My physics final was OK.... English class was INTERESTING.. we were trying to give Sarah a middle name like, Sarah June Janjua.. cus Hene's is Henessey April.. and then Ms. Orr was all, "oh good thing it wasn't Henessey Hilary or some shit like that." haha.. it was funny cus Hene accidentally said something bad about the name Hilary this one time and Ms. Hilary Orr heard and blah blah. It was funny.. my Psych final presentation didn't go so well.. I prob got a low B or somethinggg..but NO MORE PSYCHOLOGY EVER!!!!! I'm gonna miss Ms. Burson though cus she was my World History teacher freshmen year, my US History teacher junior year, and my Psych teacher this year =(. After school, Meg, Sheila, Mich, and I went to Sher's house, watched "Love and Basketball". I went to pick up my sis.. took a nap.. and watched Friends. My nails are wet now.. so it's hard to type.

Although I was dead tired today, the school day wasn't pretty bad.. I am no longer SIX weeks behind in French! I am caught up! I finished ALL my grammar tests, I finished taking the last one today after school. During my LAST class of WOMEN OF SCRIPTURE, and ALSO my LAST religion class EVER for the rest of my life, we had this ritual thing, but everyone was sleeping.. and during Peer Counseling, my last class of the day, we had a party with LOTS of food and I brought "Love and Basketball" for all of us to watch.. pretty kick back. I TRIED to take a nap after school, but my mom and sister kept calling meeee.. I went to pick up my sister.. studied just a little for physics, then watched AMERICAN IDOL! aww.. too bad James didn't make it, I hella wanted an asian person to make it... oh well. OKay TWO MORE FINALS and I am DONE and I will be on a BREAK!!!!

oh yeah, I forgot that I recieved my grade from my Trig final today.. yeahhhh.. I thought I did better.. DAMMM.. the average of all 4 classes was 69%, but some still managed to get 100%.. and there was a 7% curve!

taken off of Miss Sarah Janjua's profile (UknoIEnticeU)

"Henessey only likes pretty people
If Julee was someone else, she would hate herself too"

haha.. dang, that sounds so mean! this originated from English class today

Dyam.. American Idol was pretty interesting.. the "worst singer in the world" was probably the one who made me laugh the most.. omg. LOTS of INTERESTING characters. Anyway, I didn't take any finals today, I really wanted to get my Psych Final Presentation over with, but oh well. So after school, I went to Sherilyn's house to study for our Physics final, but did we? NOPE, Sheila, Sher, and I sat our butts in front of the TV watching the Disney Channel while chowing down on some good food. I had to go get my sister at school.. stayed for a while.. then slept when I got home.. did a whole lot of nothing then watched American Idol.

Another monday morning... how EXCITING.. NOT! There are 138 days left until graduation... including weekends and holidays.. AHH! that's a WHOLE lot of Mondays! But it's okay, I will soon be a second semester senior, so how about I just make Mondays optional. blah. Today during religion, people cut because we weren't doing anything in class, but it was so obvious because my whole side of the classroom was empty.. and our teacher got mad. She said, "it's interesting how so many people are 'sick' the day a final project is due." During my last class, Mariel and I played MASH on the whiteboard.. and then Alexa did our fortunes because we had an hour of the class left to kill until school was over. It's hella trippy how Marirel's love fortune was hella true.. and mine was pretty dam true too. It said that the two people liked each other, but there were things in the way.... so it may take a while until they get together. When I got home I took a nap.. and I forgot about my poor sister who was still at school! Tonight looks like it's going to be another all-nighter, I have my LAST psychology presentation project tomorrow! whoop ti doooo!

Even though I was mad and annoyed and irritated 23094823904823943 different times this weekend, I guess it was pretty good.

