JuLeEnEtTe77 [3:13 im coool]: my new years resolution
S on ic6 58 5 [3:14 im coool]: yea
S on ic6 58 5 [3:17 im coool]: do you have any
JuLeEnEtTe77 [3:19 im coool]: hmm
JuLeEnEtTe77 [3:19 im coool]: be nice to people
S on ic6 58 5 [3:19 im coool]: thats sooooooo hard when so many people are mean to you

JuLeEnEtTe77 [2:20 im coool]: i just dont want to see his face
JohNnaY74 [2:24 im coool]: why
JohNnaY74 [2:24 im coool]: hes a pretty good looking boy..
JohNnaY74 [2:24 im coool]: haha
JuLeEnEtTe77 [2:25 im coool]: HAHA

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CESAR! HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JONATHAN! HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE

Cesar's bday technically isn't today anymore.. but the shindig tonight was pretty fun.. I never went laser tagging before, and it was fun. On the way home, Rich was being a brat because Daryl didn't want to bring him home.. we were also racing Ben.. Dom kept making fun of Mich who was in the car with us, so Rich mooned them.. haha.. it was funny. Some of my wonderful friends came over and we watched GOLDMEMBER! I can't get enough of that movie. Anyway.. I'm so confused right now. I don't know what to do.. a part of me wants this.. and another part of me wants that.... a part of me wants to kick someone in the nuts.. blah blah blah.. it's okay.. it is almost a NEW YEAR!

yeah it's 2pm and I woke up like an hour ago.. but anyway, my dream last night was trippy. I guess I'll try doing what I did in my dream in order to find what I want to find out.

okay and yeah.. some people have big ass mouths.. like seriously. HEARSAY is not legit! that's how rumors start.

Today I went to church with my mommy and my sister.. saw the cutie patootie.. man he smells good.. thennn I picked up Jenna and went to Linn's house.. we did a whole lot of nothing. Later that night, Chris Lic, Linn, and I drove around in Daryl's car to Weinerschnitzel. We used Daryl's coins to pay for a portion of our food. Then we picked up Jenna and Daryl back at Linn's and we all went to Marsh Rd. Daryl and Lic wrote their names on something.. and then we left. I got so carsick on the way back.. there was this hella nice view though... ummm.. then I fell asleep because I was majorly dizzy and I woke up and it was 12! went home.. cleaned my keyboard.. blah blah

I will be able to see HIM one week from now!!!!!!!!!!! wahoooo!!! awww... he's so cuuuuuuute

ooh man.. I feel like a traitor because I am wearing Chris' ST VICTOR'S sweatshirt! booooo... go MHT!

oh my gosh... I just had the most fun playing Mario Kart at Chris' house with Mich, Dom, Josh, and Chris.. we took turns! But today, I just did a whole lot of R and R (rest and relaxation). Daryl later picked me up along with Jenna and Angie and we went to Maria's cotillion.. that was cool.. I hella thought I was gonna see Neneng because she said that she was going to a cotillion, but it was a different person. Turns out, I saw PJ instead! I was like WTF you stalker! It's okay, I love my cousins... haha but shooot, that was hella funny. After, we all went to Chris' and chilled.

aww.. I just watched that episode of Even Stevens where Tawny and Louis get together.. arghhh. Is it me or is everyone falling in love left and right? Anyway... today I am going to rest because tonight is Maria's cotillion. wahoo.

Dang, I just woke up from a nap...so this is how my day went.
-woke up and got ready
-woke Jenna up and picked her up
-dropped by Flickinger to get money from Daryl where they were playing football. I saw Villiard along with Goodie, James, JR, and I forgot who else
-went to the bank to get more money
-went to Stoneridge to return/exchange some clothes we bought from yesterday.. Jenna and I were there for about 3 hours.. ohh yeahh.. I saw Neng, PJ, and Michelle AGAIN! Two days in a row at two different malls
-Daryl's house and sat around for a while
-Wendy's to eat.. those jerks.. said they couldn't find us
-watched Sister, Sister at Ben's house while Rich, Daryl, and Josh were stealing his stuff
-headed to Newpark Mall.. I saw Villiard there again! with John, Good, JR, James.. etc...
-Jenna and I went into AE.. and they had the pink cords in my size!!!! 2 of the 3 AE's I went to did not have my size. One problem, I had $6. Dominick, being the most wonderful person in the world, lent me $20 while Rich gave me an AE gift card with $5 left... so I finally got those pink cords I've been wanting..
-Josh drove around Daryl's neighborhood for a while because Daryl wouldn't let Rich borrow his PS2
-Jenna and I finally go home after another long day of shopping
-I try on clothes.. then fall asleep
-watched Goldmember with my mom and sis
-now I am here.

some late night thinking.. I started reading my old blogs again and don't you hate it when you realize that you are no longer close to people you were the CLOSEST to before? How do you rekindle that relationship again? and I'm not talking about one of those bf/gf types of relationships. Like, you think about how you were able to call your friend up anytime for no reason.. but now you can't and you don't know how or why things are the way they are now. You want to pick up the phone and say what's up, but you tell yourself that you don't have any reason to, and you don't want to be "random". and you don't know why or how that friendship faded. But in friendships, there doesn't have to be any reasons for anything you do.. even if you haven't talked in a milliion years.

Yes another fun day! This vacation is going pretty good so far! So I woke up this morning.. went online.. got ready to leave.. then picked up Angie and Jenna to go to Valley Fair. Keep in mind that it is around 2pm-ish. We got HARSH good parking too! We meet up with Hene, Blanco, Lic, Rich, Daryl, Josh, Linn, Ben, Katherine.. blah blah blah. We see Diana, Eileen, Villiard, and James. I also see my cousins!! We all went on a shopping spree because by the time we left, everyone was carrying like 234234980 bags of clothes, shoes, and whatnots. I spent all my Christmas money and like 10 bucks of my sisters! So I am broke. I'm worse than broke, I'm like -$0.92 because after we left the mall at 7ish (5 hours of shopping!), Angie, Hene and I head to Jack in the Box.. then to this store. Hene and I were short two bucks so our WICKED cool buddy Angie paid for it. But since I paid for her tax from Jack in the box, I owe her $0.92 instead of $1. haha.. Dang, Hene was right, I think I have spent every single day of vacation with her and Angie.. except yesterday. Anyway, we go to Lic's house.. eat.. watched Friends.. and ended the night with Goldmember. I love that movie so much! It's sooooooooooo funnnnnnnny. I think I'm gonna watch it again later with my sister. When I got home, I decided to clean my room.. put away all my clothes and fix my closet. Dang, I have a lot of clothes that I haven't worn yet. Some clothes I got last Christmas and the tags are still on. Eh well.. I'm tired.

aww.. it's no longer Christmas! Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that at my family party, one of my relative's had a FRENCH bf! So I talked to him "un peu en francais!" (a little in french). It was pretty dam cool because I never speak french unless I'm in french class because everyone and their moms speak spanish. Anyways.. I guess this year's Christmas was pretty good. At my cousin Jeremy's house, we DLed "The Ring" and then watched it and it wasn't as scary as what people made it seem to be. We also did a whole lot of nothing, but I had fun times. Fun family times. Then I got realllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy boredd.. like sooooooo unbelievably bored! Like dude.. good thing John asked me to go to the movies with him, Good, and their other friend. "Two Weeks Notice" was a pretty good movie. I wanted to cry because I could KINDA relate to it in a way.. but then again, I got my rag today, so I'm pretty dam emotional. Well.. tomorrow's gonna be a long day.. time to return/exchange some presents (maybe)!

ohhh yeah and Villiard gave me some boxing gloves for christmas! hahhah! Now I can really KNOCK people out eh?

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Well I am still here at my cousins house and the family party is still going on. I wanna go home already, but my sister and i got mad at our mom for leaving us here last night because she didn't want to wake us up! Anyway, a recap of my Christmas Eve and Christmas. My mom sister and I went to my cousins house for our annual family party. I stayed in the living room with my girl cousins and watched some DVDs. We watched Scooby Doo, Miss Congeniality, The Wedding Planner, and Heartbreakers. I was too lazy to go to Midnight Mass with the rest of my cousins, so I stayed behind and ate LOTS of good food with my other cousins. Yum. When everyone got back from Midnight Mass, we played White Elephant. It was hella funny because my little cousin started acting up when my aunt "stole" the present he opened. I also traded numbers with my sister. She thought that having a high number was bad.. hhaha. My grandma got up and started lecturing everyone on how it was unfair of us to "steal" each other's gifts. We all tried to explain to her that it was part of the game, but she just did not want to listen. Anyway, I fell asleep around 5am or so watching some other DVD. My uncles were already drunk by this time. I woke up and my mother was no where to be found! She said that she would be right back to pick us up.. whatta liar. She came by here around 2 and said okay let's go home, but like I said, my sister and I were mad at her, so she left AGAIN. So now I am just sitting here watching my cousins and sister play video games while the adults are watching Filipino movies. Hopefully I get more presents or even money! Oh well. I don't really want anything big for Christmas.. except...

So I was doing some thinking as I was chatting with a buddy of mine...

So let's say whenever you like someone, you always tell this other certain someone, and then that other certain someone always talks to you about it and always helps you out. But this time, you like that other certain someone. Who do you talk to now, and who helps you out?

It's CHRISTMAS EVE! Only a few more hours until I get to open all my gifts! whoohoo! Well I had another fun day last night. She² Angie and I were bored, so the PLAN was to go to the mall so Angie could buy a present for someone. Instead, Angie cancelled on us because her bro wanted her to go to the hospital to get checked... haha it was kinda funny. She was there for FOUR hours! So She² and I went to do a present delivery. We went to Bryan's to drop off some hats and then went to Hene's. She showed us her new car! It's so cool looking! So the 3 of us headed to Valley Fair and it was HARSH packed! Oh mann. SO our PLAN for the night was to go ice skating right? Did we? NOOOOOO!!!! Dom called Hene and told us to just go to his house to watch some DVDs. I mean watching DVDs is fun, but I wanted to ice skate soooooo badly! So I bring my sis with me and Hene and we pick up Linn. On our way to Fremont, Dom calls and says to go to Daryl's instead. We get Taco Bell there and then Dom calls again and says that we couldn't go to Daryl's anymore. SO we just go to Hene's house. Even though our PLAN changed, I had fun playing hide and seek in the dark. I was "it" like 3 times in a row because they were hiding in cars, and when I found them, they locked the doors.. and when they got out, they ran HARSH fast to base! haha, but when Dom was it, we all ran to the backyard and came in through the front door, which was base. Hm.. when we went to Dixon Landing to play hide and seek, Angie and I were "it" for a long time, and it was getting pretty cold. That was the end to our hide and seek bonanza. Back at Hene's house, the guys tried telling scary stories, but I heard ALL of them.. haha.. okay well TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS!

Wow I loved today! I seriously shopped til I dropped! The day started bright and early 9am this morning when my mother woke up my sister and I, we headed to church and then began our shopping spree! Our first stop was Stoneridge mall in Pleasanton.. it wasn't as busy there as our other stop, Valley Fair. We even went to Eastridge! haha. At about 8pm we decided to end our Christmas shopping spree. We got some Jamba and Togo's and then watched some DVDs with my cousins at home. As I was about to pop in the Lilo and Stitch DVD, Hene calls me to come over. I picked up Dom first and that was scary because I had to take 880 to his friend's house. FYI, I NEVER take 880 because I hate that freeway with a passion. I get so scared that I'm gonna scrape the side of my car on the wall thingy. So Hene Angie Blanco Dom and I scrunch on the couch because we had to watch Unfaithful on a laptop. We all left in the middle of the movie because we didn't want to get in trouble. Luckily Chris took Dom home.. and I took Angie. OOOH the best part was when me and Angie were racing Chris and Dom on Scotts Creek to get onto the freeway. I won! yeah man! Right when I opened the front door, my mother opens her door! Thank goodness she didn't get mad.. just one of those mad looks.. no biggie

Yesterday was the LAST day of school!!!! It felt so great! The Liturgy was cool.. especially with Meg and Di dancing in their CUTE dancing costumes.. haha. Later that night I watched "Drumline," which was pretty good, and I was home around 10! I went to bed early and everything! So my day today started when I woke up from that very wonderful 10 hour slumber!! That was so great, I had no freakin alarm clock waking me up. After tidying up my room, I picked up Miss Jenna and Miss Sheila. We went to pick up Mister Linn at work in CUPERTINO then Miss Eileen in her Milpitas home. We finally arrived at Mister Daryl's house in Fremont for the FSA party. It was fun! We karaoked, watched people play the donut game (go Kristian our champ!), played in Daryl's HARSH messy room, played the symbol game, pissed Mister Dominick off, some little of that "Ow-wah ow-wah" haha, and our ERR FORCE ONES! Fun times, That was my LAST FSA party =(. Tomorrow is my SHOPPING day with my mommy!!! wahoo!

me (10:11:34 juleeeee): im so cold right now!
its BLANCO foo (10:11:46 juleeeee): me too
its BLANCO foo (10:11:52 juleeeee): that means the nips are hard
me (10:11:58 juleeeee): hahahahahahaha

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY AND THEN I HAVE TWO WONDERFUL WEEKS OFF FROM SCHOOL!!!!!!!! YEAHHHHHH!!!!!! but I have a big project the day I get back =( School was so fun today! I got gifts from my wonderful friends and my little sisters and their gifts were really GOOD! Ei gave us all thongs and shit... and I think that the one she gave me is hella cute! It's pink argyle print and it can snap off from the sides!!! hahha.. talk about easy access.. just kidding. Anyway.. when I was driving home today, I guess I drove over this realllly big and deep puddle that water surrounded my car.. I felt like I just got hit by a tidal wave!

