I'm tired of school!!!!! I feel like I'm behind in my school work.. I think I feel behind because I am used to completing a hw assignment a day or 2 days before the assignment is due, but this week, I seem to be doing my hw the day/night before. argh. I want to go home to San Jose. I miss my mommy. I miss my sissy. I miss my bubby.

The boyfriend and I are going to watch Disney on Ice on saturday.. I'm excited. The last time i went to Disney on Ice was when I was 9 or something.

So bubby came back.. we satisfied our sushi-deprieved stomachs.. then watched "Scary Movie 3". Since we were stuffed from the sushi, all we wanted to do was lay down.. the movie seemed soooo long even though it was less than an hour and a half long.

it's funny how I am in San Jose 4 days out of the week and I see my dearest 5 days out of the week.

GREAT WEEKEND!
So I haven't blogged in a while because I've been having lots and lots of fun. When my bubby came on thursday for our anniversary, I stayed up studying with Mehgan and Sherilyn while he played CS.. not a fun-filled anniversary this time, but it was great seeing him. The three of us gossiped all night about high school and dances and how much we miss getting dressed up.. yep, that was our study session. However, Sherilyn and I were teachers and taught Jonathan all the chemistry we knew.. just as a review for us. Friday morning we all ate breakfast together, then the three of us took our chemistry midterm. Mehgan was going crazy because she knew for sure she was getting a B.. shoot, a B is pretty dam good! But that's Mehgan for you. I was pretty much stressing the entire day because plans for going to Fullerton for friendship games kept getting fucked up. Jonathan ended up going back to San Jose to give his car to his mom, then picked everyone up with my mom's montero and then went back to Santa Cruz to pick me up. We had to go back to San Jose to take the freeway and yadda yadda.. there was a lot of driving. It was me, Jonathan, Jonathan #2, John, and Villiard. Finally, by 11 or 12am (6 or 7 hours later), we were settled at our hotels. I was planning to stay up and write my essays, but I slept. It was pretty scary driving at night because of the fire that was going on in socal.. the sky was brown, ashes were flying everywhere, it was just the perfect scene for a horror movie.

Saturday is when all the real fun began. Friendship games was alright I guess, it was kinda boring. The only good part about it is watching all the performances from the different schools. Of course, some schools are more spirited then others. When Ikan and I were looking for Jonathan, we spotted the very few Stanford students at their tent doing homework or reading text books.. haha. We all ended up leaving the games around 12pm (it started at 6am and we arrived at 9am) because of the boring-ness. BUT Jonathan, Jonathan #2, Joel, Nate, and I went to The Block, which is like the Great Mall, but 10 times better. I did some shopping, made Jonathan win me some carebear stuffed animals at the arcade place, watched Joel get on top of one of those electric bulls, ate, and yadda yadda. Back at the hotel, I took a nap with Jonathan and then we got ready for the Friendship Games after party at the House of Blues. I have never seen so many filipinos in my life. After standing in line for a good hour, we finally went inside. It was so hot in there.. and the dance floor was pretty dam packed. Unfortunately, Jonathan and I got kicked out within less than an hour for a reason that you can ask me about.. haha.. I wish they kicked us out sooner because we missed a 1045 showing of "Scary Movie 3". Oh well.. so the two of us went to ESPN zone and played games.. I dunno why but I had so much fun. I guess it brought back some early Jonathan and Jule memories. I also beat him in air hockey! At around 12 or 1, we met up with everyone who left the House of Blues early. My Diana was there too... and poor John and Villiard walked from our hotel to downtown Disney. It was soooooo hot outside still and ashes were still flying everywhere. Anyway, we went back to the hotel, picked up the car, then picked up John, Villiard, and Diana in Downtown Disney so they didn't have to walk back at such a late hour. I barfed in a brown paper bag.. pretty gross. Back at the hotel, I went straight to sleep.. no essay writing for me once again.

