Yesterday, I was stressin because I didn't know how to get to work, but good thing the boytoy didn't leave for sf so he dropped me off =) even though I was a little late =/ After work, I went home, sat around, and mom came home and said we could pick up my car!!! whoohoo! So we drove to Mr. Phan's house, and got my car then visited the cousins after. It feels so good to have my car back.. but the engine check light is on and the oil light flickers! eeeek.. but Mr. Phan said that it's the sensors.. so if it doesn't go away... then I need to bring it back. Dangit. So let's just pray the lights stay off! Today, I drove myself to work, home, and now I am doing nothing. Tonight is the season finale of Nip/Tuck! It just seems like yesterday when Jonathan and I were browsing throughg the channels and decided to watch the season premiere. Time flies! Today I was kinda eh.. but then it got fixed.. so I feel better now.
Two weeks? I can do it. I'm going to keep my fingers crossed.
In addition to keeping up with my blogs, here are some resolutions I plan on keeping for 2007:
1. Eat healthy.. so no more late night meals at 2am =X
2. Go to the gym at least 3-4 times a week
3. Spend less money
4. No more buying other people shots unless they buy or bought me one that same night <---I am sticking to this one for sure! If I have to take a shot by myself, so be it! hahah
5. Be nice
6. Not to take things too seriously
7. Do more spur of the moment things without thinking them through!
8. Stop overanalyzing everything and just enjoy life
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Monday, December 11, 2006
new year's eve plans
pimpin priscilla (10:32:17 PM): i hope i get a good midnight kiss this year
pimpin priscilla (10:32:18 PM): HAHAHAH
jule (10:32:42 PM): hahaha
pimpin priscilla (10:32:43 PM): last year i kissed like everyone
jule (10:32:44 PM): did u get one last year?
pimpin priscilla (10:32:46 PM): i kissed my ex
jule (10:32:46 PM): aww hahaha
jule (10:32:48 PM): hahahahah
pimpin priscilla (10:32:49 PM): i kissed jan michael
pimpin priscilla (10:32:51 PM): i kissed theresa
pimpin priscilla (10:33:01 PM): i kissed a homegirl that i didnt really know at the time
jule (10:33:07 PM): haha
pimpin priscilla (10:33:07 PM): hahaha
jule (10:33:13 PM): aww mine is always jonathan
pimpin priscilla (10:33:19 PM): yeah see fuck you
pimpin priscilla (10:33:21 PM): i dont have anyone special
jule (10:33:22 PM): hahahahahhahaha
pimpin priscilla (10:33:22 PM): HAHAHAHAH
jule (10:33:24 PM): hhahaha
jule (10:33:27 PM): gosh i love you too
pimpin priscilla (10:32:18 PM): HAHAHAH
jule (10:32:42 PM): hahaha
pimpin priscilla (10:32:43 PM): last year i kissed like everyone
jule (10:32:44 PM): did u get one last year?
pimpin priscilla (10:32:46 PM): i kissed my ex
jule (10:32:46 PM): aww hahaha
jule (10:32:48 PM): hahahahah
pimpin priscilla (10:32:49 PM): i kissed jan michael
pimpin priscilla (10:32:51 PM): i kissed theresa
pimpin priscilla (10:33:01 PM): i kissed a homegirl that i didnt really know at the time
jule (10:33:07 PM): haha
pimpin priscilla (10:33:07 PM): hahaha
jule (10:33:13 PM): aww mine is always jonathan
pimpin priscilla (10:33:19 PM): yeah see fuck you
pimpin priscilla (10:33:21 PM): i dont have anyone special
jule (10:33:22 PM): hahahahahhahaha
pimpin priscilla (10:33:22 PM): HAHAHAHAH
jule (10:33:24 PM): hhahaha
jule (10:33:27 PM): gosh i love you too
starting my resolution early. this is a LONG update!
I have no idea why I stopped blogging in the first place.... I guess I just got really busy! Anyway... I miss blogging and I kinda regret not writing about 2006 as much =( But I'll start now since the holidays are coming up =) Let's see if I can remember my week... ok now it's more like weeks!
Sunday 11/12: I woke up bright and early to Mr. Patalot's snoring.. then went back to sleep. The fam party was a success! Mom and sis left early and Jonathan and I changed out of what we fell asleep in.. haha.. showered and left Concord. I drove back with Jonathan to the city since my mom made him stay the night at our hotel because his ass got so TRASHED the night before! But what can I say? The Warriors hella won by 30 points.... best game I've watched so far! We went to Jer's place (where he's been staying)... drove around for parking.. then we dropped Jonathan off at work. Jer dropped me back at his place and I slept all day while he was out doing community service and playing bball and while Jonathan
was at work. Finally, I woke up and went to Haight with Jer, Joven, and their other friend. Didn't find anything... and then it was time to pick Jonathan back up. We chilled at Jer's for a bit.. had some high times.. then Jonathan and I went to eat at King of Thai. We ordered wayyy too much food. Then he dropped me off at my Uncle's house in the city where my family was.. then went home! GOOD ASS FREAKIN WEEKEND!
Monday 11/13: Went to work... got frustrated.. went home early.. picked up sister at school.. then went with mom to Palo Alto for her job interview! She was using us for the carpool lane! Then we headed home and had dinner at Lee Noodle.
Tuesday 11/14: FINALLY went to school after missing the entire week before.. hahaha.. yeah I know that's bad!!! I was SO LOST in class, but I think I'm up to speed now. I ended up skipping my first class though.. oh wellll.. I can get all the notes online anyway. I headed home, got ready, then Huynh and Tina picked me up and we went to DnB's for Karen's 23rd bday! I didn't get too drunk... maybe a little buzzed... and I had the best time playing the car racing game because there were 7 of us. We said loser buys a round.... so I was in first place during the last 2 laps.. then one of them freakin hits me and I wasn't able to catch up and I get 7th place!!!!!! I was sooo mad.. so we played 2 more times and I placed 4th and then 2nd. By the time we were gonna buy the rounds, the bar was closed! So we headed out but noticed the "teeth" quarter machine and bought hella fake teeth for each of us.. haha. You'll just have to see the pictures to understand what I'm trying to say. Then home we went and off to bed I went!
Wednesday 11/15: I woke up helllllla early and didn't even shower just so I could be at school by 830! I had to go to the Psyc Dept to get a permission code for a senior seminar I HAVE to take if I want to be done by next quarter. I ended up being #4 in line... but had to wait 30-40 minutes for the Psyc office to open! At first I was pissed off because they weren't going to let me get a permission code! They said I wasn't graduating in winter, so I don't get priority.. after bitching and explaining that I have some credits from deanza that I need to transfer over... they let me and I got a permission code and now I can be officially done by winter 2007!!!! Anyway... I went back home.. planned to sleep but I forgot what I did after... probably nothing
Thursday 11/16: I woke up even earlier because I had to shower and headed to school... I hate thursdays! 830am to 545pm straight classes! Well... I get like a 50 minute break before noon but yeahhhh.. I brought my laptop to school so chatted during my entire 12 o clock class for almost 2 hours.. haha. The day went by pretty quick and I headed home and got ready for Thursday night festivities! Meg came over and we went to DnB's... we got there before 11, so I thought they would let her in with her passport, but dumb ass manager even came out and wouldn't let her!!!!! Argh.. she's almost 22 too dammit... so after being pissed for 5 minutes, we headed downtown to taste... hellllllllllaaa early. Some guys almost backed up into Meg's car because they weren't paying attention!! But we saw them later at taste and they bought her a drink. We met up with Hene in the parking lot and the three of us had a good ol' time together. So good, in fact, we almost got into a fight with a guy.. like a REAL fight. He was about ready to sock us.. hahahah. So basically, he was dancing with us, and we pushed him away and said we didn't want him to dance with us and he started dancing with us more and kept saying "f u bitches" and we just hellllllllllllllllllllllla laughed in his face while flipping him off because his friend was holding him back... and he kept saying "f u bitches.. I didnt want to dance with you!" So the bouncer came and stopped the whole thing in the middle of the dam dance floor! hahahha. The bouncer told us nicely to calm down because if he kicks out the guy he has to kick us out too... so we continued to dance. We saw a bunch of familiar faces then it was over. Hene went back to sf while Meg and I headed to Bubble Act and met up with Nathan and Bernard. Duuuuude.. I haven't been to that place in a longgggg time. Brings up nice late night memories =) So we ate a waffle, 2 orders of chicken, and a crepe. Called it a night, headed home, and went to bed.
Friday 11/17: I woke up early once again for work from 8-430... went by quick because I had hella crap to do then headed home to "pack". I ended up scoring tickets for only $100 for 2 tickets for John Legend for the next day from this dude... so I decided to go to sf and spend time with Jonathan. I drove over there with mom, sis, and little Jon... got dropped off at Academy of Art.. met up with Jonathan and had to pretend I was a student. I had to sign in and put a fake student number and I think they knew.. but oh well. We stayed in the computer lab for a while and then left to Jer's place (where he's still staying). Then we went to go eat sushi at sakabune (sp?) and had hella for only $15.. headed to Dom's, got ready hella quick and then went to this place called Bubble Lounge. Jonathan was getting pissy because it took us almost 30 minutes to look for dam parking and we kept getting lost. It put me in a bad mood, actually! It was almost 12 when we were standing in line then I called my bff to wish her a happy bday! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, LISA!!! LOVE YOU! The place was really kick back... older crowd.. richer too.. but it was ok. I ended up getting reallllly buzzed off the champagne and KOed in the car. I woke up only to find out I missed out on food =( and Jonathan trying to get me out of the car! hahahah.. then we got ready for bed and KOed.
Saturday 11/18: We woke up, got ready, ate sushi, picked up Dom, headed to Oakridge (to get Uncle Dante's bday gift and my mom's gift), then to Uncle Dojie's to watch the Pacquiao fight. We played these riddle games all night and left. I ate soooo much. HAPPY 21ST LISA!
Sunday 11/19: Stayed home all day.
Monday 11/20: Work.
Tuesday 11/21: Went to school.. week 9! whoohoo! Then I headed home, got ready, went to Sonoma Chicken Coop with Mariel for Dumlao's bday, then to D&B's, and home. I called my mom at midnight to wish her a happy bday! hahaha... I was kinda buzzed too.. whoops sorry mom! I got kinda irritated this night, too! Anyway... no school until the next week bc of Thanksgiving break!
Wednesday 11/22: My mommy's 44th bday!! I stayed home all day while everyone was at work.. then randomly drove Nathan's ass to Hayward to pick up his car. Drove home as quick as I could then ate at Chowking and went grocery shopping for Thanksgiving. later that night I went to Tiki, then to Taste, then Pho in Milpitas. Ended up losing my check card and got unauthorized charges =( But good news is I ran into my boytoy at Taste! Been forever since he's been downtown!
Thursday 11/23: Thanksgiving!!! I was home all day long... watched mom prep for dinner at our house! But no one was here so I left to go to Hayward to get Jonathan... ate dinner... watched Maddox do tricks.. then back home and ate some more! We just chilled with the cousins and played Mario Kart and Mario Party. I dropped Jonathan off at home, chilled for a bit, then headed home.
Friday 11/24: Black Friday! We didn't go crazy shopping like most people... I just went with my mom and sis to SF to the Jessica McClintock Outlet and bought 2 dresses for Leanna's winterballs. Then we headed to Great Mall and shopped a little. Back home, I got ready and went to Linn's party. I don't remember crap from that night. Thanks Henessey.. hahaha.
Saturday 11/25: I went to work, went home and slept. Then I got ready... and bf told me he couldn't make it to Lisa's =( He had work the next day and homework =((((( But it's ok. Erica picked me up along with Lisa and Jess and we went to Miyake early. It was freakin coldddddd and we were there hella early! After eating dinner, then going outside to wait in the cold, it was finally our time to get seated again. Sake bombing! whoowhoo. Headed to Blue Chalk.. fun times. Lisa "decided" to leave right at 115.. haha. Then we wandered the streets of Palo Alto for a bit and headed home after numerous attempts. I hope you had fun, Lisa! I still can't believe you're barely 21.. hahaha. It seems like you've been 21 forever.