I AM DONE WITH HOMEWORK!!! and it's only 10:38! It feels greeeeeeeeeeeeat. I bought my christmas presents today with Sheila and Michelle.. fun times. yeah! I had fun wrapping them too, even though I can't wrap for shiiiiiiit.. my mom usually does that for me. hmm.. what to do what to do.. I am BOREDDDD!!! and I have NO HOMEWORKKKKK. I think I'll sleeep

1 week til CHRISTMAS!!

Shucks.. our GC performance was cancelled due to the rain.. good thing though because it was raining like a bitch. Since it is technically sunday now, my weekend is over because sundays are dedicated to confirmation and homework.. but yeah, it's been a good weekend. Friday, I spent time with Diana and my precious dears I haven't spent time with in a long time. I suggest the movie, "Maid in Manhattan," but watch it with at least one girl because it's a chick flick. I headed to In n Out real quick and then went to my uncles to pick up my sis. I spent some more quality time with my dear cousin Amber and went to bed. Today I woke up early for my LAST Open house =( I'm gonna miss ND. Since the performance was cancelled, Mar and I went to Lic's house and we just watched DVDs and sat around with everyone. I'm sleepy and the christmas Lizzie McGuire is on!

We had a gospel choir performance today at the Cathedral. That hella got me into the Christmas spirit. SO for all you readers out there, Notre Dame Gospel Choir has another performance sooo... GO TO CHRISTMAS IN THE PARK IN DOWNTOWN SAN JOSE SATURDAY, DECEMBER 14, 2002 @ 5 O CLOCK PM!!!! Be There or Be Square

HE KNOWS MY NAME!!!!

WINTER BALL 2002
So my day started off with the SAT2s. I took Math, Writing, and FRENCH! I thought that the French test was going to be hard, but it wasn't so bad! I decorated the gym with my fellow Dance Committee members which was so hard! The stupid icicle lights kept blowing out! Nicole and I tried to put hidden mistletoe all over the place. When I got home, I was stressed out of my mind because I had to do 23904820348230432 things before 4 o clock. I kind of took my anger out on everyone in my house, so that led to me leaving right away and not bringing all my winter ball stuff. I had to drop off Mehgan's house keys, go to Diana's house to get my hair done, pick up the flowers, and then be at Jenna's house by 4pm, not to mention it was already 3pm when I left my house to do all that crap! I finally got to Jenna's where Daryl and Dom were already.. we went to Danielle's house because she was doing Alex's hair and was going to do Jenna's. The plan was to go to Calvin's thing, but we were running behind schedule. Instead, we finished getting ready at Danielle's house and went to Applebees to meet up with Mich, Sher, and their dates. Hene and I weren't hungry, so we (and our dates) left to go to ND. We had Chris and Dom stand in line while we went to powder our faces, well not really. After we took our couple pictures, we went inside the beautiful gym! I think Dom and I were dancing most of the time.. I had a lot of fun! Dude, some people were getting hella freaky! haha... it was funny. Then the fire alarm went off, and everyone was standing outside in the Manley parking lot for a long time. There were firefighters and firetrucks and everything! all because of the smog machine from the DJ. So back to more dancing. It took hella long when we took group pictures because there were so many of us.. I kinda acted like a brat because he was sticking me in the wayyyy back and me and Dom are short! That was dumb of me to act so bratty now that I think of it, oh well, I got to sit in the front! haha.. umm... they played the last song and that ended MY LAST NOTRE DAME WINTER BALL =(. I stayed after to clean up because I'm on Dance Committee then Nicole's Chris dropped me off at Sheila's because my wonderful date failed to get my car keys and my car at Jenna's house. It was hella funny when some of us were in Sheila's room watching "Three Men and a Baby." I was laying in Sheila's bed and it sounded like Eileen said, "there's a ghost in the room!" So I got up hella fast and out of the bed, but the funny thing is that I went through a struggle because of Sheila's canopy net over her bed! Hmmm.. we did some more fun stuff and just talked about everything.. I went into the garage with Nathan and Goodrich and they were having a fun karaoke session! I went to sing with them because I wanted to release some stresss. The night ended around 5am when we fell asleep in front of the TV. We woke up at 9 and went to breakfast at Denny's! Thanks again Dom for a fun time!

I didn't go to school today because I wasn't feeling well. I guess I was just exhausted from my busy weekend. But really though, I think there's something wrong with me because I'm starting to like... it's probably just the same phase I go through every now and then.. ehh

when I went to valley fair on monday with sher el and dom, dom said, "over there.. there are two sparking spaces!" sher and I couldnt stop laughing, I guess it was one of those "you had to be there" moments. But yeah, it is SOOOOO hard to go shopping for a guy! when we were at dom's house, I had him try on 2348203432 different outfits, no can do.. I really want us to match for wb.

Yesterday, as I was stopped at the McLaughlin stoplight on my way to my confirmation meeting, SOME STUPID MOTHER FUCKER bumped into me!!!!!!! I was like what the hell! So I assumed that he was gonna pull over as he was backing out and driving to the 76 gas station. Guess what the stupid son of a bitch did? HE DROVE AWAY LIKE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW! So what did I do? I followed him, and we ended up in some random neighborhood and then after he made this one turn, I lost him because I came to a fork in the road. I was so mad and upset and i wanted to stab someone so bad. I called my mom right away and i started bawling.. I could not stop crying.. geeez.. nothing happened to my car, just minor scratches, but GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr some people these days. His car was a beat up piece of shit too, gosh.. I wasn't gonna make him pay, I just wanted him to say sorry!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well I have 2348230948234982340982349032432 homework assignments left to do

I give my Thanksgiving Vacation a 9 out of 10 stars. I am thankful for everything I have, even the stupid people and the bad things that happen to me.

Thursday:
-dinner @ uncle charlie's--sooo much goooood foood!
-drunk uncles dancing to "Besame Mucho" and "Achy Breaky Heart"
-chillen in Amber's room trying to sleep
-driving my drunk mother home who would not stop talking
-slept like there was no tomorrow
Friday
-call from Dominick to go to Frisco
-mommy gives me her car for the day
-I fall asleep on BART and everyone leaves me--even Diana! I text all of them that I hate them
-Diana and I go off on our shopping spree--we are now broke
-we get lost walking around and finally find everyone in Union Square
-we sang the whole way home on BART
-we also sang the whole way to Union Landing in union city.. what did we sing you ask? NSYNC songs!
-watched Friends at Linn's house.. I also hung upside down on his pull-up bar thingy--what a challenge
Saturday
-FINISHED UC and CSU apps! but I almost had another nervous breakdown because I kept thinking that I made a whole bunch of mistakes on my application--I'll just keep praying
-Blanco tells me he has another game
-I go to the game and it was soo good!
-score was 35-17 with Bellarmine beating Salinas, and the crazy thing is that Blanco scored like 21 points
-ate Jack in the Box at Henessey's--a big cheeseburger and curly fries never tasted so gooood
-the ride home with Romel saying road signs backwards, testing out my seatbelt to see if he was safe, and pretending he was flying was very interesting
-sleep
Today
-nothing
-This is the perfect time to take my backpack out of my trunk so I can get started on homework

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

I am so glad that I am on vacation, but I know that I am gonna be stressed out this sunday and the whole week next week because of all the projects and essays I have due! argh.. not to mention my dreaded FRENCH research paper. Although, I am all done with my college applications, I just have to send them in. I'll worry about my USF app in about a month. I'm pretty much done with that too. So I was very tired yesterday because I was up doing my Psychology project until 130am, and then I had to be at school at 7am for a meeting. Too bad I woke up at 645 and was 15 minutes late for my meeting. We had the liturgy.. got helllla homework from Ms. Orr.. and went home to put on warm clothes. I was freeeezing!!!! Our gray skirts and cardigan sweaters do not keep us warm in the winter! I was gonna take a nap, stay home and not go to SF, but my mom told me to go to that day cus it would be packed thanksgiving weekend. A lot of people were doing some family stuff, I just took Sheila and Sherilyn with me.. haha but not Henessey though because she wasn't invited! (haha..just kidding hene). Me and Sher fell in love with so many dresses, and we tried on SO MANY! If you haven't been to the Jessica McClintock Outlet in SF, the dressing room is just one big room with mirrors. So when we went in to try on dresses, I walk in and this lady is taking her clothes off like it wasnt anything! It was kinda gross though.. then some teenage girls came in, about our age.. and yuck.. they were all getting undressed with their thongs.. taking off their bras and ehhh.. it was nastyyy cus they were hellla fat and shit! Sher and I tried our dresses on OVER our clothes, and then pulled our clothes off from underneath, we weren't as open about being naked in just ONE dressing room. Afterwards, we went to Market Street, but it took us like 2 ours cus we were getting lost, we went to the SFO airport somehow.. haha. it was fun though.. it was a fun day full of adventures! I dropped Sheila off, me and Sher tried on our dresses, and then I took Sher home with me. Lisa Chris Ryan David Truong CJ and some of their other friends came over. I was falling asleep because I was so tired. When everyone left, I drove Sher home went straight to bed when I got home.

I am gonna eat A LOT today! whooooo I'm excited!

and I STILL need to get my freakin winter ball date!

I struggled to bring two 20 lb turkeys to the SLC kitchen this morning! I was going to park at my usual spot on Reed St, but there was a parking space on 2nd St. I tried to parallel park, but I said FORGET IT! Lyvinia, Hene, and Sheila saw me struggling and laughed! Michelle came to the rescue and parallel parked my car like it was a piece of cake! Afterwards, I saw all the graffiti on the walls. On Manley Hall it said "Fuck Me" and on Donnelly one said "Equalitey" and "Christan Sluts". yeah.. not ChrisTIAN, it was ChrisTAN! First of all, if whoever spraypainted our walls wanted to insult us, at least spell Christian right. And second of all, we are Catholic. Anyway, I worked dilligently on homework, and blehh. I can't wait until vacation.. well no wait, I have A LOT of homework to do over Thanksgiving vacation already =(

I think yesterday's cotillion practice was the best one yet. I was a little bit disappointed because not everybody showed up at the time I told them to show up, but it was before my choreographer arrived. We learned new steps for chacha and started swing. I had the most fun with swing. Afterwards, people just chilled and ate and wrestled on the grass, and played football outside, and watched DVDs with me inside, and blah blah blah. Instead of going out, I watched movies with everyone who stayed at my house and everyone else who stopped by. We watched Zoolander, Poetic Justice, parts of Cinderella with Brandy, Sorority Boys, and didn't finish Slackers. John painted my nails while Ellison painted Diana's. Then I painted John's while Diana painted Goodrich's. We also made popcorn, and I accidentally put HELLA salt on one of the batches because I thought it was sugar.. whoops. I have so much homework to do!

WHAT A LONG FRIDAY! I took 459304543 million tests out of my 3 classes and MISS NADIA BHIMLA fell on her face during english! It was so funny because she tripped on Christia's backpack, and somehow she ended up on the other side of the room, just by tripping on the backpack. Everyone in class laughed so hard, and I was laughing really hard too, but I went up to her and asked her if she was okay. It was SOOO funny, and during homeroom, Nicole, Mic, and I kept laughing just thinking about it.

It was also my mother's 40th bday today. so I went to my house to spend time with her after waiting at Truong's house for a long time, and then at Mike's house and blah blah. We ate at my house, and then we all went shopping for our outfits. My lovely date was at work while I picked out our sadies clothes. I went to a family party for like 20 minutes and cut out to go meet up with everyone at MIkes house. After 3458345 hours, we left for the dance.. good thing the teachers let us in because they had already closed the door. The dance was fun, but the only drag was that we had to carry our jackets and purses with us the whole time because we were paranoid that someone was going to jack our shit. Truong treated Meg Angie and I to In N Out because all of us and our dates were broke, but Truong wasn't because he didn't go to sadies.. yupp.. a cheeseburger animal style never tasted so good in my life! What a wonderful friend (even though he never admits that he is WRONG). I took Megs home and we had some girl chatter in the car. Dam I am sleepy!! I have so much homework due on monday! ahhhh! and I have to do my COLLEGE ESSAY!!!!!!!

Gosh, this is fuckin bullshit man. I can't even trust my own blood anymore, you know why? So a few weeks ago, I went out and I told my little cousin to watch my room because some little kids were gonna come over while I was gone. She said okay. When I came home, I discovered my drawer (with all my bracelets and hairties and accessories) was all disheveled and messed up! I have these two bracelet boxes I keep my bracelets in, and when I opened them, practically ALLLL my bracelets were gone, and I mean ALL. So I thought that the little kids jacked my stuff. I called my mom and started crying hard because a lot of those bracelets had sentimental value to me. She told me she would talk to the mom of those kids, but she highly doubted it was them. So nothing happened, and I began to accept that I would probably never see those bracelets again.
Soooo, the other day, my little cousin came over and what did I see on her wrist? TWO of my fuckin bracelets that I KNOWWWWW for sure are mine. Why do I know? Because one of them, I never took off when I was in 7th/8th grade, and it fell apart one time, so I used my own string, and it looked all ghetto, but I still loved it with all my heart. I ran to my room and called my mom and cried hard again because I found out it was her. My mom talked to my grandparents.. and then I talked to them about it yesterday and started crying hard again.
Today, my grandparents came home from my cousin's house and they told me that she totally denied everything. ah geeez.

