Friday, March 29, 2002

So I am leaving for LA in the morning...and I cannot sleep. Although today had its many downs.. the ups outweighed them and I had a pretty fun day. But I still cant believe I did that much shit in one day..it is like wow! So here is a recap:

-went to school and got out at 11 30.. btw, the liturgy was really good!
-picked up my sister at school with jenn di fel and sher..then went to mcdonalds..
-ate at my house and changed out of my uniform
-went to visit mister john ha at home.. and him and good drove around the neighborhood
-dropped jenn and di at home and went to take PCN pictures
-took mariel and some sophomores to jamba juice..then back to where everyone was taking pictures
-went to flickinger and watched people play bball. Sher and I THOUGHT we found some potential prom dates..but we were afraid that they were like 2 or something
-picked up jenn and di and went to go eat, but did not cus stupid boys lie! haha
-went back to flick and watched people skate.. sitting around waiting for the sun to go down was very calming and soothing for me because I was hekka tired and stuff. my legs were already like trembling! haha
-taught jenn how to drive stick.. dam dude.. these guys even tried to explain to her how to do it..then they ask if we had bfs..jenn replied "no..but I need a prom date" and then theyre like "ooh prom ay.." and jenns like "how old are you guys" and hes like "23" and shes like "oh nm ur too old" and we drove off.. haha..
-jenn and i went driving around the neighborhood and we visited her friend.. she thought she was all cool..but then she stalled like HELLLLLLA.. hahaha..she did rather good for her first time..I guess that I am just a good teacher =) oh yeah but she stalled at an INTERSECTION..i was very scared
-went back to flick to meet up with the others
-went to gmall...old navy..saw people..
-dropped jenn and di at home
-drove back to east side san jose with sher and josh to angies house
-we all watched FRIENDS..mich recorded it while we were out!
-then copycat..that movie was fun
-mich drove my car to her house..shes good!
-then home sweet home

ahh now I have a throbbing headache! gotta pack for LA still too! mannn.. I hella dont wanna go.. I think it is time for bed. I shall just throw all my clothes into a bag tomorrow..dont matter what I look like! zzzzzzzz

Tuesday, March 26, 2002

Speeding does pay off..although I admit that it would have been totally my fault if the two cars were to collide (mine and the other car). I was rushing to school because I had to be there at 7am to set up for this freshman thing we had planned for them for the entire day--but yeah..so I was driving pretty fast, with only one thing on my mind "hurry!" I was at the stop light about to make a left turn onto 2nd street so I could park, but I totally forgot that the car across from me could go straight and had the right of way. It seemed like it came out of no where, but I guess I was not aware that it was there because I was just concentrating on getting to schoool.. So right when the light turned green, I shifted to first..then to second..and then to third..and I sped RIGHT passed by this car that was going straight. We were like a centimeter or two apart..it was realllllllly close. When I parked, it hit me that I could have hit that car if I was not speeding..but then I wouldnt have been speeding if I wasnt so careless only thinking about one thing and not being as alert as I should be. Shoot..I almost broke down and started to cry.. (it wasnt that bad..its just that time of the month so my emotions are heightened).. but yeah I got up and went to the gym to meet up with the other student leaders for the day.

I greeted the frosh walking aimlessly into the gym..played games..had cool activities and icebreakers.. ate A LOT.. and talked about diversity. Not just ethnic diversity, but religious, gender, sexual preference..diversity. It was really cool and I wish the teachers give the Juniors a day like that.

I walked with Mariel to the parking area..and I was kinda scared to drive because of the incident that occured early that morning. Although I did not let it affect me much because then I would not be alert, and more CLOSE accidents could happen. I picked up my sister--who is by the way a really big bitch right now--from school and took a nap right when I hit my bed.

Too bad I have tests in all my classes but French and Internet tomorrow. Too bad theres like 2 people in my french class..well maybe not 2..but theres 12..and half of us were gone today doing that leader stuff for the frosh.. and Internet is just crap.. my goodness its a freshman class and he acts like I dont know how to make a bibliography or cite sources..its like motherfucker! I am a junior dammit! I have written like a millllion essays and research papers ALL including bibliographies and cited sources.. My gooodness. alright.. back to studying

Sunday, March 24, 2002

okay..so I havent really blogged in a while.. so how am I doing? I am doing fine I guess..just a little boring at times..but I am fine. I watched Blade 2 on friday..and it was rather gory. I think Josh was getting annoyed by me because I kept asking him questions, he was just too nice to tell me to shut up..haha. oh yeah the highlight of the night was when Linn laughed really loud after the Fandango commercial thing.. Right after he laughed, the whole theater laughed too.. AT him and not with him. OH yeah before that, JUNIORS WON SPIRIT WEEK! WHOOO! I watched the tape over and over again! I think I will watch it again later. hmmm..what else did we do that night.. umm before we went to the movies we went to Linns house..I ate a lot..and after the movies we went to Angies house. Cesar was writing down our predictions for the future.. I forgot what he put down for me..I think something to do with me getting married and pregnant and divorced first. My mom called me right when I was on Tully on my way home..she wasnt mad! score!