FRIDAY
My mom informs me the night before that we were NOT going to the superbowl anymore.. why you ask? Because she felt "bad" because they were superbowl tickets and these other people she knew wanted to go like REALLY REALLY badly, so she gave the tickets back to her boss and he gave those tickets to those people who wanted to go. At school, I took my English final.. and luckily did not have to do my Psych final presentation. I took a nap when I got home and then went to PCN practice at bj's. My practice was done early, and I had a pretty good girl talk session. Although, I wanted to add more to my hit list or just put a star next to one's that were already on it. haha just kidding. We continued our girl talk on our way to Jamba Juice while DIANA was driving... ahhhhh.. that was scary.. went into David's Bridal to look for some cotillion dresses.... then went back to bj's to pick people up. We went to eat at Burger King and ended our night at Linn's house. Oh yeah, one year ago on that day, I passed my driver's licence test! Cool... no more restrictions! OH yeahhh.. Linn was also playing his violin for me Mich Angie and Sher.. "come on monkey!"

SATURDAY
I woke up early for PCN practice at Kristian's and Hene, Sher, and I were charging people for being late for practice (even though we were late.. haha), but we didn't really make them pay, next week we will though. Our dance is so fun! I was disappointed though because they wouldn't let Sher and me be partners because the guy had to swing us around.... so we had to part. =*( haha.. umm.. then we made our weekly trip to McDonald's. I took Angie home and went home right after and I think I took a nap, I don't remember. Oh yeah, I went to my aunt's house to pick up some money from my mom, changed my clothes, got gas, and went to Linn's house to drop off his ATM card and confirmation number for the movie tickets. I wasn't planning on watching "Shanghai Knights" with them anymore, but I did. While we were at Linn's house waiting for Daryl and Jenna, I pinched Dominick because he did something to me, so I got up to chase him, then Josh sticks his foot out, which I saw, but it was too late because I tripped over it and fell.. then Linn ties my sweater to a chair, and pulls it around the house as I struggle to untie it. When I was in the Linn's room putting on lotion, Dom jumps on my randomly and I fall back! whatta jerk! THOSE JERKS! On the way to the mall, I drop Don off at home while Dom, Josh, and Romel ride with me.. yeah this is when I was on the verge of tears because of those stupid asses that wouldn't leave me alone. I don't think I've ever been so annoyed a car in my life. When we arrived, the lady standing at the door to the theater wouldn't let me and Dom in because we had child tickets, so we had to go back and get Student tickets. When we went to go exchange them, the worker was like, I can refund your money but I can't give you tickets because it's sold out.. and that totally didn't make any sense to me because HELLO, all we had to do was pay the difference. So the manager came out and took care of business. The movie was pretty funny... the action scenes were pretty dope. We went back to Linn's to switch cars and headed to Lezell's cotillion. It was nice seeing everyone. Diana, Sher, Mariel, Nicole, and I headed down to the lobby just to sit and talk because we were all in bad/emotional moods. Who knows why.. we just were. Then Sher, Josh, Dom, Alvin, and I went to Jack in the Box after the cotillion.. dropped Alvin off at home.. picked up Romel and Tessa at Denny's who were with Mar.. and then picked up my car at Linn's house. I took Sher, Romel, and Tessa home.. and got home around 2. No one was home! sheesh! Then I stayed up for a while in bed just thinking about blahhhh

SUNDAY
Today I woke up at 11... cleaned my rooom and went to my aunt's house to watch the superbowl ON TV. I COULD have been there! Oh well... I watched the ENTIRE thing too! Usually, I'd tune out after the first quarter and go to sleep.. actually, I went to sleep after they sang the national anthem and woke up at the start of the 2nd quarter. It was a good game.. the Bucs are really good.. like REALLY good. I felt sorry for the Raiders though.. and dam, that last touchdown from the Bucs.. WOW! I took my bratty cousins and sister to Jamba Juice.. they almost made me cry because they are just so dam mean... I dropped them off at my aunt's and went home. ahhhh school tomorrow =(

Ahhh.. my tummy hurts. I think I ate wayyy too much..but Panda Express is good! But dam, too bad I didn't know anything on my peer counseling final today! I hella guesed on EVERYTHING and wrote out bs answers. Our teacher brought some brownies and rice crispy treats, so of course I had to have some! After school, I took my French Grammar Test #5, so now I am just 3 weeks behind instead of 6. I plan to finish the last lesson of the semester next week.. actually, I have no choice because next week is our deadline. I headed to Sheila's house and watched, "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon." Linn was there to help us analyze it. Mich and Jenna were also there..and Daryl and Josh. Too bad I don't know anything else besides that movie. I really should study for my english final since I want to bring my grade up... and I really should finish my psychology project if I want to bring my grade up.. AHHHH! It's okay, TOMORROW is my last day of HARD finals! Only one more to go next week!

