Saturday, May 31, 2003

I went to bed at 10 or 11 last night and woke up and nosepicker up at 9 this morning. He was lagginggg like hell but he owed me since we had to cut our night short yesterday. We went to breakfast/lunch.. so I guess brunch at IHOP then watched "Finding Nemo" at Mercado. It was pretty good.. typical Disney movie.. very touching in the heart and it had its laughs. We went back to his house and he folded his laundry while I attempted to take a nap. He had to go do some family stuff in SF so he dropped me off. Soooo since I was bored out of my mind, I go online.. Nathan was on and he was bored too, so I pick him up and we go to Jamba Juice in McCarthy.. I said hi to Orlando who I haven't seen in a longg time and Chris. We get Larry and go to Daryl's party... did LOTS of CHILLEN then left early. Nosepicker and I headed to Lisa's grad party for a bit.. left.. then he went to work.. Now I am bored and I REALLLLY should do my french journals now.

Friday, May 30, 2003

Wow. GRAD NIGHT was fun!!!! I'll blog about it later.

ok.... time to blog (11:36pm Saturday)

at school
After sleeping at 3am, I managed to wake up at 6am. I didn't struggle to wake up either because I was excited about DISNEYLAND! So I had my classes.. boring as hell.. only 5 classes though, but dammm.. the day couldn't go any slower! Right when I was walking out of my last class of the day, my wonderful boyfriend pulls up with my lunch! He's so great! So I put my backpack and books down and everything so I could start eating my Panda Express and Jamba Juice. Miss Ashley Jackson asks for a sip, but this girl picks it up by the lid and the whole thing splatters on the ground! haha.. whatta dork (it's ok though, I still love you Ash!) Ashley and I struggled to clean it up... Mich pushed the garbage can by us, and Joan saved the day and cleaned most of it up. Cleaning up took up most of our lunch time, so I didn't get a chance to eat all of my food. It was hot like a mother too so I was REALLLLLY craving that Jamba that I only took one sip of. So anyway...

bus ride there
We took three buses; bus one the party/loud bus, bus two (the bus that I was on) the asia bus except for 3 people, and bus three (I dont believe we titled that bus). The bus ride was pretty fun. Our driver, John, was hekka cool too. He looked like a fatter version of Vin Diesel, but only because he was skin bald and tall and stuff. So the first movie we watched was "Disney's Sing Along Song: Friend Like Me" which pretty much sucked. The last song was "A Whole New World" so our entire bus was singing. Then we watched "Maid in Manhattan".. since I watched that movie already, I decided to sleep. We had our first stop... even hotter than before..long bathroom line. I got back on the bus and we started watching "Never Been Kissed". Since I watched that movie already too, I slept again. Woke up for our second stop, but stayed in the bus. The last movie we watched before our destination was "10 Things I Hate About You". I stayed awake during that entire movie because I was tired of sleeping.

ESPN Zone
So we finally arrive in Anaheim at 9:30pm after some technical difficulties from the other buses. It was pretty dam cold. Right when we get there, we eat. The food was edible, but I was expecting a meal. Oh well. Bellarmine and Milpitas High was there too.. so more friends! We danced a little bit, but too much freaking for my own good. People were freaking their brains out, I swear. So I go upstairs with some people and play the games there. Everything was free with our handy dandy cards. Sher and I go rock climbing on the big rock thingy. There was one point where she was about to cry, so I was about to cry, and we both wanted to give up, but we made it to the top! yay! I went horse back riding with Remy.. it was a pretty kinky game now that I think about it. I go jetskiing, waterskiing, car racing, basketball shooting, etc. It was fun. My allergies were acting up, so I was feeling pretty miserable, but I didn't let that ruin my fun. I see a whole bunch of ND girls going downstairs, so I go down and wait with them until midnight. The park was about to be filled with 5,000 seniors from lots of different highschools.