I went to the UC Davis talk today.. I really want to go there because Meg's mom is already looking for our house (in Davis, CA)! Shoot. But I felt like someone shot me with a huuuuuge gun when the davis dude said that the AVERAGE gpa was a 3.71. blah. I tried to be an OA by starting some homework that is not due until thursday or friday, but too bad I can't even do the homework that I have due tomorrow. I went to confirmation..did the usual. The retreat is this weekend! Unfortunately, I am not going for the entire time, but I will be going on that Sunday. Alright, time to get back to homework again.

Everytime I opened my mouth today, someone asked me "what the hell happened to your voice?" I'll get it back soon. Anyway, I hate being absent from school because when you return, you feel like you missed a month's worth of schoolwork and your lost like a needle in a haystack

*lisa it's your birthday, happy birthday lisa! I love you my dear! now go watch those rated R movies like there's no tomorrow =)

At confirmation, we played "Confirmation Jeopardy" with our candidates to review for their interview.. very very fun, but Mike and Eric were getting violent! ALL our leaders and candidates in our group were there too, except for Ms Lisa Marie who was sleeping. Aw boo, it was our last sunday together as the "waiting room" group, but it's okay, the new session starts dec 8! The American Idol concert was GREEEEEATTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!! oh my gosh!!! RJ is still my favorite!! Eileen, her parents, Megs, my sis, and my mommy had a wonderful time! I also saw Dominick, Laurie, Katherine, and some other ND girls there.

RJ Helton is the best, even if he does look like he's bakla! AHHHH and Justin's voice makes my heart sink. My only wish in life is to find a guy who can serenade me like that.. ohhhhh man!

Home sweet home again! I spent the night at Lisa's house and that was fun. I didn't get to her house until 1030 or 11 though because I had to take people home from Chris Lic's house. So at Lisa's we watched the movie I rented, Zoolander, and then we watched Mike's bootleg copy of Jackass.. oh my.. that was so funnyy.. I had a great time laughing. Meg and I ate LOTS and LOTS! Well I am too lazy to type now.. I just have a shitload of makeup homework to do and study for makeup tests.. BUT I am going to the American Idol concert today! whoo!

Oh yeah, I also spent some quality time with my cousins.. Nengs and Meeechets.. aww.. I miss our cousin days! Neneng made us her own versions of egg mcmuffins for breakfast.. those were good.. and then she told us her car incident.. dun dun dun. It's okay my dear, you're not a bad kid =)

my butt still hurts!

Home sweet home! I feel like I haven't been home in a week, but it was only almost 2 days! But Jr Retreat was so fun! The juniors are a very interesting group of girls. Although, when Jenna and I woke up this morning, we both had these massive ass pains! Like I dunno why, but all the other leaders had butt pains too! I think it was from all the sitting on the hard floor. So Daryl took me home, well actually, he drove my luggage and Jenna while Ben drove me home, but I thought that that was cool because Daryl picked up Jenna and I last year from our junior retreat. I showered for 30 minutes or so.. that was great and then fell asleep. I awoke to the sound of the telephone ringing. Mariel, Sherilyn, and I arrived at Chris' game with Bellarmine leading by about 2 touchdowns or something.. I forgot but it was a lot of points. But some people were getting worried towards the end because the score was 28-20 with 2 minutes left, but Bell won, yay! It was cool, I had fun, and it was my last highschool football game (or well last bell football game) of my highschool career =(. I also got a very cool blue glow necklace from the game! I was talking to Henessey and I guess some people won't ever change, like no matter how much you try to get along with them, it's not going to happen. After the spectacular, wonderful, magnificent, and stupendously FUN game (haha okay it wasn't THAT great, but it was fun), we all went to eat at Flames. But dude, we were stuck in the parking garage at sj city college (where the game was) for an hour with Ian Mia and Earl. They were probably stuck even longer because their car was like at the wayyyy top. Some people were going crazy, lots of car honking and people doing the chicken dance with loud music! SO dinner was fun, we had our own version of what Freddie called "The View" at the very end of the 2nd table, our table. It was Sher, Mar, Fred, and I. haha.. we were talking about.. oh nevermind. So we all had fun times. Dam I'm tired and my throat hurts from all the screaming.

it is 12:14am and I just finished packing! I am gonna be on Jr. Retreat (as a leader of course) until friday. I'm glad that I am taking a break from school, but dam all that make up work! My Psych teacher already gave me what I will be missing, and geeez louise! Eh well, I'll just relax until Sunday night. So today at school, I looked at my grade for the last Physics test I took and I got a 95! I was so happy because I thought I did REALLY bad on it. But before that I got a math test back, which I got a 80% on, I got 10 points off, but I thought I did worse... I'm so mad that I'm missing the quiz tomorrow because I hella need to take a quiz to raise my grade! After school we had a Jr Retreat meeting (I'm so excited for it because last year I had so much fun!) and then Jenna and I went to Bellarmine for PCN sign-ups, but they were already over. So, we stayed and talked for a while, and went to Quiznos. There was no more clam chowder left, so I didn't get anything. When I got home, I told myself that I was going to take a nap and then I would pack.. yeah so I fell asleep at 630 and didn't wake up until 1030! haha.. but it was a GREAT nap! okay I'm tired.

I am feeling so overwhelmed right now! It feels as if I have a 243958304 foot list of things to do with .0000023423 seconds to do it all! Yikes!

I spent most of my day in my lovely purple and pink pajamas doing homework. I started doing college stuff, and then I started crying.. my mom came in and she got mad at me for crying. She said that I am too negative.. but the only reason why I was crying was because I am afraid I am not going to get into my first choice colleges. But she is right, whatever happens is meant to be. Angela stopped by to borrow my vocab book.. she just got back from Canada! how fun!

No more xanga for me...it's okay, I missed blogspot anyways.

josh daco inc (9:03:44 juleeeee): haha never post your life where anyone can read it..cuz you never know who does..
me (9:03:52 juleeeee): i know!

and Josh is SO right! Someone that I really did not want reading about the things I do outside of home READ my xanga crap!

(XANGA)
Monday, November 11, 2002

Confirmation was pretty fun because I love my group, and we did that mass activity. Man, I hope my candidates won because I think I was too competitive with all the other groups. Aww, next week is our last week, and then it's the weekend of the retreat! I will miss my super cool group with my co-leaders Lisa, Joel, JP, Steven, Nora, and sometimes Charles, and my super cool candidates Leilani, Mike, Eric, and Martin! After mass, Lisa, Leanna and I headed to Starbucks.. and then I dropped Lisa off at cotillion practice. THE END because all I did after that was homework

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Sunday, November 10, 2002

I watched 8 mile again today! haha.. just for Sheila and Dominick because they didn't watch it.. what a great movie.. the battles are the best parts! Oh yeah, but before that, Sheila and I applied to Gap because we saw Larry and he told us that they were hiring.. so we filled out applications and turned them in. After the movie, we invited ourselves over to Linn's house.. and Sher and I looked at his SAT2 scores. Two words: WOW WEE! He got a 790 in math and a 790 in writing, but only a mere 720 in bio.. shooooot.. haha just kidding Linn, you genius you!

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Saturday, November 09, 2002

Today I had no school, but I went from 10-12 for the Senior Panel for 8th grade day.. that went pretty well, and hopefully danielle, mai, leah, anne, and I convinced some of the parents that notre dame is a wonderful school. I got into a fight with my mother so I left and watched "8 Mile" with Mariel, Diana, Sherilyn, Eileen, and Andrea. That movie was great, my favorite part was the end. I went to pick up my sis at my dad's house, and on the way home we got lost. I was on Alum Rock and ended up on Santa Clara Street (then LATER I figured out that Alum Rock turns into Santa Clara).. then ended up taking 101 and taking the Old Bayshore Highway exit or something.. and somewhere on Zanker Road.. found Montague.. then found 880.. but then I realized that I NEVER take 880, so I called my mother and she tells me it turns into 101.. SCORE! But then there was stop and go traffic because there was a car that was on fire, so the freeway took like 30 or 45 minutes. My sister and I arrived home like TWO hours later. haha.. and all I was Jack in the Box. I went to Mariel's house and watched some of "The Parent Trap" then we headed to our dance. Yeah... that was HELLA fun.. no lie.. (hah!). I had fun spending quality time with my friends hmm.. then D Money and R Dawg rolled with me to In N Out.. I bought a box of fries for Megs and I.. yummay. Then Sherilyn and I had fun talking to that funny dude.. haha oh my gosh he is like SOOO funny! I dashed out of the In N Out door with the quickness because my mother was calling me (and she was already bitchy as HELL when I was home), but on my way out I saw Gerard, Mark, and Mandy, so I talked to them for a while. It was cool seeing them again because it's been a longgggg time. I sneaked into my house.. and moments later, my mother calls my phone and angrily yells, "WHERE ARE YOU?!?!!" and I happily reply, "in my room!" and she says, "Oh, okay good night." YES!

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Friday, November 08, 2002

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MS. JENNA KRISTINA ANSELMO PASCUAL AND MR. JOHN HA!

me (10:06:03 juleeeee): who else is goin [to the dance]?
U no THA name (10:07:53 juleeeee): d money, mickey d, r kelly maybe t dog, jt money, scuba, frisco
me (10:08:10 juleeeee): so david m mike david n truong james francis and simon?
U no THA name (10:08:33 juleeeee): steve
U no THA name (10:08:45 juleeeee): kurt is simon or maybe r dog
U no THA name (10:09:42 juleeeee): scuba is steve
me (10:09:47 juleeeee): oh yeah
me (10:09:54 juleeeee): haha
me (10:10:00 juleeeee): truong said that he doesnt think hes going
U no THA name (10:10:28 juleeeee): L train wont let or what?

haha.. the funny thing is that I understand him.. freakin Ryan. But I woke up with an even MORE stuffy nose! I brought a tissue box with me and carried it around the whole day. After school, I met with Dr Hock for the 8th grade panal or 8th grade day tomorrow then a jr retreat leader meeting..I dropped the bday girl Jenna at home and went to Mariels for a script meeting..we had fun playing with the markers! I fell asleep when I was watching Friends at 7, and then I missed the NEW Friends at 8!!! ahh suckyy! So yesss I don't have to go to school tomorrow until 10 and I leave at 12!

I LOVE THE RAIN!

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Thursday, November 07, 2002

I cannot breath nor can I smell anything because my nose is stuffy.. feels like marshmellows are stuck in my nose (not that I have ever tried that). I have a sore throat, so therefore my voice is raspy and gross. I am on my rag, so I have cramps, and minor mood swings.. going from happy to mad to sad. And my head is throbbing with pain!

But anyways, I took a Trig test FIRST thing this morning, which I did HORRIBLE on! Then headed to the opera with my French 4 class to watch "Faust." It's about a guy who makes a pact with the devil, and the guy gets everything he wants (love, youth, riches), buuut after 24 years, he has to give up his soul to satan.. scary huh? I was pretty freaked out myself. I took Sheila home and ate my BIG CHEESEBURGER and LARGE SEASONED CURLY FRIES from jack in the box at her house.. then picked up Sherilyn and went to the vball game! WHOO! ND beat Mercy B again! ALMA MATER MOTHER DEAR...

I did homework.. finished CSU college apps, and ALMOST finished UC apps.. time for sleep!

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Wednesday, November 06, 2002

I was super stressing over my Physics test all day, but I think I did pretty well! I had peer counseling today for the freshmen, and that went well.. and had an FSA meeting. I took a nap when I got home, and when I woke up, I had a sore throat and a stuffy nose. Flu season is coming! I went to confirmation and did some retreat planning. I'm not going on the retreat, but I will be going on sunday, the last day. I have a trig test tomorrow! I have a very very borderline A-.. yikes! Time to study!

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Tuesday, November 05, 2002

I really can't take this college crap anymore Everyone around me is just too freakin smart for their own good, especially at notre dame. I seriously have just cried my eyes out the past few days because of feelings of anxiety, stupidness, etc. I feel like I am not good enough for the colleges I want to apply to. It sucks too. I work my ass off, and I feel like it' not even going to pay off in the end. Eh, but on a happier note, I got a 97% on my Psychology test, which is good because I want to major in that.