Oh yeah! and I'm going to the superbowl! wahoo!

specialKris414 (11:10:20 pee em): hey thanks for forgetting that i was at sheila's today man. "Mich and Jenna were also there..and Daryl and Josh." some friend you are
me (11:10:35 pee em): hahahahhaaha
me (11:10:39 pee em): i didnt forget
me (11:10:42 pee em): hold on

haha KRISTIAN was there too! How could I forget! He even drove my car to go to Burger King, but then him and Daryl forgot to order my fries! haha JK Kristian!!!! I love you!

Dude.. so I stayed up late last night finishing up some Psychology crap... then when I went to class today, I found out that I missed a test that was taken last week and I HAD to take it right away. So as I was studying for the test I had to take after school, my teacher has a review for another test, which I thought was on Friday. Oh boy was I wrong. Only SOME people were taking it on Friday, while MOST of the class was taking it today, including me.. so yeah.. I'm already freaking out at this point. I HAD to take that test too. I was mad at myself because I was studying for a different test when I should have paid attention during the review for that schizophrenia test. But whatever.. blahh. Like seriously now, if I don't have an A at this point, then I don't have an A. OOH, and dude, my english teacher is so mean. I asked her for my grade.. keep in mind that some other girls in my class just asked her for their grades. She totally blows me off and goes, "No, I'm busy." I was like wtf? So I went back to my seat. I come back after class, and she goes, "You know you should have asked me earlier. I am busy." So I asked her, "So when can I get my grade then?" and she said, in a VERY snooty tone, "I'll have it next week AFTER the final." It's like HELLO, I wanted to know my grade so I knew how hard I had to work for the final. Shit.. I hella wanted to tell her that the reason why she didn't give me my grade was because she secretly hates me inside. GRRRR.. whatever. When I came home I took a nice longgggg nap.. spent some quality time with my cousins.. and watched American Idol. I think the people auditioning just do it to be on TV now, like I think that they know that they can't sing, but they don't care because they know they're going to be on TV.. and the Innerlude dude made it! cool

THE FIRST TIME I FELT PAIN (written for Hansen because he needed a paragraph about pain)

The best relationship I have ever had was probably the most selfish relationship of all. Whenever I broke up with him, I never feared losing him because we would always get back together. One day, I decided that I was going to break it off for good because I just did not want to be in a relationship anymore. Three weeks later or so, to my surprise, we got back together. I broke up with him AGAIN a week after that. A few months went by, and I began to feel lonely. I thought, "Hey, I'll give him a call.. I know he misses me." Instead of calling him, I wrote him a letter saying how much I cared about him. When I read his response, I was shocked beyond reason. He was not completely over our 2 year relationship, but he did learn to move on. He said that he was enjoying life as it was, and he did not want to go through that same old cycle. He did not want me to hurt him again. His basic message was, "No, I do not want to get back with you." For the first time in my life, I felt pain. It was the pain that I caused him, which I caused myself, and I had no idea of what to do. He was the one who caused my pain, yet he was the only one who could make it better. Over time, I grew older and learned from this experience. Pain eventually healed and turned into something great.

So day 1 of finals.. my TRIG final was hell.. my FRENCH final wasn't so bad, but I didn't finish it... and my SSP presentation in WSWS wasn't so bad either. I ended the day with my kick back Peer Counseling class.. wahoo. I cleaned the inside of my car.. but didn't finish.. picked up my sister.. and then hypothetically chatted with DHERILYN. I watched American Idol.. yay! I LOVE American Idol! and now I should start my psych crap. My mom also had an interesting convo with John while she was on my SN.