Disneyland
Notre Dame was probably one of the last schools that was called to go into the park. Dude, they have some ghetto rules there about what you cannot bring into the park. They told me that I had to leave my LOTION, EYEDROPS, and COMPACT MIRROR with one of the chaperones. How gay is that? So for the rest of the night, my eyes were at it's worst due to allergies. Anyway, after being sent back like 3 times to return those three things and getting pat down by the women officers, it was time to go into the park. We take the monorail there and wait for the rest of our friends to arrive. The Bell guys were already there, waiting for us girls. The rest of the girls finally come. But I spent the entire night with mostly girls with 2 exceptions: Sher, Diana, Eileen, Sheila, Remy, Angela, Henessey, Mehgan, Joshie, and Blanco. Our first stop was Mattahorn.. the line was long, but not bad. We were wide awake and in party mode. Our next stop was Indiana Jones. There were some annnoying guys waiting in line next to us banging on trash cans and shit. Sher told them to keep banging on the trashcans since telling them to shut up didn't work. When we finally thought we were there, the line was longer... After an hour and a half or so, we finally ride. I got stuck riding at the end, so right when that dam snake popped out, I was closest to it. We got in line for Big Thunder Railroad, but that was a waste because when we were almost there, they close it on us! So we rest. We stay in this crystal shop for an hour to buy our loved ones gifts. It was 4am by this time. Our next ride was the Haunted House.. I think that was our last ride too. Oh yeah, we took pictures with Mickey and Minnie Mouse too. So we go shopping in the Emporium at around 5am. By this time, you see all the seniors sitting on the curbs, some even sleeping on the ground. Everyone looked like zombies. It was 6am and finally time to leave.. we waste our camera film and walk to our bus. So we're walking, and we think that our bus was close, but NOOO it was at the wayyyy back, probably the farthest bus. It was a bittttch walking those 23482034329 million miles.

bus ride home
So I guess they put "16 Candles" on, but I sleep right away. I wake up and the movie was over and we made our first stop. I was gonna go down, but I said fuck it and went back to sleep. I sleep through the second stop I believe and when I woke up, they had just started "My Best Friend's Wedding". It was 12pm, so I decided to stay up. It's funny how the only movie that I never watched was "16 candles" and I slept through the entire thing. We finally arrive at school and everyone is tired as hell. My wonderful nosepicker is there to pick me up!

after
So we go back to his house and I sleeep. He takes me home.. I sleep some more and he calls and it wakes me up. I change and get ready and stuff and call him, and he's playing bball. I was mad and irritated because he woke me up during my slumber, and when I call him to pick me up, he's doing some other stuff. I go and pick him up at MHT and we go to Great Mall to watch "Finding Nemo". Unfortunately, everyone we were meeting up with couldn't make up their minds on what to do, so me and Jonathan leave. I drop him off at home and go home. I was expecting to go out with him again, but he had to stay home because he had family coming over. So I talk on the phone for a bit, and fall asleep. This was all before 12pm too!

THE END OF MY WONDERFUL TRIP TO DISNEYLAND!

CLASS OF 2003!


Wednesday, May 28, 2003

I AM OVER AND DONE WITH ENGLISH!!!!! NO MORE STUPID BOOKS TO READ!!!!! I had my FINAL presentation that's worth 20% of my grade, and I don't think that I did that well, but oh well, IT'S OVER!!!!

It was so dam hot when I got home from school.. I took a nap, woke up, and had one of those headaches that you get after you take a nap in the heat. I called nosepicker because he was lagging like hell. The both of us were in bad moods, but our bad moods went away after a visit to Jamba Juice. The Jamba we got today was much better than yesterday.