Sunday 11/26: I was home all day long until boytoy informed me he was home. Soooo I went to hang out with him for a bit at night then went back home.
Monday 11/27: Last day at Robinson and Wood! Maggie took me out to lunch along with Darrell, Barch, Jim, and my mom. Good food! Then headed home to do nothing.
Tuesday 11/28: I didn't want to go to my first class.. had a pop quiz in the second class... but didn't care.. and didn't want to go to school for just one class so I gave myself the day off again. hahahah. ahhhh I missed a lot of school this quarter! Actually, just the month of freakin November!
Wednesday 11/29: I was a good student and met up with Jenn at Starbucks on Coleman so we could write our papers. I had a 12-page paper to write. Then she left to go to class and I left to go to my mom's going away party since it was her last day at Robinson & Wood. Went back to Starbucks and met up with Jenn again to work diligently. I picked my mom up at work and went back home to finish my paper! I believe I was done before 8pm so that meant no all-nighter or last minute writing! whoohoo!
Thursday 11/30: I went to school.. all of my classes too! Well it was the last day of the quarter so I might as well.. hahaha. I went back home then later went to D&B's and Taste. Fun times with Mariel and Henessey.
Friday 12/1: wtf already December!! I slept in.. whooohooo and stayed home most of the day. Later on, I went to a party Chris told me to go to.. then we left right away and went to Tiki. It was an ok night. Didn't spend time with any girls!
Saturday 12/2: I dropped mom off at the airport, went back home to sleep, then headed to work. After work, we went to eat at Miguel's brother's restaurant - Malibu Grill - then headed home. I chilled with my sis then got ready and went to Abyss for Freddy.. but it was wack. There was supposed to be a fashion show but we left right before it began to go to Sofa Lounge. We ran into APL from BEP! Another freakin crazy ass night with Mariel and Henessey! hahaha
Sunday 12/3: Sheila and I decided to get piercings... so I brought my sis along.. and Mariel joined too. We went to Bulldog's.. I got my nose pierced for the third time and Sheila got her lip pierced. Then we went to Eastridge and I bought a DS with Brain Age. Then I went back home, "packed", and drove to SF. I met up with Jonathan near his Pasta Pomodoro... he HELLLA lagged. I was in my car for an hour and I got wireless so I was myspacing in my car.. hahaha. Then we went back to his place - my first time seeing it! OMG his room was so kawawa =( I forgot if we went out.. but I'm pretty sure we just stayed in.
Monday 12/4: The plan was to drive straight to SC.. but I was exhausted. Instead, we went to Kinko's to print out his hw, then grabbed lunch at Kitaro. We always eat sushi.. every single time I am in the city! It's ok though, I <3 sushi. So I dropped him off at school and decided to go to Ikea in Emeryville since I felt so sorry for him and his room =/. I bought a FEW things.. hahahah. By the time I was done, I was gonna drive to his place and decorate it and surprise him, but I ended up getting lost that by the time I found my way, it was time to pick him up already. I didn't take any "before" pictures, but this is what his room looks like now:
By the time we were done fixing stuff.. it was late.. and just stayed the night again.
Tuesday 12/5: I drove straight to SC and met up with Brenda at the library. We wrote our papers straight until 4pm.. and even turned it in late =( I'm pretty sure they're ok with the papers being a little late.. but now I'm kinda worried about something else! eeeek! I drove back home and saw my sissy... tried to get started on my other take home final.. but no luck.
Wednesday 12/6: I dropped Leanna off, picked up Brenda in SC, then paper writing again in the library. We were done by 3pm! whoohoo! Then drove fast to the SJ airport to drop her off! Back at home, I got my sis, headed to Eastridge to exchange my DS, then back to the SJ airport to get mom. After, we had dinner at Lee Noodle and back at home some bs happened =/ blah!
Thursday 12/7: I was home all day long since I had no car =( Mom and I went to get my car, but it wasn't ready yet. Later that night, I went to D&B's with Mehgan and met up with Jenn and Mariel and others, and then to Taste to meet up with Hene. Another fun night with the girls. We went to McDonald's in Milpitas and stuffed our faces! and then we found out how racist Hene was! hahahah. awww I <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Friday 12/8: I was home all day long again.. and later Mariel came to pick me up. We were gonna go downtown, but ended up driving to Milpitas to get gas and go to Walgreens.... hahha. Then we decided to just go home since it was raining.. hahahha.
Saturday 12/9: Finally went to work NOT hungover in a long time.. hahaha. Very very busy! Then I went home to pack again.. and mom dropped me off at Bart. It wasn't too bad riding that shiet alone. My first time riding it alone too! I got off Powell and Jonathan met up with me since I had no umbrella. We walked to the Parol Lantern Festival... his school took part in it for the first time! It was raining so the Parade part got cancelled but it was still cool. We took the bus to his car, then drove back to his place. It was still lookin pretty! Since it was raining, we decided to just stay in. We ordered pizza, watched tv, and played with my DS. I miss just staying in with him!
Today 12/10: Wow... I've been trying to work on this post for forever!!! Ok, soooo we woke up, got ready, cleaned his room, then headed back to SJ. We made a quick detour to Jamba Juice and then he dropped me off at home. I slept for a good 3 hours or so.. fell asleep watching "Pirates of the Caribbean 2" and woke up, ate, and now I am having Jonathan withdrawals.. ahahah. It's ok, he's gonna take me to work tomorrow and good thing no more school until freakin January!!! Dam.. it's already 1 and I'm still wide awake. Ok... my next update will be in a week if I keep this up! I really want to keep this up again! If you read this whole thing.. then dam!
Sunday 11/12: I woke up bright and early to Mr. Patalot's snoring.. then went back to sleep. The fam party was a success! Mom and sis left early and Jonathan and I changed out of what we fell asleep in.. haha.. showered and left Concord. I drove back with Jonathan to the city since my mom made him stay the night at our hotel because his ass got so TRASHED the night before! But what can I say? The Warriors hella won by 30 points.... best game I've watched so far! We went to Jer's place (where he's been staying)... drove around for parking.. then we dropped Jonathan off at work. Jer dropped me back at his place and I slept all day while he was out doing community service and playing bball and while Jonathan
was at work. Finally, I woke up and went to Haight with Jer, Joven, and their other friend. Didn't find anything... and then it was time to pick Jonathan back up. We chilled at Jer's for a bit.. had some high times.. then Jonathan and I went to eat at King of Thai. We ordered wayyy too much food. Then he dropped me off at my Uncle's house in the city where my family was.. then went home! GOOD ASS FREAKIN WEEKEND!
Monday 11/13: Went to work... got frustrated.. went home early.. picked up sister at school.. then went with mom to Palo Alto for her job interview! She was using us for the carpool lane! Then we headed home and had dinner at Lee Noodle.
Tuesday 11/14: FINALLY went to school after missing the entire week before.. hahaha.. yeah I know that's bad!!! I was SO LOST in class, but I think I'm up to speed now. I ended up skipping my first class though.. oh wellll.. I can get all the notes online anyway. I headed home, got ready, then Huynh and Tina picked me up and we went to DnB's for Karen's 23rd bday! I didn't get too drunk... maybe a little buzzed... and I had the best time playing the car racing game because there were 7 of us. We said loser buys a round.... so I was in first place during the last 2 laps.. then one of them freakin hits me and I wasn't able to catch up and I get 7th place!!!!!! I was sooo mad.. so we played 2 more times and I placed 4th and then 2nd. By the time we were gonna buy the rounds, the bar was closed! So we headed out but noticed the "teeth" quarter machine and bought hella fake teeth for each of us.. haha. You'll just have to see the pictures to understand what I'm trying to say. Then home we went and off to bed I went!
Wednesday 11/15: I woke up helllllla early and didn't even shower just so I could be at school by 830! I had to go to the Psyc Dept to get a permission code for a senior seminar I HAVE to take if I want to be done by next quarter. I ended up being #4 in line... but had to wait 30-40 minutes for the Psyc office to open! At first I was pissed off because they weren't going to let me get a permission code! They said I wasn't graduating in winter, so I don't get priority.. after bitching and explaining that I have some credits from deanza that I need to transfer over... they let me and I got a permission code and now I can be officially done by winter 2007!!!! Anyway... I went back home.. planned to sleep but I forgot what I did after... probably nothing
Thursday 11/16: I woke up even earlier because I had to shower and headed to school... I hate thursdays! 830am to 545pm straight classes! Well... I get like a 50 minute break before noon but yeahhhh.. I brought my laptop to school so chatted during my entire 12 o clock class for almost 2 hours.. haha. The day went by pretty quick and I headed home and got ready for Thursday night festivities! Meg came over and we went to DnB's... we got there before 11, so I thought they would let her in with her passport, but dumb ass manager even came out and wouldn't let her!!!!! Argh.. she's almost 22 too dammit... so after being pissed for 5 minutes, we headed downtown to taste... hellllllllllaaa early. Some guys almost backed up into Meg's car because they weren't paying attention!! But we saw them later at taste and they bought her a drink. We met up with Hene in the parking lot and the three of us had a good ol' time together. So good, in fact, we almost got into a fight with a guy.. like a REAL fight. He was about ready to sock us.. hahahah. So basically, he was dancing with us, and we pushed him away and said we didn't want him to dance with us and he started dancing with us more and kept saying "f u bitches" and we just hellllllllllllllllllllllla laughed in his face while flipping him off because his friend was holding him back... and he kept saying "f u bitches.. I didnt want to dance with you!" So the bouncer came and stopped the whole thing in the middle of the dam dance floor! hahahha. The bouncer told us nicely to calm down because if he kicks out the guy he has to kick us out too... so we continued to dance. We saw a bunch of familiar faces then it was over. Hene went back to sf while Meg and I headed to Bubble Act and met up with Nathan and Bernard. Duuuuude.. I haven't been to that place in a longgggg time. Brings up nice late night memories =) So we ate a waffle, 2 orders of chicken, and a crepe. Called it a night, headed home, and went to bed.
Friday 11/17: I woke up early once again for work from 8-430... went by quick because I had hella crap to do then headed home to "pack". I ended up scoring tickets for only $100 for 2 tickets for John Legend for the next day from this dude... so I decided to go to sf and spend time with Jonathan. I drove over there with mom, sis, and little Jon... got dropped off at Academy of Art.. met up with Jonathan and had to pretend I was a student. I had to sign in and put a fake student number and I think they knew.. but oh well. We stayed in the computer lab for a while and then left to Jer's place (where he's still staying). Then we went to go eat sushi at sakabune (sp?) and had hella for only $15.. headed to Dom's, got ready hella quick and then went to this place called Bubble Lounge. Jonathan was getting pissy because it took us almost 30 minutes to look for dam parking and we kept getting lost. It put me in a bad mood, actually! It was almost 12 when we were standing in line then I called my bff to wish her a happy bday! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, LISA!!! LOVE YOU! The place was really kick back... older crowd.. richer too.. but it was ok. I ended up getting reallllly buzzed off the champagne and KOed in the car. I woke up only to find out I missed out on food =( and Jonathan trying to get me out of the car! hahahah.. then we got ready for bed and KOed.
Saturday 11/18: We woke up, got ready, ate sushi, picked up Dom, headed to Oakridge (to get Uncle Dante's bday gift and my mom's gift), then to Uncle Dojie's to watch the Pacquiao fight. We played these riddle games all night and left. I ate soooo much. HAPPY 21ST LISA!
Sunday 11/19: Stayed home all day.
Monday 11/20: Work.
Tuesday 11/21: Went to school.. week 9! whoohoo! Then I headed home, got ready, went to Sonoma Chicken Coop with Mariel for Dumlao's bday, then to D&B's, and home. I called my mom at midnight to wish her a happy bday! hahaha... I was kinda buzzed too.. whoops sorry mom! I got kinda irritated this night, too! Anyway... no school until the next week bc of Thanksgiving break!