Saturday morning..or more like afternoon around 12 when I woke up, I did my homework.. YES! I was so proud of myself..thats why I didnt do shit today.. then I drove my car around the neighborhood a while, just to practice. Its not as annoying as before..stick is rather fun. Then I talked on the phone with Jenn and Diana.. I was planning on going to Erica's Debut, but my mother was being HELLLLLLLLLA gay again! like HELLLLA.. I asked her to go out and she said no..but she left to go out anyways..and before she left I kinda said..dude I am gonna go out! Maybe not i those exact words, but I kinda argued with her so it was kinda okay for me to go out..she said "bahala ka" meaning.. go ahead do whatever you want.. so you know...I did just that. I talk to Diana on the phone again cus she was bored at her grandmas house in fremont. John calls me and asks me to go out.. I said SUUUUURE! So him and Goodrich get Diana then they come here to my house. We drove my car around for a while.. John drove it..then I drove it back..as I was parking.I almost hit the mustang...it was like RIGHT THERE! So yeah I park and the four of us go to the movies. We end up getting free icecream from Jer at Coldstone.. well not free.. I paid a dollar. It was already 10 and I was scared my mom was gonna be home and yell at me...but I continued to eat my chocolate ice cream with reeses and strawberries! YUM! in a waffle bowl! Diana needed to go to the bathroom so we went to the one in the theater.. I SPOT MY MOM THERE and I panic!!! That happened to me before when I went to the mall with Sheila and Sherilyn and I was supposed to be at PCN practice.. but she didnt get mad that time. but yeah..I run to the bathroom..then I run back out and back into the mall. Jer tells us to wait until he got off work..so we did, but then the guard tells us that we had to go cus the mall was closed..so we went outside..and john decides that he wants to watch a movie..so I said oh okay then ill have jer take me home since u wanna watch..then later he goes..what just the three of us? (him di and good) and said forget it.. so we went to dianas bfs house and watched beverly hills ninja on the crazy TV..man it was goin craazy! haha and look at vills baby pictures.. good falls asleep and when diana wants to go home I look at my phone and I panic again! it was almost 12! and I wasnt supposed to be out AT ALL! I was too lazy to drive so good drove and we dropped Diana at home.. When I got home, I was scared, but I had no reason to be cus my mom wasnt even home yet! I watch TV with my sis and cousins for a while..then I go into my room.. My mom comes home finally around 1ish and goes.. HI anak, you didnt go out? and I was like..of course not..you said I couldnt.. *Phew* I was so lucky!

So I woke up this morning and took my gummybear vitamins..dude theyre hella cool! I drove my car around again.. and visited all my aunts and uncles.. then I went back home to get ready for church.. I drove to church too! and not cus I wanted to..cus I was kinda stuck.. my mom already left to go...and I had my sis and my cousins, which had to go home..my grandparents left to go to church..and my stepdad needed his car to go somewhere.. So yeah I was scared like fuck driving..withOUT my mom! but I made it safely to church..and BACK! but I dropped my cousins home before that...and thats like up in the hills by like Sherilyn and stuff..so yeah..I was a pro at those gears! haha.. wow..okay i have been blogging for a while now.. time to go to bed

Friday, March 22, 2002

Your Existing Situation
Willing and adaptable. Only at peace when closely attached to a person, group, or organization on a which reliance can be placed.

Your Stress Sources
Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, she pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting her nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels she can only be at peace when she has finally reached her goal.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in her sex life.
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to obtain physical satisfaction from sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.

Circumstances are forcing her to compromise, to restrain her demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things she wants.

Your Desired Objective
Intense, vital, and animated, taking a delight in action. Activity is directed towards success or conquest and there is a desire to live life to the fullest.

Your Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her to play her part with an urgent and hectic intensity.