Senior Recognition Night made me MORE antsy about GRADUATING. We still have 2 freakin weeks to endure. Although I did not get several awards, I am proud of all of those who did recieve awards AND deserved them. I cried lots.. ooh how I am going to miss my Alma Mater =(

DISNEYLAND TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

I should just take Michael's advice

Auto response from me (9:34:46 pee em): tonight's agenda
-precalc #45
-study for precalc test
-4 french journals and try to finish at least 1 tonight
-french grammar lessons 11 and 12
-work on govt article and try to finish
-physics problems<--finished that while i was waiting in the cap and gown line
-prepare english presentation final
-practice english presentation final
-email ms. morris sr. recognition night prayer

f mli ik p e1 (9:34:46 pee em): shouldn't you have seniorites? like that looks like a whole lot of work.
f mli ik p e1 (9:35:09 pee em): just don't do it
f mli ik p e1 (9:35:13 pee em): i never did any work
f mli ik p e1 (9:35:16 pee em): and look where i am now
me (9:35:54 pee em): i do have senioritis. im even fine with C's now
f mli ik p e1 (9:36:06 pee em): hehe i've been fine with C's since i was a freshman
f mli ik p e1 (9:36:14 pee em): i've told you many times. C's are ok
f mli ik p e1 (9:36:28 pee em): c's = Cerrific!

So it was pretty boring today at school. I did nothing in all of my classes. 1st-corrected quizzes, 2nd-guest speaker, 3rd-lab day, 4th-lab day, 5th-reviewed notes, 6th-listen to presentations. Speaking of presentations, my english FINAL presentation is tomorrow and I still need to practice. I went to Valley Fair with Jonathan to buy my graduation shoes, and they're the cutest! They're realllllly high though.. with stiletto heals. Then we went to go watch "Anger Management" which made me tear towards the end. What's with all these funny actors making movies that make me cry! Jim Carey in "Bruce Almighty" and now Adam Sandler. Anyway, I did MOST of my hw! I REALLLLLY need to catch up in french, I am sooooo behind.

Monday, May 26, 2003

Plastic bag phone calls and Albertson's
Ok. So I'm blogging one more time today. Who cares? So I was ecstatic when my significant other returned home from his family trip to Monterey. I was laying down on the couch watching Lizzie McGuire talking to Jonathan on the phone WHILE he was in the shower washing off all the sand that was still stuck on him. This crazy boy put a plastic bag over the phone so he could talk to me.. haha.. yeah he's weird. So we go to Albertson's together because our mothers sent us out to buy stuff. I felt like we were a married couple going grocery shopping for our kids.. haha. Speaking of kids, there were these 2 little blond boys running around Albertson's the entire time. They were coincidentally in front of us everywhere we went; right when we walked in, in between some aisles, and as we were leaving.

I'm pretty relieved that I finished most [but not all] of my homework!
I tried to take a picture of the other stone thingies that he's sitting on.

OK, so I blogged 234823432 million times already today, but dude, I am bored. My boyfriend is in Monterey with his family, my Sherilyn is busy at her family party at home (that I may attend later), my grandparents are in Sacramento, my sister is watching the Disney Channel, and my mother has a stick up her ass which leads to me who is stuck at home due to the stick that is, in fact, shoved right up her butt crack.

I can't believe that it is already the end of May. I will be graduating in 19 days. My highschool career will soon be over.. there are about 7 or 8 teaching school days which is WONDERFUL. One can learn a lot in 4 years. I think that I have accumulated so much information to last me a lifetime. Seriously. It feels that way, but it probably isn't true. Anyway, I just don't want to learn anything anymore. I am already in summer mode. I want graduation to come. I'm sick and tired of tests, projects, homework, essays, presentations, orals, blah blah blah. i wouldn't be surprised if I had a million more of those things during these 7 or 8 teaching days I have left. My teachers are crazy. Really. They are.
Last night I went to watch "Bruce Almighty" with my sister and SherBear. No one wanted to watch with us because when they asked who else was gonna be with us, we said, "just us" and they all responded, "uhh, I'll call you if I go." Why couldn't they say, "I don't want to watch it if it's just you two." Oh well, we enjoyed the movie. Sher and I even got teary-eyed during some parts. oh great. I have school TOMORROW. It's ok, it's only a 3 day week for me. Thursday we are leaving for DISNEYLAND for Grad Night!