Sunday morning, I fixed mine and Jonathan's things to get ready to leave and I had to wake John up 239482304 times. We dropped Diana off at her hotel.. saw some familiar faces.. got some Baha Fresh.. then headed back to San Jose. When I got home I relaxed on the couch with my sister watching "Degrassi".. then we went to my grandparents house.. then ate KFC/Taco Bell.. and until 2 or 3am, Jonathan and I worked on my stupid welfare essay.

This morning I decided not to go to Chemistry so Jonathan and I slept in. We grabbed breakfast at McDonald's, picked up his wallet at his house, made a quick detour some place, went on a journey to search for a Jamba juice near his apartment, then were on our way to Santa Cruz. =( I did not want to go back because I didn't spend enough time with my family, but I'm coming home on Friday again.. so whooo!

Tonight, Jonathan is coming back to Santa Cruz.. then we're going to work on my psychology paper that is due tomorrow. After that, we are going on a mini date for sushi and a movie, which we haven't done in a while.

Friendship Games Weekend!
So I am pretty excited for this weekend... well my weekend starts tomorrow I guess. It's my 5 year 4 month anniversary (since the first time we got together) with Jonathan tomorrow and so he's coming to Santa Cruz, and then Friday afternoon we're going to leave for Fullerton. BUT, Villiard and John need a ride to Fullerton, soo I told them that they had to come with Jonathan on thursday if they wanted to ride with us. AND Ellison is coming for Sherilyn either thursday night or friday morning because it's their anniversary on friday. That means we're going to have a big sleepover galore! Shit, that means Sher and I are going to have a hard time studying for our chemistry midterm friday morning. Oh well, we miss our friends.. so we'll find time.

Bleh.
So I am back from taking my Psychology exam.. the class is an hour and 45 minutes long, and it took me only 45 minutes to take the test. I guess it isn't so bad that I finished early because a lot of other people finished before me. I'm just scared because I did study last night. I didn't want to overdue the cramming so I stayed up and did some chemistry. I woke up bright and early, ate cinnamon toast crunch, and was 30 minutes early for my class. I looked at the study guide which had 2593045803495 concepts on it, and I did study each and every concept, but just vaguely and not detailed. The thing that sucked is that on the exam, only few of the concepts, and I really mean FEW, were on the exam, and they were detailed! =( I hope I got a C at least.

Whoops!
So Jonathan dropped me off in Santa Cruz this morning, and right before I left to go to class and before he left to go home, I see his glasses laying on my desk. I notice that the "arms" on the frames were crooked, so I attempted to bend it back to it's original state. I ended up breaking it while Jonathan stares at me and says "noooooooooo".. haha. I'm sorry! I broke your glasses!

Passing grade!
So I received my first essay back today, and I got a B! I was VERY happy that I passed, but a little disappointed that it wasn't an A because I thought it was A material. Oh well, hopefully on the next one.

First college exam
My first college exam is tomorrow morning for PSYCHOLOGY. This is my favorite class and also my proposed major, so I should not be dreading it. BUT I AM BECAUSE IT'S THE FIRST ONE AND THERE IS A LOTTT OF MATERIAL I NEED TO REVIEW! Please pray for me at 10am tomorrow morning.

I had a great weekend with my sweetie and my mommy and sister. Friday, I went to my sister's vball game and they kicked ass.. and later that night I went to a Kaisahan show because Samantha was dancing. My sister's friends and Jonathan slept over again. Saturday morning, my mom cooked us all breakfast. Then, I went with Jonathan to get another new phone.. but this time it's Verizon, the only service that works well in Santa Cruz. So I gave my samsung picture phone to my sister and got a smaller samsung phone. Jonathan and I watched "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" at Mercado at midnight and there were HELLA people there.. the movie was pretty good, very intense. Back at my house, we fell asleep on the floor again with my sister. Sunday (this) morning, I woke up and Jonathan was gone. I forgot that he had work at 7am.. haha he was late because he kept falling asleep. I did homework and then went to church with Jonathan. He's taking me back to Santa Cruz tomorrow morning =(

Officially stressed out.
So, I'm still doing hw (well I'm taking a break so I can blog), and I looked at my student planner and ahhh. I have 2 midterms to study for, lots of reading to do, a lot of chemistry hw (problems, prelab report, and lab report), start on my research paper for english (well just start researching and find 3 articles), and any random assignments my teachers decide to throw at me. Oh yeah, I also have to start my first draft of another english essay and start the final draft of a psychology paper that are due next monday/tuesday. I'm afraid I'm not gonna get those done, or stress to get those done, because I'm gonna be in Fullerton all this coming weekend for friendship games.. ahh! someone do my hw for me!

