Sunday, March 30, 2003

WEEKEND UPDATE
So on Friday during 7th, I went to get one last piercing and my dear Sherilyn was there to witness it. She has witnessed all of them [except for 4 of the ones on my ears because I got em at 3 mos old and then later in 6th grade]. Joshie came by the place with some Jack in the Box and took pictures of the whole thing. We had PCN practice... then later watched "Dreamcatcher." Please, do NOT, and I repeat, DO NOT watch that movie. It is the dumbest crap in the whole wide world! My nerd picked me up at Diana's later that night and we ate out at Cheesecake Factory. Yeah, our waitress was really nice, TOO nice of you ask me. She came to our table about 20 something times or so [in an hour or 2] to check up on his.. or more like him because when she asked how we were doing she looked directly at him.. she brought him orange slices just because.. she called him a "good boy" when he was trying to finish his food.. hmm and what else.. shoot the list can go on forever. This nerd was just totally unaware of what was going on. When we left, she told him to come back.. I was about to just write his name and phone number and give it to her myself.. I was very annoyed, not only because of her, but because of mr. nerd. I said, "you just want anything don't you," and he replied jokingly, "yep, from her." Oh man, I wanted to kick him in the nuts right then and there even though he was playing around. The night didn't end there. Since he was full from all the freakin food he ate, I offered to drive home and he agreed. muhaha! My plan was a success! I drove like a crazy woman back to my house so he could get car sick! and he did! I felt bad so I let him come in to rest his stupid head that I wanted to kick.

Yesterday, Saturday, I went to PCN practice and then went to Monterey with mr. nerd. We went to Fisherman'swharf and looked at the pretty scenery and the beach and yadda yadda. We walked into this area with a whole bunch of boats because he thought that we would get to our destination faster, but he was wrong. His tummy started to hurt because he was hungry, so we ate and his tummy hurt again after that because he ate too much. I think that this was the first time we actually finished ALL of our food. We were staring at this guy from the window at the restaurant because we weren't sure if it was a guy or a girl. It turned out to be a guy. There was a lot of traffic on the way home so I decided to take a nap. When I woke up, we were still in traffic. Then we went to watch "Head of State" which was a whole lot better than "Dreamcatcher." It was very funny. I don't think he did anything to piss me off that night.

Today, Sunday, I went to cotillion practice with Jeremy and then we went to visit mr. nerd for a while. Mich picked me up with Sher and Jenna and went to Daryl's house to watch "Wrestlemania". Umm.. yeah I was tired, so I went to take a nap in Daryl's room and Jenna joined me. I woke up and "Princess Diaries" was almost over. Then all of us started talking about college and stuff.. and Josh and Linn practically called Sher and I dumb, INDIRECTLY. For more info, look at Joshie's xanga. Now I am home and I SHOULD be doing all my MAKE UP homework. I go on a retreat to not stress, but when I come back home, my stress level quadruples. Life's a bitch, but I love it.
Wow I haven't BLOGGED blogged in a long time. What have I been up to.. last saturday I had a bday party and that was very fun. I had most fun AFTER. Hmm.. I went on Senior Retreat and it just turned me into this positive person.. which is especially great for now because of all the college acceptances and REJECTIONS. The retreat made me realize how lucky I am to even have that chance of getting into A college.. whatever though.. sometimes I still think that working my ass of for FOUR years at Notre Dame did not pay off.. well maybe it did because I have so much information stored in my brain! Sometimes I find myself using that information at the randomest times. I ask myself, "how the hell did I remember that?" Anyway, thinking about college and soon parting from my friends and family gets me really sentimental. I feel like I have to do EVERYTHING and ANYTHING before I leave. I hate how I won't be able to spend my college years with some of my bestest friends in the world. Thinking back from last week when Sher, Jenna, and I were at the mall with some of the guys.. we [excluding the guys] were crying around the fountain when we were trying to assure Jenna that she would make new friends at Santa Barbara.. she then said, "I don't want new friends. I love my old friends.." When she said that, that's when I realized what I was up for. Anyway, I can plead, cry, and beg God to make those dumb colleges accept me, I can plead, cry, and beg for God to keep my friends with my always.. I can plead, cry, and beg until I get tired.. I just have to realize that doing any of those things are pointless because what's done is done. I know I am going to end up where I belong [with the major I really want]. Before I stop blogging, I just want to post something that a very special friend sent to me.. I won't say who it's from, but for those of you who are close to me are probably close to him too. I love you man and I hope you don't mind:

hey princess I know I give you a hard time all the time now but I want you to know it’s all love. I’m sorry if I got you really mad sometimes I don’t mean to, just say so and I’ll stop. Anyways even though you turned Indian I still love you. JUST KIDDING. Anyways what I love about you my friend is the constant affirmation you provide to all of us. You’re not afraid to be corny and tell us you love us and I really appreciate you expressing how much love you have for us. Your most admirable quality is that you are very hard to argue with. When anyone would talk to you you will always give both sides of the story so that they wouldn’t make any quick decisions or thoughts about anything. you make people think. I remembered the first time I talked to you. We were arguing about how I thought usher was the shit and nsync sucks. After that conversation I still didn’t like nsync but I respected them a little more. I thought that was just a funny memory about you. I want to thank you for you friendship and your love and I want you to know you will always have my love back.


corny, yet very touching =)

Thursday, March 27, 2003

Linn Huang [10:56 pee em]: i feel like theres gonna be alotta changes in my life right now
JuLeEnEtTe77 [10:56 pee em]: haha oh Linn
JuLeEnEtTe77 [10:56 pee em]: i love you!
Linn Huang [10:56 pee em]: haha why's that?
JuLeEnEtTe77 [10:56 pee em]: I don't know
JuLeEnEtTe77 [10:57 pee em]: ever snce the retreat I've just had this POSITIVE outlook on life
Linn Huang [10:57 pee em]: hahaha i know me too!!!
JuLeEnEtTe77 [10:57 pee em]: and I am glad that I have friends like you crazy boys in my life
Linn Huang [10:57 pee em]: i called everyone to tell them that
Linn Huang [10:57 pee em]: well, im off to bed
Linn Huang [10:57 pee em]: ill see you tomorrow
JuLeEnEtTe77 [10:57 pee em]: night linn
Linn Huang [10:57 pee em]: good night i love you jule
JuLeEnEtTe77 [10:57 pee em]: love you too linn!

Thursday, March 20, 2003

BAREEINC (6:24:36 pee em): happy bday yesterday!

TaNgGaFaCe (6:25:21 pee em): big 18 huh
TaNgGaFaCe (6:26:28 pee em): its commin up
me (6:26:46 pee em): it was yesterday!
TaNgGaFaCe (6:27:10 pee em): oh shit........happy b lated birthday
me (6:27:17 pee em): haha
TaNgGaFaCe (6:31:00 pee em): john said happy belated birthday
TaNgGaFaCe (6:31:44 pee em): HAHAH dam.. sorry i thought it was the 22nd for some reason
TaNgGaFaCe (6:31:55 pee em): i was planning on saying happy birthday though!
me (6:31:58 pee em): suuuuure
TaNgGaFaCe (6:32:06 pee em): i swear