Sunday, May 25, 2003

So it's been a cool weekend so far. The mean lady living next door said those dreadful words again, "I need to talk to you" in a mean and scary way. But again, she hasn't said anything to me. So on Thursday, I went to Bell's Baccalaureate mass with SherBear, Michelleyyy, and Jenna. It was super hot in their gym. We went bowling after, and I was getting tired and pissed off because the bowling alley was far. bleh.. it seems like the mean lady is only in a good mood once a month, the total OPPOSITE of what should be.

Friday, I had to go to freakin school in the morning.. then I bounced right when I was done with my math presentation. I slept and woke up and got ready for the Soph/Sr brunch. Joanne gave me the cutest carebears ever! After that was the FSA picnic. Sher and SheeShee started a water fight. I was bent over picking up water bottles that were thrown on the floor, and they pour water on my head, down my back, all over me. So I was soaking wet. SheeShee was too fast for me, so I chased Sherilyn. She went to where dry people were at, but did I care? Hell no. I followed that bitch.. haha. She went on top of one of the picnic tables, so I went on top of it, put her in a headlock, and wet her with water too. She started hitting me.. haha.. it was funny. Then the boys joined in with water guns. Sher got tackled by Lou and got Gatorade poured on her and she was literally rolling around in the grass trying to get away. She was hella DOOG-YUT. But that was her bad cus she poured coke on Lou. It was getting kinda cold.. because we were in dresses.. wet dresses.. and the wind was blowing. We headed to Sher's and I put my foot in the jacuzzi.. oooh it was sooo warm, so I put my bathing suit on and went inside. Oh HOW GREAT it was! We ended the night at Sher's with a game of Cranium (well just a little bit) and pizza and crazy bread.

Yesterday, I woke up early, and Sher, Mich, Jenna, Romel, and I all went to Bell's graduation. Sher and I were the only ones who were screaming for everyone! Our voices started to hurt and even got headaches right after. I'm so proud of my boys! They're so smart and I know that they're going to be successful in whatever they do. So anyway, all of the boys did their own thing with their families right after graduation. But us girls went to Daryl's graduation lunch somewhere in Fremont. It reminded me of Golden Buddha. I went home to rest for a while.. and to change.. then headed to Kristian's grad party. After that was Chris Lic's grad party. I went back home to drop off my car then got picked up and went with Jonathan to his cousin's graduation party. There was a dog barking hella loud when we were waking back to the car. It hella made me jump and crap. Jonathan's friends just barked back at it.. haha.. that was pretty funny. I was feelin woozy when I got home, and I guess I fell asleep while I was on the phone.

Today, I hope to kick back and relax, then maybe go out later. I can't stand being home because of this mean lady living here. grrrrrr!

Friday, May 23, 2003

Greetings from Sher's house. Sher and SheeShee are baking a cake brownie thing. The three of us went swimming in Sher's pool and then went into the jacuzzi. Ohh how GREAT it felt in there.. it felt even better with our eyes closed. OK time to eat some more.

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

so chill (10:07:03 pee em): FUCK
so chill (10:07:06 pee em): i wanted clay to win
me (10:07:21 pee em): ME TOO
so chill (10:07:31 pee em): FUCK i was gonna cry
me (10:07:43 pee em): awwww me tooooo

Go Ruben! I still love CLAY more!

So it was assembly schedule today at school again. It's CRAP how I have to go on school on Friday even though it's a holiday for all the seniors. My math teacher is making me go because I have a math presentation to do, but I could do it RIGHT THIS SECOND if she wanted me to.. grrrr.. that ruined my day. But some good news is that I got a B+ on this econ test I took last week that I studied last minute for. Go me! I also had my very last ASB meeting this morning. It was my LAST one! I'm kinda glad, but I sure am going to miss going to school at 7am every Wednesday morning. I did do that for 3 out of 4 years. =( But we had bagels and got these cool star flashlight things that Sher and I are brining to college with us so we won't get lost. I had lots of fun during my class council meeting at lunch today though because we are planning this surprise for our classmates, and it is really fun planning!

