D Jay Lo 408 (10:54:39 PM): blahaboo

means i love you

love = lottery

I'm in one of those moods right now, and also because 8 years ago on October 31, Jonathan and I danced for the very first time (yeah in 1997 when dark lipstick was in!). I guess you could say that was our very first moment together: dancing to "I Care 'Bout You" by Milestone (from the "Soulfood" Soundtrack) at the 7th/8th grade dance with Joel serenading (yes we go back THAT far) us in the background, Jonathan in a black polo and khakis (or jeans?) and me in my vampire costume (haha), and people taking pictures (pictures that I ended up throwing away because I looked ugly.. I should've saved them though). I sensed his nervousness and he probably sensed mine too. That rush I got from that 5 minutes I will never be able to explain. Oh puppy love...

So when I think about love, I think about the very first time I fell in love, which was of course with my Jonathan. I took love for granted during our puppy love phase. To me, falling in love with Jonathan was like winning the lottery my very first try. I guess that's why it felt too good to be true. After 2 1/2 years, I was sure that we were too young and still needed to explore while he was the one that was willing to do anything for me. I do not regret our 2 year hiatus because we were able to experience new things and to see what life was like without the other. Not surprisingly, the feelings were still there... 2 years later.

It's been almost 3 years since then, and despite our ups and downs, we still manage to get through it all. I know, I know, we both still have LOTS (and lots and lots) of growing up to do (together and separately), but that's what a relationship is - work (but not too much work). At times, I do feel like relationships are overrated - like, why have them at all? - but when those small-tiny heart-warming-tingles-with-butterflies-filling-your-stomach-i-love-you moments come, you know exactly what you're working for. I guess that's why now, I won't give him up without a fight, because who wins the lottery twice in their lives?

corny I know.. but whatever. I love him.

Road Trip to San Diego!

Friday, October 21, 2005
I was scheduled to work from 845am to 12pm, but my manager let me go home at around 11ish because it was slow! So that meant getting to San Diego earlier! Jonathan and Jeremy were out running errands and showed up at my house around 1130ish. We left San Jose at about 1230pm about to embark on our journey to San Diego!

On the road! (with jeremy passed out in the background)

scenery

I let the bf take a break while I drove for a little bit.

Lisa kept calling us every hour to see where we were, and she even mapquested our locations to tell us how long it would take us to get there. Excited much? yeah she was! haha. Finally, after being lost for about an hour (being just 5 minutes away from her house), Jonathan, Jeremy, and I arrived at 9pm. We unpacked our stuff and went to eat at this cute restaurant called Islands that had a cool Hawaiiain vibe.


When we got back to her house. We did a lot of hanging out and a lot of trying to figure out what to do. We ended up going to this guy's house at 2am. Jonathan made friends with all the boys there.. haha. He was running up and down the stairs like it was his place. I've never seen him so messed up in my life before! But this is him in the hallway when he was bored. He looked so cute. Just imagine him singing and tapping on the stair rail.

At that guy's get together, we just played cards and hung out basically. I didn't drink because I was tired from the ride that I just wanted to chill at Lisa's house.
Back at Lisa's, Brian, Angelu, Jonathan, and Lisa started drinking some more, while Jeremy was already passed out.. and while her roomies were sleeping.. and while I was trying to sleep. I seriously didn't sleep until about 6am because they were still awake! I was HELLA grumpy that night because all I wanted was some sleep! I even got kinda emo on everyone (sorry guys!). Then the bf started talking about how crappy he felt, and before you knew it, we were in the bathroom with me rubbing his back while he threw up all of the food and alcohol. Gross huh? it was his first time too. He never throws up. When we were finally going to bed, his ass fell asleep before me and started to snore SOOOO LOUD! I put a pillow over his face but then I took it off because I felt bad and just had to get over his snoring.