me (10:00:48 pee em): hi john
JohNnaY74 (10:00:58 pee em): hello
me (10:01:01 pee em): you are in big trouble.
JohNnaY74 (10:01:08 pee em): why?
me (10:01:11 pee em): you know i had a very bad first impression with you.
me (10:01:23 pee em): but i found out that you are such a very good boy.
me (10:01:30 pee em): thank you for being there for Jule allthe time.
me (10:01:50 pee em): hope youand your other friends take good care of her.
JohNnaY74 (10:01:55 pee em): oh..yeah no problem..
me (10:01:59 pee em): hey,can't u type?
JohNnaY74 (10:01:59 pee em): she's a good friend.
me (10:02:05 pee em): thank you.
JohNnaY74 (10:02:07 pee em): yeah im trying to
JohNnaY74 (10:02:17 pee em): thanks for all the good food you cook for us
me (10:02:49 pee em): i was talking to her the other day about you and how I had such an impression and felt bad because I know now that you are not. You are one of my favorites.
me (10:03:04 pee em): You're welcome
me (10:03:09 pee em): I can do more than that.
JohNnaY74 (10:03:14 pee em): haha
JohNnaY74 (10:03:16 pee em): thank you
me (10:03:17 pee em): jule got to do her homework so,bye for now.
JohNnaY74 (10:03:18 pee em): im flattered
me (10:03:21 pee em): i love you all.
JohNnaY74 (10:03:25 pee em): love you too
JohNnaY74 (10:03:28 pee em): bye

So I stayed home all day and did my homework. I actually feel kinda accomplished.

"BOYFRIEND MATERIAL"
I am talking with a friend of mine right now.. and it makes me think about what is "boyfriend material" and what is not. I think that a guy who likes girls every now and then is boyfriend material. A guy who likes everything with two legs, breasts, and a vagina is not boyfriend material. A guy who has had SOME experience, but is not a manwhore is boyfriend material. A guy who's been around or is just too dam horny for his own good is not boyfriend material. An honest guy is boyfriend material. A guy who is a compulsive liar is not. A guy who flirts, but keeps his dick in his pants is boyfriend material. A guy who flirts, and can't keep his dick in his pants is a cheater and is sure as hell NOT boyfriend material. I guess this can go both ways with "girlfriend material." Nevertheless, boys will be boys....

hah COOL hah (10:57:07 pee em): well done julee well done
me (10:57:15 pee em): yes thank you

Today I went to cotillion practice for Reztyleen with Jer.. learned some waltz stuff.. then Jenna and I went to watch the guys' bball game. They won. We headed to Sher's house where Sher, Nicole, and Mich were studying.. so Jenna and I went back home to get our study stuff.. we TRIED to study.. but yeah right. I had my religion journal with me because I was going to finish up my women of scripture entries. All I did was show Linn the picture of me from sophomore year.. and before you know it.. Linn, Josh, and Dom were playing monkey in the middle, and I was the freakin monkey! After some wrestling and jumping and hitting and pinching.. I finally retrieved my precious journal. OH YEAH! I reminded Jenna about the time capsule Jenna, Sher, and I made freshmen year when we went to Jenna's house to study for our FIRST Notre Dame Finals ever.. and it was time for us to open it (2003).. aw it brought back a lot of memories. Then all of us there, including the guys, made some 10 year predictions.. we also made a LOVE diagram.. haha.. it's pretty funny. It's like man oh man, look at our lives.. in just a year and a half's time! Then we watched Jackass.. ate lots of food.. and called it a night.

theducksaidQUOC (12:25:03 aye em): this weekend last year, i ran away
me (12:25:09 aye em): hahaha
me (12:25:11 aye em): OH YEAH!
me (12:25:37 aye em): and interpreting them love songs huh rich? ;-)

It's been a while. So in a nut shell, wednesday through friday, I was a leader for the MHT 8th grade retreat at Asilomar. Twas fun and interesting. VERY interesting group of youngers. "HEY, WHERE YOU GETTING THOSE COLORS? ARE YOU DYING THEM?" haha. I won't forget the hole digging at the beach, the good food, the little gossip sessions with the kiddos, and even getting locked in the bathroom by those jerks!
ehh although returning to school tuesday morning will be hell because of all the school work I missed.