As I was driving home, I noticed a note on my windshield. I couldn't wait to go home so I could open it up and read it. On the front it said, "I HIT YOUR CAR." I started panicking because when I opened it up, there was a little diagram of my car being hit! But as I kept on reading, it said "just kidding". It was from my nosepicker. He put it on my window this morning when he dropped off his sis. He's so lucky that he's on summer vacation already! So we went to dinner again and ate some sushi. Lots of it again. I'm stuffed.

American Idol! Go Clay and Ruben!

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

I love Clay Aiken!

I love Ruben too, but I really think that Clay is going to win. Either way, I'm happy with either of them winning.
We had a guest speaker today at our school. I really liked her because she talked about female agression and how females are SO much different from males when it comes to aggression. She wrote this book and I really wanted to buy it after the assembly, but I had class and didn't have my money and stuff with me. She noted that females tend to hurt loved ones while males hurt those they do not know. Girls do things indirectly while males are direct. I just thought that it was so interesting how mostly everything she said was true. Hopefully someone bought that book because that's something that I would read.

Sunday, May 18, 2003

So Jonathan had Saturday off because.. I forgot why, but it was great because I got to spend some time with my nerd. But first, we went to Costco to pick up our prom pictures. He spent like $20 on two rolls of film because he checked the box that said “Kodak Deluxe Prints” or something. I told him that next time he gets our film developed, all he has to do is check the “double prints” box. What a nerd. Anyway, our first stop was Mercado to watch “The Matrix: Reloaded”. There were hella people in the theater when we walked in, so we had to sit up in the front to the left. About halfway through the movie, our stomachs were growling because we were hungry. Food was all I was thinking about during the last half of the movie. The movie was pretty cool: the ending was just weird. We had some sushi for dinner. Well not some sushi. We ate a lot of sushi… and I still hate chopsticks. After that, we went to Valley Fair because Jonathan wanted some free Starbuck’s, but no. Our next stop was Santana Row. I’ve never been there at nighttime; it’s really pretty. I bought us some Starbuck’s there because we were walking around in the cold. We took lots of pictures of random things, and I took lots of pictures of Jonathan with random things. After walking around and looking at the scenery and random things, we decided to go home and take a nap before he had to go to work at 11. I took a lot of random pictures when we were driving [to his] home; it was pretty fun. About an hour or so later, it was time for work so he took me home. So yeah, we had dinner and a movie, and did some walking around under the stars. Haha.. the only thing that we didn’t do is take pictures in one of those photo booths.

DiS pRnCeS sHeR (11:21:28 pee em): wow i also watched matrix..and also got starbucks cuz it was cold
JuLeEnEtTe77 (11:21:43 pee em): see.. even when we are apart, we still do the same things
DiS pRnCeS sHeR (11:22:03 pee em): haaha thats right

Saturday, May 17, 2003

SPRING GALA 2003: Downtown Colors
So Thursday was our dress rehearsal, and yesterday was the fashion show itself. Dress rehearsal exhausted me so much! It kinda reminded me of PCN dress rehearsal, but anyway... It was fun watching all the segments. Our girls are so beautiful! All the colored lights, the funky music, and the pure white runway. Yesterday was the big day, and all us gals had to be there at 9am to get our hair and makeup done. I was getting pretty pissed because they kept making me wait.. then they told me to go back and they'd get me.. and when they got me, they made me wait again. First I got my makeup done, and the girl did it in 5 minutes.. it's like uhh thanks. I didn't think she did a good job. I loved my hair though.. but I got a freakin backache. I was sitting in the chair for about an hour while the girl curled every bit of my hair, and I couldn't lean back because my hair was too long. Then, another lady put half of it up with curls and knots and twists, which took another hour of not leaning back, because they didn't want me to lean on my curls. It turned out great though. I didn't get to watch the show itself, but I had lots of fun. I was in 3 segments. My first segment was "Racing San Jose Style" where we modeled Fox Racing Gear. John, Tina, Michael, and I all walked out together in our hardcore motorcycle gear. Before we went out, and all during rehearsal, the director of the show told us NOT to smile because this was a serious segment. Do you know how hard it is!! dam.. I tried to hold in my smiles during the real show.... when I was walking back, I let out a big smile and laughed. My second segment was "Sundays at St. Joseph's" where we modeled blue/white outfits from Macy's. That was alright, nothing too significant. The 3rd segment was the Father/Daughter one, which all the girls were in, but Tina and I walked together because our dads weren't in it. That was cool.. then the finale, which everyone was in. The lunch show felt like a run through for me, and the night show felt like the real thing. I had so much fun doing it! All you juniors this year, do the ND Spring Gala Fashion Show next year!