Saturday, October 22, 2005
The next morning, Jonathan and I headed downstairs, hung out with everyone, then we all got ready to go shopping. Lisa and I were so tired that we weren't even in the mood to shop. We stopped by Urban and this Adult Store. At the adult store that was filled with lots of porn and sex toys, Jonathan bought me this "Princess Parkway" street sign. haha. We all decided not to go to Fullerton anymore since it was 2 hours away and just partied in San Diego. After the mall, we all took naps, hung out some more, ate, and got ready to go to that stoplight party. We went to Old Navy to get red green or yellow clothes, but I ended up getting mad at Jonathan becaue he wanted to wear green! I don't think my boyfriend understood the concept of the stoplight party. But I guess it was better that we both wore green because no one talked to the people that were dressed in red.. haha. Before going to the party, we went to McDonald's and it was the longestttt we've ever been in a drive thru! Freakin 30 or 45 minutes and I'm not even kidding! Ok here are some more pictures from that party...

girls

boys

look at the background.. haha. dont worry, we were just pecking =)
I have LOTS more.. some probably xrated! jk! So if you're that bored, go to photos.yahoo.com/jule*ntonette. We left the party REALLY early, and by that, I mean 1am? haha. We went into the Harry Potter room/closet at Lisa's house. Afterwards, we hella ate. I don't remember much of that night. I just remember waking up next to Jonathan in Lisa's room wondering when the hell I went to bed! Gosh, we both went to bed so early! But it was a fuun night!

Sunday, October 23, 2005
We packed and got ready to leave, went into the Harry Potter closet again, age breakfast, and got lazy to take showers because Lisa said we didn't have to. haha. The drive was pretty tiring, and my wonderful boyfriend drove the ENTIRE time! I even asked him to switch too! We made a quick detour to Tommy Burger, this place Jonathan ALWAYS talks about, and they hella screwed up my order HELLA times! Eh. We made it back home by 10pm and that was our weekend! I know I left out hella details but I'm too lazy to remember and too lazy to post up more pictures... and I should also do my hw now! Bye my readers!

despite the fact i lost ALL my pictures and songs and school files and etc etc etc on my laptop, i had the best dam weekend with my bff and the bf and the bff's roomies and jeremy and bff's other friends and bff's classmates, etc etc etc. i'll post pictures later because pictures speak louder than words

oh myspace.. it's a love/hate kind of thing

jule*ntonette (12:31:38 AM): you might as well put "single" under your status
jule*ntonette (12:31:43 AM): since i am no where!
D Jay Lo 408 (12:34:01 AM): babe i love you

sunday night update

So I had another good weekend. Friday night was spent with the bf's family drinking and playing poker and Saturday night was spent with my family drinking and playing poker... haha. We also established that the weekend is bf/gf quality time since our week is so busy and we end up fighting about every little thing. Today I enjoyed my day off! Sundays are my only days off from both work AND school. I spent about 5 hours online talking to Lisa.. haha. I cleaned my room for a bit, showered, fell asleep, and Jonathan came over. He said, "Let's go to Urban." Yeah, my dear boyfriend said that. I don't think he has EVER asked me to go shopping.. haha. So we went to Urban, bought stuff (thanks bub), had dinner at Ariake, and then hung out at home. It's going to be another busy week.. but at least I have something to look forward to! Yay SoCal!

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fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucking motherfucking shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I also got my Halloween costume! Jonathan didn't find one for him though. Any ideas what he can be? Perhaps my black cat?

stupid cough!

So I've had this cough for the past week or two.. you know those phlegm-y coughs? Yeah.. hella ugly.. and after I'm done coughing, my voice is hella ugly! People offered to get me water so many times at work because I couldn't stop coughing and my voice was ugly. Anyway, I think I developed a cough because my body is getting used to getting busy again. The past week was my first full week of work and school, and boy, is it tiring! But at the same time, I love it, because it keeps me occupied with something to do.. and I don't find myself picking AS MANY petty fights with my love. I have a lot to write about, but I'm hella lazy right now. Let's just say school is school, I'm planning to intern in Sacramento... but first I got to apply and get accepted first. Work is cool, everyone is really friendly. They try to invite me to go places, but they're all like 21, so I can't go to the clubs and stuff with them.. oh well, 5 months!! I think I'm gonna post one of those counters so I know exactly when I will be turning 21. But then if I get an internship in Sacramento, I'll be there for April, May, and June, so no partying up! Well Jonathan said he would come and visit me, and I know Neiman goes home every weekend from Sac, so I'm sure I'd find a way back home. The app is due Dec. 2, so I have a while to think about it. Unless I do it for the Winter quarter, but the app is due Oct 28. Not enough time for me to get recommendation letters and stuff. Hmm.. besides school and work, home is good. I love "girl" days with my mom and sister.. getting our hair done and whatever. And as for Jonathan and I, we're good! Been fat asses... but it's ok. Maybe tonight we'll go to happy hour again.. haha