Wednesday 11/22: My mommy's 44th bday!! I stayed home all day while everyone was at work.. then randomly drove Nathan's ass to Hayward to pick up his car. Drove home as quick as I could then ate at Chowking and went grocery shopping for Thanksgiving. later that night I went to Tiki, then to Taste, then Pho in Milpitas. Ended up losing my check card and got unauthorized charges =( But good news is I ran into my boytoy at Taste! Been forever since he's been downtown!
Thursday 11/23: Thanksgiving!!! I was home all day long... watched mom prep for dinner at our house! But no one was here so I left to go to Hayward to get Jonathan... ate dinner... watched Maddox do tricks.. then back home and ate some more! We just chilled with the cousins and played Mario Kart and Mario Party. I dropped Jonathan off at home, chilled for a bit, then headed home.
Friday 11/24: Black Friday! We didn't go crazy shopping like most people... I just went with my mom and sis to SF to the Jessica McClintock Outlet and bought 2 dresses for Leanna's winterballs. Then we headed to Great Mall and shopped a little. Back home, I got ready and went to Linn's party. I don't remember crap from that night. Thanks Henessey.. hahaha.
Saturday 11/25: I went to work, went home and slept. Then I got ready... and bf told me he couldn't make it to Lisa's =( He had work the next day and homework =((((( But it's ok. Erica picked me up along with Lisa and Jess and we went to Miyake early. It was freakin coldddddd and we were there hella early! After eating dinner, then going outside to wait in the cold, it was finally our time to get seated again. Sake bombing! whoowhoo. Headed to Blue Chalk.. fun times. Lisa "decided" to leave right at 115.. haha. Then we wandered the streets of Palo Alto for a bit and headed home after numerous attempts. I hope you had fun, Lisa! I still can't believe you're barely 21.. hahaha. It seems like you've been 21 forever.
Sunday 11/26: I was home all day long until boytoy informed me he was home. Soooo I went to hang out with him for a bit at night then went back home.
Monday 11/27: Last day at Robinson and Wood! Maggie took me out to lunch along with Darrell, Barch, Jim, and my mom. Good food! Then headed home to do nothing.
Tuesday 11/28: I didn't want to go to my first class.. had a pop quiz in the second class... but didn't care.. and didn't want to go to school for just one class so I gave myself the day off again. hahahah. ahhhh I missed a lot of school this quarter! Actually, just the month of freakin November!
Wednesday 11/29: I was a good student and met up with Jenn at Starbucks on Coleman so we could write our papers. I had a 12-page paper to write. Then she left to go to class and I left to go to my mom's going away party since it was her last day at Robinson & Wood. Went back to Starbucks and met up with Jenn again to work diligently. I picked my mom up at work and went back home to finish my paper! I believe I was done before 8pm so that meant no all-nighter or last minute writing! whoohoo!
Thursday 11/30: I went to school.. all of my classes too! Well it was the last day of the quarter so I might as well.. hahaha. I went back home then later went to D&B's and Taste. Fun times with Mariel and Henessey.
Friday 12/1: wtf already December!! I slept in.. whooohooo and stayed home most of the day. Later on, I went to a party Chris told me to go to.. then we left right away and went to Tiki. It was an ok night. Didn't spend time with any girls!
Saturday 12/2: I dropped mom off at the airport, went back home to sleep, then headed to work. After work, we went to eat at Miguel's brother's restaurant - Malibu Grill - then headed home. I chilled with my sis then got ready and went to Abyss for Freddy.. but it was wack. There was supposed to be a fashion show but we left right before it began to go to Sofa Lounge. We ran into APL from BEP! Another freakin crazy ass night with Mariel and Henessey! hahaha
Sunday 12/3: Sheila and I decided to get piercings... so I brought my sis along.. and Mariel joined too. We went to Bulldog's.. I got my nose pierced for the third time and Sheila got her lip pierced. Then we went to Eastridge and I bought a DS with Brain Age. Then I went back home, "packed", and drove to SF. I met up with Jonathan near his Pasta Pomodoro... he HELLLA lagged. I was in my car for an hour and I got wireless so I was myspacing in my car.. hahaha. Then we went back to his place - my first time seeing it! OMG his room was so kawawa =( I forgot if we went out.. but I'm pretty sure we just stayed in.
Monday 12/4: The plan was to drive straight to SC.. but I was exhausted. Instead, we went to Kinko's to print out his hw, then grabbed lunch at Kitaro. We always eat sushi.. every single time I am in the city! It's ok though, I <3 sushi. So I dropped him off at school and decided to go to Ikea in Emeryville since I felt so sorry for him and his room =/. I bought a FEW things.. hahahah. By the time I was done, I was gonna drive to his place and decorate it and surprise him, but I ended up getting lost that by the time I found my way, it was time to pick him up already. I didn't take any "before" pictures, but this is what his room looks like now:
By the time we were done fixing stuff.. it was late.. and just stayed the night again.
Tuesday 12/5: I drove straight to SC and met up with Brenda at the library. We wrote our papers straight until 4pm.. and even turned it in late =( I'm pretty sure they're ok with the papers being a little late.. but now I'm kinda worried about something else! eeeek! I drove back home and saw my sissy... tried to get started on my other take home final.. but no luck.
Wednesday 12/6: I dropped Leanna off, picked up Brenda in SC, then paper writing again in the library. We were done by 3pm! whoohoo! Then drove fast to the SJ airport to drop her off! Back at home, I got my sis, headed to Eastridge to exchange my DS, then back to the SJ airport to get mom. After, we had dinner at Lee Noodle and back at home some bs happened =/ blah!
Thursday 12/7: I was home all day long since I had no car =( Mom and I went to get my car, but it wasn't ready yet. Later that night, I went to D&B's with Mehgan and met up with Jenn and Mariel and others, and then to Taste to meet up with Hene. Another fun night with the girls. We went to McDonald's in Milpitas and stuffed our faces! and then we found out how racist Hene was! hahahah. awww I <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Friday 12/8: I was home all day long again.. and later Mariel came to pick me up. We were gonna go downtown, but ended up driving to Milpitas to get gas and go to Walgreens.... hahha. Then we decided to just go home since it was raining.. hahahha.
Saturday 12/9: Finally went to work NOT hungover in a long time.. hahaha. Very very busy! Then I went home to pack again.. and mom dropped me off at Bart. It wasn't too bad riding that shiet alone. My first time riding it alone too! I got off Powell and Jonathan met up with me since I had no umbrella. We walked to the Parol Lantern Festival... his school took part in it for the first time! It was raining so the Parade part got cancelled but it was still cool. We took the bus to his car, then drove back to his place. It was still lookin pretty! Since it was raining, we decided to just stay in. We ordered pizza, watched tv, and played with my DS. I miss just staying in with him!
Today 12/10: Wow... I've been trying to work on this post for forever!!! Ok, soooo we woke up, got ready, cleaned his room, then headed back to SJ. We made a quick detour to Jamba Juice and then he dropped me off at home. I slept for a good 3 hours or so.. fell asleep watching "Pirates of the Caribbean 2" and woke up, ate, and now I am having Jonathan withdrawals.. ahahah. It's ok, he's gonna take me to work tomorrow and good thing no more school until freakin January!!! Dam.. it's already 1 and I'm still wide awake. Ok... my next update will be in a week if I keep this up! I really want to keep this up again! If you read this whole thing.. then dam!
Thursday, November 16, 2006
I think I'm going to make it my new year's resolution to write in this more again. I love reading old posts and I haven't been writing about my life for almost a year! Just a few blurbs here and there.. anywayyyyy. Here's something I found in my mailbox I'll post up just in case I don't blog until 2007 =)
Date: Tue, 12 Aug 2003 12:33:49 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Jonathan Patalot"
Subject: greetings from ka'anapali
To: juleenette77@aol.com
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baby,
hi. my name is ionakana. just wanted to see whats up with you. today, it is 9:32am and i'm wide awake. weird huh. well we are gonna go to the pools right now...and i have 1 minute left! i love you i love you i miss you, call me or email me i love you and we are going snorkeling! miss you miss you!!! 823 haha
ionakana -
Date: Tue, 12 Aug 2003 12:33:49 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Jonathan Patalot"
Subject: greetings from ka'anapali
To: juleenette77@aol.com
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baby,
hi. my name is ionakana. just wanted to see whats up with you. today, it is 9:32am and i'm wide awake. weird huh. well we are gonna go to the pools right now...and i have 1 minute left! i love you i love you i miss you, call me or email me i love you and we are going snorkeling! miss you miss you!!! 823 haha
ionakana -
Monday, November 13, 2006
I've kissed ___ different ways.
I haven't done one of these in a while...
o1. [x] on the cheek.
02. [x] on the lips.
03. [x] on their hands.
04. [x] in my room.
05. [x]in their room.
06. [x] the opposite sex.
07. [x] of the same sex
08. [x] a little bit younger than me.
09. [x] a little older than me.
10. [x] with black hair.
11. [x] with brown hair.
12. [] blonde hair and blue eyes.
13. [] with red hair
14. [] with a tounge ring. <---does it count if I had a tongue ring?
15. [] shorter than me.
16. [] with a lip ring.
17. [x] who I truly love/loved
18. [x] who was drunk.
19. [x] who was high.
20. [x] in the morning.
21. [x] right after waking up.
22. [x] just before bed.
23. [x] late at night.
24. [] who I had just met.
25. [x]who I really didn't want to kiss.
26. [x] we were just talking not dating.
27. [x] on a bed.
28. [] in a graveyard.
29. [x] at school.
30. [x] against a wall/fence
31. [x] in a hotel
32. [x] at the park.
33. [x] at a concert.
34. [x] in a pool.
35. [x] who was/is a good friend.
36. [x] in the rain/ snow.
37. [] (WTF??) with an std
39. [x] in a car/taxi/bus.
40. []laundry room.
42. [x] in the dark.
43. [] on a roof top.
44. [x] under water.
45. [x] while they/you were driving
46. [] a stranger
47. [x] more than one person at once.
48. [x] crying
49. [] goodbye forever
50. [x] when I was drunk.
51. [] who didn't speak english
52. [x] in a hot tub
53. [] in a fitting room
o1. [x] on the cheek.
02. [x] on the lips.
03. [x] on their hands.
04. [x] in my room.
05. [x]in their room.
06. [x] the opposite sex.
07. [x] of the same sex
08. [x] a little bit younger than me.
09. [x] a little older than me.
10. [x] with black hair.
11. [x] with brown hair.
12. [] blonde hair and blue eyes.
13. [] with red hair
14. [] with a tounge ring. <---does it count if I had a tongue ring?
15. [] shorter than me.
16. [] with a lip ring.
17. [x] who I truly love/loved
18. [x] who was drunk.
19. [x] who was high.
20. [x] in the morning.
21. [x] right after waking up.
22. [x] just before bed.
23. [x] late at night.
24. [] who I had just met.
25. [x]who I really didn't want to kiss.
26. [x] we were just talking not dating.
27. [x] on a bed.
28. [] in a graveyard.
29. [x] at school.
30. [x] against a wall/fence
31. [x] in a hotel
32. [x] at the park.
33. [x] at a concert.
34. [x] in a pool.
35. [x] who was/is a good friend.
36. [x] in the rain/ snow.
37. [] (WTF??) with an std
39. [x] in a car/taxi/bus.
40. []laundry room.
42. [x] in the dark.
43. [] on a roof top.
44. [x] under water.
45. [x] while they/you were driving
46. [] a stranger
47. [x] more than one person at once.
48. [x] crying
49. [] goodbye forever
50. [x] when I was drunk.
51. [] who didn't speak english
52. [x] in a hot tub
53. [] in a fitting room
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Monday, October 30, 2006
monday monday monday
I love my new friend at school.
mariposa1002 (7:35:22 PM): let me tell you something....love is such an intense feeling that its hard to sustain it...thats why people experince ups and downs.....im sure he is just going through a downer...just have faith ok...
psych majors for life!
mariposa1002 (7:35:22 PM): let me tell you something....love is such an intense feeling that its hard to sustain it...thats why people experince ups and downs.....im sure he is just going through a downer...just have faith ok...
psych majors for life!