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Lisa's essay about a funny childhood experience

oohyayitsL I S A (10:50:50 juleeeee): Standing no taller than a yardstick, my itty-bitty feet hopped out of the car and onto the school grounds. After spending a mere four years of my life uneducated, my parents felt that it was just about the right time for me to learn. For the first time in my life, I was leaving my mother to a room full of strangers. I could remember all the little children grabbing onto their parents' legs-holding on for their dear lives. I, on the other hand, simply waved bye to my mom. I was extremely excited to be in school. Boy, have things changed. Kindergarten was a wonderful time in my life. I was not only young, but also stress-free. The only drama in my life was simply being told to sit in the corner when I was talking out of my turn. That was hell. If I could, I would trade in all my high school stress for a tranquil moment in my corner.

oohyayitsL I S A (10:50:55 juleeeee): Class days were short-ending before lunch began. I remember Sister Beth, my teacher, would assign us free time. During that short while, we were able to do random things- from playing house to reading a book. Every day, I would gather with my girl friends and cook some breakfast on the pretend stove. We used to assign who cooks what, who sets the table, etc. That was tons of fun. However, back in kindergarten, I was really shy in front of Sister Beth. I was so shy to even ask her questions. So everyday towards the end of our free time, my bladder would be just about ready to explode. Being the shy, little girl that I was, I never asked to use the restroom. I made my own. When I felt the urge to urinate, I quickly would help clean up the breakfast that my friends and I made with our plastic food and empty cans. Soon after we finished, I grabbed a book from the reading center and sat on the ground in my little plaid jumper. I looked around to see the rest of the children intensely reading their picture books. Perfect timing.* To blend in with my fellow classmates, I would study the pictures in my book until I finished urinating. A couple minutes passed and my plan went through. No one saw-or so I thought.

oohyayitsL I S A (10:51:03 juleeeee): This went on for many weeks, and I remember thinking to myself that I was really slick. One night, the phone rang. It was Sister Beth calling for my mom. I was really excited to hear her because I thought that she was going to tell my mom how great of a kid I was. I eagerly called my mom to pick up the phone. After she hung up, her response to me was not what I had anticipated. She had a smirk on her face as she said to me, "That was your teacher calling. She just told me that you have been peeing on the floor in class. If you need to use the restroom, don't be afraid to ask, okay?" I nodded and walked back to my room. I was so bummed out and to think of it, I was never really slick at all. Peeing on the floor in general, is pretty obvious. Looking back at that, I realized that asking to use the restroom is the LEAST of my worries.

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Monday, November 04, 2002

I woke up and NO ONE WAS HOME! Gosh, everyone's always leaving me at home.. haha.. poor me. I went to confirmation.. took Jenny, Ron, and Michelle to Starbucks with me.. then went home to finish homework.

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Sunday, November 03, 2002

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARRY!

I took SAT2s in the morning that went so bad that I cried in the car on the way home. Cotillion practice was fun, but.. OH NEVERMIND. I cleaned the house when everyone left.. and got ready because Mariel and Sherilyn were coming to pick me up for homecoming.

I never felt so rushed in getting ready for a dance in my life! I didn't even do my hair and barely put on any makeup. We went to Elden's house and getting there was pretty complicated. Don't you hate it when people give you directions like, "Make a left when you see a big tree, pass 2 stop signs and a yield sign, and then turn right after the island"? Yeah, we hate those kinds of directions too. Our dates came and then we were on our way, Nathan Larry and I were singing to Sherilyn in the car because there was no radio and Sherilyn was falling asleep.. so we sang our own songs. We got to the school and it was very cold out therrrrr.. (haha huh Sher) but it was hot in theirrr LARGE gym, not the SMALL one, the LARRRGE one! The dance was fun. We spent the last hour trying to take a group picture. At Denny's, we were singing DISNEY songs! hahaha.. oh man, that was so much fun. Mariel and I went back to my house to change and I was debating whether or not to stay home or leave again with Mar because my mom wasn't even home, but I decided to be good and stayed home. Although, I was gonna get up to go where Mar and Sher went, but I fell asleep.

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Saturday, November 02, 2002

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR RYAN MADARANG, MR VILLIARD CORRALES, and MR ADRIAN TANO!

I had no tests today, so the school day was great. Brunch was great because we ate hella pizza! FREE pizza because of the mag drive! I went with Lezell, Mo, Fel, Xyline, Christia, Dana, and Stephanie to this mexican restaurant after school.. then we went back for gospel choir. We didn't sing, just listened to Shalene's stories.. very good ones though. Headed to Mike's house to greet Baby Ryan Happy Bday. I took a nap while they took my car. Mehgan cooked some pasta. Angie and James came with some funnel bday cake for Ryan.. and then we all just talked and stuff. It was fun.. although I left kinda upset, I'm fine. Those guys just made me realize a lot of things.. and I mean A LOT. SAT2s tomorrow.. argh

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Friday, November 01, 2002

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MISS JENNIFER HANG LE AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!

I forgot to mention that yesterday there was this SWEEEET old couple at Applebees who told us to keep having fun and not to smoke! They were so adorable. But today was very fuN! After school, some of us stayed to watch the vball games. Oh geeez, those were so much FUN to watch! and our Varsity team beat mercy b! whoop whoop! Sherilyn Mariel Nicole and I headed to Chris' house and we went trick or treating.. watched friends.. ate Taco Bell.. and went home. I am so tireeedddddd and I have NO HOMEWORK!!!

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Thursday, October 31, 2002

I AM SO VERY EXTREMELY MAJORLYYYYY MADDDD RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I JUST LOOKED INTO MY DRAWER WITH ALL MY ACCESSORIES IN IT... AND ALLLL BUT LIKE TWO OF MY BRACELETS ARE GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE FUCKIN KIIIIDSSSS.. ALWAYS MESSING WITH YOUR SHIT AND NOT PUTTING IT BACK, OR JUST JACKING IT.. STUPID BASTARDDDDDDDDDDDSSSS!

ERR.. so anyway.. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MISS EILEEN MAE VILLANUEVA! We all went out to eat at Applebees today in honor of this lovely lady and we had a grand ol time! Just the girls. But before, Meg Di and I stopped by Party City to buy this bday girl some balloons. blah blah blah I am lazy to do my homework!!!! and it's about 11pm

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Wednesday, October 30, 2002

I left my school planner at home today and man oh man, it is so hard to go through a school day without out! It was class color day today so everyone was wearing their class t-shirts and you could totally tell who was in what grade now because of the different colors. Unfortunately, the SENIORS did not win the rally at lunch.. but hey it was fun watching. I fell asleep when I got home and when I woke up it was time for me to pick up Lisa.

So we all kick it in Glen's office and wait for people to come.. Lisa, Jenny, and Michelle ride with me to Spaghetti Factory. After we parked in the parking garage, we followed Charles and Steven because we thought that they knew where they were going. Apparently not, then we realized that the restaurant was right smack in front of the parking garage. Dinner with all 30+ of us was fun.. we played those games with quarters, forks, "bang", etc. I guess I've played all of those games way too many times because I knew the trick to all of them.

Now I am home and I did all my homework that is due tomorrow! but I have TESTS to study for.. boo!

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Tuesday, October 29, 2002

I woke up before my alarm clock! I think it's Daylight Savings time, and my biological clock didn't adjust yet. So I had a pretty kick back day. In English, I was laughing sooooo hard.. shoot.. but instead I laughed secretly with Sheila.. or should I say, SHELIA! hahaha. I had some more laughs with Eileen and Nicole during Psychology because we were having hella fun playing the games different groups in our class made.. and we were REALLY playing too.

I brought Megs ass to her bf's house.. I should be getting paid.. shoot. Mike, Truong, and Ryan were being extra nice to me and were trying to find ways to get my car keys.. they cooked us some pastaroni.. haha.. and yeah. Ryan said he needed to go somewhere so he needed to back my car outta the driveway, so I gave him my keys.. before I knew it.. the three of them were outta the house like there was no tomorrow. Oh well, I did my hw.. I heard them come back an hour later and saw their shadows.. but tried to play it off when Meg and I went in the living room.. they said that they were taking a nap in there for a long time. When I got into my car to leave to go home, I noticed that HELLA of my gas was gone! stupid boys! must have stalled hella times.. all they had to do was ASK! haha but it was funny how they had a little plan going on.

I played with my cousins when I got home.. took a nap.. and ate din din

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Monday, October 28, 2002

My grandma left today to go back to Daly City, and my cousins drove my crazy. I picked up Jer and we went to cotillion practice. Then Ron and I went to confirmation. I brought Jenny and Christine with me to pick up Lisa.. we ate with Joel and Ron and Jenny. Since it was just a BBQ today, I wanted to go home and do hw, so I brought Lisa with me. Then we went to Simon's, watched some of the game. We went back to church and listened to Glen tell his scary story with Charles.. then off to mass. Charles found us a place to sit. After, I headed home. I am DROWNING in a wave homework tonight! ackkk

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Sunday, October 27, 2002

I slept in like there was noo tomorrow! Took my sis to her friend's house. My grandma who took care of my sister and I when we were little came by with some cousins I never met before. Yeah, they messed up my room and stuff.

THEN...

Josh, Sher, and Josh's cousin came and picked me up and we headed to Ian and Mia's house for their party in Gilroy. It was soo cool cus they live on a farm with animals and a barnhouse and tractors and everything! His mom is super nice too.. she fed us SOOOOOO much fooood.. and it was all healthy! So a quick recap...

-ate LOTS of food
-played STRIP ping pong--ROUND ONE: Hene and Dom vs. Chris Lic and I (we won) ROUND TWO: Sher and I vs. Chris Nug and Daryl (all they had left were their boxers.. haha.. they even had little cups prepared just in case)
-watched people wrestle and dance
-yummy apple cider with caramel!
-HIDE AND SEEEEK in the dark!
-girl talk in Mia's room
-boys lit some fireworks
-played the game, "Let's see how many people can fit into Josh's car".. like 15?
-a nice and warm 20 minute car ride home

THE END to my great day!

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Saturday, October 26, 2002

I did not go to 5th this morning.. the skit during 6th was so funnny.. I accidently said "fuck" but I was trying to say "fix.. but it came out as "fux" and yeah. We had guest speakers talk to us during mentoring and they talked to us about DUIs and stuff. The stories they told really scared me, and when we were writing this letter to our parents, I started hella tearing up. After school, Jenn, Di, Fel, and I went to Valley Fair and walked around.. we went to Gospel Choir rehearsal and I stayed after for the Director/Soloists workshop to be a director! I ate when I got home.. got gas and went to MOVIE NIGHT at ND.. there were NO seniors there, except for the ones who HAD to go who are on ASB, including Sherilyn and I. I think it would have been pretty fun if more people went.

After all the family stuff I had to do.. I went to pick up John and Mike and we headed to the movies to watch "Jackass".. mann that was soo funny. We watched with the Creek guys and Steve and Sherilyn. John and I had to share ONE seat cus the theater was packed. I dropped em off at home and I am sooo happy that my mother isn't home yet! She's out gallivanting tonight! whoo!

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Friday, October 25, 2002

I failed my Trig test this morning.. and I thought I knew the stuff too The rest of the day was pretty kick back. I took Sheila home and we worked on our "Oedipus on Jenny Jones" script. I went home real quick.. changed.. and went to Mariel's for the PCN script meeting. I was a tad late and did not even work on script, BUT I had fun kickin it with my friends.. we haven't done that in a while. I panicked like hell when I got home.. rushed to finish the Oedipus script, I HOPE DEVONNE FINISHES IT! ahh! and I barely finished my stupid Essay right now.. errrr.. I hate Oedipus now! and I'm sleeeeeeeepy

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Thursday, October 24, 2002

I was late for my ASB meeting this morning! ack! The rest of the day was usual. I had peer counseling today and it was fun. I ate Pasta Plate for lunch, yumm.. I stayed after school for CSF.. and I did most of my homework. I did more of my homework when I got home... took a little dinner break.. and back to homework.. I talked on the phone for a bit while doing my homework.. and I STILL have homework! ahhh! Well I'm just stressing for English crap that's due on Friday.. it is SOOOOO much!

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Wednesday, October 23, 2002

Today was a Monday to me.. I pressed the snooze on my alarm 43983034 times.. School was boring.. I got all my grades.. I am doing alright I guess.. but geeez, can my GPA get any lower? I explained to my mom why my report card that will be coming home on Saturday will be very crappy. We also finalized all the Winter Ball stuff at Dance Committee today.. that was exciting! arghhhh.. but I will soon go through the hell of LOOKING FOR A WINTER BALL DATE! Wanna be my date? Please IM me! haha.. I want this one to be memorable since it is my LAST winter ball of my Notre Dame HS career =(

I picked up my sis.. did nothing.. went to confirmation which was fun.. talked on the phone and did a LITTLE hw.. err.. I hate procrastinating but I sooooo cannot help it!

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Tuesday, October 22, 2002

ew. whoever left that on my chatterbox is gross! anyway, I had NO SCHOOL again today! not because I am a senior, but just because I go to ND. hmm.. so I woke up late.. did nothing.. picked up my sis and her friend from school and took them to their vball game. I stayed and watched.. they lost to St. Chris.. then I took em to McDonald's. I did some hw.. then I went to Villiard's to pick up my sadies pics. I did more of nothing and finally started on my English essay.. that crap is a crap.. all BS! oh well.. I did a lot of eating.. did more of nothing.. finished hw.. now it's time for bed cus it is really late. MY circadian rhythm is really off beat now... shucks

oh and good luck to my dear best friend Lisa Marie J. Raymundo who will be taking her driving test tomorrow! Don't be like me and fail the first time!

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Monday, October 21, 2002

I woke up at 6am to go to the bathroom and texted David to have fun going fishing.. then right away Ryan calls and tells me to go with them but hellll nahh I was hella sleepy.. so I went back to sleep. I watched TV with my sis and my mom left to go somewhere.. I got ready for confirmation and picked up Lisa. We went to Simon's house cus they were back from fishing and were having a little bbq. Lisa and I ate 3 oysters each, and struggled to open each and every one. The plan was to stay at Simon's for a bit, but nah.. we made it to mass though.. there was traffic.