When I came home on friday, I fell asleep on my bed and woke up right when PCN practice started. I had to change and freshen up, so I arrived at practice kinda late. To my surprise, I did not miss a thing.. why? because no one was there to teach us our dance. After lounging there for a while and not learning anything.. and crying like 234248239040324 times, we went to Linn's house. OH YEAH KRISTIAN MANAGED TO GET STUCK BEHIND BJ'S TV.. DON'T ASK HOW HE GOT BACK THERE and WHY HE WENT BACK THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE BECAUSE WE WERE and STILL ARE PRETTY DAM UNSURE OURSELVES. HAHAHAHA!!!! ahhhh it was so great! Anyway, that night, as I was taking Angela and Jenna home, this stupid ass cop, Officer Chavez badge #2844, gave me a stupid ticket for "entering a closed/restricted road." Too bad the road was "closed" with a fuckin red streamer tied to a stop ign and the cop's car. I didn't even seee that stupid piece of shit. I don't think I've ever cried so much in one day.. I was informed that I wasn't IN a certain something or somethings anymore.. my choreographer cancelled practice for the next two saturdays.. I got a stupid ticket.. MY FIRST ONE EVER FOR THE DUMBEST REASON EVER.. I had saturday detention the next day.. and to top it all off, I was and still am sick, and PMS!!! Due to my crappy ass and cry baby day, I managed to create a hit list...
1. model girl
2. my choreographer
3. Officer Chavez
4. people who made up saturday detentions.

So this morning, my monthly visitor decided to pay me a visit. Oh man do I hate those surprises! haha.. I picked up Sheila.. and we headed to Saturday Detention. This was my first, and hopefully my last, Saturday Detention. We did some detention stuff in the SLC for a while.. then we all headed up the attic of the SLC and did some stuff up there. Sheila, Henessey, DeVonne, Natasha, Micaela, Mai, Ashley, Janice, and many others had a great time. I headed to Kristian's house for PCN practice.. Mia and I drove John's car around the block.. and Mia will NEVER EVER EVER drive a car with me as long as I live.. I saw my life flash before my eyes. Kristian also let me drive his car around the block.. and when Dom drove my car around the block, his ass got my car stuck.. ON TOP OF A CURB! He didn't know how to reverse. I took Mia, Romel, and Don with me to McDonald's.. yeah never again will I drive sophomores with me anywhere.. they sure can talk for hours.. and it was only a 5 minute drive. Afterwards, I took Sheila home and then my cousin because the poor dear had no ride home! haha.. umm.. saw my sister that I missed a lot! and then took a 15 minute nap. I went with my mom to my sister's friend's party in Morgan Hill.. stayed for a while.. ate some dessert.. and my mommy dropped me off at Mercado. She didn't want me driving at night due to the incident that happened the night before. I felt like I was in 8th grade again because my mom would always drive me to mercado to meet up with Lisa and Hansen and Jeremy and stuff. Right when I got there, we left to go to great mall to watch a movie because all the movies there were sold out. "Chicago" was a really goood movie even though it was only Sher, Mich, Linn, Barry, and I who liked and enjoyed it. Everyone else sucks because they didn't like it. But I guess we have different taste.. because it was kinda like Moulin Rouge, and I LOVE that movie. We went to eat at Taco Bell and ended our day at Linn's house once again. In the car on the way there, all us girls were talking about random couples and trying to think up random couples.. man we thought up some pretty random couples! Mich took me home and here I am.. I was home early too! Too bad nobody's home to see that I'm home =(

AHHH I am stresssed out! I have to pack for the 8th grade retreat because I am leaving tomorrow! Thank goodness I finished ALL my SSP hours.. I just have to tranfser them all onto the time sheets. Today at school was "Roll Out of Bed Day" but after I rolled out of bed, I showered, and put on some fresh and clean clean pajamas. After the FSA meeting, Angie, Lyvinia, Sheila and I tried to play hacky sack.. it didn't work out. Instead, I kept throwing it at Henessey because she threw it at me! whatta bitch! haha... jk. During 6th, we all tried to ignore DeVonne for the whole period, it was pretty funny because by the end of the period, she was mad at all of us. After school, Jenn, Di and I headed to Boys and Girls Club to get crap signed. I dropped Diana at Villiard's.. we ate some chicken bake.. and then I picked up my sister. I took a nap, and right when I woke up I went to my confirmation meeting. Robbie tried to make me swear on an actual Bible about something... and then I did my Psychology... now I must do my SSP hours crap and pack!!!!