I'm in San Jose! yay! My mommy bought me a new phone too! yay! We're having another big sleepover at my house again! yay! I'm just happy right now! yay!

Oh yeah, I also went to the Kaisahan show tonight.. it was really good! I saw Samantha dance... she's so cute, you probably don't know her.

Jonathan is reading this. he sucks. he's ugly. just kidding. He's selling his laptop on ebay! go bid!!!

Friendship Games 2003
Since I finished ALL my hw for this week, I can spend all my time on thinking about Friendship Games. Well, not thinking.. planning in a way. So I told my mom all about Friendship Games and how I wanted to go.. and how I was gonna go.. then she said the only way I can go is if Jonathan drives me and goes with me and blah blah blah.. so I said well suuuure, that's not a problem! So he booked a room at the Hampton Inn near Fullerton for the weekend of the games. I'm looking forward to it because Sher might come, so that means her bf too, and Jonathan's friends, and maybe more of mine. He got a good deal on the rooms too.. well duh, employee discount. So, after midterms next week.. I can have a fun weekend with my sweetie and friends.

Officially a nerd.
At ND, I always did hw the night before, the morning of, or the minute before it was due.. but not anymore...

-Yesterday, I finished chemistry problems that are not due til THIS wednesday.
-Today, I finished an english essay that isn't due til FRIDAY.
-Today, I also finished a chemistry lab report that isn't due til thursday.. well I'm not completely done, just one more calculation.
-Tonight, I am planning to finish a chemistry prelab that isn't due til thursday.
-The last thing I wanna do tonight is read some articles that I was supposed to read by yesterday, so that's the only thing I'm behind on.. good thing we didn't discuss it in class.

With all of that done, I have no hw for the rest of the week.. except for new assignments that possibly can be assigned, but most likely not. It's weird because I've been doing hw almost non-stop since I got out of my last class. But yeah, the stress of this week is slowly going away. I think I should do my hw like this more often; a little bit each day. I am dreading next week because of MIDTERMS and the rest of the quarter because of more essays and research papers and blah. Oh well. Back to hw.

Oh yeah! My mommy and sister and [maybe] boyfriend might come and visit me tomorrow!

Back in Santa Cruz =(
Don't get me wrong, I like it here in Santa Cruz, but nothing will ever beat home sweet home. Even though the only thing I do when I'm in San Jose is watch TV in my living room, it's all good with me. It's weird because all I want to do is stay home. This weekend, Jonathan was the one who actually wanted to go out while I was the one who wanted to just stay home and chill. Anyway, I had a fun-filled weekend!

So friday: since Sher and I were up til the break of dawn thursday night, we ended up sleeping through our first class of the day. I woke up at 9am and the class just ended. Sher then informed me that she turned off my alarm.. haha.. that nerd! But we didn't really care because that class was boring. Then my Jonathan came to pick me up along with some flowers he bought for Sherilyn because she wasn't feeling well the previous night (which is the reason why we stayed up til the break of dawn). Back in San Jose, we picked up my sister at home, got some popcorn chicken at KFC then met up with my mom and grandma at Radio Shack. Unfortunately, they were unable to get my phone because the system was down.. but it's ok. Later that night, Jonathan and I dressed up and went to the Orpheum Theatre in San Francisco to watch the famous musical play, "Jesus Christ Super Star." It was grrrrrrrreat! I felt bad because my mom wanted to see it badly and was going to take us, but we informed her that we were already going last minute. We made a quick detour to his uncle's house because it was his cousin's bday. His uncle gave Jonathan some tips on the guitar and also gave us sex tips.. just kidding.. he just told us that he had a friend named "Trojan." Back at my house, Jonathan and I fell asleep on the floor watching TV with my sister who was on the couch.