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

EIGHTEEN YEARS YOUNG
So my first day as an adult started at 12am this morning when my mom waltzed into my room to wish me a happy birthday. She was almost on the verge of tears because she couldn't believe that she gave birth to me 18 years ago. My mommy drove me to school because I was her "princessa".. Sher was the first to greet me because we were at an ASB meeting bright and early at 7am... then more people wished me happy birthday. My aunt called me right before the meeting started, which brought me more birthday happiness. When I went to my locker, there was a butterfly balloon and an orange present in my locker from my other wonderul little sister Jenny! My other wonderful friends told EVERYONE not to greet me happy birthday... Sheila said that it was her idea. But sheesh, I KNEW that they were PRETENDING to forget because dude, how could they? haha.. and besides, a few of them greeted me last night... oh and also... Diana and Eileen were like "party for what.. whos birthday?" blah blah blah.. it's like OK YOU SUCKY LIARS! haha.. oh well, it was funny watching them. During break, as I was rummaging through my backpack so I could study for my government test, Sheila tackles me to the ground.. while Eileen "cakes" me with a muffin that was topped with pink yogurt! Gosh, it got allllllllllll over my face, and in my hair, and on my uniform. I wiped my face and my hands on those suckers! haha.. then Angela brought out the cake that she baked for me. It was really beautiful! I didn't want to eat it, but everyone else was hungry. It was strawberry (which made the cake pink) with white frosting and pink lettering. Then I went to more classes, was greeted more, and people told me that they were told NOT to wish me happy birthday because Henessey and Sheila told them not to..haha. We had a drill during 6th period which freaked me out because we were watching a documentary on the Vietnam War.. while we were waiting, Micaela shakes me and wishes me happy birthday.. then Mrs. Riley shakes me.. and then Micaela punches me.. along with Michelle Tran and Lauren and AJ and ahh I forgot. I'm probably going to have dark bruises on my arms tomorrow. haha.. Christine LICKED me!!!! ewww.. Micaela told her to give me a birthday lick.. haha.. it was pretty funny though. I was hella DOOGS (dugyoot) for the rest of the day because of the yogurt.. the licking.. and the writing on my arms (courtesy of Micaela). So Jonathan picked me up after school.. oh how I love this guy! He had 18 flowers for me.. 12 light pink roses.. 3 white tulips and 3 light pink tulips... he also had some balloons for me (Thanks Nerd). We hung around his house for a while.. then we went to eat at Todai. I had MORE cake there.. well it was a TINY cute cake, but it had a candle! I was SOO full when we left. When we got back to my house, all my cousins were there.. they brought out yet ANOTHER cake for me.. but it was my FAVORITE! Chocolate ice cream cake from Baskin & Robbins! They sang to me.. I blew out the candles.. yadda yadda. ahh.. THEY CAKED ME TOO! So my hair got all messed up AGAIN. bleh. My mommy also bought me some balloons and I opened some cards. We all attempted to watch American Idol, BUT it was all the War on Iraq stuff.. how scary! They declared war on my birthday =( Anyway, I did some more hanging around with the people I love the most. This was probably the best birthday I've had in a long time.

Oh yeah, I bought a Lotto ticket at 7-11 and they didn't even ask me for my ID =( Gosh, that ruined the fun. Next time nalang.
GREeeENeggsNham (11:02:02 pee em): oh yea its your birthday tomorrow! happy early birthday

miAmiAsaYs (11:37:21 pee em): well happy early birthday im going to bed

Original Angsta (12:02:50 aye em): HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

G 0 o D r i C h (12:20:14 aye em): HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUD!

t ee ners 8185 (12:20:24 aye em): happie bday jule!

dj aylo408 (12:25:35 aye em): happy bday swinga

josh daco inc (12:50:19 aye em): happy birthday

ooh yay its lisa (1:01:43 aye em): happy brithday!

sj v sty LE 52 (1:07:49 aye em): hey
sj v sty LE 52 (1:07:56 aye em): happy birthday

himyname15ERICA (1:13:42 aye em): just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY
me (1:13:53 aye em): thank you!
me (1:13:54 aye em): you too!
me (1:13:58 aye em): youre 19! you old fart
himyname15ERICA (1:14:20 aye em): im not old!!! youre 18 you legal fart
himyname15ERICA (1:15:04 aye em): alright well yeah i just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY and i hope all your dreams and wishes come true on your special day

aye nathan (1:22:09 aye em): oh shiet HAPPY BIRTHDAT!
aye nathan (1:22:12 aye em): day*
aye nathan (1:23:04 aye em): HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you...happy birthday TOOO YOUUU....happy birthday dear JULE~!....happy birthday toooo youuuu...."OOooOO YEaHHH"
aye nathan (1:23:06 aye em): from me to you

LiL G Q ViEt (10:00:07 pee em): happy birthday loser!
LiL G Q ViEt (10:00:32 pee em): go buy me some cigarettes

G 0 o D r i C h (10:02:37 pee em): happy bday - villiard

G 0 o D r i C h (10:02:55 pee em): yeah...happpy bday - ellison

JayE Lu 21 (10:07:28 pee em): Happy birthday tooo yoou
JayE Lu 21 (10:07:32 pee em): dis is ur daaaaaaaaaaaayyyy
JayE Lu 21 (10:07:34 pee em): ayeeeeee
me (10:07:39 pee em): haha
JayE Lu 21 (10:07:40 pee em): happpy birthday to you
JayE Lu 21 (10:07:49 pee em): were gonna love u everday
JayE Lu 21 (10:07:51 pee em): dis is ur day
JayE Lu 21 (10:07:54 pee em): ur dayyyyy
JayE Lu 21 (10:07:55 pee em): aye
me (10:08:00 pee em): thank you james
JayE Lu 21 (10:08:06 pee em): and happy bbbbb-birthday toooooo you