James, David M and N, and Mike took turns driving my car around the block.. then David, Truong, and I went to Walgreens cus Truong needed to buy stuff for Walden West.. he was pretty excited to be a cabin leader. Um.. Lisa and I played minesweeper.. then Mike came back with James, but they left to tape some naked woman? I dunno.. so Meg left with them cus they were her ride. Lisa and I go to church and sat with Ryan and Charles.. ate steak for dinner.. then home. I am extremely lazy right now.

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Sunday, October 20, 2002

I had a greeeeat day! So I cleaned my room, had cotillion practice which was great.. cleaned up again.. took a 5 minute nap.. got ready for Block B.. went to eat with everyone else at Pasta Pomodoro.. went to the dance, I wanted to take home the balloons but NOO, stupid lady.. went to Mission Lanes.. went to Mariel's for 2 minutes, but got dropped off at home because my mom decided to switch into bitch-mode. Man, I am tired and Boy Meets World is on Disney.. tooootles!

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Saturday, October 19, 2002

Today was Crazy Fan Day and the last day of our HOMECOMING week at ND. Im English, Sheila, Henessey, DeVonne, Sarah and I were playing games instead of working on our project. We tried naming all the football teams, bball teams, every fruit and veggie we knew, cars, and the best yet, every single burger from any fast food place.

Later, I went to get Mike at home, and we went to a flower shop to order the flower thingies for tomorrow. We went to Adrian's house to chill then Ryan's house and watched TV. I fell asleep on the couch and when I woke up I heard some giggling going on from Steve, Ryan, Truong, and James--they had a camera or whatever. Then I had to take princess Truong home real quick cus he wanted to wash his face (cus he didn't want to at Ryan's house and he wanted to smell good for his girl friend. ooooOh!). Off to the bonfire we go, which was alright.. the grass was wet, and there were like 29582034 of us trying to sit on Chris' ONE sweater cus we didn't want grass stains on our pants. Truong was a sell out while we all went to Jack in the Box. I dropped Mike off at home and thought that everyone was going to Angela's house, but I was wrong.. Mariel was there, and Francis too but I didn't know it was him until he told me when we went to James' house where everyone was at. Mar and I were getting frustrated cus we could not find his house.. we watched parts of Scooby Doo, and Mar, Angie, and I left during 40 Days and 40 Nights. SCORE! My mother is sleeping!

I had a fun day!

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Friday, October 18, 2002

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS ASHLEY JACKSON!

It was Homecoming Queen Day at school today and some people looked so funny! We ate cake for Ash during break and at lunch we all took pictures with the homecoming KING click on the link if you wanna see (http://eileen.8k.com/homecoming.html). Then the last 40 minutes of class I had my college counseling appointment with Dr. Hock. She hella made me feel better about myself and reassured me that I WILL get into college, colleges that I WANT to go to! But the only thing are my SAT scores.. eck. After school I went to Mariel's for a PCN script meeting. Dang, I hate so muuch GOOD food today, but I am soo stuffed! Cake at break, chicken BURRITO for lunch, pasta and peanut butter cookies at Mariels, and a CHOCOLATE donut a few minutes ago. I'm glad that I have no homework tonight, but I have TWO tests to study for!

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Wednesday, October 16, 2002

I left my house at 630 this morn for an ASB meeting and it was SOOOOO dark! So school was boring, but I didn't feel like falling asleep during any of my classes. During English, Ms. Orr was showing us the phone and the panic button in the classroom.. like if a killer were to walk into our classroom, we would press that panic button and a mic would turn on and police or whatever get to listen to whatever's going on, and then if it's really serious the police will come.. and to use the phone we have to dial 9-9-1-1. I dunno it was pretty cool. She said that we were probably the only ones in the state so far with that kind of system.

I cleaned the inside of my car, and took out all the junk that was in the trunk.. picked up my sister from school and watched some of her vball game. My dad was there and he was sad cus my sister's team lost again.. haha. Then my sis and I went to the carwash.. went home and did homework.. went to Jack in the Box to grab some din din and now I am going to eat!

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I had NO SCHOOL today because I am a SENIOR and SENIORS had the day off cus the rest of the school was taking tests like the PSATs and stuff. I took my car to the dealership this morn cus they got the rest of the parts in to finish fixing my mirror thing.. and they replaced the bulb for my headlight. I went to McDonalds to meet up with Mrs. Riley, Tessa, Margaret, and Monica. We had to do some last minute planning for the 8th graders at MHT. We loved visiting our old school and had a pretty cool talk with the 7th and 8th grade girls. Aww.. I miss my MHT days.

When I got home I took a nap.. did a whole lot of nothing.. picked up my car.. got a free carwash.. and went to confirmation. Joel, Charles, Michaelangelo, many others, and I stayed after the meeting to talk about this situation. I am now home and I have so much homeworkkkkkkk.. ahhh

I also DLed AOL 8.0 today. I was hella playing around with it all morning, it's so cool! Diana and I were having fun and Truong is playing around with it right now.

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Tuesday, October 15, 2002

I was hella falling asleep all day at school today! I saw Charles when I walked out, and when I was about to talk to him, I didn't because of something.. then I saw some more of those creek guys.. David, Truong, Ryan, Mike, Francis, and the other David. Lucky butts didn't have school today. When I got home I went to sleep and woke up at 7.. haha shoooot I slept hellla good! hmm.. I wanted to do something but staying home feels good right now.

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Monday, October 14, 2002

I'm happy that I don't have much homework this weekend. My day was pretty fun.. only because of HAIR. Gosh... soooo cuuute!!!!!!!!!!!! He's more than cute.. he's like hot.. more than hot.. he's WOW.

So I went to cotillion practice with Jer for Tin² and we thought that we were late but no one was there. There were like 12 people absent. We started practice late and I had to leave early.. and when I did leave, Jer had to leave too cus he was my ride.. and same with others who had to go to confirmation. That was pretty fun, the Raiders lost.. there goes their winning streak. Hmm.. I kinda enjoyed the guest speakers today. After.. there was mass, the best part of TODAY. har har har.. and only my best buddy knows why. So Lisa drove me home with her new car (and with her dad in the backseat cus she still has her permit). THE END

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Sunday, October 13, 2002

So today was very action packed. Daryl, James, and Jenn were in the same room as me for SATs.. those were alright I guess. Then Eileen and I headed to Valley Fair to do some last minute Sadies shopping. Steve picked me up and we went to John's. John answers the door with just his shorts, no shirt, slippers, and a towel. haha.. and it was pretty cold outside too. I had to wait outside cus John's grandparents don't like girls. Sherilyn came so me and her used Steve's car to go to the bank while she changed in the car and while John and blah blah blah finished getting ready. We all got to the dance and everyone was lookin very cute! We took pictures, just a little bit of dancing.. not really in the dancing mood. I don't think anyone was.

We were all STARVING by the end of the night, so In N Out was where we went for quite a while.. I thought the night was gonna end there after we took Angela home.. but instead Steve and I went to James' house where everyone else (well not EVERYONE) went cus nothing was going on in San Jose, everyone went home. Mariel was there but had to leave which meant Sherilyn had to leave which meant Ellison was going to leave too. So I was stuck with Mike, John, Steve, Goodrich, and James. Mike, John, Steve, and I went for a little joyride in Goodrich's jeep. It was pretty cool driving it. I was the best driver cus Mike can't drive.. Steve can barely drive stick and John is just not licensed, but he's good. When we got back to James', Mike unbraided my hair while John TRIED to braid it. James made some hot cocoa and I burned my tongue. Steve was hella tired already so we left and I drove home to my home. Shoot, I love this freedom.. my mom ain't comin home til the morning. But I sure do miss her AND my little brat of a sister.

goddam.. I think that all "hairs" are hella fine.. but most especially that one! I'd hit that any day.. haha JUST KIDDING!

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Saturday, October 12, 2002

Friday.. school was kick back.. gospel choir was very fun. So the plan was for me to stay home because of SATs bright and early Saturday morning. I took a nap, and when I awoke, both my mother and sister were gone. I called my mom and she said she was going on a girl's weekend outing with my aunt and she'd be home on Sunday.. and my sister was staying the weekend at her best friend's house. So what did I do when I woke up? NOT study! Sheila, Sherilyn, Mariel and I drove around for a bit.. picked up Charles and we all went to Mercado. I haven't been there in ages. I remember when I would go there every weekend way back in 8th grade. Charles bought me some Jamba Juice.. and yumm. We watched "Brown Sugar." It was cute! I liked it and cried with Sheila.. it was a HIPHOP version of "Sweet Home Alabama." I was scared when I was driving home because my left headlight wasn't working, so I drove with my highbeams on.

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Friday, October 11, 2002

Man, it is 10pm and I just got home from a very tiring day. First of all, we had a debate in FRENCH class today about trying children as adults all in FRENCH for an hour and a half IN FRENCH, debating IN FRENCH. 3rd period was kick back and 4th was too. I took my first french grammar test after school.. I headed off to a PCN script meeting at Mariels house.. ate lots of pizza!! then went to SJV for highschool information night where I represented Notre Dame of course. By this time I was dead tired, but I had to go to the bank to get money.. now I am sitting on my ass wherein I should be doing homework..

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Thursday, October 10, 2002

School was school.. I missed my Trig test during 1st because I had my first Peer Counseling session. Wow, my group of freshmen were pretty good compared to the stories I heard from other peer counselors. I was stressing about my Psych test and the Trig test I had to make up after school. So I took those tests back to back. Psych was not so bad, but I probably did a bad job.. and Trig... OMG!!!! it was hard! I arrived at home around 4.. took a nap.. cleaned my room.. studied some french.. ate some cereal.. and yeah. Sadies this weekend! I am excited.. then Block B next weekend! cool!

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Wednesday, October 09, 2002

happy belated birthday to ms. nicole rodriguez and mr. chris ha nguyen and to the twins.. and a million others! and happy birthday TODAY to ms. angela solita santiago dimayuga...

School was interesting today, we had a guest speaker who talked about the death penalty, and this is probably the first time I have ever sat through an ND assembly actually listening. This charming old man brought tears to my eyes with his stories about his daughter. After school, Diana and Sheila rode with me to go to Chili's for Angie's bday. But we made a quick detour to savers cus I needed suspenders and ties for sadies. I found no decent looking suspenders. Then we met up with everyone at Chili's. That was fun.. had plenty of laughs with Eileen and Sheila.. ate good food.. and Angela gave me some of her birthday chocolate shake icecream thing! boy that was so good!

Then Angie rode with me and we picked up John Ha cus Angela asked me if I could.. then we went to Angies house.. I did most of my homework.. we sat around.. talked, and then I went to MHT for the confirmation meeting. That was okay..

"hair" is hella fine.

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Tuesday, October 08, 2002

I was hekka falling asleep in school today.. hella boring.. I took Sheila home, tried to take a nap, but nahhh.. my sis bugged me to take her to her vball game. She pissed me off though because of the way she talked to me, shoot. Then I TRIED to rest, but no can do.. I did nothing for a long time.. started some hw, finished homework then talked to my mom for a REALLY long time about college and my future. I told her how I still want to be a lawyer and major in poli sci, but that might be too hard my freshman year in college, so I would major in Psychology or Business.. yeah.. I had a missed call.. returned the call, talked for 2 minutes, and now I am sitting here doing nothing.

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Monday, October 07, 2002

I woke up pretty late today.. went to Mike's house to pick up my cell phone.. went to church.. went with Charles to drop off his car.. confirmation was fun.. lots of people in my group, like ALL my candidates were there. ate some dinner, took a 45 minute nap.. then my encounter with my mother...

Mom: did you eat already anak?
Me: yeah..
Mom: WHAT IS THAT ON YOUR MOUTH
Me: nothing (covers face with pillow)
Mom: let me see! (goes next to my bed) open your mouth!
Me: (opens mouth) it's fake mom
Mom: yeah, fake with a hole right?
Me: yeahhhhh
Mom: ARE YOU CRAZY? I don't like that hah, blah blah blah

yeah, I was expecting her to go crazy, but she didn't. Then I did some hw, talked on the phone.. and blah blah I still have to write a poem IN french that rhymes.

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Sunday, October 06, 2002

-fsa icebreaker @ bj's.. very fun.. played some wwf on gamecube with daryl (we were tag team partners) and some juniors.. we won after the 3rd try.. icebreaker activities were fun.. playing the symbol game with words was the best.. "kiss me, i'm gay, my ass, your mom, fuck you" on the way home eileen bumped my car cus she was lookin for her sunglasses and bam she bumped my car! i turned around and said *phew* cus this time it was NOT my fault! but now there are marks on the back of my car from the front of hers =(
-home for cotillion practice.. fun times waltzing and chacha-ing.. ehh but i got lectured by my grandpa
-earl's party.. that was very very very fun.. mar and i played some mahjong with jason and john g.. we only went to "stop by" but we ended up leaving at 10 something.. we said bye to everyone like 29583405 times. Oh, and mar and i won the mahjong tournament (guys vs. girls) cus jay admitted that he cheated
-mike's party.. dude there were hella cops so we drove around scared for a while.. someone from mike's party got hit over the head with a crowbar.. there were puddles of mud.. yuck.. later that night, mike got caked, or more like the cake got miked.. big mess.. but fun times
-the end to a very fun saturday

one year ago around this time (well at the FSA icebreaker last year), daryls car broke down on the freeway right before the capitol exit with jenna mariel and other people in the car eating taco bell.