Saturday morning, Jonathan and I went to Express (men) to buy a shirt for cotillion pictures for Lisa. Aren't we adorable?

LOTS and LOTS of purple.. haha.. the guys look so cute and so gay. Jonathan dropped me off at home right after where I watched TV and took a wonderful nap and while he was at work. My mom came home after dropping my sis off at her friend's bday party, and I went with her to pick my sis up. We ended up taking home 3 of my sister's friends who were sleeping over. So I watched, "Malibu's Most Wanted" with them until my dearest got out of work. We went driving all over San Jose to buy Jack in the Box, get curry and oreo cheesecake from Cheesecake factory, dropping Jack in the Box back at my house for my sis and her friends, going to Jonathan's apartment to pick up his charger, then going back to Cheesecake Factory to pick up the food. All of us watched some DVDs until we all fell asleep on the living room floor with 2034820934820 pillows and blankets.

Sunday morning, Jonathan and I had to wake up early again because we had cotillion practice. My dear mother bought all of us McDonald's before we left. We practiced.. got tired.. and Jonathan went to work. I went to church with my mom sister, Chanel, and Fatima, and I saw a lot of familiar faces and even some UGLY faces. Made some detours.. got a tall Chocolate Browniw Frap. Back at home, I managed to clean my room, do my hw, and spend some quality time with my mommy. She waited til about 1130pm when Jonathan picked me up to bring me back to Santa Cruz. On our way to Jonathan's apartment, I was crying my eyes out because I started to miss my mom. I know it sounds like I'm a big baby, but I'm really dependent on my mom and I love her more than anything in this world. I watched clips of a Jamie Foxx DVD and fell asleep on the couch. Oh yeah, I got a little gift from Jonathan!


This morning, Jonathan and I woke up at 830 and went straight to SC. Well.. not really, we left around 845 and arrived here around 915 or so. But we drove around campus for a long time buying parking permits then looking/waiting for parking. I rushed to get ready for my first class, ate cup n noodles, and cleaned my side of the dorm. When Sher and I came back from chemistry, Jonathan was still in the same exact position when we left: in front of my laptop playing counsterstrike. The 4 of us went to the dining hall and ate. To kill time, Sher and I watched TV before going to class, but we ended up RUNNING to class because we were watching "Perfect Proposal" and we wanted to wait for the girl to answer.. she said yes of course, then we rannnnn. I walked right when class started... blah blah blah.. regular class. I went back to my dorm during the 20 minutes I had before my last class and Jonathan was STILL in the same place when I left. He finally headed back to San Jose and I went to my last class of the day.

aljdfajdfljasldf... I have to wait FOUR days til I see my mommy and my Jonathan and my sister and my grandparents again! ahh.

So I finished hw early.. the boyfriend has work.. "Friends" was on a longggg time ago... so I AM BORED! I changed the template to my site. THE END.

Oh yeah, I had sushi today!

LOOK AT US!!!!!!!! This was taken my FRESHMAN year of highschool! My hair was dyed, wow.. and Jonathan had a moustache. We look older in this picture, kinda.. well maybe not, I think we look a LITTLE older now. I got it, we look like we're TRYING to look older.. haha? ok nm. Oh the memories. Sometimes I think about our relationship 4 years ago.. what we have now is more mature.. I wonder how it's gonna be like 4 years from now.. I'll be 22! he'll be 23! Crazy.

More haters.
those haters left another message with our magnets that read, "i want an ugly kid". Maybe they're just fucking around or maybe they hate us or maybe they really want ugly kids.. eh whatever. but goodness, there are signs all over the place that say "no haterade!" people should really think about that.

Sucky goodbye.
I hope I get to see Jonathan soon because our last goodbye did not go so well. I handed him his wallet and didn't even look at him. I was mad, but I think it was a perfectly good reason. I hate goodbyes like that! Well it's the first one, so I hate how I can't just see him the next day and give him a phatty hug. Friday seems sooooooo long from now!