I'm going to be gone until Friday, so I hope you all don't miss me TOOOOO much!

MONDAY! Not too stressful, only after school. Danielle and I went to MHT to talk about the 8th grade retreat.. let's just say that we did A LOT of re-arranging and re-writing the entire retreat. I also spent a total of $18.57 for a measely 3 points for homework in psychology. I had to rent the movie "Fatal Attatraction" for my final project in that class, and we have to had watched the movie by tomorrow with notes worth 3 points ONLY. The things I do for psychology man. Sher gave me a few bucks after school, Micaela gave me a buck to rent a movie for her for psych, Danielle gave me like 20 cents, and my sis gave me two bucks. Yup, it was $16.42 for a late fee on something and the rest was for the movie. Anyway, now I want to just run away forever because I have senior service project crap to worry about. AHHHH!

ONE YEAR AGO ON THIS DAY, I FAILED MY DRIVER'S LICENCE TEST! (FOR THE FIRST AND ONLY TIME.. unlike Daryl who failed 3 times in ONE test and Josh who failed I think twice.. haha okay I had to mention those so I don't look like a bad driver)

So my weekend was pretty good. Friday, I had gospel choir practice after school, and by the time I left, I was crying. That song let out a LOT of emotions from my subconscious. I did some family stuff, and then later later that night, I went to Sherilyn's new house. It's so nice! The two best things about it is her caller id TV and the big swimming pool. I think I gained 10 lbs by just staying at her house because we ate KFC, cookes, chips n salsa, pie, kettle corn, and everything you can possibly imagine. Saturday did not start off so well. My choreographer was late, my mom and grandpa were fighting, and I was stressed out because no one showed up for practice. After sitting around for 2 hours AFTER practice was over, we headed to watch "Just Married" at gmall. I loved that movie so much, I cried during like ALL the sweet parts.. and it was funny too. We met up with everyone else at Linn's and did the usual: talked.. and lifted weights.. and told stories.. and watched people jump off roofs. Ben dropped me off at home where everyone else left their cars after practice. I watched Sherilyn's bootleg copy of "Harry Potter: The Chamber of Secrets" and went to bed around 3. Today, Sunday, I went to the PCN orientation at Mar's.. and I am happy with all my dances. Not only am I in choir, but I'm in Asik, Sayaw Sa Bangko, Alcamfor, and Swing. I dropped Angie off at home and went to confirmation. Did the usual. Charles asked me to take him home real quick to change, but on our way there, he said to go back because no one was home.. blah blah blah... tomorrow is another school day! ahhhh. It's homework time!

I'm actually done with all my homework tonight! But then I have 2 tests to study for.. one of the tests I don't have to take, but I want to get it out of the way. I'll take it IF I study. So school was OKAY.. another free dress day because we're SENIORS. OOOH wait, I did REALLLLY crappy on my trig quiz, and I calculated what I have to get on the final to keep my A, yeah I have to get an A- on the stupid final to get an A- in the class... errrrr. So there goes my GPA.. and then I'll probably get that low grade in English.. there goes my GPA AGAIN. But besides that... my classes were really empty and a lot of seniors just didn't go to school today.. haha. I went to Mar's house for the script meeting.. played minesweeper.. beat beginner, intermediate, and expert.. then watched "Romeo & Juliet" starring Leonardo! Mar and I were getting emotional, "Romeo, Romeo, where art thou?" Dam, I think mine's dead. bleh. When I got home, I did my hw! I get A LOT accomplished when I just sit my butt down in front of a TV instead of in front of a computer.

well i'm supposed to be working on my french debate about nuclear energy.. but bleh. I was so unbelieveably sleepy and tired at school today. I don't think I've been so sleepy at school before in my life! But yeah it was hella kickback today because a lot of the girls left for the first senior retreat! So most of my classes were pretty much empty. I took the best nap ever when I got home! I wanted to sleep forever! but I had to go with my mom to pick up my sister. My mom stayed and talked with my sister's friend's mom for a real long time so I just sat and listened to them talk. There was this other lady there, the friend of my sister's friend's mom, and she was like so cocky! She bragged about her kids and how they always spend money even though she got laid off so her husband supports her and her four children and she doesn't wanna work anymore and how her daughter's 7th birthday was like a cotillion. It was like OKAY LADY SHUT UP WE DON'T CARE! I dunno, that just made me think about how I want to be when I am married and have kids. I'm not gonna be like her.. hella ignorant and shiet.. everything that came out of her mouth was bs and just plain dumb... ahh okay.. two more days left for this week. I am dead tired already.