I TOOK ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE COLOR QUIZES..THIS ONE WASNT AS COOL AS THE COLORGENICS.COM ONE. THIS WAS NOT AS ACCURATE AS THAT ONE..MMKAY..I AM OFF TO PCN PRACTICE..HOPEFULLY IT DIDNT GET CANCELLED..AND IM GONNA WATCH BLADE 2 TONIGHT..HOPEFULLY THAT IS GOOD......TOODLE OOOO
haha oh man..this is pretty funny.. so I took this "What Teen Label Do You Fit Into Most?" Quiz and I got something really funny.. haha.. but I guess it's true..SOMETIMES.. okay so here it goes:

Your result to The "What Teen Label Do You Fit Into Most?" Quiz!:

Yay! You're a teenybopper! You love the Backstreet Boys and all them.. And you're like ohmigod so popular! .. Blegh.


I'm so preppy!
Take the The "What Teen Label Do You Fit Into Most?" Quiz!
by antiperfect


So what if I like *NSYNC and Backstreet Boys and Britney Spears =P poo on ur face!

oh yeah..CONGRATS JUNIORS!! WE WON SPIRIT WEEK WHOOOOOO!

Wednesday, March 20, 2002

gooooodness..I hate driving stickkkk.. I want an automatic car!!!! I hate it soo much, it makes me want to cry! The only thing I like now about the car is the freakin key.. shooooot.. but yah... I havent done shit this whole week..school-wise.. I havent even taken my backpack from the car yet..oh well..I am pretty sure that I have no hw..but tomorrow I am gonna die..cus I have a shit load due on friday.. mmkay..whoooohoo! I can watch rated R movies now!

Monday, March 18, 2002

Oilisi04 (10:31:58 juleeeee): ok how bout this. nsync is the best and eveyone else sucks cock
juleenette77 (10:33:08 juleeeee): HAHA
Oilisi04 (10:33:48 juleeeee): but only for tomorrow after that you gotta wait another year to hear me say that
juleenette77 (10:08:15 juleeeee): u know what I want
JeRjEr408 (10:08:22 juleeeee): uumm what
JeRjEr408 (10:08:25 juleeeee): a bf
juleenette77 (10:08:32 juleeeee): a hot boy in a cake
JeRjEr408 (10:08:42 juleeeee): haha im not gona hide ina cake for you jule
Oilisi04 (10:07:23 juleeeee): and just cuz it's your bday i think nsync is cool, but only for today so enjoy
juleenette77 (10:07:41 juleeeee): oh THANKS
M a R i e L hAh (9:03:40 juleeeee): i'm going through some angry i wanna kick ass shit right now
juleenette77 (9:04:09 juleeeee): haha..whyyy
juleenette77 (9:04:13 juleeeee): yah I think im PMSing
M a R i e L hAh (9:04:18 juleeeee): jeez we just got off it damn it
juleenette77 (9:04:26 juleeeee): I knoww
juleenette77 (9:04:34 juleeeee): but PMS starts early
M a R i e L hAh (9:04:48 juleeeee): thats why it sucks! its like all month long..which means its all year long
M a R i e L hAh (9:04:49 juleeeee): damn it
M a R i e L hAh (9:04:53 juleeeee): being a girl is so hard sometimes
juleenette77 (9:04:55 juleeeee): tomoorrow is my 20th day.im gonna be on it soon
M a R i e L hAh (9:05:04 juleeeee): i do not keep track
juleenette77 (9:05:06 juleeeee): I knowww
juleenette77 (9:05:09 juleeeee): oh.haha I do..dont want them accidents to happen
M a R i e L hAh (9:05:19 juleeeee): but i was very tired in taekwondo today so fatigue is a sign too rigth
juleenette77 (9:05:45 juleeeee): yeah
juleenette77 (9:05:49 juleeeee): and tenderness of the boobies
M a R i e L hAh (9:06:02 juleeeee): hmm.. i just checked and i dont got that yet hahah
juleenette77 (9:06:29 juleeeee): well u know.its sitll early in the PMS

Sunday, March 17, 2002

whoa..I havent been online for a couple of days.. but yeah.. its a sunday afternoon..and I can hear the rain falling outside. I slept sooooooo gooooooood. oh man. I am glad that it is raining so I have an excuse to stay home. I have soooo much homework to do! gosh and I have spirit week stuff to do too..HISTORY is whats gonna kill me..I didnt even start..

okay but yeah..prom last night was fun..the limo driver was really funny..he taught the guys how to say bad words in spanish..and he was gonna take them to a pornography magazine store or something..instead we went to Jack in the Box before returning to Rich's house.. Yestereday was such a long day, I had SATs in the morning too..and on friday I went to the spirit week mixer so I didnt study for the SATs. That is probably why I did poorly..eh well it was my first time..I'll take it one more time. My hair is a brouhaha at the moment.. a realllllly big uproar and commotion of hair..all that gel and hairspray..yuckoo.. if you are reading this Diana, thanks for doing my hair and makeup!!! okay..I am gonna go back to sleep now.