Monday, October 23, 2006
MySpace No More! 1/04 - 10/06
So instead of waking up early to START studying, I logged onto myspace.. browsed a few profiles.. then realized HOW MUCH I HATED IT. I love myspace only because it's an easier way to keep in contact with friends, but there are other means in keeping in touch - phone, AIM, email, or just plain going out! It was only a way for me to post up my pictures from the weekend... send pointless comments to my friends... and take up my homework/study time.
Then I looked at my friends list and realized that I only talked to like 20 people regularly. It's just so superficial to have my 550 friends and not really talk to any of them. I know, I'll probably regret this in a week or so, but right now, I just feel SO relieved! I was a bit hesitant at first.... I just started to delete my pictures, then my blog entries, then all of my friends, then my inbox/outbox. I still didn't feel better, so I just deleted the entire account after a lot of contemplating.
MySpace has caused MOST if not ALL of my major fights with Jonathan and with a few other people here and there. It's just plain drama. I know I could easily just mature and not let it get to me, but I don't think my will power is that strong at this point. As much as people don't want to accept it, myspace HAS become a part of everyday life - a part of this generation and society. People always say, "it's just MySpace," but in today's society, myspace is a pretty big deal. It sounds like a stretch, but it is so true!
I feel like I only know about my friends and what they look like through their myspaces.. well not ALL of them.. but the ones I barely talk to.. and I think that's a little sad. Nevertheless, I reopened an account to start fresh with people I actually talk to and have met more than 5 times. Yeah, I know I'm a hypocrite because I just went on and on and on about deleting my account and how much it sucked only to reopen it again. But I really do feel better because it took a lot of selflessness to erase ALL those friends and ALL those comments and ALL those blogs and ALL those little memories. I didn't think I was going to go through with it, but it was a test for me and I passed!
I also thought about this blog and how there was a big ol' xanga boom and drama here and there. But, this blog is only read by the few who still check blogs and who still remember my link. If anything, this blog is filled with more memories than my myspace.. and I feel like I've neglected it!
I think what pushed me over the edge in deleting my myspace was because I couldn't control getting butthurt over the stupidest shit. Well, of course I could control it.. but the only way I felt was to just get rid of it. I'd get butthurt over Jonathan not approving comments, or people not adding me as a friend when I'd request them or not getting a response after leaving comments! Yup, really stupid dumb little miniscule stuff, but it got to me! But it was mainly because Jonathan had a myspace again and I'd leave him comments and he would never comment back! But then I'd see him commenting other people left and right! I know people feel me on that one! I'd see people that I abhorred so greatly add him and leave him comments. And when I would leave comments, he wouldn't approve them because he said there was no point to them. He only approved a select few, but I think only because he had to approve another person's comment that was left after mine. Ok 95% of the comments we leave for people are pointless... we say hi or reiterate what we did over the weekend. I told him that sorry if my comments aren't full of wisdom! hahahaha.. seee.. I'm getting worked up again. and that's the reason why my account is gone!
Soooo since I feel like Jonathan and I are finally moving our way up out of that shitty hole we've been stuck in for almost a month now, it is only right to do away with the evil that keeps provoking me! hahaha.
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With all of that said, my goal for the week/weekend is to refrain myself from a petty fight with Jonathan. Saturday night I made the mistake in letting my selfishness getting the best of me. When minor girl called, I answered, handed the phone to him, then "accidentally" slid the phone closed. In order for it to not turn into a fight, we just dropped it. I really need to change that about me because it will annihilate our relationship one of these days.
Then I looked at my friends list and realized that I only talked to like 20 people regularly. It's just so superficial to have my 550 friends and not really talk to any of them. I know, I'll probably regret this in a week or so, but right now, I just feel SO relieved! I was a bit hesitant at first.... I just started to delete my pictures, then my blog entries, then all of my friends, then my inbox/outbox. I still didn't feel better, so I just deleted the entire account after a lot of contemplating.
MySpace has caused MOST if not ALL of my major fights with Jonathan and with a few other people here and there. It's just plain drama. I know I could easily just mature and not let it get to me, but I don't think my will power is that strong at this point. As much as people don't want to accept it, myspace HAS become a part of everyday life - a part of this generation and society. People always say, "it's just MySpace," but in today's society, myspace is a pretty big deal. It sounds like a stretch, but it is so true!
I feel like I only know about my friends and what they look like through their myspaces.. well not ALL of them.. but the ones I barely talk to.. and I think that's a little sad. Nevertheless, I reopened an account to start fresh with people I actually talk to and have met more than 5 times. Yeah, I know I'm a hypocrite because I just went on and on and on about deleting my account and how much it sucked only to reopen it again. But I really do feel better because it took a lot of selflessness to erase ALL those friends and ALL those comments and ALL those blogs and ALL those little memories. I didn't think I was going to go through with it, but it was a test for me and I passed!
I also thought about this blog and how there was a big ol' xanga boom and drama here and there. But, this blog is only read by the few who still check blogs and who still remember my link. If anything, this blog is filled with more memories than my myspace.. and I feel like I've neglected it!
I think what pushed me over the edge in deleting my myspace was because I couldn't control getting butthurt over the stupidest shit. Well, of course I could control it.. but the only way I felt was to just get rid of it. I'd get butthurt over Jonathan not approving comments, or people not adding me as a friend when I'd request them or not getting a response after leaving comments! Yup, really stupid dumb little miniscule stuff, but it got to me! But it was mainly because Jonathan had a myspace again and I'd leave him comments and he would never comment back! But then I'd see him commenting other people left and right! I know people feel me on that one! I'd see people that I abhorred so greatly add him and leave him comments. And when I would leave comments, he wouldn't approve them because he said there was no point to them. He only approved a select few, but I think only because he had to approve another person's comment that was left after mine. Ok 95% of the comments we leave for people are pointless... we say hi or reiterate what we did over the weekend. I told him that sorry if my comments aren't full of wisdom! hahahaha.. seee.. I'm getting worked up again. and that's the reason why my account is gone!
Soooo since I feel like Jonathan and I are finally moving our way up out of that shitty hole we've been stuck in for almost a month now, it is only right to do away with the evil that keeps provoking me! hahaha.
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With all of that said, my goal for the week/weekend is to refrain myself from a petty fight with Jonathan. Saturday night I made the mistake in letting my selfishness getting the best of me. When minor girl called, I answered, handed the phone to him, then "accidentally" slid the phone closed. In order for it to not turn into a fight, we just dropped it. I really need to change that about me because it will annihilate our relationship one of these days.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Another weekend....
Wow.. so the week went by faster than I thought. I was stressed out Monday because of a stupid paper... but the paper wasn't even all that bad. I ended up finishing it up Thursday right before class. Then I realized, omg it's Thursday!
So my weekend sorta began. I was supposed to go and watch the sneak preview of "Marie Antoinette" with Mariel because she had free tickets, butttt I HAD to go and pick up Leanna from her volleyball game.. but I couldn't pick her up early because she HAD to stay for the Varsity game. It was pretty gay but I thought, oh well, I should stay home tonight since I have midterms to prepare for. But what did I do instead? After I picked her up, we went to Costco for Nip/Tuck Season 3. They didn't have it.. so we got some chicken bakes for dinner. Then we went to Walmart... they didn't have it. So we tried Hollywood Video since it was just right there... they had it, but not to sell, only to rent!! By this time, I was already frustrated, but I thought, OK I went to 3 stores already, what's one more? So we went to Circuit City, and they had it... but it was freakin expensive! We went to Costco and Walmart because ONLINE it was cheaper!! Well we bought it anyway because we were dying to find out what happened (since I bought Season 1 and 2 the week before). Sooo.. instead of going out, I decided to stay home and watch Nip/Tuck.
Friday, I woke up bright and early for work and it was Mariel's first day! My favorite Kevin trained her.. then Mariel and I grabbed lunch at this Thai place. I keep forgetting the name. Back to work I went... then the gym... then home. I was planning to go out, butttt the thing got cancelled and no one else was going out.. so I figured I'd stay home again. I know I'm a bum! I was so tired though. Then my manager called me and told me that we had a 730am meeting!! So that's when I knew for sure I had to stay home. For the rest of the night I talked to Jonathan and then I watched Nip/Tuck until I fell asleep.
Saturday, I went to work... was late 5 minutes. blah! Got a little crap for it.. but oh well. Work went by sooo slowwww because it was really slow. Sometimes that's good though. Then, I realized, WHOOHOO it's Saturday! I get to see my boyfriend! I called Jonathan during my break and he was at my house - so he says! I told him I wouldn't be home for another hour so he just went back to his house. After work, I visited my love and spent some qt in the living room! Geez I missed him! Then we went back to my house, changed, and headed to the gym. We were there for an hour and a half... and I realize only now how much we worked out! I'm actually sore! Jonathan went to get a hair cut, and then we went back to my house, showered, got ready, and went back to his house for dinner with his family. We couldn't think of anything to do, so we visited Ron.. stayed at his house for a bit. Jonathan and I kinda had a little mishap. I was a little out of it because of Ron and what we always do when we're with Ron! haha. Anyway, this girl that I am not too fond of called Jonathan, I picked up, said hello, she asked for Jonathan, handed the phone to him, and the phone slid closed! whoops! haha oh well. Blah she is so annoying! She's freakin 17 years old, closer to my sister's age, tried getting on Jeremy, and now she thinks she's bff with Jonathan! It's ok... we didn't talk about the mishap any further because we didn't want to make a fight out of it. I ended up falling asleep on the couch until they woke me up. We were supposed to go downtown or something, but Jonathan decided he wasn't up for a crazy night since he had to drive back to SF for work. So we went to Joel's house instead since he was having a little get together. Again, I KOed on the futon until Lisa and Cindy and Therese and Co. showed up! I was still soooooo exhausted! Finally, we decided to call it a night. We dropped Ron off.. then Jonathan dropped me off. He walked me inside, said our good nights, and then I went to sleep. I woke up at 4am to Jonathan's call telling me he just arrived in SF! Poor baby... and now he is at work.
Alright...... I am soooo not looking forward to Tuesday... but thank goodness it's at the beginning of the week so my entire week isn't hell! I can't wait until the weekend again not only because it's bf/gf time but because of Halloween! I just wanna wear my costume. I think I'm gonna call in sick for work tomorrow so I can just rest today, prep my study guides then studay all day tomorrow for my 2 midterms. Yeah.. that sounds good to me.
So my weekend sorta began. I was supposed to go and watch the sneak preview of "Marie Antoinette" with Mariel because she had free tickets, butttt I HAD to go and pick up Leanna from her volleyball game.. but I couldn't pick her up early because she HAD to stay for the Varsity game. It was pretty gay but I thought, oh well, I should stay home tonight since I have midterms to prepare for. But what did I do instead? After I picked her up, we went to Costco for Nip/Tuck Season 3. They didn't have it.. so we got some chicken bakes for dinner. Then we went to Walmart... they didn't have it. So we tried Hollywood Video since it was just right there... they had it, but not to sell, only to rent!! By this time, I was already frustrated, but I thought, OK I went to 3 stores already, what's one more? So we went to Circuit City, and they had it... but it was freakin expensive! We went to Costco and Walmart because ONLINE it was cheaper!! Well we bought it anyway because we were dying to find out what happened (since I bought Season 1 and 2 the week before). Sooo.. instead of going out, I decided to stay home and watch Nip/Tuck.
Friday, I woke up bright and early for work and it was Mariel's first day! My favorite Kevin trained her.. then Mariel and I grabbed lunch at this Thai place. I keep forgetting the name. Back to work I went... then the gym... then home. I was planning to go out, butttt the thing got cancelled and no one else was going out.. so I figured I'd stay home again. I know I'm a bum! I was so tired though. Then my manager called me and told me that we had a 730am meeting!! So that's when I knew for sure I had to stay home. For the rest of the night I talked to Jonathan and then I watched Nip/Tuck until I fell asleep.