So my second day of school pretty much sucked. I don't want to go into much detail, but yeah.. I feel low and ashamed and blah blah blah. Even though I'm not going to be affected too much, I still have to live with the guilt forever! Dam, I had a feeling last night tooo! I laid in bed for 3 hours just thinking.. argh! Anyway.. on a happier note, John brought me a big cheeseburger and curly fries for lunch today because I was starving! What a great friend.. I got a B on my FRENCH RESEARCH paper.. and I saw my boyfriend (he just doesn't know he's my bf yet). After school, Angie and I headed to Lou's for script.. picked out the actors/actresses for PCN.. picked up my sister at schoool and then took her home. My sis and I went to Jamba Juice and saw miss Thao!.. dropped my sis off at home and then went to confirmation. Man.. I am dreading these upcoming weeeeeks.. SO MUCH CRAP TO DO!!!!

Waking up Monday morning wasn't bad at all! School was cool.. I wasn't stressed.. I was just hungry and maybe a TAD bit tired. When I got home I took a nap... did ALL my hw and I even got a little bit ahead. too bad i'm 9 weeks behind in FRENCH.. ackkk! Oh well.. I'm gonna be a leader for the MHT 8th grade retreat this year! coool

me (12:21:23 aye em): yesssss! im done
Uh oHh ANGELA (12:21:28 aye em): me too!!!!1
Uh oHh ANGELA (12:21:30 aye em): yahoo!

Finally done! So today was basically spent doing my english project. The only time I stepped out was to buy ink at Fry's and to buy McDonald's for dinner. AHHH but I am now dreading these upcoming weeks... FINALS! Tomorrow is the first day back.... it's going to be hell waking up.. but I have 3 alarm clocks set to wake me up just in case.

oh yeah.. and since it is technically Monday... HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MISTER HANSEN CLARK LASCONIA and MISS MONETTE DANCEL!

YES! Another fun day! I woke up at 1 again with 32294234908234 missed calls... whoops I overslept and couldn't wake up.. and I was supposed to wake some people up too. I arrived at Flick around 2 or 3 and watched the boys and Michelle play football. At first, I wanted to video tape, then my arm got all tired, so I SOOO did not want to video tape anymore.. but NO ONE wanted to video tape. Angela also found an old condom and kept trying to throw it on Hene.. haha. During their second game, I threw the ball around with Angie and Di. John showed up after everyone left.. haha good timing! I left my car at his house and then we went to Villiard's house. James, Jr, Ellison, and Vill were playing with the football in the court.. all of a sudden Diana comes running after Villiard and trips and falls on her face! hahaha.. she scraped her hand and got all dirty! She was on the floor and everything! hahhaa.. when I was putting the band-aid on her, she started crying like a baby! After that, John and I went to this bboy competition and picked up Angie on the way. It was alright I guess.. not worth 10 bucks though. Towards the end, all of us plus Mike went to Jack in the Box! Yum! We waited around for a LONG time after the competition was over because SOMEONE's bf was taking forever! Finally, John, Mike, and I left, switched cars (John left his car at home while I got mine) and just chilled at Villiard's house. Everyone was still there and then some other people came over. We watched "Barbershop" and I ate SOME chocolate.. Goodrich came over.. and then John drove everyone (including himself) home.. when we dropped Ellison off, we were waiting for him to climb the fence, but he just opened the door like a gangster.. haha.. AHHH one more day!!!!!! Now I HAVE to do my homework tomorrow.... argh.

and to those I have lost touch with over the years.. months.. weeks.. days.. hours.. minutes.. and even seconds: I miss you!