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Saturday, October 05, 2002

dang it is about 130am and I just finished cleaning my room. I threw away a lot of junk.. and fixed some pictures and blah blah blah. Whoa, it seems like I did not have school today.. but that was pretty kick back I guess. I just have lots of homework.. Sheila and Joni came with me to BeeJae's house for an icebreaker meeting.. Ei and I played pool and won against Josh and Daryl! It was funny cus Josh shot the 8 ball in, but then the white one.. so then Ei and I won! haha.. then we had our meeting.. did some chillen.. ate auntie's good ass food! and then Mar and I headed off to the Indy Fashion show with Sher.. we met up with Hansen Jer and Diana.. then saw everyone else.. blah blah blah.. that was alright.. I went home early to clean my room.. and yeah.. still a little messy but it will do.

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Friday, October 04, 2002

We sang songs in french class today.. that was pretty fun! Ordered Pizza A Go Go with Nicole and Jenn for lunch for our super cool little sisters.. that was yummy. Then my last 2 classes out of 4 for the day were pretty kick back.. went to Lou's house for PCN script planning.. and almost had a heart attack from freakin stress! I did my SSP hours by typing out my time sheets and what not.. my grand total was 17 whole hours! go me! I talked on the phone for a bit.. then finished my Psych hw! yes! and it is only 11 o clock! Now I just gotta read Oedipus and study vocab! YAY ITS FRIDAY TOMORROW!

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Thursday, October 03, 2002

I had an ASB meeting this morning that I was on time for.. cool! The rest of the day was normal.. Psychology was pretty interesting because we talked about dreams and sleep and REM and stuff. Eileen and I were hella laughing because she asked me if I ever woke up and my shirt was off or something and you wake up wondering how the hell that happened! hahaha! and DeVonne was hella lauging at us like we were retarded. Nicole said that when she was little she used to strip down.. haha.. okay but yeah. I took a nap when I got home. According to psych, teens need about 9 hours of sleep a night.. YEAH RIGHT! I sleep like 5 or 6 hours a night and take naps to make up for it.. it messes up my circadian clock but oh well. I worked diligently on my women of scripture journal and FINISHED without pulling an all-nighter! I did 8 entries in about 3 hours.. that is pretty dam good. I also did all my Trig stuff and i KINDA know the stuff for tomorrow's quiz. Now I gotta find money for the Big/Lil sis lunch thing tomorrow.. I have TWO sisters now! (not including my real one) oh my!

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Wednesday, October 02, 2002

I was hella tired at school today! I got my grade back from that Psych presentation/project we did last week.. AHHHH I GOT A SUCKY GRADE!!!! My Psych grade will be sucky for the next grading period.. I think all my grades are going to be sucky! Senior year is so stressful! I ran some errands and then went straight to the confirmation meeting. It sucks how I probably won't go to the retreat in november because it's my mom's 40th birhtday, and the next one in april, that is PCN weekend.. and the next retreat, I will be away in college =( But it's okay, I do not mind still going to the meetings. I got home around 8.. ate dinner.. and now it is hw time!

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Tuesday, October 01, 2002

I was so determined in finding pictures that were car related for mr John Ha's report because he was actually doing his homework.. and then when I IM him...

Auto response from JoHnNaY74 (9:44:12 julessss): i am playing a game rite now...sorrie jule im not doing hw and i didnt even look for photos i was playing hahaha..

how do I motivate this boy! I hope your DSL breaks again John! So school today was pretty kick back.. my Crayola alarm clock that I have had since I was in first grade got all retarded somehow. I set the correct time on it last night to fix it.. and set the alarm for 6am right.. it alarmed when it was "6am" but I was sleepy as fuck.. so I press the snooze.. I wake up moments later and it says 842 or something. I was like wtf! cus it was still hella dark outside.. I check my cell phone and it was fuckin 4am! So I was like ahh time to get rid of my beloved Crayola Crayon clock. After school, I picked up my sister and her best friend.. took them to McDonalds to eat.. then to their volleyball at Holy Family. Gosh, I hella got lost! geeez. Then I headed to bj's house for the FSA coregroup meeting for the icebreaker this saturday. When I got home, I did SOME hw.. but I still have LOTS.. ahhh whoever said senior year was a breeze freakin lied!!!

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Monday, September 30, 2002

I have a very strong feeling that this week is going to be full of stress. I still have to work on my Women of Scripture journal which is due on Thursday, and my french grammar which is due never, but we need to work on it in order to pass our tests. I also need to write down my senior service project hours.. ahh! And I have a meeting thursday and friday after school for FSA stuff. I am already missing the one tomorrow cus I have to take my sister to her volleyball game and no one can bring her but me and she already told her friends that I would take them.. blah blah blah..

Nevertheless, I had a fun day! I just finished MOST of my homework. So I woke up pretty dam early.. did homework.. picked up Jeremy and Hansen and went to cotillion practice. Lorelei actually came today! Man, that girl is HELLLLA freakin dark! haha.. she said that she plays tennis everyday, so yeah. Umm.. Ron came with me to drop off Hansen and Jeremy after practice cus me and him had confirmation. We arrived around 4 when practice was over. My group was cool.. as always. We only had one candidate today, Eric, and we hella told him all about the seaons of the church... very good memorization skills. Ron, Joel, Charles and I headed off to qcup cus they were hungry and none of them drove to church today. That was a pretty interesting ride.. mass was cool.. Lisa came.. I got a new little sister at school, little miss Jenny.. actually she is WAYYY taller than me. I talked to our class VP and she said yeah she can be your little sister.. so whoohoO! I have two now.

After church, I went to Mike's house for his bday.. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR JAN MICHAEL ANTHONY OQUIAS TANGGA! I LOVE YOU! I played some Tekken with John.. I hella whooped his ass.. well actually.. just ONCE. I ate some krispy kreme donuts.. man I have been craving those for the longest time.. and followed Mariel and Sherilyn home... did hw.. THE END!

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Sunday, September 29, 2002

I woke up early.. and good thing Mariel called me this morning cus I totally forgot that there was a mandatory club officer training thing at school from 10 to 12. When I got home, I took a very long nap that lasted until 230 or 3. I cleaned my room.. found ALLL my old report cards and PSAT and SAT scores.. dam I did pretty good on PSATs, well for ME.. those were good scores to me. I watched Real World.. man that Trishelle.. shes hella gay.. literally.. haha. Then Mariel and I went to Dianas house.. looked at pictures then went to Kailins. We ate.. man HELLA food! I ate some sushi, my most favorite food in the world.. and CAKE! and ICECREAM!!!!! The ice cream was so good cus it's the only thing I can eat without a struggle. Then we went to Ruby's party.. and watched the breaker peoples. Sherilyn, Diana, Mariel and I pretty much spent the whole time sitting watching the breakers, it was cool though. Nathan was lookin through pictures and Mariel Orlando and I were telling jokes/riddles/pick up lines. We headed home, and I am so tired!! argh.. and I have SOOOOOOOOOO much homeworkkkkk that I did NOT start yet!!!! and tomorrow I won't be home til AFTER church at 7pm.. ehh

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Saturday, September 28, 2002

I was stressed the whole school day cus I had 2 project presentations due out of 3 classes.

Diana came with me to indy to pick up Mike and Ellison, then went to that "Players Inc" place. Yes, things were pierced. No one really experienced any pain, until a few moments later. OUCH! kicked it at Sheel's then went to watch "SWEET HOME ALABAMA" ahhhhh I LOVE THAT MOVIE! Hopefully I will have a story like that to tell someday. The world was at the mall today, and when I see the world, I really mean the world. Hella ND girls cus..I dunno? We all go to the In N Out at McCarthy.. but it was closed, so we just went to the one on capitol... and Jeremy works there! mister jeremy from confirmation jeremy.. hahaha.. I was like whoa I know you! and I saw Ron there too.. yeah, I saw lots of people today.. pretty fun. James and Ryan and David were tricking me with that DSL crap! they're like, "did you hear your dsl is gonna be down for 4 mos?" and I was like whaaaat why! I have DSL.. blah blah blah. then they laugh and I go HA! maybe you don't get it.. oh well.

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Friday, September 27, 2002

okay.. forget PSYCHOLOGY man! well for now. I am taking a break from working on my drug addiction project that is due tomorrow. It's pretty interesting though. It was crazy sock day at school today.. yeah there were some pretty crazy socks man. I only had 4 classes that were pretty much kick back. I got an A on my Trig test! that was a WOW for the day.. we had to make symbolic posters in french. Kirsten and I wanted to draw a poster on SWEET HOME ALABAMA. It was a pretty picture if I do say so myself. We drew reese in the middle with question marks around her head.. and alabama with her childhood sweetie on her left with a tractor and a barn and stuff.. and her rich sweetie on her right with a limo and NY in the background and presents.. yah it was pretty. Religon was like boring... HELLA boring.. watched a video.. and I took a quiz in Peer Counseling.. that was pretty hard man.. I hella BSed some answers.

But dang, instead of doing MY homework.. I ended up helping Ellison and Adrian with their song analyzing homework.. that was pretty easy! shoot. My poor grandparents are sad because Airports are laying off the people who work the checkpoints now because the government wants increased security and it's the government now who hires those people, instead of the agency itself.. it's okay.. they don't need to work anyways.. ohhhh and when my mom came home from Back to School Night at my school.. she gave me a big hug and said "now I know how you feel.. and why you are so tired when you come home.. and why you are always up doing your work" yeahhh man!! She had to drive around hella times to find parkingg.. and got crappy parking so she had to walk a lot.. and she went from building to building for all my classes.. up and down 4 flights of stairs.. and listened to the teachers talk about all the crap they give us! shoot man! k now I must do that hw! tootleoo!

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Thursday, September 26, 2002

I kinda wanna go back to my blogspot blog thing now.. but anyway.. I woke up late this morning! I had to do some family stuff in the morn, so I missed the ASB meeting.. and I forgot to write a note.. yikes. It's okay Sher told me about the attendance policy, and I get 2 unexcused absences. We had our Opening Liturgy at the Cathedral today. Boy, I missed that place. All my classes today were basically free periods cus they were only 25 or 35 minutes long. I ate my lunch (CHICKEN SANDWICHES) during break with Sherilyn because we were both freakin hungry. On the way from Physics, Mariel dropped her calculator and she had to walk back to get it and some freshman just kept on walking right.. Mariel picked it up and goes, "Thanks for picking it up bitch." The poor freshman turns around and Mariel says, "Yeah, you.." Danggggg.. I was like oh my gosh!!!!!! Mariel is so mean! I can't do that.. only jokingly.. but yeah freakin Mariel!

Mike, Truong, David N, Ryan, Rhofhelakjsfajsf (I don't even wanna try spelling out his name), and their smiley friend was there after school today. I said hi for a bit cus I didn't want to go home. So I told Meg to tell her Mike or Ryan to ask one of them to be the last guy in my cotilllion court cus someone dropped out. Well since I saw them today, I asked them myself. Mike goes, "Ryan or Truong HELLLA wants to be in it." Ryan goes, "Noo.. just Truong.. he wants it more than us.." and Truong says, "No.. I don't dance.. I can't even cha cha.. Ryan and Mike can." and blah blah blah the argument went on forever. Mike said he was going to North Dakota or something like that so yeah.. haha it's okay.. I'll just KEEP those 3 fools in my 18 Roses and will just find the 13th guy for my court by the end of the week hopefully.

I finished my English Project that's due on friday.. put construction paper and magazine stuff in my Women of Scripture journal for ALL the entries.. and sat on my ass.. yeah.. I don't have much hw tonight which is a miracle!

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Wednesday, September 25, 2002

This morning at school I wanted to cry so bad, especially during 2nd because of FRENCH 4!!!! goshh.. I really hate that class! I didn't do my homework from the previous night cus I didn't know wth to do.. and we had a little quiz thingy by talking about information about french speaking countries in Africa. blah blah blah.. I managed to ask Danielle if I could see one of the countries she got info on and BAM! I had stuff to say! hella pulled that crap outta my ass.

The rest of the day was alright.. there was a club fair at lunch and when I was eating in the gym with Megs Ei and Lyvinia.. some freshman knocked over Mehgan's drink and Eileen went oOOoOoH!!!!!!! and then I went oooooh!!! then the freshmen kept going "AHH I'm SORRY I'm SORRY!!!!" like helllllla times.. and Eileen kept going oooooooooooooooohhhh.. you spilled her drinkkkk... and Mehgan was just sitting there like "it's okayy don't trip.." The freshman ran away hekka quick and came back with a dollar and gave Meg money for the drink she spilled.. haha.. poor freshman! Meg turned around to give it back, but yah she was gone.. haha

I went to pick up my senior portraits.. like the whole shabang.. the 11 x 14s.. the wallets.. everything.. blehh.. I don't like them. I went to the confirmation meeting.. did some retreat planning.. gosh I hope I go!!! and when Charles walked in, he kept saying "I hate Notre Dame. you suck..blah blah blah" all that Charles-stuff he always says everytime I see him. Now I am home and I must start on my homework.. good thing I don't have much tonight!