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

You know what I hate the most about school? Having 4 consecutive tests! Yep.. out of 6 classes, I had 4 tests/quizzes. French was bleh, Econ I didn't study, Govt was short but I did crappy, and Physics was easy. Oh well, I have exactly ONE MONTH TIL GRADUATION!

Cold air, white walls, bright light. Yup, I went to the dentist today.. my teeth feel super clean. Right when I got home I had to get ready for fashion show practice. When I got home from that, I was planning to go out, but someone was tired. blah. whatever. I hate boys.

Anyways, it was the series finale of Dawson's Creek, so I decided to watch since I was hooked on that show when I was in 8th/9th grade. I was kinda confused in the end.. oh well. Oh, and I am excited that Clay and Ruben are the last 2 contestants for American Idol. I want Clay to win, but I'm okay with Ruben winning.

3 months ago on this day, I did something really brave.. oh the memories.

Tuesday, May 13, 2003

hi. i just blogged to say I LOVE YOU- nose picker
French tipped manicures everywhere!
It's funny going back to school after a "dance weekend" because everyone's nails are done. This year, I seem to notice a bajillion french tipped nails and some painted a color here and there. It's kinda cool. So it's already Tuesday and I am already anticipating for this week to be over! Yesterday, Jonathan took Sher and I to get our prom pictures at Perfect.. they turned out nice. We had to wait 40 minutes for the extra pictures to get developed, so we went back to Jonathan's house. We offered to clean his room since he was driving us back and forth, but instead, I ended up messing it up more. They were accidents though. We had a great time looking through his baby pictures.

Today, I had my french presentation that I wanted to get over and done with a longgggg time ago, and I am glad that it is over. We also had our first grad practice, and I'm walking with Sherilyn for pomp and circumstance, and I'm sitting with Sheila.. and I'm surrounded by my other friends too. I can't believe that we're already at this point.... ahh graduation!

I have 3 quizzes tomorrow! ahhh.. in a row! I need a break. Maybe I get to see my nerd later.

Sunday, May 11, 2003

iNFaMouSWun38 (10:04:38 pee em): i thought it would be your worst prom
me (10:04:44 pee em): why?
iNFaMouSWun38 (10:04:48 pee em): ..because no dinner
me (10:04:53 pee em): hahahahah
iNFaMouSWun38 (10:05:07 pee em): haha
me (10:05:07 pee em): ellison.. i dont ALWAYS think about food
iNFaMouSWun38 (10:05:19 pee em): oh jule...yes you do
DAY AFTER PROM/Mother's Day
So I had the best prom ever last night. I don't even know where to begin! It all started early in the morning when I had to take that stupid UC Examination A test. The essay seemed way too easy for me, and I finished at 10:30 (an hour after I started and an hour before it ended). After that.. Sher, Di, and I went to get our hair done.. then to Valley Fair to get our makeup done. Di and I had fashion show fittings, so we had to do that. Jonathan picked up Sher and I and we all got ready at my house. We met back up at Perfect with Di and Villiard and Ellison.. then we took pictures. Then we went back to Sherilyn's house and took more pictures. Then it was finally time to go! I was starving already because it was already 7 at night, and the only thing I ate were about 5 pieces of chicken nuggets.