Fun times again! But empty wallet again! Oh well, it was worth it. So today I woke up bright and early at 1pm.. cleaned my room.. and played with my cousins and sister. Hmm.. I forgot what else I did, but I went to Angie's house and they weren't there anymore! I picked up Diana and then we met up with them at Golfland. Aww.. I had fun because the last time I went miniature golfing was when I was 2 or something.. well maybe not 2.. I think I was 5. Anyway, it was only Linn, Angie, Diana, Josh, and I playing while Rich, Dom, Ben, Lic, and Daryl watched. Little miss Michelle read her english book in the food area. In the end, Linn won, followed by Josh, then ME, and Diana and Angela tied for 4th. But man those JERKS kept putting rocks in the holes! Eh well.... at the arcade, there was this dude playing that drum game! He was crazy! Me and John were watching him, and John didn't wanna play because he was just "too good" to play.. haha. When I was looking at John's phone, I got all confused because the first three numbers in his phone are the same exact as mine.. so I thought his phone was mine and mine was his. Afterwards, we all went back to Linn's house and ate Jack in the Box.. watched "Miss Congeniality" and took pictures with the [bb] gun. Later on, Freddie came and he tried going on Linn's bar thingy.. it was funny. We took pictures of him too! Before we knew it, it was time for Angie and I to head home. ahh 2 more days! and I NEEEEEED to do my homework!

on a happier note.. I'm not as sad as I was last night.. I think seeing my buddies made me feel better

Today I woke up bright and early at 12pm and went to my FSA meeting at Kristian's.. then we watched some videos... and then took Angie and Hene home. I read my book, but then my crazy cousins came over, so I didn't get the chance to keep on reading. When my mother came home, we went to the AT&T store and exchanged our phones.. I FINALLY got a phone that I like.. I was planning on staying home but Angie kept peer pressuring me to go out... sooooo.. we met up with everyone at Mission Lanes. It was Michelle (MIC) vs. Angie and Linn (ANL) vs. Blanco and Daryl (BLD) vs. Dom and I (DOJ). Hene and Jenna just watched us.. in the end, Mich WON of course.. then BLD, then DOJ, then ANL.. good game.. for a while, my team was beating team BLD, but eh well. When I got home I transferred all of the phone numbers into my new phone.. and now I SHOULD do my vacation hw.. but eh.. ahh 3 more days of vacation! and my crazy cousins never went home!

I am getting sick and tired of this life.. it's only day 2 of the new year and I already feel crappy. I dunno why.. I think I'm just in one of those moods =*(. But I had a pretty good day.. I spent a lot of quality time with my family, which I haven't done in a LONG time.. woke up around noon, went to my auntie nelie's house.. waited for the rest of my cousins to come.. and then took leanna, jeremy, darrel, ashley, charlie, charlette, and g-ann to the movies. It was my treat too.. paid for the tickets.. and they also decided to spend about $36 on FOOD.. not even real food.. it was candy, popcorn, slurpees, etc. We watched "Catch Me If You Can".. it was pretty good, but I think it was a tad bit too long and boring for the kiddos.. I liked it. We lounged around back at my aunt's house.. then took another journey to starbuck's with amber, ashley, and jeremy. For the rest of the night, we watched more movies.. "Triple X", "Eye See You", and FINALLY saw the ending to "Unfaithful".. a good fun start to the new year.. but I'm still sad.. there's something missing

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVERYONE!

Last night was pretty fun. I went to my uncle's house instead of the other family party at the DubTree and chilled with my cousins. I got a little bored so I went to Jenna's house to keep her company. Me and her started watching "The Best Man" and then Diana, John, Villiard, Mike, Goodrich, James, Kevin, and their one friend came.. we ate some chips and then I left to go pick up my mom at home. We got to my uncle's house at 11:30... counted down.. popped some poppers.. drank APPLE CIDER.. watched Dick Clark's New Year... and some other family stuff. New Year's wasn't exciting this year, but it was fun I guess. We left early too, at around 1:30 and went to bed at 3. Geez, but every year, New Year's Eve gets even lonelier and lonelier.. for once I just want to kiss my sweetie at midnight =( eh well HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN! This year, I am going to try to eat more healhy, be less bitchy to guys, be myself.