Pimpin Priscilla (10:24:42 pee em): happy birthday :-)

pjordan1314 (10:25:22 pee em): Happy bday nonette!
pjordan1314 (10:25:25 pee em): u legal gal
pjordan1314 (10:25:26 pee em): haha
pjordan1314 (10:25:37 pee em): go to a strip club !
pjordan1314 (10:25:38 pee em): haha
pjordan1314 (10:25:42 pee em): and invite me

U no THA name (10:26:17 pee em): happy birthday

LiNNoSauRuS ReX (10:30:45 pee em): happy birthday

sONIc6585 (10:36:07 pee em): happy bday
sONIc6585 (10:36:09 pee em): miss julee

f mlii kpe1 (10:41:17 pee em): HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

MANOKUNGOY (10:42:28 pee em): happy birthday jules

Hiimdaviddd (10:50:04 pee em): happy BDAY

pril a a a a h (10:54:42 pee em): happy bday jule

michelleeeeeeey (11:02:56 pee em): HAPPY BIRTHDAY again JULE! haha

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

The first day back from a 3 day weekend is always the worst. I struggled to open my eyes and drag myself out of bed, but the day went by quickly. Oh, and I also made the Spring Gala (ND fashion show)! Go me! But everyone did, haha.. so I don't feel any more special than anyone else, but I am excited!

LEGAL in JUST A FEW HOURS!
I felt special at confirmation today because they had a cake for me and Josh.. and we blew out candles and everything. The cake was pretty good too; CHOCOLATE my favorite! Man, but I sure feel old...now I am contemplating on all the things I can do now! I can LEGALLY...
-vote
-buy porn
-buy lotto tickets
-buy cigarettes
-call the psychic friends network
-call those dating 1-900 numbers
-get multiple piercings
-get a tattoo.. or multiple tattoos
-go to strip clubs (who's down to go on friday?)
-go to 18 & up clubs
-have sex with others 18 & up
-gamble at Indian casino's (eh? Kristian said I could)
-stay out until whenever.. no more restrictions!
-walk into DnB then walk out.. just flashin my ID
-go to Cache Creek
-order things from the TV
-get a job without a work permit

hmm.. that's it for now. I hope that I have a memorable 18th birthday.. the past few years haven't been that exciting... hmm let's see what I can remember. 6th grade I had a slumber party here at home.. 7th and 8th grade I had family/friend parties here at home..freshmen year I had a picnic park party thingy at Cunningham park..soph year I went to eat dinner (but didn't eat) with a dude and I had a slumber party at the Embassy Suites.. last year I spent the day at school, and the night at Bob Lewis. I didn't get a party or anything because I got a car.. and this year, since I am not having a cotillion anymore, I do not know what I am going to do to celebrate this joyous occasion! Any ideas? Ahh.. I hope it's fun!

Thursday, March 13, 2003

Dude, I HELLA fell asleep at Sheila's house today. I laid down on her bed to rest my eyes, and before you know it, I was knocked out for 2 hours! haha.. she said that I was snoring away while she started her Belfast Essay. AHH.. I still gotta finish mine. Oh well, it WILL be done because my day is now complete. My wonderful bf dropped by for 2 seconds to say hello and goodnight on his way home from work.

I will be LEGAL in 6 days.
This is day 9 of LENT.
I have 58 days until PROM.
There are 93 days until GRADUATION.

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

I've been UNBELIEVEABLY tired and LAZYYYY allllll week! I haven't done my last 4 math assignments, and they're all due tomorrow. I'm glad my french teacher gave us an extension on our research papers! Ehh.. too bad I have an English essay due on Friday. Anyway, my nerdy bf washed my car today (he's my slave)... isn't he wonderful? So now my car is beautiful (on the outside, the vacuum broke when I was vacuuming).

I will be LEGAL in 7 days.
This is day 8 of LENT. (I can east fast food on the 40th day!)
I have 59 days until PROM.
There are 94 days until GRADUATION.

Monday, March 10, 2003

Pimpin Priscilla (11:06:03 pee em): i wanted to put money in ********'s basket
Pimpin Priscilla (11:06:14 pee em): better yet...i wanted to put money in his pants =x

haha.. my cousin is crazy. So today was another Monday. I didn't do anything really.. just went to class.. did most of my hw during my free period and went with my nerd to his friend's house... haha I saw my cousin Gene there.. pretty random. hmmm.. then I took a longggg nap.. and went with my nerd to Starbuck's. THE END.