So we (me, Jonathan, Sher, Ellison, Remy, and Chris) park and are walking out of the parking lot. Then these really nice people in their 40s offer to take pictures of us. We say sure! Keep in mind that we park a million miles away. When we're half way there, I ask Jonathan if he brought his wallet... yeah he forgot. So I said ok fine I'll pay for the pictures. Then, when we were right in front of the tech, I realized that I forgot my wallet too. So, it took us 15 or 20 minutes to walk back and forth. We were finally there and it was so beautiful! It was like one of those proms that you see on TV. We were upstairs taking pictures, and when you look over the top, you can see everyone dancing downstairs. It was great. I loved how all the tables were spread all over the place. I should have taken more pictures of the scenery. But if you've ever been to the tech, just imagine loud music, dim lighting, and crazy teenagers all over the place. I got really pissed off at Jonathan because he got pissed off at me for nagging him. bleh.. but we dropped everything because I didn't want it to ruin our night. We rode this one ride that went in the human body.. it was pretty cool, but I was getting motion sickness. So we danced some more, took pictures of people, danced some more, took soda breaks, walked around, yadda yadda yadda. One of the best things that happened that night was when we were all upstairs about to take our group pictures. Jonathan and I were standing on the side of the balcony thingy where you can see the DJ and all the other people dancing. All of a sudden, our song from a long time ago started playing..... "when I first saw you, I already knew... there was something inside of you..." Yep, "Angel of Mine." It sounds pretty corny, but I got the warmest feeling when it started playing while Jonathan was right in front of me. Because before whenever that song played, he wasn't around anymore. So I embarassed Jonathan more by dancing around him.... but shoot, I had to do something while we were waiting around to take pictures. We finally took group pictures and we danced some more. During the last song, the DJ announced that there was a lost cellphone.. and if it was someone's to get it. I was getting annoyed because they were interrupting the song, (Wonderful Tonight) and I thought, "what idiot lost his cell phone.." So after the song, Jonathan checked his pockets... yup, the idiot was him.. haha. I don't even know how he lost it! So the actual prom was over=( We decided to eat at Denny's after because Sherilyn was hungry.

There were a lot of us at Denny's.. our table for six ended up being a table for like 12. It was cool though. Jonathan and I ate a lot... then we headed to Sher's to paaarrrrty! haha. yeah right, I was dead tired. The plan was to go swimming, but it was pretty dam cold. I ran upstairs, threw my clothes offff.. got that AHHH feeling.. washed my face, and had Jonathan take out all the bobby pins from my hair... got that AHH feeling again, then fell asleep on the nerd. We didn't sleep over though because he had work at 7, and his parents wanted him home. So we left at 330 and went to bed.. got dropped off before 7, and went back to sleep! The poor thing had to go to work! So now it's mother's day and I must get dressed because I'm takin my mother out.

Friday, May 09, 2003

DAY/NIGHT BEFORE PROM
I can't believe that my senior prom is already tomorrow! I've been dreaming of this day since.. who knows when. I'm really glad that I'm actually taking someone special with me. So my day was pretty busy. Although I was paranoid all day (and still am) because before I left for school, my mother said those dreadful words to me; "Be home early, I need to talk to you." Argh. After school, Sher and I went to get our nails done. They did a pretty crappy job because they were in a rush. Who cares if there were a lot of people there! We went back to her house and had a feast. I fell asleep on the couch.. haha.. Sherilyn was talking to me when I was sleeping. Jonathan and Jonathan came and we went back to the mall. Jonathan tried on his tux for tomorrow, and I could tell that the Russian lady was getting pretty annoyed by me. It was their fault anyways, they should learn how to get orders right. Sher and I made friends with this little boy who had this smile just plastered to his face. The two Jonathans were hungry, so we went to this vietnamese restaurant. Afterwards, the four of us headed to the MHT Talent Show. My sister was singing, so I had to be there. I guess the talent show was ok.. let's just say it was a typical elementary school talent show with all those kinks. Now I am sitting here about to do some plucking, waxing, and shaving for tomorrow night!