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Tuesday, September 24, 2002

I couldn't sleep last night.. I don't think I dozed off until 2am, so I got a total of 4 hours of sleep. School was school...enough said. I was hella tired and stuff. I went to go pick up my sister at her friend's house in the glens, and I passed by this house that was on fire! People were outside staring at it, not calling 911 and stuff.. I couldn't find my phone and trying to find my phone while driving isn't a good combo. Later on, I hear sirens.. I get my sister and show her the burning house. It was some asian couple.. I saw flames from inside the house, but maybe it was from the backyard? When I got home, I did my homework like a good student.. and I am still not done. I hate french. I want to wither and die in a corner already.. school stresses me out too much.. especially french. Eh whateverrr.. I watched the American Idol concert with the 30 finalists.. that was cool.. kinda made my day and chatted with a buddy for a bit. I'll probably hit the hay early today since I am not going to do the rest of my french homework... I am so behind.

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Monday, September 23, 2002

Today I woke up early because as I mentioned earlier, some freakin morning person woke me up.. haha. I lounged around.. tried to fix some electrical stuff cus my computer would not turn on and dropped my sister off at her friend's house for her bday. I headed to Reztyleen's for cotillion practice. It was fun today because we learned a lot of waltz stuff.. Jeremy and I were lost though because the last time we were at practice was a month ago or something.

When I got home I watched some Disney Channel.. took a nap.. and did some homework. My mom and I went to get some food... and I still have hella homework. I am screwed up the ass once again.. OH WELL! It is very quiet cus my sister slept over her friend's house.. they have no school tomorrow, lucky bastards.

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Sunday, September 22, 2002

Sheila's party was hekkkkkkkka fun! Let's see, what did I do. My mom was still in a bitch ass mood, so she left and went out with her coworkers. I had to drag my sister along with me to Sheel's, but before that we went to Circuit City to buy some DVDs for her best friend's bday. I picked up Eileen at her aunt's house and we were off to Sheila's. We ate hella, karaoked a bit, girltalked in SHEEL'S ROOM (no longer SHEEL ROOM), sang songs with the guitar outside, hiked up the mountain in her backyard, and blah blah blah.

I accidentally gave Chris Lic a bloody nose because people were trying to punch me and pick on me and stuff, so my hand accidentally knocked Chris.. sorry man.. hope you still love me! haha.. and so then they (Lou, Dominick, Josh, Chris, and I forgot who else) pulled that shit on Sherilyn.. they were punching her and stuff.. and I think it was Chris who hit her and she fell over! goshh, I almost cried for her, but it was hella funny at the same time.. but I woke up with freakin bruises on my arms!

I left at 12ish cus I was tired and I forgot that my sister was with me. She was playing inside with Sheila's cousins. I went straight to bed because I was having technical difficulties with the light and computer and blah.. Mr Sunshine called me early this morning, so I have been wide awake since.

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Saturday, September 21, 2002

urMAHCANDEErain (5:52:15 julessss): had hella pictures on the walls right
urMAHCANDEErain (5:52:16 julessss): ALL YOU
urMAHCANDEErain (5:52:21 julessss): then we were looking for a highlighter once
urMAHCANDEErain (5:52:25 julessss): en there was this drawer
urMAHCANDEErain (5:52:27 julessss): with letters
urMAHCANDEErain (5:52:29 julessss): ALL YOU
me (5:52:38 julessss): hahaha
urMAHCANDEErain (5:52:43 julessss): yea i remember i remember

School today was alright. I woke up at 530AM!!! Dang, I guess goin to bed at 930 has its benefits. But of course, I laid in bed until 6ish and got ready for school. Hmm.. I only had 3 classes (because of block scheduling). Physics was boring.. did busywork the whole time, English took a Vocab test.. pretty easy.. then did nothing with my group for an hour. We were supposed to be working on our project.. oh well! and 7th.. took a Psych test.. blehhh. The plan was to go to the mall after school, but I was tired and felt dizzy again.. so I just went home and slept from 2 to 3... picked up my sis... back at home.. bored as hellllllllllllll. Diana's dad called me because he was looking for her.. I told him I didn't know where she was.. but I did know. I picked her up at Vill's house where Ellison was playing cs. I guess I got there hella fast because they were like whoa, that was fast. It was hella dark in the room.. poor Ellison.. haha.. and I find Diana and Villiard on the bed sleeping.. or whatever... haha.. umm.. went to qcup real quick (my treat.. yah they were lucky I was hella bored).. watched Funniest Home Videos.. then took Diana home. My mom wasn't home yet... I watched Karate Kid 2 on Disney. That movie reminds me of Ashley because she calls me "juleson".. argh my mom bitched at my sister when she got home and somehow it turned around on me and shit! I was like wtf! now she's all pissed off! oh well..

ehh.. and I got my rag today. That explains the cramps, the feeling of being bloated, feeling fatigued, the hot flashes.. gosh darnit!

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Friday, September 20, 2002

I feel pretty cruddy right now. I feel sick. I feel nauseated. blah blah blah. I left school at 11am because I just couldn't take it anymore, I wanted to throw up and I was dizzy. I got a sickroom pass, called my mom at work, and got permission to leave school early. I took some Tylenol and slept until 3. I went to Mariel's house for an FSA core meeting. I still wasn't feeling too well, but then when I left at 5, I felt perfect. I guess a lot of people had a pretty crappy/sick day. I saw Meg leaving early.. Hene left early just because, and Mar left early with Sheila just because too. But I really felt sick.. ahh I think whatever I have come down with is a combo of PMS and the flu/cold or something.. I have two tests tomorrow, and I bombed my Trig quiz today.. I really wasn't feeling myself... ahh well I better do hw just in case I do go to school.

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Thursday, September 19, 2002

Goodrich was trying to guess something, and I thought that "bingo" was a person..

G 0 o D r i C h (9:41:33 julessss): bingo
me (9:41:38 julessss): who the fuck is bingo?
me (9:41:43 julessss): u were right already
G 0 o D r i C h (9:41:45 julessss): i know
G 0 o D r i C h (9:41:47 julessss): bingo
G 0 o D r i C h (9:41:48 julessss): foo
me (9:41:52 julessss): whos bingo?
G 0 o D r i C h (9:41:54 julessss): lol
me (9:41:56 julessss): a game?
G 0 o D r i C h (9:42:01 julessss): that means.. correct
me (9:42:19 julessss): ohhhh!
me (9:42:23 julessss): hahahahahhahahahahahaha

So today was SENIOR REFLECTION DAY.. that means that I had no classes and I went to Camp Redwood with my WHOLE senior class for a fun filled day.. The bus ride there with Eileen, Angela, Diana, and about 50 more girls was alright. We played this hellla FUNN song game! We had to think of as many songs as we knew that had "baby" in it, then we had to sing em and compete against the other homerooms... some senior business and then some LUNCH TIME! We had bagles when we got there.. and some BREAK time.. but yah lunch was fun. We played the SYMBOL GAME when we were waiting for our turn to get our lunch. so much fun.. let's see who was it... Diana, Mehgan, Jenna, Eileen, Henessey, Mariel, Sheila, and I. My homeroom teacher Ms Garcia even played with us for a while.. and then we played when we were STANDING in line.. yah very funn.. hmm some laughing laughingg.. and then some praying stuff.. and our day of reflection was over. The bus ride home was sooooo freakin FUNNY and funnn.. shiettt. I have never laughed that much on a bus before. it was sooo funnnnny. Like Angela, Diana, Eileen and I were talking to people we don't usually talk to, and yeahhhh.

OOH, I was really bitter this morning because I didn't get a parking spot... but people who don't usually drive to school did. But yah, it's okay.. maybe next semester.. I kinda got over it and I'm not as bitter because I am in a good mood. I went to buy my sister some McDonalds and visited a friend.. some Snoopy pajamas.. haha. My mom didn't even bitch about it being a school night! cool! and I have a lot of freakin hw and I dont give a fuckkk right now! hahaha.. alright THE END!

OH YEAH! we also played this other game.. it started off as a 3 legged race.. and then it became a 23482734982 legged race, cus everyone in my homeroom were all tied together, and we were supposed to walk.. dam my homeroom is BOMB! hahaha.. we could not only walk hella good and hella fast, but we could do it BACKWARDS! haha.. yah we were hard core.. haha alright thats ittt

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Wednesday, September 18, 2002

School was boring and woke up anxious for some reason.. when I got to school, I just wanted it to be over already. My mom made me a peanut and butter jelly sandwich, and I ate it for breakfast when I got to school. My classes were long and boring.. especially English because we had to go to the library to get our computer user name stuff. Dude, we have to buy a debit card thing now for making xerox copies.. so that means no more pretending to pay 10 cents a copy.. AND we get library cards. I thought that was kinda cool. Man, Notre Dame is getting TOOO technologically advanced now.. we can't trick em! haha.. well it's a good thing.. After school, I was getting stuff outta my locker, and Mehgan's locker is on top of mine.. and like all of a sudden some hard shit falls on my backk.. gosh it hurt so much I wanted to cryyy! I hate half lockers. but when I got home I almost took a nap, but instead I started on some hw that isn't due until Thurs or Fri.. talked on the phone a bit.. went to my confirmation meeting.. and yeah, Glen talked to Joel and I because of what happened on Sunday.. I feel bad and now I know not what to do... so anyway, hopefully tomorrow my anxiousness will be served. SENIOR REFLECTION DAY TOMORROW! cool!

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Tuesday, September 17, 2002

Went to school.. nothing exciting really, we just had a lunch rally for the Mag Drive with 94.9. I want there to be another contest thingy because thte Survivor Contest last year was hella fun, especially when we won.. took Meg home.. took a nap when I got home.. TRIED to do my hw (no can do).. talked on the phone.. did hw.. finished MOST, but not all.. and THE END!

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Monday, September 16, 2002

iNFaMouSWun38 (10:16:23 julessss): yea u have sunday to do only 1/6 of ur hw..
me (10:16:33 julessss): hahha

yeah.. I just finished writing my french crap.... and I still have my religion journal entries to write (all of them), 25 trig probs (that I dont really understand), and 5 pages of psychology notes. I am not planning on doing my journals.. trig i'll do in class when i understand it more, and psych tomorrow morn.

So I woke up early today, then went back to sleep... woke up and TRIED to do hw.. no luck.. went to confirmation with Lisa.. left with Joel Eric and Mike to go to QCup.. we got in trouble when we got back cus we werent supposed to take Mike and Eric with us cus theyre only candidates.. and as leaders (Joel Lisa and I) we should have known better. Went to mass, got the MHT blessing (we stood up on the altar in front of the whole church.. we, meaning the confirmation leaders). On the way home, Lisa and I spot Joel and Jonathan in front of us waving like crazy.. we didn't wanna make em feel stupid so we waved back.. haha jk.. but yah we waved back.. dropped Lisa off.. went home and did 1/6 of my hw.. or somethin like that.

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Sunday, September 15, 2002

I went to Mike's breakdancing thing today at Hank Lopez.. that was pretty cooool.. ate at In N Out and went home. I didn't make fun of John tonight.. he didn't eat funnily because all he had was a shake. K yah I am tired and I have SOOOO MUCH homework! I'm not even exaggeratingg.. and I should start on college apps.. and studying for SATs and my SSP hours to fix!! arghhhhhh

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Saturday, September 14, 2002

Yes.. what a very long and tired, but FUN day! School was cool.. did a meditation during Women of Scripture.. took a trig quiz.. blah blah blah. I went to Megs after school and we watched Passions.. picked up my sis.. went home and got ready for the dance dance. Went to Linns.. that was fun.. LOTS of people there.. and I mean LOTS! I didnt get to eat though.. even though it was a BBQ! Yuck though, some of them were getting high which is such a TURN OFF! We played outside, our own version of baseball.. with a water bottle.. the BIG ones.. and a hacky sack.. too bad Blanco did not win his football game.. it's okay Chris.. next time! Left with Sher to go pick up Diana then Mehgan to go to the dance.. did some dancing dancing and some selling selling of the "ICE COLD DRINKS FOR ONLY A DOLLAR!" Some more dancing dancing and some sitting sitting.. Ms Burson let me yell at the people to get out of the gym because the dance was over. I was getting pretty annoyed because we (dance committee) was trying to clean up, but there were still freakin people in the gym. Meg Di Sher and I went to Taco Bell.. saw Vannack and JR there. Villiard followed with John James and Ellison.. we ate..

I think that was the best part of the night... only because of JOHN HA.. Mister LETTUCE BOY!! hahaha.. ahh the way he eats is so funny! aww.. haha.. I won't talk about it because I might embarass him. I sat with Meg John and Ellison cus Di was with her bf and Sher was sitting with JR James and Vannack. We bummed around Taco Bell for a long while, a fun long while.. Mariel came for a bit.. John changed the profile names on mine and Megs phones.. and when i got it, I read it as "John school" instead of Johns cool" cus it looks like this --> "JoHnSkOoL!" we left and dropped Vannack and JR at Johns house... took Meggie Megs home then Sher Sher. I thought I was gonna be in big doo doo when I got home, but my mom wasn't and still isnt home! score!

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Friday, September 13, 2002

Not so bad day at school..
1 trig-fine
2 french 4-talked about chocolate in french and Mrs. Riley gave us chocolate and she let us eat it!!!! in MANLEY HALL! but shhh! haha
3 womens scripture-boring
4 peer counseling-jesuit college fair.. looked at SCU and USF
5 physics-weighed pepsi cans and stuff
6 english-boring.. did vocab the WHOLE time
7 psych-interesting.. watched a video on autistic children

I stayed after school for a bit.. then went home.. went with my grandpa to pick up his car at the honda place.. he filled up my gas tank.. registered for SATs.. took a nap.. woke up at 8.. started hw at 10. DANCE TOMORROW!!!!!