Friday night was Jen's surprise party at Jay's house.. took forever for her and Donald to get there, but we surprised her! The rest of the night was filled with chillen, playing with the kids, and Jonathan and I kicking EVERYONE's ass in Texas Holdem! Well it was him playing at first.. 6 players.. and the game was going really slowly. When we got up to go to the bathroom, I sat in for him with 5 of us left. I took out 2 people at once, then it was just Donald, Aboy, and me left. I took out Donald, and then took out Aboy! Jay was dealing me HELLA GOOD cards.. especially on the river!! Fun night! Saturday night, I went with Mariel to Nicole's house in sf (happy birthday!) and got lost along the way... but oh well. At least now we probably know the city even more? The party got broken up at like 1145! hella gay.. and Nicole ended up leaving real quick to eat while the party cooled down. Jonathan arrived, but we left like maybe 30 minutes after he got there (sorry babe). I was hella knocked out on the way home.. I don't even know what time we left or what time we got home. This morning, I woke up with a bad hangover and had to "release" it.... yeah gross I know! I went back to sleep, woke up, called my bf, and spent the rest of the afternoon with him until he had to go to work. Now I'm hungry again!

Pisces and Capricorn

A sympathetic and understanding mate will Capricorn find in Pisces, and the steady going temperament of Capricorn is just what Pisces needs for a sense of confidence and security. Sexual needs and social goals are compatible and very similar. One of the things that Pisces will admire about Capricorn is his very practical ways. With Capricorn learning that Pisces' dependence grows more with the years, this will fulfill Capricorn's desire to be needed. This combination seems to work very well. This is a good combination with complimentary values. They will find comfort in one another providing Capricorn displays his emotions at least once in awhile.

I can't even stress how TRUE this is!

So this past week has been a hard one! Teller training, not seeing my love, in addition to being a little sick and PMS!!!! Luckily, I passed my teller training for BofA so my official first day is on Monday. I'm telling you, all the dam transactions I had to do haunted me. I did soooo many transactions this week, and I was worried that I wasn't going to pass our final test in the end. We had to get 90% or better, and I got 97%, which means I got 2 points off out of 82! Yeah, it was a bit nerve wracking, but I made it. I met lots of cool people too.

I didn't get to see my honey Monday through Wednesday. Our school/work schedules are so packed now, but it's ok. I saw him on Thursday, but literally for just a second. It was a pleasant surprise though =) I missed him a lot!! Last night, he took me out for dessert at Hukilau because he was in the mood for live music. So we listened to the Hawaiian band play while we enjoyed our hot fudge brownie with vanilla ice cream! Today, I <--- (yeah can you believe that) drove to his house and helped him clean his room. HOPEFULLY he'll keep it clean like that for AT LEAST a week this time. Then, we grabbed some dinner at Pasta P on the Alameda because there were live jazz players playing. It was basically two guys, one on jazz guitar and one on a sax just jammin. Dinner was good, the music was good, and Jonathan was just a fat ass. He had an appetizer, salad, his dinner, and half of my dinner! But then he took me out for a hot fudge sundae at Ghiradelli at VF.

He's out at a bar again tonight, and I felt left out once again, but he reassured me before he left that we have "the rest of our lives" to do everything together. Yeah, HE said that!! Can you believe that? I thought I was trippin too, but he really did say that! Jonathan? Talking about the future? All I need now is a pretty gold...