I can't believe I have less than 2 months until I graduate from good ol' Notre Dame. I still remember freshmen year... wearing my crisp new gray skirt and white polo with my blue cardigan sweater and kswiss'. Despite all the homework, and tests, and projects my teachers have given me, this has been the best 4 years of my life. Meeting so many people, going to the mall/movies every weekend, getting ready for 234802934 million dances..blah blah blah. And senior year has just been the nice yummy frosting to top it all off. So many things that I thought that would never happen in a million years happened! Even though I'm not going to the college I was planning to go to, I am happy with my final choice: UC Santa Cruz. I'm going to visit next week... but I have already heard great things about it, AND it's not so far from San Jose! I'm just trying to live my life one day at a time now, because it seems like I'm running out of time! Anyway, one thing that I won't ever forget is from Senior Retreat. I think Mrs. Dueck or Ms. Uhl said it, "If you already know what path you are going to be on 10 years from now, it probably isn't your path..." I don't think those were the exact words, but it was something along those lines. She's right.. things change and I ready and willing to accept anythingggg life has to offer me. I'm just scared now =/

Richard knows how to entertain me...

so chill (11:11:34 pee em): hey did u go on ur senior retreat/
me (11:11:38 pee em): yes
so chill (11:11:43 pee em): did u cry?
so chill (11:11:45 pee em): i did
me (11:11:47 pee em): yupppppp
me (11:11:48 pee em): lots
so chill (11:11:52 pee em): i was almost bawling
so chill (11:12:00 pee em): see they read this book
so chill (11:12:05 pee em): called love you forever
me (11:12:09 pee em): haha oh richard
so chill (11:12:11 pee em): with the mom who sings to her son every night "ill love you forever, ill like you for always, as long as i'm living, my baby you'll be"
so chill (11:12:31 pee em): and every time the guy read it, i bit my teeth harder and harder
me (11:12:32 pee em): are you a changed man again
so chill (11:12:47 pee em): then i got in my room for silent meditation time, and i just bawled
so chill (11:12:55 pee em): like a little girl
so chill (11:14:15 pee em): but ofcourse we all know ill be back to normal in a couple of weeks
me (11:14:59 pee em): haha

Wow, it's been a reallllllly long time since I last updated.. so let's see what I have been up to..... I've been stressing out because of homework, tests, and school shit..... oh HELL WEEK for PCN was last week.. yeah that literally was hell. Friday night was spent practicing until 10pm.. then making costumes til about 3am-ish.... we slept over at Lic's.. and then his mom cooked us a great breakfast. Saturday was PCN day.. went to the gym around 8 or 9am-ish....goood but long show.. hella technical difficulties, but I had so much fun =( I cried about 90 billion times because I was tired, hungry, stressed, missed my stupid boyfriend, and because it was my LAST PCN ever.. I'm gonna hella miss ND and Bell. We went to the after party, but there were some wack people.... so we bounced.. got In N Out... went to Sher's.. and I fell asleep while the whole world was still there. Sher and Good woke me up around 3ish... went home... blah. I am tired... I'll blog later.

i thought that this was funny.

o eile317 o [9:46 pee em]: geeeeeeez
o eile317 o [9:46 pee em]: hes your bitch
o eile317 o [9:46 pee em]: u pimp
JuLeEnEtTe77 [9:46 pee em]: haha
o eile317 o [9:46 pee em]: hahah

Eileen---WORD!

Bad news is that my monthly friend decided to visit on Sunday for about 3 days or so. Good news is that I was able to fight my cravings by going to Krispy Kreme in Union Landing. More good news is that I got into USF, where I wanna go because it's the CITY dammit, but bad news is that it costs $10k more than the other school I wanna go to. Oh, some good news that does not have a bad side is that I PASSED my Senior Service Project with a 4! The highest I could get was a 5, so GO ME! Aww, this just in, some more bad news: my dearest friend Sherilyn might be moving to Sacramento, so if that's the case, that means she's going to UOP with no questions asked, which also means no going to college with me =*(. Some more bad news is that I have 3458340534 different assignments and tests and projects to make up by the end of this week.