORKKKKK. I think I'll sleeep

1 week til CHRISTMAS!!

Shucks.. our GC performance was cancelled due to the rain.. good thing though because it was raining like a bitch. Since it is technically sunday now, my weekend is over because sundays are dedicated to confirmation and homework.. but yeah, it's been a good weekend. Friday, I spent time with Diana and my precious dears I haven't spent time with in a long time. I suggest the movie, "Maid in Manhattan," but watch it with at least one girl because it's a chick flick. I headed to In n Out real quick and then went to my uncles to pick up my sis. I spent some more quality time with my dear cousin Amber and went to bed. Today I woke up early for my LAST Open house =( I'm gonna miss ND. Since the performance was cancelled, Mar and I went to Lic's house and we just watched DVDs and sat around with everyone. I'm sleepy and the christmas Lizzie McGuire is on!

We had a gospel choir performance today at the Cathedral. That hella got me into the Christmas spirit. SO for all you readers out there, Notre Dame Gospel Choir has another performance sooo... GO TO CHRISTMAS IN THE PARK IN DOWNTOWN SAN JOSE SATURDAY, DECEMBER 14, 2002 @ 5 O CLOCK PM!!!! Be There or Be Square

HE KNOWS MY NAME!!!!

WINTER BALL 2002
So my day started off with the SAT2s. I took Math, Writing, and FRENCH! I thought that the French test was going to be hard, but it wasn't so bad! I decorated the gym with my fellow Dance Committee members which was so hard! The stupid icicle lights kept blowing out! Nicole and I tried to put hidden mistletoe all over the place. When I got home, I was stressed out of my mind because I had to do 23904820348230432 things before 4 o clock. I kind of took my anger out on everyone in my house, so that led to me leaving right away and not bringing all my winter ball stuff. I had to drop off Mehgan's house keys, go to Diana's house to get my hair done, pick up the flowers, and then be at Jenna's house by 4pm, not to mention it was already 3pm when I left my house to do all that crap! I finally got to Jenna's where Daryl and Dom were already.. we went to Danielle's house because she was doing Alex's hair and was going to do Jenna's. The plan was to go to Calvin's thing, but we were running behind schedule. Instead, we finished getting ready at Danielle's house and went to Applebees to meet up with Mich, Sher, and their dates. Hene and I weren't hungry, so we (and our dates) left to go to ND. We had Chris and Dom stand in line while we went to powder our faces, well not really. After we took our couple pictures, we went inside the beautiful gym! I think Dom and I were dancing most of the time.. I had a lot of fun! Dude, some people were getting hella freaky! haha... it was funny. Then the fire alarm went off, and everyone was standing outside in the Manley parking lot for a long time. There were firefighters and firetrucks and everything! all because of the smog machine from the DJ. So back to more dancing. It took hella long when we took group pictures because there were so many of us.. I kinda acted like a brat because he was sticking me in the wayyyy back and me and Dom are short! That was dumb of me to act so bratty now that I think of it, oh well, I got to sit in the front! haha.. umm... they played the last song and that ended MY LAST NOTRE DAME WINTER BALL =(. I stayed after to clean up because I'm on Dance Committee then Nicole's Chris dropped me off at Sheila's because my wonderful date failed to get my car keys and my car at Jenna's house. It was hella funny when some of us were in Sheila's room watching "Three Men and a Baby." I was laying in Sheila's bed and it sounded like Eileen said, "there's a ghost in the room!" So I got up hella fast and out of the bed, but the funny thing is that I went through a struggle because of Sheila's canopy net over her bed! Hmmm.. we did some more fun stuff and just talked about everything.. I went into the garage with Nathan and Goodrich and they were having a fun karaoke session! I went to sing with them because I wanted to release some stresss. The night ended around 5am when we fell asleep in front of the TV. We woke up at 9 and went to breakfast at Denny's! Thanks again Dom for a fun time!

I didn't go to school today because I wasn't feeling well. I guess I was just exhausted from my busy weekend. But really though, I think there's something wrong with me because I'm starting to like... it's probably just the same phase I go through every now and then.. ehh

when I went to valley fair on monday with sher el and dom, dom said, "over there.. there are two sparking spaces!" sher and I couldnt stop laughing, I guess it was one of those "you had to be there" moments. But yeah, it is SOOOOO hard to go shopping for a guy! when we were at dom's house, I had him try on 2348203432 different outfits, no can do.. I really want us to match for wb.

Yesterday, as I was stopped at the McLaughlin stoplight on my way to my confirmation meeting, SOME STUPID MOTHER FUCKER bumped into me!!!!!!! I was like what the hell! So I assumed that he was gonna pull over as he was backing out and driving to the 76 gas station. Guess what the stupid son of a bitch did? HE DROVE AWAY LIKE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW! So what did I do? I followed him, and we ended up in some random neighborhood and then after he made this one turn, I lost him because I came to a fork in the road. I was so mad and upset and i wanted to stab someone so bad. I called my mom right away and i started bawling.. I could not stop crying.. geeez.. nothing happened to my car, just minor scratches, but GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr some people these days. His car was a beat up piece of shit too, gosh.. I wasn't gonna make him pay, I just wanted him to say sorry!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well I have 2348230948234982340982349032432 homework assignments left to do

I give my Thanksgiving Vacation a 9 out of 10 stars. I am thankful for everything I have, even the stupid people and the bad things that happen to me.

Thursday:
-dinner @ uncle charlie's--sooo much goooood foood!
-drunk uncles dancing to "Besame Mucho" and "Achy Breaky Heart"
-chillen in Amber's room trying to sleep
-driving my drunk mother home who would not stop talking
-slept like there was no tomorrow
Friday
-call from Dominick to go to Frisco
-mommy gives me her car for the day
-I fall asleep on BART and everyone leaves me--even Diana! I text all of them that I hate them
-Diana and I go off on our shopping spree--we are now broke
-we get lost walking around and finally find everyone in Union Square
-we sang the whole way home on BART
-we also sang the whole way to Union Landing in union city.. what did we sing you ask? NSYNC songs!
-watched Friends at Linn's house.. I also hung upside down on his pull-up bar thingy--what a challenge
Saturday
-FINISHED UC and CSU apps! but I almost had another nervous breakdown because I kept thinking that I made a whole bunch of mistakes on my application--I'll just keep praying
-Blanco tells me he has another game
-I go to the game and it was soo good!
-score was 35-17 with Bellarmine beating Salinas, and the crazy thing is that Blanco scored like 21 points
-ate Jack in the Box at Henessey's--a big cheeseburger and curly fries never tasted so gooood
-the ride home with Romel saying road signs backwards, testing out my seatbelt to see if he was safe, and pretending he was flying was very interesting
-sleep
Today
-nothing
-This is the perfect time to take my backpack out of my trunk so I can get started on homework