Yay!
On a happier note, I got my first college essay back today and I passed! My teacher said that the majority did not pass, so I was relieved. It's only the draft though, so I shall perfect this essay when I turn in the final draft.

Haters.
There were hate messages when Sher and I came home last night. Someone smeared the beautiful messages on our whiteboard outside the door to our dorm and then got our magnet words and spelled out "ugly kids" because there was a message from before (which was smeared) that said "just saying hi beautiful". Those sorority girls probably hate us since we didn't go clubbing, never returned their calls, and just avoided them. oh well.. haha

So I'm back in Santa Cruz once again.. I have SOOOOOO much homework to do. I brought all of my books home and did not even open my backpack once. Let's see, what have I been up to. Thursday night my Jonathan and Ellison visted me and Sher. Since they didn't have school the next day, they just stayed the night. We showed them around campus.. fed them.. made the watch us do hw.. slept. Friday Jonathan and I drove home and I was dizzy as hell.. I slept in the car for a real long time and later that night we watched "School of Rock" with Diana, Villiard, Anne, and Villiard's cousin. At Mercado, we saw Michelle and Diane and Micaela and Maria.. it was great seeing some NDers again! Afterwards, we chilled at my house and Diana and Jonathan slept over. My sister's friends slept over too so we had a house full of kids. My mom cooked us all pancakes saturday morning and Villiard came too. 2 hours later she cooked lunch and we ate again. Jonathan went to work (like always) so Diana, Villiard, and I went to Bulldogs and we got our navals pierced (except for Villiard). Dam that shit hurt. I watched TV at home and spent time with my sister and cousin.. then Jonathan got out of work and we stopped by his apartment so he could pick up some stuff.. then we fell asleep watching "The Wedding Singer" at my house. Jonathan left early this morning to go to WORK (surprise surprise) and I went with my mom, sister, and cousin to my uncle's place... then we went to my other uncle's place. My mom took Sher and I back to Santa Cruz and it looked like she was gonna cry again.. my poor mommy, I love her so much! lkasjdflkajsdflk now I gotta do the hw I did not do.

Sher and I were offered bids for Sigma Omicron Pi! They just dropped by our dorm and gave us envelopes.. what the heck? We weren't even planning this! So we have 24 hours to tell them if we accept it or not, most likely we're going to decline because we're interested in that other sorority. the end.

Happy Anniversary Jonathan! You're the best even though you're being really mean on the phone right now! maybe you'll read this later.

So I get a phone call during my daily nap from a girl from Sigma Omicron Pi asking if I could go to an interview so they could get to know me better. I say sure and bring roomie along (Sher). So we get picked up, arrive at the conference place where we filled shit out, and one by one, we get interviewed. I was first, and I was like WTF because it was a big table with like 20 girls surrounding it. You know like going to a big board meeting.. so I sat at the head of the table with the pledge sister or something. They told me that I was pledging for their sorority!!! In my head I was like whaaaaaaaat? I didn't know that! So they hella asked me questions like why i wanna join and stuff about me and blah blah blah. I couldn't say that I didn't even know I was pledging! Anyway, so I got through the interview and it was Sher's turn.. haha.. SHERILYN IN A SORORITY! Can ANYONE imagine that? So she got through it too and when we got back to our dorm she was like WHAT THE FUCK JULE!!!! hahahah.. dude, I didn't even know. So that's the end to our fun-filled night.

Oh yeah, earlier, we went for a joyride. First, we got on the bus, got dropped off at the bookstore and couldn't find what we were looking for, so we got on the bus we got off from, and went around the entire freakin college campus and off the campus and went back to our dorm.. haha. We wasted a good 30 minutes! Eh well.. we're in Santa Cruz and we're bored and we just pledged for a sorority that we don't wanna join right now. We wanna pledge for the one with the purple flowers! alpha kappa delta phi. k bye

hahaha.. how the hell do you accidentally pledge for a sorority?