Thursday, May 08, 2003

Don't you hate that confused feeling you get when you wake up from a nap or a long slumber? Well, I took a nap when I got home from school, and when I woke up, the clock said 7:39. "Crap," I said to myself. Then after contemplating for about 3 minutes, I realized that it was 7 at night and not morning. I remember this one time when I was 10 or something, I started hella trippin out cus it was 8 and I a fieldtrip to go to. My mother played along and told me to hurry up and take a shower and eat breakfast and stuff. Then later I find out that she was playing a cruel, cruel joke on me because "Friends" or one of those 8pm shows was on.

Anyway...2 more days until prom! I'm extremely bored right now because I have no homework to do, and mister nosepicker is at work. I should get started on homework I have due next week because knowing me, and knowing that prom is probably going to occupy my entire weekend, there's no free time to do hw. bleh. My grades suck. My GPA is lower than the GPA from last semester; it's not a dramatic change, but it is still lower. But I kinda don't want to work my ass off for A's, and then getting a B+ in the end. Straight solid B's are fine by me. 37 days until graduation!

Wednesday, May 07, 2003

wow.. this template is so blue.. and not pink/orange at all! i'm too lazy to fix it.. maybe later if I finish my homework

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

So I cried after I took my French AP
The day started off bright and and early (a little later than usual) and off to IHOP I went with 7 other girls from my French IV class. The plan was to speak french the entire time, but I thought f*ck that, so I sat with Kirsten, Danielle, and Nicola... speaking English freely. I didn't think the AP was going to be that bad.. I actually started off at a good pace. When we had to stop to do the oral crap, that's when all hell broke loose. The tape recorder wasn't working properly, so I sat in the SLC with Theresa for about an hour. I couldn't keep still, so the both of us cleaned that messy, pig pen-like lounge. Finally, it was my turn. Yeah, I did a crappy job. By the time I was finished with the oral part, it was already 3:15, so we started the essay part... and didn't finish taking that goddam AP exam until 4:15. You know when you watch TV, and there is always that one kid sitting in the classroom just staring at the clock? Yeah, that was me. Fifteen minutes never went to slowwwwwwwly in my life. But that wasn't the worst part. So I ask Danielle what the hell "l'amitiƩ" meant, because we had to write why it was important for young ones. I told her how I wrote about the internet, and she said "me too!" Later on, we find out that it meant "friendship." Yeah, so that's like half my AP score down the drain. bleh. So then I cried as I was driving home from that dreadful, dreadful examination.

Monday, May 05, 2003

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What an exhausting day.. I wish that june 14th was tomorrow. Instead, I have a AP French Exam... GREAT. I want this weekend to come already! PROM PROM PROM.. that is allll I think about.. forget homework! forget schoolwork! dammit, just forget school altogether. The homies came by after fashion show practice today.. we had lots of food at home because it was my grandpa's bday.... ahhhh PROM COME HERE NOW!

Je deteste francais!

Sunday, May 04, 2003

PROM
Although there was only ONE person out of TEN who attended St Lawrence Academy at our table at the St Lawrence prom, I had so much fun. Maybe because it was my first prom.. well it wasn't my FIRST prom, but it was my first prom with Jonathan, so that's what made it more special. The thought about how it was barely my first prom with him got me a little saddened because I started to think about that two year gap we spent broken up.. that led me to think about all the good times we could have spent together. I missed so many of the "important stuff" in his life, even though I wished sooo many times I could be a part of it.. or even just a LITTLE part of his life again. But at least I have him now, and I guess that's all that matters. There's really no need in thinking about the past because there is no way to get it back. Anyway, so I guess last night's Pre-Prom got me excited for my LAST prom. Senior Prom to be exact. This is the night that every girl dreams of. That, and their wedding.. and that's it, no lie. Well at least for me.

It's funny how things work out. I mean, I never thought that Jonathan and I would ever happen again, but it did. I remember those winterball/prom days when people would worry about who they were taking. So many times I wished to take him, but I never got the courage to do anything. I just told myself and all of my friends that I was going to take him to my senior prom no matter what. I'm so happy that I'm ending my highschool date dance career with the boy who gave me my first corsage, and soon to be the boy who will be giving me my very [pretty, expensive, HUGE] last corsage.