I will be LEGAL in 9 days.
There are 96 days until GRADUATION.

Sunday, March 09, 2003

My great weekend started on Friday when Sher, Di, Ei, Ang, and I left during free block to go prom dress shopping! Man, the dresses were so beautiful! But, I had to practically CLIMB into them in order to put them on. Check out Eileen's page for more HERE ). After, we grubbed at Eileen's house and I LOST my car keys! PCN practice was our next stop. We went to Linn's house and I slept like there was no tomorrow on the couch while "My Cousin Vinnie" was on. I woke up, finished the movie, and went home because I had the worst cramps ever and I felt dizzy. My last stop of the night was to go and visit my sweetie at work, but only for like 5 minutes because I still didn't feel well.

My Saturday morning started off great because some nerd dropped by on his way home from gallivanting all night. I headed to PCN practice again... and I got a job! Here's the story; Linn's aunt dropped by his house because Linn wanted Dick and Nug to meet her. Dick, Nug, and Daryl were in the living room with her and Linn and they were talkin for a long while. Daryl comes back and says, "Wow, I just got a job." He then says that they were lookin for girls.. I thought, "I'm a girl!" So Mich and I go with Linn to talk to his aunt who owns the QCup in Fremont. Mich and I took 5 minutes to fill out the app, and then Linn's aunt told us what days we were working! So that meant that WE WERE HIRED! Wowee, our first jobs ever! We all went out to eat at Sushi King in McCarthy Ranch.... went to gmall movies, but didn't watch a movie. We were actually playing this card game, Phase 10 in the lobby area. We continued our game back at Linn's house. It was about 8pm and we finished ONE game at 11. I called it a night because I was exhausted. I visited my sweetie again, came home and slept.

My Sunday started off great again because he dropped by AGAIN on his way home from work. Haha, something funny happened that has something to do with running and a door opening. Shoot, I don't know if I can go to confirmation today because I have hella homework to do. Alright, time to start.

Thursday, March 06, 2003

SOME REVIEWS FROM MY READERS

BuM DiGgA DEE (8:55:41 pee em): man that story makes me wanna cry

Pimpin Priscilla (11:30:00 pee em): your story is making me get teary eyed!
Pimpin Priscilla (11:36:07 pee em): aww i just finished reading now. its liek awwwww!

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

HERE'S A STORY...

Once upon a time at Most Holy Trinity, a ghetto private school in east side San Jose, there was a little 1st grader named Jule and a little 2nd grader named Jon. Jule was new that year. One day, Jon decided to talk to Jule who was waiting patiently outside for her grandma to pick her up. He walks up to her and says in a very polite way, "Hey where's your cousin?" Jule replies with a "wtf" look on her face and goes, "Uhh.. I don't know. She doesn't go to school here anymore," and turns around. As you can see, Jule gave Jon attitude back then too. That was the first day they met.

Many years passed by, and Jule and Jon never really talked to one anotherShoot, I don't think that they talked at all. However, one day when Jule was in 6th grade and when Jon was in 7th grade, Katherine (Jon's friend) goes up to talk to Jule in the girls' bathroom:
"Do you know who you'd look hella cute with?" she asked.
"Who?" Jule questioned with big, wide eyes.
"Jon."
"Who's that?"
"Jonathan. Him over there," she says as she points to him.
"Ohhhh. Hiiimmm. Yeah he's cute," Jule replies. She didn't want to seem too anxious, so she played it cool. Since all of this happened towards the end of the year, nothing really happened between Jon and Jule. The summer went by, and still nothing happened. So Jule told herself, "Oh well." Finally, it was time for a new school year.

Jule was excited to start her 7th grade year. At the morning assembly, Jule caught herself staring at the cute 8th grade boy who had the same shoes as her (some Nike Uptempos). To her surprise, the cute 8th grade boy was Jon. "Wow," she said in her head, "He's so adorable."

I believe that this was the year that Jule started talking to Jon on AOL, or was it 6th grade? Well whatever year that was, Jon would always help Jule and her best friend Lisa with their webpage (which is still up and running to this day http://bounce.to/~derealm). Jule enjoyed "chatting" with Jon online, but she never really built up the courage to talk to him at school. It was okay with her though because she was able to see his cute face every day at school. She would watch him at the corner of her eye when he played basketball. He looked so cute when he played basketball. Jule would also buy Hot Lunch even when she wasn't hungry, just so that she could pass the 8th grade area on the way. Sometimes during assemblies or liturgies at school, Jule and Jon would catch each other looking at each other. Jule would always turn her head quickly because she didn't want him to think that she liked him. Jule also LOVED going to church on Sundays at 12:30 for the Tagalog mass because Jon would always be there. Anyway, Jule had NO idea what to do because Jon was her first crush. She was clueless.