Saturday, I went to work... was late 5 minutes. blah! Got a little crap for it.. but oh well. Work went by sooo slowwww because it was really slow. Sometimes that's good though. Then, I realized, WHOOHOO it's Saturday! I get to see my boyfriend! I called Jonathan during my break and he was at my house - so he says! I told him I wouldn't be home for another hour so he just went back to his house. After work, I visited my love and spent some qt in the living room! Geez I missed him! Then we went back to my house, changed, and headed to the gym. We were there for an hour and a half... and I realize only now how much we worked out! I'm actually sore! Jonathan went to get a hair cut, and then we went back to my house, showered, got ready, and went back to his house for dinner with his family. We couldn't think of anything to do, so we visited Ron.. stayed at his house for a bit. Jonathan and I kinda had a little mishap. I was a little out of it because of Ron and what we always do when we're with Ron! haha. Anyway, this girl that I am not too fond of called Jonathan, I picked up, said hello, she asked for Jonathan, handed the phone to him, and the phone slid closed! whoops! haha oh well. Blah she is so annoying! She's freakin 17 years old, closer to my sister's age, tried getting on Jeremy, and now she thinks she's bff with Jonathan! It's ok... we didn't talk about the mishap any further because we didn't want to make a fight out of it. I ended up falling asleep on the couch until they woke me up. We were supposed to go downtown or something, but Jonathan decided he wasn't up for a crazy night since he had to drive back to SF for work. So we went to Joel's house instead since he was having a little get together. Again, I KOed on the futon until Lisa and Cindy and Therese and Co. showed up! I was still soooooo exhausted! Finally, we decided to call it a night. We dropped Ron off.. then Jonathan dropped me off. He walked me inside, said our good nights, and then I went to sleep. I woke up at 4am to Jonathan's call telling me he just arrived in SF! Poor baby... and now he is at work.
Alright...... I am soooo not looking forward to Tuesday... but thank goodness it's at the beginning of the week so my entire week isn't hell! I can't wait until the weekend again not only because it's bf/gf time but because of Halloween! I just wanna wear my costume. I think I'm gonna call in sick for work tomorrow so I can just rest today, prep my study guides then studay all day tomorrow for my 2 midterms. Yeah.. that sounds good to me.
Monday, October 16, 2006
monday blues
Ok I really don't have the blues but it's monday again =( Another longgg week until the weekend hits. But I had a pretty good weekend. Thursday I slept early and missed a bunch of calls to go out.. oh well. It was good sleep. Friday, went to school and came home to a bunch of my packages that I ordered online - Forever stuff and nip/tuck dvds. I hit the gym with my mom for about an hour then got home and got ready to go to Lisa's. The way to palo alto was a journey, but good thing I had my GPS on my phone to guide us when we didn't listen to it! I wish we sake bombed.. but it's ok. Despite all the dumb crap that happened, I had lots of fun at F&A's with Lisa and Cindy. Saturday I woke up excited when I went for work because Saturdays are Jonathan days. Buttttt I was bummed out because when I was calling him the night before, I couldn't get a hold of him. When I finally did get a hold of him that morning, he told me he had to help Jay move stuff. He said he would be done by 3, but that didn't happen. He didn't get to my house til 8. To top it off, the first thing he told me that morning is that he left his phone in some girl's car because he was hella drunk. NOT the first thing I want to hear from my boyfriend that I haven't really spoken to or seen in a week! But it wasn't just a girl.. she's an old friend from high school... and I'm not really trippin about that at all.. I'm just butt hurt that he didn't have the couresty to call. So anyway, by the time he showed up, I was bummed because the Saturday didn't go how I expected, but I guess it was ok. We just spent time with each other like some oldies watching T.V. on a Saturday night. But then he told me that he wasn't staying in San Jose for the night because he had to take his cousin back to SF because he was his only ride! So, not only did our Saturday start late, but it had to end early. After, we went to pick up his phone in Fremont, and I asked him what we were going to do after... he kept saying he didn't know.. whatever I wanted to do. Then I suggested movies, grab dessert, bowling, blah blah and he said no to everything! Grr... it's like.. don't tell me it's up to me if you don't want to do anything! So things were tense in the car again but when we got home, he stayed for a while... watched nip/tuck and he was off to the city for another week =(
I'm gonna be strong this week... since it's his midterm week and I have a stupid paper due. And by Saturday, we can make up for the "ok" Saturday we had together. I need to learn how to just let things go and not let them irritate me. Especially the little things. We only have one day a week together so we need to start making the most of it instead of bickering about petty shit! I really don't want to end up hating him.
P.S. MYSPACE RUINS LIVES! I WISH HE DIDN'T REOPEN HIS AGAIN!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna be strong this week... since it's his midterm week and I have a stupid paper due. And by Saturday, we can make up for the "ok" Saturday we had together. I need to learn how to just let things go and not let them irritate me. Especially the little things. We only have one day a week together so we need to start making the most of it instead of bickering about petty shit! I really don't want to end up hating him.
P.S. MYSPACE RUINS LIVES! I WISH HE DIDN'T REOPEN HIS AGAIN!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
I <3 Wednesdays
I finally have a day off in the middle of the week and I love it! I'm supposed to today to catch up on errands (which I already did) and catch up on homework (which I am planning to do and will HOPEFULLY do). Anyway, yesterday in Psychology, I learned that you can never base a person's personality and/or behavior based on the family they came from because yes, even if they are living under the same roof with the same parents, you both still grow up differently. For example, my sister and I grew up together... but when I was 10, I still had my mom and my dad around and when she was 10, she had my mom and her blahhh ex-husband around. Each person's behavior is based on their own unique family experience and the social environment surrounding them. And that is all I wanted to share =)
On another note, I was on the phone with you this morning, Lisa... and I shouldn't have spoken too soon. I was weighed today and I have officially gained 20 lbs since high school! OMG! I'm gonna beg my mom to take me to the gym today! And I'll try to go to the gym for at least an hour every day. And if I miss a day, I'll go for 2 hours. That sounds like a really good plan! Fucking shit! I feel like a fat ass!!!!!!
Ok... and now I am reallllllllly irritated because I logged onto something and blah!!!!!! It's not for my eyes but still. Well I thought it was for my eyes. Whatever.
On another note, I was on the phone with you this morning, Lisa... and I shouldn't have spoken too soon. I was weighed today and I have officially gained 20 lbs since high school! OMG! I'm gonna beg my mom to take me to the gym today! And I'll try to go to the gym for at least an hour every day. And if I miss a day, I'll go for 2 hours. That sounds like a really good plan! Fucking shit! I feel like a fat ass!!!!!!
Ok... and now I am reallllllllly irritated because I logged onto something and blah!!!!!! It's not for my eyes but still. Well I thought it was for my eyes. Whatever.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Rollercoaster!
Everything with Jonathan has been up and down and up and down... but I think we've finally come to an agreement: The week (M-F) is for school and work only, and the weekend (F-Sun) is family and/or Jonathan/Jule time. So that means no calling each other to bug during the week to say "what are you doing? what did you do today? who are you with?" blah blah blah. We decided that we fight more over the phone than in person -- so why not eliminate the thing that's causing the commotion? Also, doing this actually gives us time to miss each other instead of being irritated by the time we do see each other. I don't think it'll be that hard for me since he's in the city all week while I'm at work/school. But I think I'll call him every night to say good night because he still is my boyfriend.
Anyway, this weekend was really kick back for me compared to last weekend.
Starting from LAST WEEKEND:
Thursday - I had school, "discussed" with Jonathan -- blah-est part of my day/week/maybe even month, went home from school early (I know I already cut class and it was only the first full week), slept, went to D&B's with Sheila and Mariel, drank lots and lots, Taste with Henessey and Sheila, then Denny's parking lot with Sheila, Mariel, John, Larry, Nathan, and their friend Isaiah. Nathan dropped us back at Sheila's car and we took the side streets home from Milpitas to my house. We were being emo while listening to slow jams and talking about boys.. hahha. I even made them cry when I told them Jonathan and I were on a break -- but I am glad things with us are better now.
Friday - I had work -- freakin hungoverrrr -- so Kevin my bff at work brought me some Gatorade, went home and relaxed, figured I wasn't going to go out since it was already late, but then Villiard told me he'd come and get me to go to Armin's. Sooo Villiard came with Neiman and Brian to pick me up, but we ended up going to this bar called Palms or something in Milpitas because there was this hip hop show going on. The bouncer guy was still charging people the $5 cover, but when he told us they were closing in 20 minutes, we asked for our money back.. hhaha.. so he gave it to us but let us go in the bar anyway! Villiard was also able to walk right in so phew. After taking a crapload of shots, we headed to Armin's for his bday. We were all just chillin in the backyard talking with everyone.
Saturday - I had work (stupid work) -- freakin hungover again, rushed home because Mariel said she was coming to get me around 3 to leave for Stockton for Isaiah's fight thing. Well, I pretty much rushed for nothing because we didn't end up leaving until 5. We went to Chris Dumlao's to meet with everyone, and in Mariel's car was John, Nathan, Larry, Mariel, and me. I slept in the back with Larry and John pretty much the whole way there. The fight was pretty cool. It's full contact fighting, but not UFC. Just a bunch of fight clubs that fight against each other for belts. Isaiah's fight lasted ike 10 seconds, literally. The guy threw in the towel.. gayyyy. So after me having to use the freakin port-a-potty, paying $30 for the ticket, sitting in an outside arenda where it was helllla cold, and traveling for an hour or so..... the fight was only 10 seconds!! Oh well. So the guys decided they wanted to go to Jackson.. and we did. Out of the 10+ of us playing, I was the only one that won. Total losses were $1400.00 and total winnings were $100.00 with the $100.00 being mine. We didn't leave Jackson until 4 or 5am because Nathan was determined to get his money back... but he didn't! It's ok, I <3 blackjack! John drove home and I snuggled in the back with Nathan and Larry.. hahha jk. For the first hour, I stayed up and Nathan and I sang acapella karaoke to Mariel and John.. haha. We were all so delirious from NO sleep. Then I knocked out because Larry was already snoring really loud. Before I knew it... Larry, Nathan, and I were snoring monsters in the back. I had a good ass nap though. I got home at 7am and KO-ed!
Sunday - I woke up for a while to eat breakfast and then I went back to sleep. I woke up to Jonathan's call -- I was happy and surprised because I didn't talk to him the entire weekend. But he just called to tell me he was going to pick me up soon for the John Mayer and Sheryl Crow concert. Well when he says soon it means 2 or 3 hours.. and I was right! We met up with Mike, Nate, Nate's gf Julie, Jenny, JR, and Joel at Joel's house.. then we tailgated to Subway and then to Shoreline. I had a good time with Jonathan because I missed him... and I'm pretty sure he missed me too. The concert was OK I guess.. only because he didn't sing my favorite, "Your Body is Wonderland." Sheryl Crow was good too since she sang "The First Cut is the Deepest". Strangely enough, before John Mayer sang his second song, he said, "This song is about two people coming to the end of their relationship" and boy did I cryyyyy. I hid it though because I didn't want anyone to see. Anyway... after that song, everything else was good. Jonathan and I were laying on the lawn cuddling under a blanket with the stars above us listening to John Mayer live. It was great! We got into a little scuffle when we got home about my camera because he needed it and I told him to get it that night instead of the morning and blah blah blah. I hate it when we bicker after having a good night. I swear, that's why we are restricting phone calls after having a good day/night together.
Monday - Long day at work... the situation with Jonathan and I finally hit me and I was pretty much down the whole day. I think I talked to him on the phone again that night and I said how I was going to go to SF to get my camera for the weekend -- yes, just an excuse to see him.
Tuesday - The morning started off fine. I was excited because I was going to see him and maybe patch things up. I went online, got a "Ding" from Southwest with $39 flights to Vegas. I IMed Jonathan with excitement and then he started saying that it's a bad idea.... and I said what? And he said we shouldn't plan things together anymore. That really hurt me but I had to get ready for school. So I talked to him the ENTIRE drive from San Jose to Santa Cruz and for an hour more about a bunch of crap. He said not to go to SF anymore, but I told him ok the camera thing is kind of an excuse, but I really just want to see how it's been for you over there.. to see how you've been living your life there for the past few weeks. He said.. well since you said that, come, I'll show you around and we'll talk. The school day dragged on sooooooo slowly and I don't think I paid attention at all. So I technically missed 2 days of class which is a week's worth of information. OH WELL. The drive to SF wasn't too bad from SC. Very light traffic. I already blogged about this day I think so just look at my post below. But things ended on a VERY GOOD NOTE! I felt like I was in middle school again with a new crush... seriously.