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Thursday, September 12, 2002

Yay.. it is only 9 and I have no more homework to do (well homework that is due tomorrow.. got plenty of that long term crapola). We had a Sept 11 assembly this morning in the gym ,then our Opening Assembly which introduced the new teachers and stuff. It was funny during the Opening Assmeby because when they were introducing one of our male new teachers, they said, "Mr. blah blah (I forgot) is getting married to the love of his life in June" and the whole school went "awwwwww". haha freakin All Girls School man. Schoool was cool because my teachers did not assign THAT much hw (cus classes were shorter)..and if they did, it was easy peasy. I had a class council meeting (I missed those!) and talked about fun SENIOR stuff. I washed my car and vacuumed the inside when I got home from school. I did not do a good job though, I just wanted my car clean ENOUGH. After, I took a nap, woke up at 7 and started my homework. I finished at around 820.. and here I am.

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY to my Auntie Myrna who will not be reading this!

Linn's potluck, Chris' first football game (go Bells!), and then MIXER! awwww.. my LAST, First Mixer of my Notre Dame life

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Wednesday, September 11, 2002

OH and I got a C on my SUMMER READING quiz today in English. YUP! and I read 2.5 out of 3 of the books! grrrrr.. some of those stupid questions were freakin tricky.. maybe I'll argue my grade when I get the test back.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Mr David Mai and Ms Debie Rosal

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okay.. fuckin shit ahhhh! I am so overwhelmed right now in my school work. I am barely half done but I need a break because I have been working for 3 hours straight (and hours before that) and itis only the SECOND day of school!

So I had an okay day I guess, just that I got homework in every class.. and not just small assignments.. I mean like a journal entry in FRENCH, a WHOLE lab report for physics.. and blah blah blah. I do not HATE school just yet, I just hate the workload.. but I love school! On a happier not (well for me), I made homeroom rep today (cus I was the only one running in my homeroom)! whoo! I missed being on ASB. My Junior year was the only year I was NOT on it.. so yeah.. I am happy.

I took a nap, TRIED to do hw but I could NOT do any because I needed batteries for my calculator to do Physics and graph paper to do my Math.. and the comp to do French.. my sis was hoggin the comp with her hw.. my mommy went to buy my batteries and supplies while I went to my confirmation meeting. All we did was watch that Monte Cristo movie and we are gonna finish it on Sunday. It was pretty cool, I was getting into it, but I had to be home to start my homework. aaaaaaaahhhhhhh! okay... back to work!

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Tuesday, September 10, 2002

Conversation on sex...between my little sister and little cousin

Leanna: ewww.. you're parents still have sex?
Charlie: nooo.. they only had sex THREE times.. because me and Charlette and twins, and there's Amber and Ashley. THREE!
Me: HAHAAHAHAH!!!!!!

Wow! It was my FIRST DAY OF SENIOR YEAR today! I woke up with no hesitation even though I went to bed a little later than I planned because I was too excited. I was excited to go to school to have classes in our brand new gorgeous building and to see all the lovely faces of my wonderful friends! Hmm.. I spent a lot of time running around cus I was turning stuff in.. like a lot of applications for stuff. Diana bought some Pizza a Go Go for us cus she has 7th free.. and ate it on the way to pick up my sister. I took a very pleasant nap when I got home because I was exhausted for some reason. I woke up at 6 and my crazy cousins were over again. Man, I love when they're around.. just not everyday! haha.. kidding. They hella make me laugh.. and they were talking about one of our cousin's who was talkin shit about my mom and stuff.. and they were calling that cousin stupid.. I dunno it was just funny. They just went home now and I cannot get started on my homework! Oh my! I think I'll TRY to get started now.

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Monday, September 09, 2002

My mom woke my sister and I up early because we were going out to a lunch party for my aunt's birthday. That was fun, I hate hella sushi and unagi and yummm!!! My mom let me use her car for the day! I called John and Steve and asked them if they were goin to the park for that "picnic." I picked those two up plus Michael and met up with Sherilyn, Mariel, Nathan, and Larry at Lake Elizabeth. On the way there, I took the FIRST Mission exit instead of the SECOND one.. so I called Mariel and she told me to keep driving straight, but NOO freakin John Ha told me to take 880.. we took 880 and exited Stevenson. I kept calling Mariel.. then I finally see Paseo Padre. I knew where we were.. so yeah we finally get to the park. Yeah, so we were lost for a while because of freakin JOHN HA! haha... just kidding it was PARTLY my fault but MOSTLY his. There was a mini skate park and this little dude kept on falling on the ramp thing. We went to Jamba Juice and my buddy ol pal John bought me some Jamba. I wanted Orange Dream Machine but it was too much.. haha.. so I got Strawberries Wild instead. Ellison and Khoi go home and I drop Adrian off. I brought Steve and John with me to Jeremy's house for his birthday.. ate food. Shit, I tipped my coke can over and I caught it, but then it began to fizzz and it got all over the carpet. My mom called me to pick her up at my aunt's house so I left Jer's house with John and Mike. Although Jeremy was not home because he took his gf home or something. My mom told me to just drop off John and Mike and then to come back for her. So the ride to Michael and John's house was pretty fun. We talked about some cool and funny stuff! Michael ended up taking my yearbook home and John ended up taking my picture album home, both of which Steve returned back to me today. Eh well. Picked up my sister, dropped off my cousin and then my mom tells me that my dad's gf cussed her out! Soo of course my reaction was, "Oh HELLLLL nahh!" I had my mom drop me off at my dad's house so I could talk to that bitch, but she was not there! HAH! Or well that's what my dad said, but she was probably hiding in the room.. stupid ass bitch! I saw her bitch ass hiding.. hahaha.. my goal will be to pissss her off now because nobody can disrespect my mom like that. Then we finally went home and all of Notre Dame is online right now writing their summer reading essays.. haha.. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK GIRLS! Good thing I finished that piece of crap last night!

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Sunday, September 08, 2002

So my day was not really exciting, except for the AMERICAN IDOL tickets Eileen ordered for us today!!! wahoo! I cleaned my room and put away the clean clothes that have been laying on my bed for a few weeks now. I worked on my essay and finally finished it right now! All I need to do is proofread it and to have Diana proofread it too.. since she's good at this essay stuff. I went with my mom to a family party. It was her goddaughter's birthday party and since she nagged me, I went along with her.. and also because she lectured me this morning about never spending time with her and always being out with my friends. Dang, it is a hella small world because I saw a little Bellarmine sophomore there.. little Sherilyn Jr's (Romel) friend Don. haha.. When we were about to leave, his parents asked me if I went to Notre Dame, then they talked to my mom for a very long time.. and they were talking about Linn and how he always drives those underclassmen around. When I got home.. I worked on my essay and finished. I am very relieved!!!!

HAPPY EARLY 17th BIRTHDAY MISTER JEREMY EDGAR SANTOS!!!!! I love you mannn!!! Even though you are an ass-head!!!!!

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Saturday, September 07, 2002

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ME AND EILEEN ARE GOING TO SEE THE AMERICAN IDOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN CONCERT AT THE COMPAQ CENTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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awwwww I LOVE JUSTIN FROM AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!! awwwwww..!!!!!! Kelly is cool too, but Justin's voice made my heart sink!!!! ahhhh! But RJ is still my favorite! "Under the boardwalk.. down by the sea..." or wait, Josh's version: "Down by the boardwalk.. under the sea.." haha

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I woke up at 7AM this morning! the earliest I woke up ALLLL summer.. well it's still summer for me. I had to be at Freshman Orientation. There seemed to be a lot freshmen.. a very big class. So we did orientation stuff because I was an "FOL" (Frosh Orientation Leader) and yeah it was pretty cool. THE BEST PART WAS MANLEY HALL OUR NEW BUILDING!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT MAKES ME EVEN MORE PROUD OF GOING TO NOTRE DAME!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Let me explain..

1. The library is soooo biiiiig and beautiful!!!!! It looks like a public library and there's hella new furniture.. and the fireplaces from the old mansion
2. Bathrooms-- automatic sinks and toilets!!!!!!!!!!!! (Diana became startled when she put her hand under the sink and the water just turned on.. you know her and AUTOMATIC things..)
3. All the computers are flatscreens and there are so many laptop portals.. and blah blah
4. The chemistry lab makes me want to take chemistry again!!!!!!!! ahhh!
5. The grand staircase when you walk in!!!! ohhh mannn it is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful!!!!!!!!!1
6. Sheesh.. I can go on forever, you just have to see it for yourself.

I picked up my sis at school then took a very long 2 and a half hour nap. My mother went out and told me to be home early tonight.. I was like WOW, I didn't even say I was going out tonight! So I got ready and stuff and tried to find everybody.. but sheesh everyone was like not home yet.. Mar was at cotillion practice, Sher was at tennis, Diana was with her boyfriend already and yadda yadda.. finally I picked up Sherilyn and we met up with the others at the mall. Kris, Mich, Hene, and Blanco went to watch "Swimfan" at 830 while the rest of us went to the foodcourt until our showing at 940. It was Mariel, Sherilyn, Linn, Josh, Lic, Mike Tang, Charles, Nathan, Larry, and the little sophies Romel, Alvin, and Don. DUDE, they were hella embarassing! They kept dropping the chairs in the foodcourt and it made a hella LOUD "bang" noise.. gosh hella embarassing.. but Alvin's hella cool cus he likes RJ HELTON from American Idol!!! awww.. RJ is sooo cuuuuute. Angela likes him too! We all went to watch the movie.. Jenna and Daryl came. When we came out Angela was outside with Nathan and Mike.. and as we are about to leave.. John calls me and comes with James, Mike D, Ryan, David M & N, Simon, Truong, and their other friends. We stayed outside of the theaters like boppers, but I held my car keys to make sure everyone knew I was drivng myself home and not my parents.. haha. Umm.. my mom called me and she was really mad so I just went home while everyone else went I dunno? Dang, sometimes when I drive at night, I don't pay attention to how fast I'm going cus there's no traffic or anything.. and yeahhh I got home in 10 minutes which is pretty dam good. I tiptoed into my house and everyone is sleeping! yes! AHHH I HAVE TO WRITE MY ESSAY!!!!!!

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Friday, September 06, 2002

I got ready to go to school for ANOTHER meeting.. Jenna came and we left to pick up Mehgan.. there were SOOOOOOO many people in the gym.. it made me less excited to return monday morning. I ditched the meeting early because I had to pick up my sister at school.. dropped off Meg at home.. got my sister.. ate some Taco Bell and watched some TV. When my mom came home, we went to the Westin Hotel... ahh I love it there, cus the ballrooms they had available were so biiiig and spacious!!!! The only thing holding my mother back from giving a thumbs up is the price.. at Crowne Plaza, it's a few g's cheaper AND we might get a discount. Both facilities are big and spacious, but the ballrooms at the Westin are a tad larger. Ehh.. I took a nap when I came home.. dropped of some DVDs at Jenna's house and wrote the intro to my English essay.. I'll TRY to finish tonight and/or tomorrow.. or how about Sunday night.

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Thursday, September 05, 2002

EILEEN and I in excitement and awe. I think we've both been hooked on this show since it started..

oeile317o: KELLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
me: awwwwwwwwwwwwww
oeile317o: !!!
me: that was so great
oeile317o: I WAS CRYING!!!!!!
me: i was hella crying and shit tooooo
me: i like justin now too thoughhh
me: that show was so greatttt
oeile317o: I KNOWWWWW
oeile317o: JUSTIN IS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND
me: i knowwwwww
me: goshhhh
oeile317o: MY MOMS INLOVE WITH HIM
me: MYMOM TOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
me: HAHAHAH!!!!
me: im in love with his voice
me: shit
oeile317o: SHES LIKE WHERES THE PHONE IM GONNA VOTE FOR HIM
me: my mom was like GODDAMMIT!!!!! why cant they both win
oeile317o: I THOUGHT THEY BOTH WERE GONNA WIN
me: awww i knowwww
oeile317o: AWW
oeile317o: GOOD SHOW GOOD SHOW
me: now its time to DL the songs

WOW!!!! I loved "American Idol" tonight! ahhh.. I can go on forever, but although Kelly got the title of The American Idol, Justin is also no doubt an idol.

But today, I went to school with Meg to take our ID pictures and pick up our books.. I spent like 200 something on books while Diana spent 65 cents. We all went out to eat at Chili's. Diana Meg and I arrive and Mariel is there with Eileen Angela and Charles.. later comes Villiard and Ellison.. then Jenna and John.. and then Charles comes back with Nathan and Larry and their other friends. It was a very fun lunch.. dropped Di off at home and stayed at Mike's house for a bit after dropping Meg off. Ryan Truong David N Ra--asfjasd (I dunno how to spell his name) and Mike were doing their hw. Ryan wanted me to help him with his SPANISH hw, but as you all know, I am a FRENCHIE! Went home and then to Crowne Plaza with my mom to check the place out for my cotillion. I am most likely going to have it there.. and Ryan's mom works there and she told us that she'll make sure we get our discount! so yeah wow cool! Moped around until AMERICAN IDOL went on! ahhh that was EXTRAORDINARY.. EXTRAORDINARILY GREATTTTT (not bad.. like how Simon would put it.. haha awwwww I like that Brit guy too)

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