In that same year on Octoboer 31, 1997, the 7th and 8th grade had a Halloween dance. Those were probably the most "ghetto-est" dances ever, but who cares. For most of the day, Lisa kept telling Jule to dance with Jon if he asked, and etc etc etc. At the dance, when the song "Cupid" by 112 starts playing, Jeremy, Jule's dorky friend, asks Jule to dance. As they get up to dance, Jule sees Jon pass by. He was going to ask her to dance, but he was too late! The poor boy tries to play it off and acts as if he was not going to ask her. But Jon did not give up. When the next slow slong played, Jon went up to Jule who was sitting down and says, "Do you want to dance?" and smiles. She doesn't say anything, but gets up. They dance to "I Care 'Bout You" by Milestone (from the Soul Food Soundtrack). When they were dancing, Joel, Jon's crazy friend, sings the entire song to us..I mean them. Jule had the biggest smile on her face, and wanted to stay in his arms forever. That was the first time they danced.

Jule thought that this time, "something" between Jule and Jon was going to happen, but she was wrong. The year went by, and Jule and Jon STILL always wore the same kinds of shoes. Gap Anoraks were in back then, and they would always wear those too. I think that they even had matching Nike jackets. Jule slowly stopped talking to Jon online because she didn't want to get attached to something that wasn't going to be around for long. One day, when February rolled around, Lisa tells Jule that she had a secret and that Jule was going to get something really special by the end of the month. Jule wanted to kill Lisa for not telling her the secret, because they were best friends, they told each other EVERYTHING. The Valentine's dance finally came, and this time, Jon did NOT ask Jule to dance. She even waited! She left that dance sad and disappointed AND bitter. Jon made up for it on March 19th though. It was Jule's birthday, and he left a message on Jule's pager/voicemail. He said something like, "Hey Jule, it's Jonathan. Yeah. Well I just wanted to wish you Happy Birthday and all that..." Jule was so excited. She called every one she knew; well after she called Lisa first of course. But since Lisa had Jule's access code, she already heard the voicemail. That month, 3-way calling was FREE, so Jule and Lisa 3-wayed the entire 7th grade class (well maybe not the ENTIRE class) and had them listen to the voicemail that Jon left for Jule. Jule started liking him again.

Later on, Jon calls Jule with Joel on the line and asks if she got his message. Jule can't stop smiling while she is talks to them, and she secretly 3-ways Lisa so she could listen. Oh, how Jule LOVED 3-way. So Jule was almost for sure that SOMETHING was going to happen between the two of them, but no, she was wrong again. Jon was slow, real slow. I guess it's because he was and still is shy. Anyway, it was the end of May or the beginning of June and that meant graduation for the 8th graders. Jule was scared that she was never going to have anything with Jon, so she stopped liking him.

Jule’s mom liked to help out with school events, so Jule ended up being a “server” for the 8th grade dinner dance. And yes, Jon was there. Jule and Lisa had fun playing in the backroom with the food and stuff. Towards the end of the night, Jule and Lisa sat out and watched the 8th graders dance. When Innerlude’s, “I Don’t Wanna Go On” started playing, the same girl who talked to Jule in the bathroom when Jule was in 6th grade ran over to Jule, grabbed her wrist and pulled her to the dance floor. Jule was confused and did not know what was going on. The whole dance floor seemed to clear a path for Jule, a path that led to Jon. She put her arms around him tightly and did not want the moment to end. Since Jule was in 7th grade, and Jon was in 8th grade, Jule was not allowed to participate in the event, so one of the teachers politely asked Jule to leave the dance floor (She went up to Lisa too because she was dancing with Philip, but that’s another story). Jule went home happy and could not stop thinking about him.