Thursday, March 14, 2002

okay so I got my phone confiscated because someone called me during first period.. I will give him an alias so no one may know his true identity--Dick.. so Dick calls and I panic like a motherfucker cus I was like SHIIIIT I forgot to put it on silent! I got it back though after I tried to work off the detention I was supposed to get, but didnt..cool huh? My sister got suspended from school today..it was rather surprising..poor girl..okay the pajama jam is tomorrow! whoo!

Wednesday, March 13, 2002

I am soooooo booooooooorrrrrrrredddd.. I finished most of my homework at the science fair today..all I gotta do is math..and history..but history is not due until friday..so I am A-OK for tomorrow. The science fair today brought back some old MHT memories.. I remember when I was in 6th grade, when I just barely got my braces on too, I was walking around with someone, maybe it was Lisa or something..but yah we were talking to some white boys.. aww. and I remember I had my bday sleepover that weekend, and Nicole S. was talking to one of them on the phone and he said happy bday to me.. But yah today, there was this white guy sitting in the same row as me and he was pretty cuute.. He had blue hair! hhahha.. too bad Im not having a bday sleepover.. I want to have a picnic like I did freshman year..but that was on a Sunday, the day of my birthday.. we were chillenn in the park..waiting for the sun to go down... we did that on Sunday too! I did lots of cartwheels, and the next day I was sore..I need to get in shape again... so yeah.. I got prom this weekend whoo! I have to do community service tomorrow..another whoohoo..well not really..and spirit week stufff..man our cheers are sooo cuuute! I love them.. K I am going to watch Boy Meets World now..awwww they broke up.. hopefully Cadet Kelly shows again tonight!

Wednesday, March 06, 2002

So my ass is sitting here staring at my science fair board. Shoooot, I cant believe Jenn and I actually got it done.. We didn't start this 100 point project until today..and I think the board looks pretty good. It is rather bright and colorful though, but I think its just cus I got carried away with the paint. I even got some paint in my hair..oh darn.. but yeah I was in panic mode all day because right when I got home.. I got a head start on some homework besides the science fair board..and when my mother arrived, we went to Michaels. "OH NO" went screaming through my mind and out of my mouth when the lady said, "We are sold out of those..we're getting more tomorrow..." I replied, "ohh dear..and its due tomorrow!" So I called as many people as I could to find out where they bought the sold-out-everywhere-you-go science fair board. Diana said Staples had a lot, but before that, my mother wanted to try the other Michael's at McCarthy Ranch.. so yah NO boards there..so Staples we went. To my luck, there were boards!! My sister was being a brat and wanted to eat at Lee Noodle House..so we made a quick detour before going home.. BUT then I realized I needed more Girl Scout Cookies, so we made another detour to my uncles house. I finally arrived at home and started working on the science fair board... As I drank and drank a couple cups of coffeee, I was in jumpy jumpy mode. I think that is why our board now looks so FULLL of energy...and this song has been playing since I started the board.. "then you couldnt make things new..just by sayin I looooove youuuu..."

So I was discussing with Diana about how much I am going to struggle walking to Donnely Hall tomorrow morning.. because since I have to park underneath the bridge, I have to cross the street and everything to get to the school buildings. But yeah, I realized that if it rains tomorrow, then I will struggle even more because I have to carry the girl scout cookies, science fair board..and also my backpack and purse..but yah so if it does rain..then I gotta hold a freakin umbrella too.. I do not have enough hands for all of that cargo! SOOOO.... Diana said to call her when I got to school and she would help me unload..cool huh? alrighttt.. I think it is time for me to go beddyyy byeeee..

Onlyy 13 days left til I can legally watch rated R movies!!!!

Monday, March 04, 2002

SO chill (10:00:26 juleeeee): u know of all the girls
SO chill (10:00:35 juleeeee): i can imagine u getting divorced the most
juleenette77 (10:01:51 juleeeee): HOW SAD!!!
SO chill (10:02:15 juleeeee): no offense or anything
SO chill (10:02:27 juleeeee): well at least ur getting married

M a R i e L hAh (10:02:17 juleeeee): thats so sad
M a R i e L hAh (10:02:23 juleeeee): ask him who's gonna get pregnant first
M a R i e L hAh (10:02:28 juleeeee): and married

juleenette77 (10:03:21 juleeeee): who do u thinks gonna get pregnant first
juleenette77 (10:03:23 juleeeee): or married
SO chill (10:03:32 juleeeee): u
SO chill (10:03:38 juleeeee): get married
SO chill (10:03:50 juleeeee): hmmm who do i think will get pregnant first
SO chill (10:04:22 juleeeee): denno, ur all good girls