Wednesday - back to San Jose and bummed around, went to Uncle Charlie's to get my car, then homework/studied with my sis on the dining table.
Thursday - my longggggggggggg day at school! 830am to 545pm. I survived!! I was sooo tempted to drive home too during my break.. but I didn't! I am so proud of myself! Surprisingly, I didn't go out and stayed home with my mommy and sissy.
Friday - went to work NOT hungover and it went by realllly quickly. Jonathan and I made plans to go out, but he had to stay in SF to finish a project. Again, stupid phone just made us irritated with each other and we got into another scuffle.. blah!
Yesterday - work again and not hungover again, and surprisingly got a call from him. He said he'd be at my house at 5 so we could buy Jen's gift and then drive to the city for her dinner. But I went to Chili's with my coworkers because I knew he would lag. I was right.. he didn't get to my place until 630. We left my house around 7ish, went to Urban to buy Jen's gift, then drove to the city. We finally had the talk we were supposed to have Tuesday night/Wednesday morning and that's where we came to our agreement of not talking to each other during the week and saving the weekend for us. Jen's dinner was fun at this Filipino restaurant called Solita's. I just love his cousins. There was this band and a DJ and a bar. Fun times. On the drive home we had high times.. haha, went home, chilled for a bit, then called it a night.
Today - I was in my PJs all day until I had to get ready for church. I spent the whole morning trying to figure out how to download TV episodes, more specifically, last week's episode of Nip/Tuck and I figured it out! Church then home, cleaned my room, and I have been working on this blog entry for a very long time now! I think I'll call the bf tonight to say good night and then our first school/work week of no talking will begin! We'll see how that goes. Good I hope!
Phew. I miss blogging like that. I'll try to do it more often since Lisa is my only reader and she reads everything down to the very last sentence. hahah I <3 you! See you on Thursday/Friday!
<3, Jule
Anyway, this weekend was really kick back for me compared to last weekend.
Starting from LAST WEEKEND:
Thursday - I had school, "discussed" with Jonathan -- blah-est part of my day/week/maybe even month, went home from school early (I know I already cut class and it was only the first full week), slept, went to D&B's with Sheila and Mariel, drank lots and lots, Taste with Henessey and Sheila, then Denny's parking lot with Sheila, Mariel, John, Larry, Nathan, and their friend Isaiah. Nathan dropped us back at Sheila's car and we took the side streets home from Milpitas to my house. We were being emo while listening to slow jams and talking about boys.. hahha. I even made them cry when I told them Jonathan and I were on a break -- but I am glad things with us are better now.
Friday - I had work -- freakin hungoverrrr -- so Kevin my bff at work brought me some Gatorade, went home and relaxed, figured I wasn't going to go out since it was already late, but then Villiard told me he'd come and get me to go to Armin's. Sooo Villiard came with Neiman and Brian to pick me up, but we ended up going to this bar called Palms or something in Milpitas because there was this hip hop show going on. The bouncer guy was still charging people the $5 cover, but when he told us they were closing in 20 minutes, we asked for our money back.. hhaha.. so he gave it to us but let us go in the bar anyway! Villiard was also able to walk right in so phew. After taking a crapload of shots, we headed to Armin's for his bday. We were all just chillin in the backyard talking with everyone.
Saturday - I had work (stupid work) -- freakin hungover again, rushed home because Mariel said she was coming to get me around 3 to leave for Stockton for Isaiah's fight thing. Well, I pretty much rushed for nothing because we didn't end up leaving until 5. We went to Chris Dumlao's to meet with everyone, and in Mariel's car was John, Nathan, Larry, Mariel, and me. I slept in the back with Larry and John pretty much the whole way there. The fight was pretty cool. It's full contact fighting, but not UFC. Just a bunch of fight clubs that fight against each other for belts. Isaiah's fight lasted ike 10 seconds, literally. The guy threw in the towel.. gayyyy. So after me having to use the freakin port-a-potty, paying $30 for the ticket, sitting in an outside arenda where it was helllla cold, and traveling for an hour or so..... the fight was only 10 seconds!! Oh well. So the guys decided they wanted to go to Jackson.. and we did. Out of the 10+ of us playing, I was the only one that won. Total losses were $1400.00 and total winnings were $100.00 with the $100.00 being mine. We didn't leave Jackson until 4 or 5am because Nathan was determined to get his money back... but he didn't! It's ok, I <3 blackjack! John drove home and I snuggled in the back with Nathan and Larry.. hahha jk. For the first hour, I stayed up and Nathan and I sang acapella karaoke to Mariel and John.. haha. We were all so delirious from NO sleep. Then I knocked out because Larry was already snoring really loud. Before I knew it... Larry, Nathan, and I were snoring monsters in the back. I had a good ass nap though. I got home at 7am and KO-ed!
Sunday - I woke up for a while to eat breakfast and then I went back to sleep. I woke up to Jonathan's call -- I was happy and surprised because I didn't talk to him the entire weekend. But he just called to tell me he was going to pick me up soon for the John Mayer and Sheryl Crow concert. Well when he says soon it means 2 or 3 hours.. and I was right! We met up with Mike, Nate, Nate's gf Julie, Jenny, JR, and Joel at Joel's house.. then we tailgated to Subway and then to Shoreline. I had a good time with Jonathan because I missed him... and I'm pretty sure he missed me too. The concert was OK I guess.. only because he didn't sing my favorite, "Your Body is Wonderland." Sheryl Crow was good too since she sang "The First Cut is the Deepest". Strangely enough, before John Mayer sang his second song, he said, "This song is about two people coming to the end of their relationship" and boy did I cryyyyy. I hid it though because I didn't want anyone to see. Anyway... after that song, everything else was good. Jonathan and I were laying on the lawn cuddling under a blanket with the stars above us listening to John Mayer live. It was great! We got into a little scuffle when we got home about my camera because he needed it and I told him to get it that night instead of the morning and blah blah blah. I hate it when we bicker after having a good night. I swear, that's why we are restricting phone calls after having a good day/night together.
Monday - Long day at work... the situation with Jonathan and I finally hit me and I was pretty much down the whole day. I think I talked to him on the phone again that night and I said how I was going to go to SF to get my camera for the weekend -- yes, just an excuse to see him.
Tuesday - The morning started off fine. I was excited because I was going to see him and maybe patch things up. I went online, got a "Ding" from Southwest with $39 flights to Vegas. I IMed Jonathan with excitement and then he started saying that it's a bad idea.... and I said what? And he said we shouldn't plan things together anymore. That really hurt me but I had to get ready for school. So I talked to him the ENTIRE drive from San Jose to Santa Cruz and for an hour more about a bunch of crap. He said not to go to SF anymore, but I told him ok the camera thing is kind of an excuse, but I really just want to see how it's been for you over there.. to see how you've been living your life there for the past few weeks. He said.. well since you said that, come, I'll show you around and we'll talk. The school day dragged on sooooooo slowly and I don't think I paid attention at all. So I technically missed 2 days of class which is a week's worth of information. OH WELL. The drive to SF wasn't too bad from SC. Very light traffic. I already blogged about this day I think so just look at my post below. But things ended on a VERY GOOD NOTE! I felt like I was in middle school again with a new crush... seriously.
Wednesday - back to San Jose and bummed around, went to Uncle Charlie's to get my car, then homework/studied with my sis on the dining table.
Thursday - my longggggggggggg day at school! 830am to 545pm. I survived!! I was sooo tempted to drive home too during my break.. but I didn't! I am so proud of myself! Surprisingly, I didn't go out and stayed home with my mommy and sissy.
Friday - went to work NOT hungover and it went by realllly quickly. Jonathan and I made plans to go out, but he had to stay in SF to finish a project. Again, stupid phone just made us irritated with each other and we got into another scuffle.. blah!
Yesterday - work again and not hungover again, and surprisingly got a call from him. He said he'd be at my house at 5 so we could buy Jen's gift and then drive to the city for her dinner. But I went to Chili's with my coworkers because I knew he would lag. I was right.. he didn't get to my place until 630. We left my house around 7ish, went to Urban to buy Jen's gift, then drove to the city. We finally had the talk we were supposed to have Tuesday night/Wednesday morning and that's where we came to our agreement of not talking to each other during the week and saving the weekend for us. Jen's dinner was fun at this Filipino restaurant called Solita's. I just love his cousins. There was this band and a DJ and a bar. Fun times. On the drive home we had high times.. haha, went home, chilled for a bit, then called it a night.
Today - I was in my PJs all day until I had to get ready for church. I spent the whole morning trying to figure out how to download TV episodes, more specifically, last week's episode of Nip/Tuck and I figured it out! Church then home, cleaned my room, and I have been working on this blog entry for a very long time now! I think I'll call the bf tonight to say good night and then our first school/work week of no talking will begin! We'll see how that goes. Good I hope!
Phew. I miss blogging like that. I'll try to do it more often since Lisa is my only reader and she reads everything down to the very last sentence. hahah I <3 you! See you on Thursday/Friday!
<3, Jule
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
City Love
So after school yesterday, I drove to San Francisco and visit him. We were both kinda hesitant because it's been a longgg time since we've had our own time together (seriously I can't even remember the last time)... and we had just kinda established our "break." It was originally because I wanted my camera, but we both knew it was an excuse. I told him that I just really wanted to see how he's been living his life over there--and he said that that sounds better and he would take me around.
The drive was long, but it went by quick just knowing I was going to see him. I called him and told him I was outside... parking in SF sucks ass! So after playing with Maddox and hanging around Dominic's place (where he's been staying) we WALKED to this sushi place. The most expensive sushi dish at the sushi bar was $1.95!!! So I grabbed whatever I wanted to try.. haha. Plus, I was hungry from a long day at work. We also tried some warm sake--a first time for both of us. Man, I only had two "shots", and I was feelin it already. But after a while the slight buzz went away. I guess from all the sushi I had to eat.
We walked back and saw this lady feeding some feral cats. They were soooo cute and friendly . She told us that there are a few of them who feed the cats each night who just chill on this hill thing near someone's house. So we walked some more back to Dom's and I was about to head home even though I didn't want to since it was getting late and I had a long drive ahead of me. He told me to just come inside for a while. We started watching last week's episode of Nip/Tuck on his laptop since Dom doesn't have cable there, and he saw how tired I was getting. He knew I couldn't/wouldn't/shouldn't drive that long way home at night after walking and sake and a long day at school... so he told me to just stay the night. It was something I wanted to hear, but again, I was scared. I began to get confused again, but I changed into his sweats and let it flow...
We were laying down in Dom's living room while I was looking at his sketchbook for one of his classes. Very cute. He also showed me more of his projects. Even cuter. Then I was watching him work on this helicopter project--I wish I had his homework! It's fun but not easy! Watching him work on this project made me realize, "Damn. This art stuff is hard!" I totally underestimated the amount of time it takes because I thought art = easy, but nope. Earlier that night, he also showed me the bus he takes to school and work. He doesn't ever have to drive his car which is kinda good but bad because it takes longer. When he was done with his project, I was already dozing off behind him. He put on "V for Vendetta" and I just slept. I woke up when he was done watching, we snuggled, and everything felt the same--maybe even better.
Morning came and the bright sun was shining through the big living room windows. We were both lazy to get up, but he had class to go to and I had home to go to. Finally, we got up and I dropped him off at his class. We kissed "good night" (not good bye) and my fun ride home singing to slow jams by myself to my ipod began.