Jule went to the 8th grade graduation and watched Jon receive his diploma. Again, NOTHING happened. No calls, no pages, no voicemails, nothing from Jon. Good thing that the 7th and 8th grade fieldtrip was postponed until after graduation, so Jule had one more chance. Surprisingly, Jule and Jon were almost wearing the same exact fit: Nike jersey, Nikes, white Gap Anorak, and Oakley sunglasses. It was weird how they always dressed alike. Anyway, while Jule and Lisa were at the top of a waterslide, they saw Jon and Joel at the top of another water slide, and they all waved to each other. Jule was so happy because Jon waved to her! At the end of the fieldtrip, Jule’s other friend Reztyleen went up to Jon and says, “Are you two gonna hook up or not?” When Jule gets home, she gets a call from Reztyleen, who was on 3-way with Jon. About a minute into the conversation, Reztyleen says that she had to go, so Jule and Jon talked to each other...ALONE. They talked for a couple hours straight. Jule loved how they were able to carry on a conversation for so long without getting bored. When they got off, Jule felt like the happiest person in the world. That was the first time that they talked on the phone.

They called each other every day, and before you knew it, they were finally an official couple! Jon decided to ask Jule out on June 23, 1998 at 12:20am. They saw each other about once a week, but talked every day. Their “place” was Mercado. As Jon was getting picked up with his friend this one day at Mercado, he goes over to Jule who was sitting down and gives her an upside down kiss (on the lips!) goodbye. Jule was left speechless and couldn’t even say anything to Lisa who was sitting right next to her. That was their first kiss.

Jule went through her entire 8th grade year with a wonderful boyfriend, and she couldn’t be any happier. At her graduation, Jon gave her sunflowers. Jule finally goes off to high school. One Monday, at around the beginning of the school year, Jule comes to school crying her eyes out; they broke up, for a reason that Jule forgot about. That was the first time that they broke up.

They got back together that same day and Jule was happy again. Jon never broke up with Jule, it was always Jule breaking up with Jon. She was a horrible, horrible person. Freshman year for Jule and sophomore year for Jon went by quickly. They were still together. Their song was, “Angel of Mine” by Monica.

When Jule was a sophomore, she started to meet A LOT of new people. That year, Jule and Jon had many breakups and many problems. Jule loved meeting new people, but she felt restricted because she had a boyfriend. Jule wanted out. After many breakups and make-ups, Jule and Jon broke up for the last time on November 1, 2000. So they were boyfriend and girlfriend for 2 years and about 4 or 5 months. Jule was sad and Jon was sad. Jule sometimes missed Jon’s presence but she wanted to experience new people and new things because she wanted to have as much fun as she could in high school. And so she learned to put her feelings aside. Jule would always try to talk to Jon, but he hated her. He didn’t want to talk to her at all. It seemed as if he didn’t even want her around, and it seemed as if he wanted her out of his life completely. He got his wish.

Two years went by, and Jule and Jon still never really talked. I don’t think that they talked at all. They would sometimes see each other around, but they played off that “I didn’t see you look.” It was weird and awkward every time Jule saw Jon. She really missed him and would think about him from time to time. But she learned to accept that he was out of her life. She had no regrets though because her First Love was in fact, the Best Love.

One day at church during the summer after Jon graduated high school and Jule was going to be a senior, Jule’s mom goes up to Jon and asks him to be her escort for her cotillion. Jule was so embarrassed, but she played off that “cool” look. She put Jon back on her buddy list again, and even put his name back in her cell phone again. Jon would show up to cotillion practice almost every week, and Jule started having those stupid tingly feelings again. She told herself to ignore the feelings because dude, they were so two years ago! She wasn’t sure if the feelings that she felt were real or not. She ignored the feelings and continued to live her life. However, Jule felt the same feelings every time Jon was around.

For some unexplained reason, Jule and Jon start talking more. Jule enjoyed talking to him; she always enjoyed talking to him. One day in January or Februry, as Jule was talking to Jon who was at work, she asks him to bake her cookies. He would always forget the cookies when he went to practice.

On February 13, 2003, Jon was FINALLY going to bake cookies for Jule! Unfortunately, he phones Jule and tells her that they didn’t have any cookie dough and so he offered to take her out to eat “real food.” Jule didn’t want “real food,” she wanted ice cream, so Jon says, “Ok, I’ll bring you some ice cream.” Again, Jon phones Jule and Jule sadly asks, “Aw, you can’t bring my ice cream?” Jon replies, “My mom stole my car!” So basically, the poor boy was stranded. So Jule, being the nice and sweet girl that she is, offers to pick him up and take him home, just as long as he still gets her the ice cream he promised her. He works 2 minutes away from Jule’s house, so Jule didn’t mind. Jule was nervous while she was in the car with him because she didn’t know what to say and she didn’t know how to act because it had been a LONG while since they talked like that. Jon tells Jule that he was working until 11pm the next day, and Jule says, “What??? It’s Valentine’s Day!” She takes him home (after she gets ice cream =]) and thinks about how crazy he is for working on Valentine’s Day. He told her that “it’s just another Friday” and so Jule just thought ok whatever.

