I feel so relieved right now because I finished my history project and it is only 10. I went to the opera today for french..it was called "Manon".. I thought that it was pretty good and the entire opera was in french..but there were sub titles on a screen at the top so it was coool.. My french teacher taught us how to say "I fucked you" in french. I thought it was pretty funny..cus all of a sudden she was talking about the "F" word in french. So yeah, we got back to school around 2 and I did not want to go back to class so DeVonne and I just stayed in Mrs. Riley's office until it was time to leave. I woke up with a sorethroat this morning, and by the time the day at school was over, I felt like crappp.. My head was bulging from a horrible headache..my throat still hurting..and I needed like a whole body massage cus I was aching. My mother picked me up and right when I got home, I went to sleep. I woke up still feeling like crap.. but my mom gave me advil and some soup. I feel a little better now. My freakin boyfriend gave me a scare..gosh..I was like already crying..but it's only because I am PMSing.. My monthly visitor will probaly stop by tomorrow morning or something..I know SOON though.. I can't wait til tomorrow, I get to see him =) He makes me feel so happy

dangggggg I was soooo lucky today!!! I thought that today was going to be yet another horrible day after losing my purse yesterday....but it was actually good! Well yesterday was kinda good too because I recieved a B in french! I should have gotten a C because my percentage was really in the UPPER C range, but she gave me the B anyways because she said I deserved it! I was like wooowwwww I love you Mrs Riley! orrr WOW JE T'AIME MADAME RILEY!!!! okay but yah...so during my 2nd period French class today, Sheila comes in to pick up the attendance and she mouths "I found your purse" and I say "REALLY!! I love you!!" and then yah..I pick it up at the attendance office where it was and I was yet again happy..But then in 4th period Math, I become upset again. I just thought it was karma..and that is why my day wasnt perfect. My grade in math entering the final was a 91 and I on the actual final I got a 84...which was realllly good because I didnt know what the hell I was doing..well yah..on the paper thingy my math teacher handed out..it said that I had an 89 as a final grade.. "89?!?!!!" I questioned outloud with a lot of anger and passion.. "I deserve an A!!!" I said..I quickly took my calculator out and calculated everything again. 91(.8) + 84(.4) = 89.6!!! I quickly jumped out of my desk and ran to Mrs. WIjekoon's desk! she told me to meet with her after school..and I was like dammmmmmmmmit.. This math grade was haunting me for the rest of the day until 2:45 when the bell rang. I left english class with the quickness..went to my locker..packed my stuff..and went into the Math classroom across the hall. She calculated my grade again and said "yeah..so thats a 90%." and I was like "I KNOW! so why does this say 89?!!" and she says...."ohh. yeah you have an A. I will change it today." I was soo haapppppy because now my GPA for the semester isn't as shitty as I thought it would be!! whoooo! and I did all my hw that is due for tomorrow except for my Law hw...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh........i lost my purse!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh..and I want it baaaaaaaack!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh...

so it is Monday afternoon and I have no school today! whoopee! I just finished cleaning my room and I have been doing a lot of thinking since yesterday. I am very content with where I am at relationship-wise, but you know that feeling when you see someone you haven't seen in forever and memories start flashing through your mind? Well yeah, that happened..err I hate it when my mind does those things to me. But I believe that there is a time and place for everything, and right now is just not the time. I couldn't hurt him anyways because he doesn't deserve it and if I had a choice, I would choose him.. and after my conversation with Jenn today, I don't want to repeat what happened to me before because that really sucked. I really like him though, I admit that my feelings weren't WOW at first, but now it is starting to get there...hence the word STARTING which means it is not there yet. Well I am gonna go take a shower, pick up my sister, then do my history homework...NEW semester tomorrow..I get to start over!

I am in the bitchiest moood right now..dang.. I am beginning to hate driving because man oh man... I think I am just bitching cus of PMS.. okay..so this was my day..

-woke up at 10 to clean my room
-took my sis to pizza hut at 11 to meet up with her bball buddies
-went back home to change outta my pjs
-picked my sis back up at 12ish
-took my sis back home..and on the way Daryl calls to pick him up..so I call Jenna to come with me
-started driving to Jennas house..but as I was turning right onto Capitol, I hit the car in front of me which STOPPED when it was supposed to YIELD..
-I cry and shake..keep in mind that it is RAINING
-We switch information..oh yeah also keep in mind that I do NOT have my insurance yet...but I will on monday
-I drive home and tell my mom what happens..and I am STILL crying
-She tells me.."oh dont cry anak, accidents are expected..just as long as you are okay and not hurt..just go out and keep your mind off things..you learn from your mistakes..but be careful"
-I kiss her goodbye and drive back to Jennas
-I pick up Jenna to pick up her boyfriend at practice..oh yeah..and we didnt know the house number..so Jenna and I walk around trying to find the house because there was NO service on our phones..oh yeah..and it is STILL raining
-We get Daryl..go to Jamba Juice..then back to the house where Daryl was at for PCN practice
-Then I drive to GMall following Chris..oh yeah..before we all actually left..Michelle backs into a car..but not a lot
-We watch "A Walk to Remember" which I thought was good
-I go get gas..and Josh struggles to open the gas tank of my car..but he finally did..
-I follow Chris to get Jenn at the McDonalds near her house
-We drive to Fel's party
-We FINALLY find parking..and go in
-As we were leaving, Chris Nguyen backs into a car..which makes the THIRD accident of the day
-We go to Camilles lil bday thing after Jenna and Daryl yet AGAIN forces me into going
-We say goodbye..but we stay outside for like forever..because Jenn takes my car and goes driving with Cesar Mariel and Jenna
-While they were gone, I went back into bitchmode..and the weird thing is that it was Daryl, Josh, Linn, Michelle, Kristian, and I who were standing there waiting for my car to come back--while ALL of us have our licenses and those other four do NOT
-They finally come back and after another million years..we drive to Kristians house
-Kristian wasnt there yet..so I go pick up Linn and Dominick at McDonalds because for some reason they thought that they could walk to Kristians house from Camilles house
-I have like 345830459 people in my car and we drive back to Kristians house
-My Chris calls me and we talk for a bit..then my mother calls me and asks me to come home now
-So I try to get things planned with the others so I know who I was taking home and blah blah blah
-it takes yet ANOTHER million years..and I finally drop Jenn and Jenna at Berryessa movies along with Linn Josh Daryl and Dominick
-I drive Mariel home..and then myself

I am going to stay hhome forever now.. I really hate driving now and it is only day 2..

oh yeah..and to everyone who was in the car with me..I apologize for being such a bitch..but dude, you would be one too..but yeah..I still love you guys..