I've been home for 7 hours now and I can't stop thinking about him. I feel like I'm a teenager again with a new crush. I guess I'm just really happy because I got my man back. Myself yesterday was a total wreck and now--good. I know I was saying how we both needed a break, but we're already so far from each other (well not really that far), and I don't see why we can't still keep doing our own thing and being with each other when we have the time. Not being 5 minutes away from each other anymore is the true test. No more being too dependent on the other. Actually, going and being in San Francisco, I saw what he had to do first hand. No more of me assuming that he's just slacking off doing stupid stuff. He just stays at Dom's place all day, work, and homework. Stupid me for not trusting him.. but sometimes you just have to see for yourself. He even texted me while I was in class to make sure I was home. He has his key again. He still has my camera (which was the initial reason why I went there). It is not over. I told him he won't regret it. We love each other and that's all that matters. Once my car situation is "fixed", there is no doubt that I am going to visit him more often. Especially when he finally finds a place!
I love you, Jonathan.
The drive was long, but it went by quick just knowing I was going to see him. I called him and told him I was outside... parking in SF sucks ass! So after playing with Maddox and hanging around Dominic's place (where he's been staying) we WALKED to this sushi place. The most expensive sushi dish at the sushi bar was $1.95!!! So I grabbed whatever I wanted to try.. haha. Plus, I was hungry from a long day at work. We also tried some warm sake--a first time for both of us. Man, I only had two "shots", and I was feelin it already. But after a while the slight buzz went away. I guess from all the sushi I had to eat.
We walked back and saw this lady feeding some feral cats. They were soooo cute and friendly . She told us that there are a few of them who feed the cats each night who just chill on this hill thing near someone's house. So we walked some more back to Dom's and I was about to head home even though I didn't want to since it was getting late and I had a long drive ahead of me. He told me to just come inside for a while. We started watching last week's episode of Nip/Tuck on his laptop since Dom doesn't have cable there, and he saw how tired I was getting. He knew I couldn't/wouldn't/shouldn't drive that long way home at night after walking and sake and a long day at school... so he told me to just stay the night. It was something I wanted to hear, but again, I was scared. I began to get confused again, but I changed into his sweats and let it flow...
We were laying down in Dom's living room while I was looking at his sketchbook for one of his classes. Very cute. He also showed me more of his projects. Even cuter. Then I was watching him work on this helicopter project--I wish I had his homework! It's fun but not easy! Watching him work on this project made me realize, "Damn. This art stuff is hard!" I totally underestimated the amount of time it takes because I thought art = easy, but nope. Earlier that night, he also showed me the bus he takes to school and work. He doesn't ever have to drive his car which is kinda good but bad because it takes longer. When he was done with his project, I was already dozing off behind him. He put on "V for Vendetta" and I just slept. I woke up when he was done watching, we snuggled, and everything felt the same--maybe even better.
Morning came and the bright sun was shining through the big living room windows. We were both lazy to get up, but he had class to go to and I had home to go to. Finally, we got up and I dropped him off at his class. We kissed "good night" (not good bye) and my fun ride home singing to slow jams by myself to my ipod began.
I've been home for 7 hours now and I can't stop thinking about him. I feel like I'm a teenager again with a new crush. I guess I'm just really happy because I got my man back. Myself yesterday was a total wreck and now--good. I know I was saying how we both needed a break, but we're already so far from each other (well not really that far), and I don't see why we can't still keep doing our own thing and being with each other when we have the time. Not being 5 minutes away from each other anymore is the true test. No more being too dependent on the other. Actually, going and being in San Francisco, I saw what he had to do first hand. No more of me assuming that he's just slacking off doing stupid stuff. He just stays at Dom's place all day, work, and homework. Stupid me for not trusting him.. but sometimes you just have to see for yourself. He even texted me while I was in class to make sure I was home. He has his key again. He still has my camera (which was the initial reason why I went there). It is not over. I told him he won't regret it. We love each other and that's all that matters. Once my car situation is "fixed", there is no doubt that I am going to visit him more often. Especially when he finally finds a place!
I love you, Jonathan.
Monday, September 11, 2006
I miss blogging.
I remember the days when I used to think of what I was going to blog about later that night... and remember things that were "blogworthy." Now, I find myself not having enough time anymore (I'm at work right now by the way)... and just not thinking about it. I kind of wish I still blogged as often because I love going back and reading about my life.. har har.
This week was pretty chill. I went to Las Vegas again last weekend from Friday to Monday, didn't work on Tuesday, so the rest of the work week went by quickly. Thursday night, I went to Taste with Diana & Meg, and met up with Lisa, Cindy, Therese, and Andrea. I had a lot of fun despite those stupid guys that pulled my hair when I told them I didn't want to talk to them! Stupid mofos. If only I had my camera in hand, I would have taken their pictures and make their lives a living hell! Friday I worked at the bank, went home, then Jonathan and I started watching the Giants' game but ended up napping until 10pm. But good thing they won! We just stayed home that night and slept some more. Yes, very fun, I know. Saturday I worked all day, mom picked me up, only to go to Leanna's volleyball tournament that wasn't over until 7pm! I napped again, woke up at 9pm, got ready, and went with Jonathan and Ron to meet up with Lisa in Fremont. The party was pretty chill, but we left early because of a fight resulting with cops being everywhere. So then we headed to Jeremy's house, where I just slept in the car until I woke up to some annoying ass laughs. I get out and see the minor girl that keeps trying to get on Jeremy. He wanted me to kick her and her little minor friend out, but eh. Then we left, home, sleep. Sunday I stayed home all day long and had naps here and there all day long. Later that night, we went to Uncle Charlie's because he was bbqing, wished Auntie Myrna a Happy Early Bday, ate dinner, and went home.
Now it's Monday, and I am here at work. 3 more days =( Argh.. I'm tired of working!!!
This week was pretty chill. I went to Las Vegas again last weekend from Friday to Monday, didn't work on Tuesday, so the rest of the work week went by quickly. Thursday night, I went to Taste with Diana & Meg, and met up with Lisa, Cindy, Therese, and Andrea. I had a lot of fun despite those stupid guys that pulled my hair when I told them I didn't want to talk to them! Stupid mofos. If only I had my camera in hand, I would have taken their pictures and make their lives a living hell! Friday I worked at the bank, went home, then Jonathan and I started watching the Giants' game but ended up napping until 10pm. But good thing they won! We just stayed home that night and slept some more. Yes, very fun, I know. Saturday I worked all day, mom picked me up, only to go to Leanna's volleyball tournament that wasn't over until 7pm! I napped again, woke up at 9pm, got ready, and went with Jonathan and Ron to meet up with Lisa in Fremont. The party was pretty chill, but we left early because of a fight resulting with cops being everywhere. So then we headed to Jeremy's house, where I just slept in the car until I woke up to some annoying ass laughs. I get out and see the minor girl that keeps trying to get on Jeremy. He wanted me to kick her and her little minor friend out, but eh. Then we left, home, sleep. Sunday I stayed home all day long and had naps here and there all day long. Later that night, we went to Uncle Charlie's because he was bbqing, wished Auntie Myrna a Happy Early Bday, ate dinner, and went home.
Now it's Monday, and I am here at work. 3 more days =( Argh.. I'm tired of working!!!
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Actually out of things to do
So I'm here at work and Maggie is not here today, so now I really have nothing to do!! I'm caught up with my filing.. except for the new stuff I from today. I'm sleepy too... maybe I can go home early today!! Ok I have nothing to write about. k bye
Monday, July 03, 2006
I don't think anybody ever reads this anymore, but oh well! I'm here at work and I have nothing to do! Well actually, I could find something to do if I really wanted to, but I can save all of that for Wednesday when I come back in. Nobody is here in the office because everybody is on vacation! Like EVERYBODY! And, the internet is websensed, so this is like the only website I can go onto! This weekend was pretty kickback again.
Thursday I went to work, went home, Leanna's bball game, Uncle Charlie's, Lisa's, and went to DnB's. We met this cute guy that Lisa and Jess both want! hahah. I had an empty stomach, and I had about 5 cherry bombs, so I was pretty gone by the time we left. The plan was to head downtown, but it was too late. I went with Meg to Mike Do's, and we stayed outside foreverrrrrrrr, so I called my lover to pick me up. We found the 24 hour McDonald's!!!!!!! had the best meal of my liiiiife! hhaha and then went to Jeff's place. It's realllllly nice! I tried to throw up in the bathroom, but it was just not working for me! As soon as I got home I knocked out.
Friday I slept in!!! My 1st day out of 2 out of the entire week I get to sleep in! I wanted to be productive, so my sister and I went to the Macy's at vf to buy our dresses for the family reunion in Vegas that our mom is in charge of. Then I dropped her off at Mark's for a party, and then I went home only to go to Eastridge with my mom to buy bras at the VS semi-annual sale. I managed to get 7 bras for $173!!! I love them too, I cannot wait until I get to wear them all.. haha. Jonathan came by later, we went to Qcup and called it a night.
Saturday I worked at bofa, went home, slept? and stayed home all day until Jonathan was off work. We went to Jay's to watch the Pacquiao fight they recorded, ate, and then watched "Find Me Guilty." It's that movie with Vin Diesel that isn't even out in theaters yet. Don't know how Jay got it, but I enjoyed the movie! Everybody even KOed, but I still watched it by myself until about 3am. Then Jonathan took me home.
Sunday I slept in again, bummed around, and went to church with my mom and sister, and then headed to Target where I bought a caboodles case and 2 cute purses that were on clearance! I loove bargains and I love Target! I stayed home for a bit, then Chris picked me up to go to Neiman's 21st at DnB's. I only saw her a few times throughout the night bc she was already gone.. haha. Jonathan stopped by, we stayed for a little longer, then called it a night.
This morning, I didn't want to get out of bed! But work is pretty cool right now. No one is here and I am out of things to do! So I will kill time until my mother is ready to go. Tata my readers if I still have any!
Thursday I went to work, went home, Leanna's bball game, Uncle Charlie's, Lisa's, and went to DnB's. We met this cute guy that Lisa and Jess both want! hahah. I had an empty stomach, and I had about 5 cherry bombs, so I was pretty gone by the time we left. The plan was to head downtown, but it was too late. I went with Meg to Mike Do's, and we stayed outside foreverrrrrrrr, so I called my lover to pick me up. We found the 24 hour McDonald's!!!!!!! had the best meal of my liiiiife! hhaha and then went to Jeff's place. It's realllllly nice! I tried to throw up in the bathroom, but it was just not working for me! As soon as I got home I knocked out.
Friday I slept in!!! My 1st day out of 2 out of the entire week I get to sleep in! I wanted to be productive, so my sister and I went to the Macy's at vf to buy our dresses for the family reunion in Vegas that our mom is in charge of. Then I dropped her off at Mark's for a party, and then I went home only to go to Eastridge with my mom to buy bras at the VS semi-annual sale. I managed to get 7 bras for $173!!! I love them too, I cannot wait until I get to wear them all.. haha. Jonathan came by later, we went to Qcup and called it a night.
Saturday I worked at bofa, went home, slept? and stayed home all day until Jonathan was off work. We went to Jay's to watch the Pacquiao fight they recorded, ate, and then watched "Find Me Guilty." It's that movie with Vin Diesel that isn't even out in theaters yet. Don't know how Jay got it, but I enjoyed the movie! Everybody even KOed, but I still watched it by myself until about 3am. Then Jonathan took me home.
Sunday I slept in again, bummed around, and went to church with my mom and sister, and then headed to Target where I bought a caboodles case and 2 cute purses that were on clearance! I loove bargains and I love Target! I stayed home for a bit, then Chris picked me up to go to Neiman's 21st at DnB's. I only saw her a few times throughout the night bc she was already gone.. haha. Jonathan stopped by, we stayed for a little longer, then called it a night.
This morning, I didn't want to get out of bed! But work is pretty cool right now. No one is here and I am out of things to do! So I will kill time until my mother is ready to go. Tata my readers if I still have any!
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
at work.
Wow, this is the first time for me blogging from work! Since my last post, I don't really remember what I did. haha... actually, School ended, I went on a party bus, spent countless nights downtown, went to even more giants' games, familia time, working, and had my anniversary with my honey!
School - My grades have been blehhhh alll quarter long. Next year, I really have to step up my game! I'm taking a year off, so that means my grades have to be outstanding all next year. I know I always tell myself at the beginning of every quarter, but this time, I WILL do better!