On Valentine’s day 2003, Jule decided to surprise Jon at work because she felt that no one deserved to work on such a day, even if they didn’t have a valentine. She surprised him with 10 Valentine’s Day balloons, 1 big balloon, a card, and Hershey hugs, not kisses. She just wanted to do something special for him, because he was and STILL is special to her. She put a smile on his face (and vice versa) and later that night he called Jule, and they went out. They talked for about 3 hours straight just catching up on two years worth of not talking to each other. It was such a wonderful night for Jule, and when she hugged him goodbye, she knew that those “tinglies” were real. She hoped and prayed and talked to her friend Sherilyn about him. Jule and Jon ended up spending the entire weekend together. That Sunday, Jon tells Jule that he wasn’t sure if he wanted to be a boyfriend again, and all this other “crap.” Jule wanted to kick his face. They continued to see each other…every day to be exact. After a lot of stupidity from Jon, and a lot of anger from Jule, they wanted to give what they had another try. Again, Jule was the happiest girl in the world because she never knew that "they" would ever happen again. She was surprised, but also happy how she still had the same feelings for him. Jule and Jon got back together and are currently living happily ever after. Their 12 years of history didn't go down the drain after all =)

THE END (for now).

Tuesday, March 04, 2003

I had an eye appointment yesterday, and but of course my prescription got worse. My vision is so bad that they don't make colored contacts for my prescription. Sad huh! Well, actually, they make colored contacts for the prescription of my left eye, but yeah, that's just dumb. Today, I had to appear in traffic court... but my mom took the ticket from me and decided to leave it at home. We drove all over San Jose.... and never made it to court. BIG waste of time. I went to confirmation and saw someone HELLLLA fine. It's like GODDAM and OMG every 2 seconds. I think tonight is gonna be an all nighter for me.. so much hw to do and tests to study for.... AND I WANT SOME COLLEGE ACCEPTANCE/REJECTION LETTERS ALREADY!!!

Sunday, March 02, 2003

Auto response from dj aylo408 (10:44:30 pee em): fuck.............i'm full, thanks swinga

yeah.. I made a little food delivery to my nerd at work because the poor thing came home from work at 7am.. slept.. then went back to work at 3pm. So he didn't get to eat!
Dude.. you know what annoys me the most? When people talk shit about my school. It's like okay, since you hate it so much, then stay away. I guess I just got annoyed when someone said, "that night rally was hella wack." It's like dam, I don't give a fuck.. you shoulda stayed home then. And it's like EVERY time I am around they always have something to say about ND.. like, "ND is wack" "private schools are gay" and all this other crap. Whatever you freakin ignorant piece of shit. GRR.. that's the one thing in the world that annoys me THE MOST!

Anyway, I have LOTS of homework to do tonight and not enough time to do it.

Saturday, March 01, 2003

Shoot.. it is also a saturday night and I am home pretty dam early. But I am exhausted. I had PCN practice this morning after cleaning my room before that.. then went with my nerd and his mom and Joanne to Stanford mall.. and ate lunch.. and napped.. and watched "The Bourne Identity" and watched some movies on TV and fell asleep and blah blah blah. Yeah, I am tired.

Oh and I also got accepted into UC Santa Cruz today. It's not my first choice, actually, it's my last choice.. but at least I know that I have some kind of future ahead of me. WHOOHOO I will be LEGAL in 18 days!
Who rocks ND???? SENIORS BABY!!!! Who rocks ND??????? 2-0-0-3!!!!!

So last night was my FIRST and LAST spirit week night rally.. and MAN the seniors did kick some major butt! We HELLA won! Gosh I was so happy and everyone was so happy.. it was probably the greatest feeling all year. All our hard work paid off! Shoot.. I could go on forever, but I won't. CONGRATULATIONS ND's Class of 2003! We truly are SPIRIT WEEK champions because after all, we won last year too! We broke that "juniors beating the seniors" curse! Oh yeah, HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY JOSHIE!