Party Bus - One of my most memorable experiences so far being a 21-year-old. Although my bff and my other close friends are not 21 yet, I was still able to spend it with them for Therese's 21st! We went to Club NV, which is super nice. I went there with Jonathan for his work's x-mas party last December and then to Club Six which was a little ghetto. The bus we were on was called the Louis Vuitton Bus, and wow, the inside was amazing! If you have ever seen the inside of an SUV sized limo, that's what it looked like inside the bus. There was also an LCD screen at the back that played the music videos of the music we were drinking too. Despite the fact my dearest held up the ENTIRE bus when we were all ready to go home, and despite me yelling at him in front of everybody (sorry bub), we had a lot of fun! He understood I was just worried, and we just slept the entire ride until we got back home.
Downtown SJ - Jonathan and I seriously go downtown Thurs, Fri, and Sat. But this past weekend, we decided to take a break from it! However, we were close to going Saturday night. Tiki Lounge is where everyone goes now, and it's ridiculous how we have to wait at least 30 minutes in line to get in. I still believe that it was me and Lisa and some of our other friends that started going there first, and we were the ones that made it popular =) Shoot, we started going there way back in April, when it was empty inside. I guess after we had a blast there with just each other, we told people that told other people and so on. I think we need to find a new spot, Lisa!
San Francisco Giants - These past couple of months, Jonathan and I have been spending most of our money on Giants' games and Giants' games parking!! We witnessed our first Barry Bonds homerun together too which was sweeeeet! We've taken family and friends with us a few times we've gone, and I think we're going to continue doing that. Thank you razorgator.com for the tickets and BofA for the associate discount =)
Familia Time - Mom, sister, and I have also been spending a lot of time with our cousins. I've beent taking them to the movies, the mall, and even a giants' game! What I'm excited for is our trip to Vegas in 2 weeks! Too bad Charlie and Charlette aren't going, but I know this is going to be a memorable trip. It's also going to be my first time going to Vegas with Jonathan, I cannot wait!
Work - My work schedule for the summer is Mon-Thurs 8-430. Some days I'll get out at 5, but most of the time it's 430. What I love about my summer schedule is that I don't get out too early where I have to suffer in the heat, but early enough to nap, do stuff around the house, and go out. Plus, no work on Fridays which means I don't have to worry Thursday nights! Too bad I still have BofA on Saturdays, but I don't usually start until 845, so it's not that early, and plus I love my coworkers there! I'm starting to warm up to a few of the coworkers here at Robinson & Wood, although I wish my team was more organized! I feel like all I do is clean up after them all the time, and when something is misfiled or if something goes wrong, it's my fault! blehhh... only time will tell. Hopefully I'll get a promotion soon since I will be a college graduate soon =)
Anniversary - For weeks, Jonathan told me to not even mention our anniversary to him.. haha.. he said "don't talk about it. I'll handle it, ok?" I kind of like that more agressive side to him. So thursday night, June 22, we drove around, got food, and wished each other happy anniversary right at 1220am. He stayed at home with me for a while and then he went home and I went to sleep because he said we had an "early" day tomorrow. He said to wake up at 8am, which I did, but did he wake up? Nope! He said to call back to wake him up again in a bit. But when I did, his phone was off! His cell phone sucks and runs out of batteries after talking on it for 5 minutes, soooo I did not hear from him until he woke up at 11. Good thing I just slept too.. haha.. otherwise I'd be frustrated from waiting for him! We headed to San Francisco and enjoyed the scenery. Our first stop was King of Thai for lunch. We ordered way too much food as always, so took a lot of it to go. It was very good though! There was an art gallery going on in the middle of Union Square, so we looked at all the paintings. We ended up buying a mini cat painting from this artist. He paints cats! Cuuuute painting I must say, but pretty pricey. We even had to go on sidewalk to pay him because none of the artists there had selling permits, so he couldn't sell it to us where the gallery was set up. It was pretty ghetto, but funny. Then we met up with this guy from craigslist so Jonathan could buy a parking permit for the giants' game. It was a lot cheaper than the typical $20 parking which most of the time costs more than how much we spend on 2 tickets for ourselves! Then we headed to Ocean Beach and it was freeeeeeeeezing. We played on this seesaw thingy, looked for rocks, and enjoyed the scenery. Even though that beach sucks and is dirty as hell, we had fun together =). I fell asleep right when we got into the car and we headed to AT&T Park for the Giants' and A's game. I wanted to watch a movie, but Jonathan wanted to watch their batting practice, which was actually fun! We went back to the car after an hour because I needed my jacket and to eat our leftovers from King of Thai because the hunger kicked in. Finally, the game started! Dominic and Donald sat with us for a while, and we saw a lot of other people there too. A mixed crowd of A's and Giants' fans. Giants' were leading up until the 9th inning, when they put in Benitez to pitch and the A's scored 2 runs! boooo. We took Dominic and Donald home, which actually took a long time, so by the time we got back to San Jose, it was too late to watch a movie =( I really wanted to watch "Click"! But I think we were both tired anyway and knocked out! Anyway, Happy Anniversary Babe! Thank you for being a good boy and not acting up with me anymore!!!! I love you =)
Wow, what a mighty long post. My lunch break is almost done!
School - My grades have been blehhhh alll quarter long. Next year, I really have to step up my game! I'm taking a year off, so that means my grades have to be outstanding all next year. I know I always tell myself at the beginning of every quarter, but this time, I WILL do better!
Party Bus - One of my most memorable experiences so far being a 21-year-old. Although my bff and my other close friends are not 21 yet, I was still able to spend it with them for Therese's 21st! We went to Club NV, which is super nice. I went there with Jonathan for his work's x-mas party last December and then to Club Six which was a little ghetto. The bus we were on was called the Louis Vuitton Bus, and wow, the inside was amazing! If you have ever seen the inside of an SUV sized limo, that's what it looked like inside the bus. There was also an LCD screen at the back that played the music videos of the music we were drinking too. Despite the fact my dearest held up the ENTIRE bus when we were all ready to go home, and despite me yelling at him in front of everybody (sorry bub), we had a lot of fun! He understood I was just worried, and we just slept the entire ride until we got back home.
Downtown SJ - Jonathan and I seriously go downtown Thurs, Fri, and Sat. But this past weekend, we decided to take a break from it! However, we were close to going Saturday night. Tiki Lounge is where everyone goes now, and it's ridiculous how we have to wait at least 30 minutes in line to get in. I still believe that it was me and Lisa and some of our other friends that started going there first, and we were the ones that made it popular =) Shoot, we started going there way back in April, when it was empty inside. I guess after we had a blast there with just each other, we told people that told other people and so on. I think we need to find a new spot, Lisa!
San Francisco Giants - These past couple of months, Jonathan and I have been spending most of our money on Giants' games and Giants' games parking!! We witnessed our first Barry Bonds homerun together too which was sweeeeet! We've taken family and friends with us a few times we've gone, and I think we're going to continue doing that. Thank you razorgator.com for the tickets and BofA for the associate discount =)
Familia Time - Mom, sister, and I have also been spending a lot of time with our cousins. I've beent taking them to the movies, the mall, and even a giants' game! What I'm excited for is our trip to Vegas in 2 weeks! Too bad Charlie and Charlette aren't going, but I know this is going to be a memorable trip. It's also going to be my first time going to Vegas with Jonathan, I cannot wait!
Work - My work schedule for the summer is Mon-Thurs 8-430. Some days I'll get out at 5, but most of the time it's 430. What I love about my summer schedule is that I don't get out too early where I have to suffer in the heat, but early enough to nap, do stuff around the house, and go out. Plus, no work on Fridays which means I don't have to worry Thursday nights! Too bad I still have BofA on Saturdays, but I don't usually start until 845, so it's not that early, and plus I love my coworkers there! I'm starting to warm up to a few of the coworkers here at Robinson & Wood, although I wish my team was more organized! I feel like all I do is clean up after them all the time, and when something is misfiled or if something goes wrong, it's my fault! blehhh... only time will tell. Hopefully I'll get a promotion soon since I will be a college graduate soon =)
Anniversary - For weeks, Jonathan told me to not even mention our anniversary to him.. haha.. he said "don't talk about it. I'll handle it, ok?" I kind of like that more agressive side to him. So thursday night, June 22, we drove around, got food, and wished each other happy anniversary right at 1220am. He stayed at home with me for a while and then he went home and I went to sleep because he said we had an "early" day tomorrow. He said to wake up at 8am, which I did, but did he wake up? Nope! He said to call back to wake him up again in a bit. But when I did, his phone was off! His cell phone sucks and runs out of batteries after talking on it for 5 minutes, soooo I did not hear from him until he woke up at 11. Good thing I just slept too.. haha.. otherwise I'd be frustrated from waiting for him! We headed to San Francisco and enjoyed the scenery. Our first stop was King of Thai for lunch. We ordered way too much food as always, so took a lot of it to go. It was very good though! There was an art gallery going on in the middle of Union Square, so we looked at all the paintings. We ended up buying a mini cat painting from this artist. He paints cats! Cuuuute painting I must say, but pretty pricey. We even had to go on sidewalk to pay him because none of the artists there had selling permits, so he couldn't sell it to us where the gallery was set up. It was pretty ghetto, but funny. Then we met up with this guy from craigslist so Jonathan could buy a parking permit for the giants' game. It was a lot cheaper than the typical $20 parking which most of the time costs more than how much we spend on 2 tickets for ourselves! Then we headed to Ocean Beach and it was freeeeeeeeezing. We played on this seesaw thingy, looked for rocks, and enjoyed the scenery. Even though that beach sucks and is dirty as hell, we had fun together =). I fell asleep right when we got into the car and we headed to AT&T Park for the Giants' and A's game. I wanted to watch a movie, but Jonathan wanted to watch their batting practice, which was actually fun! We went back to the car after an hour because I needed my jacket and to eat our leftovers from King of Thai because the hunger kicked in. Finally, the game started! Dominic and Donald sat with us for a while, and we saw a lot of other people there too. A mixed crowd of A's and Giants' fans. Giants' were leading up until the 9th inning, when they put in Benitez to pitch and the A's scored 2 runs! boooo. We took Dominic and Donald home, which actually took a long time, so by the time we got back to San Jose, it was too late to watch a movie =( I really wanted to watch "Click"! But I think we were both tired anyway and knocked out! Anyway, Happy Anniversary Babe! Thank you for being a good boy and not acting up with me anymore!!!! I love you =)
Wow, what a mighty long post. My lunch break is almost done!
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
been a veryyyyyyyy long time!!!!
I think this has been the longest I've ever gone without updating my blog since my junior year in high school! Anyway, right now I am freakin excited about school FINALLY coming to an end. This week is officially my last week of school and next week is finals week. Let's see what I have to stress about for this week and next:
Thurs 6/8:
-Deception final paper/story due (4 pages)
-Organizational final exam
Mon 6/12
-Personality project paper on mom (either 6 or 10 pages.. I forgot)
-Organizational book review (750-1000 words... not sure how many pages that is)
Tues 6/13
-Deception final 8-11am!!! but it is OPEN NOTE!!!!!! wahooooooo!
So looking at my school schedule, I don't feel so stresed out. I think tonight I'm going to start writing my deception paper and maybe finish it? If not, I'll finish sc it up Wednesday night (because I have to) and study for my organizational final. I'll figure out the rest of my school schedule in class today.
Gotta go to school now! I skipped personality again! argh.
Thurs 6/8:
-Deception final paper/story due (4 pages)
-Organizational final exam
Mon 6/12
-Personality project paper on mom (either 6 or 10 pages.. I forgot)
-Organizational book review (750-1000 words... not sure how many pages that is)
Tues 6/13
-Deception final 8-11am!!! but it is OPEN NOTE!!!!!! wahooooooo!
So looking at my school schedule, I don't feel so stresed out. I think tonight I'm going to start writing my deception paper and maybe finish it? If not, I'll finish sc it up Wednesday night (because I have to) and study for my organizational final. I'll figure out the rest of my school schedule in class today.
Gotta go to school now! I skipped personality again! argh.
